That's gonna' leave a mark

 Energy is yours to learn. You came in as a breath of life force. You leave the same way. Last breath in this form is first breath in the next CHOICE. Your life here is choice filled. In learning to navigate the planet you are doled out energy to work with. Littles get a little bit. Bigs end up with what they create in form along the way. Light or dark, bright or dull, fun or not.....the energy you express is YOURS and it is gonna' leave a MARK! Be aware, awake and accountable. I teach bareback horsemanship. The fly on the horse is an energy felt and dealt with. YOU are a fly. You create marks. If you choose to damage or scar something with a bite or a sting, it is your energy, waiting for you to heal it clean and clear  and ask for forgiveness. If your childhood left marks it is your opportunity to heal them instead of passing them on. Careful what you wish for, you will receive it. Speak what you are willing to wear. Leave only light and love and laughter where the scar yous'd/used to be. Face your foe, it lives within your matrix and you have the energy and the ability to right/write it. Tell your story in the gift of accountability and the healing will spread like water spilled. MNI WICONI - water is life! Time to sparkle. I will be in the barn!

Guided or guarded?

 Should you choose? PRIORITY, that's your key. Kids for sure need both. Women have been doing the LION'S share of that for a very long time. Balance is the answer, as men take back their power to guard and guide and NURTURE! It takes the strongest soul to nurture, a community in support of nurturing is also key. Do you hang with those who have your back? Or is risk a daily buzz? I see adrenal fatigue all the time. The fight or flight has been on HIGH for far too long. How is that relevant to healing...it is not. Rest and sleep are when a human heals. Time out and away from the drama and the trauma is the first step. WHERE do I go? I go into nature, I travel, I always go to water. I take naps, I look at inspirational choices as my only interest. If I get bored, I get sick. If I am worried I am out of balance. If I get hurt by any thing outside of me, I leave and never go back. If you need an hour, a day, a weekend, let us help you. I will be in the barn and you can come too!! It is guarded and I feel safe and guided by the magic it holds. Thehawc.com has a sign up schedule, barn opens in May.

ASKED and answered

 Can you hear/here????? Prayer is the ask. It is the taught. It is an energy drain not used in context and balance with the LISTEN. Your mouth is SOURCE energy. In or out, the power point of being human starts right there. I sometimes must keep mine shut. I learned as a child, the hard hitting way, that my direct approach and honest commentary was TOO MUCH for some humans. I asked if lying was a safer choice, and got the same HITTING of my face as a smart aleck. It was there the trauma of being hit found a home and left a mark. It would take me on a journey to break that curse, and heal that mark that ended when I was 15. At that point I could either become that same threatening whacker or break it once and for all. I broke it, and left it there.  I am not a hitter. My daughters are hitters. The line died that day long ago to the memory that that choice was in any way Helpful. I take Aikido lessons, I am learning to use the other's power to move them from my field eliminating the threat. It is strengthening to my worth. I have taught the same lesson

with giant horses for 25 years here at HAWK'S RIDGE RANCH. I started with autistic humans, as they at that time seemed the most in need of an upgrade. It worked! Listening is communication, in balance with prayer or words expressed outwardly, it creates balance. That is magic! That is where I will be today, in the magic of the barn!! You asked and I answered, doing my favorite things is how I live.

Polish the lenses of your I's/eyes

 Someone said to me you always look nice. I thought about that and it is true, it is important to me that I look nice. I was taught that as a little girl. My mom made sure of that. I also have a view of things in the world and more often than not, it looks nice too. I work in the world of wellness as that looks nice to me. What looks nice to YOU!? Easter is a day to celebrate the return of the SON/SUN. Seeing through fogged or dirty lenses distorts the truth of beauty in the light and it's place here. Polish up, rinse thoroughly, and see the reality of the gift of YOU. You are made in DIVINE DESIGN. Simply see and be the magic of the truth. Beauty is in the "I"  of the beholder. YOU are that I/eye. Seeing the world healing with a vision of the divine, is a good way to choice healing, it is a side effect! It effects all that surrounds you! You are the visionary, the missionary, the warrior and the mechanic. Happy Easter, spring is back and the sun is waking up the earth. My horses are prancing in the rain! I will be in the kitchen today, party happening at the barn house!!

Sending UP a flare

 When you feel unseen/unscene you can always send up a flare. It can attract the attention and focus from wherever you need, to address the need. It is a choice. When I had IC, the pain was consistently horrifying. In recovery especially during the dental upgrades, I would F L A R E !!! Making me crazy and pushing me further. Humans when disturbed by there/their own growth, stop at the littlest relief. I know I do that sometimes. Then it starts again, FLARING. My attention is returned to the focus of the situation and the lessons yet unlearned. When you can not see the way through, send up your flare. Choose your audience. I choose SOURCE, I choose Jeshua and Mary 1 and Mary 2. Mostly I choose Archangel Micheal. He is my immediate superior. I always get heard/herd. Listening is the key for me. Finding isolation and hunkering down- I WRITE/RIGHT eveything. RIGHT AWAY the confusion and it's need for immediate attention. Choice offered, choices used. YOU ARE THE ONE with all the choices! I choose the barn! See you there.

Coming out of the smoke

 Fire burned through the illusions of humanity's needs/kneads. They thought and became programmed to believe that something on the outside was more important than something on the inside. Easter reminds us of the FRESH START programming. Into the fires of change we enter. I do it in a sweat lodge or a sauna. I am hard pressed to stay there very long. As the inner energy rises to the surface, I begin to see through the smoke. I emerge purified from surface stuff that is complete with me. AND the rinse off is very refreshing. Refresh now, the fresh start of knowing you are the one you are looking for is the next step. Scraping of the hardened surface material is your responsibility. Find the space, the time and let it leave you. A vision quest - short or long, written or sung or simply allowed can offer the next step in your fresh start. The smoke of a pine fire produces forgiveness. The smoke of the sage purifies. The smoke of tobacco protects. AND the smoke in your eyes/I's is leaving, inviting in a vision of  the new YOU. Look inside - you have been waiting for YOU! Resurrect yourself, it will be YOUR miracle of coming on out of that cave. THEN come and see us in the barn. That is place where/wear we add back  balance, harmony and ultimately, FULL POWER with an elevated view. Mount up! Let's ride.

April 1 - pink libra full moon upgrade

 Use your experience and knowing and worm your family and critters. This frost out timing is perfect. I post on line Hawk's Ridge Ranch and there are clear articles to show you the way. Ants in your pants is a real thing. Addictions fed  as the parasite population within will not take NO for a answer. Ask a cop, an EMT, an emergency room worker, a parent and those who are involved with mental health. They will say those moons that hatch the next batch are brutal. Keep the terrain healthy. Bacteria, virus, fungus and parasite will let you know when that terrain is in disharmony. Use your pendulum and use your natural remedies to balance back that garden within. The Libra PINK is for family and friends and harmony. Agree to disagree. Agree to love, do not need to always like. Live in authenticity and celebrate the time here well spent. I will well-come this new age and my family and friends for the celebration of Easter. I will be in the barn and they will too!