What do I really deserve?

We blame and excuse our choices and behaviors because we feel we did not deserve what ever it was we got. I hear that  again and again. All things are chosen, whether you are fully conscious or not. In consciousness, choices are in the light and in relation to the bigger picture and ultimately the whole of humanity. Think about it, deserving of what ..........?? You decide, it really is totally up to you, when and how high you are going to jump. YOU choose.