MAMA TRAUMA

 I have first hand knowledge of this so I am permitted to speak with experience. Asking my older brother once if he had it, he said NO not/know so much. He was old enough to allow her the latitude she needed after our dad passed when we were little. I was not so fortunate. I was too little. Until I was 35 I never knew on top of what I intuitively knew underneath. I simply had to look her in the eyes and ask for light, in love for full disclosure. I did that in 3-D in real time, not in meditation which may have been an option. She disclosed a despair that she could not manage. Three littles, at age 28 and a partner who died unexpectantly. For her it started a seesaw effect. Nice or not nice, sometimes abusive. Never in harmony. Leave and we were scared, controlling us with the potential of yet another loss. Childhood trauma locked and loaded. 34 years later another whole chapter has passed. I am at peace. Find a safe space to reeal to release. This old story is over, let's write a new one! Step through the standing stones! WE will be bere/hear to listen. Horses are healing.

Settled?

 It is an aspect of completion discussed among chickens. They must settle to lay an egg. Humans rarely slow down enough to settle. Settle in. Settle up. Settle the waters of the rough seas/sees. Humans riding the out the storm here are being asked to settle. Settle those old arguments. Settle those old debts. Settle on compromise, agree to disagree in a settlement of conflict. My super power on the ability to settle up is that I either do that or I disappear from the situation. I do not have time to argue, nor will I waste any of what I have to work and play with. Would settle on 3 days of bliss with your kid, or would you struggle to save enough money for a bigger time? Kids only know the MOMENT. Let them have that! It will be a remedy of compromise that will soon become a habit. In a flash everything is asking for the best, don't set that light down and do something less. See the chance and take it. I did! Health, happiness and horses. Still living large in my dreams - day and night! See you at the barn, settled in 25 years ago and am still where I belong.

Make a new friend today

 Once I made a friend of a baby raccoon, Lily. She grew up here one summer, with the farm animals as her relatives. In and out, drinking from a tiny bottle in the start. She brought responsibility, learning, and integrating something foreign and not known to us. Best summer of our lives!!! Laughter and learning, a beauty and awe in her little body, and when she went to the forest a deep respect. Learning to be awake and aware are only the start. OR YOU MIGHT MISS IT! Then in connecting, unlimited growth is the potential. TRY it today. A human, a critter, a weather pattern, new and opening OPENING> I will be at the lawyer's, the office, the river and then the barn. SO many changes for choices. Thank you Creator for the glory of this wonderful world. Namaste! For our human family and all of it's extensions.

 

Make a moment a memory

 Kids are little for so little time. Take a moment to make a moment into a memory. I asked my girls what the memories are? The memorable ones were funny, outside, with another and I was there too! A new pet, a new outfit, a new location to explore, a new recipe, a new bedspread. I don't get my haircut so salon was not us. I do ski so that was done on water of all kinds. My girlfriends were around and we did great stuff - girls only. Carly and Katie took us on a cattle round up and to a crop circle in England! Jessie and Molly took us to b-ball events for years and then they took us to the GOLD STATE TROPHY! Ask your littles what ???? A horse ride, a swim at a clean beach, a sober event! Kids worry about disharmony. Do something in light, with music and singing. Help someone together, go to a kennel and love the unloved. Go to a park and PICK UP STUFF. If you want a memory here at HAWK'S Ridge Ranch, talk to me. We have memorable magical stuff to do. See ya at the barn! 

change

 the channel... Who and what you watch and immerse yourself in gets in. Seeing is believing or NOT? KNOT? Programming is the game. If you knew new, you would control YOU. I live in nature, I work with nature, I have a Phd. in naturopathy. She heals me. She also inspires me. When I am out of alignment she trips me up. The Divine Feminine she offers is the WOMBman that is the Mother. When she became pillaged by those who desired to manipulate her she endured. I watched with knowing/noing. Only so far would she let it be. To her I am forever grateful. Water is life, and she is water. The desire to be...all that you can be is programmed in the water. The valuable commodity on earth. Protect her! She is the holder of our future here. I will be at the beach, where the triple process  of ionization roles with the waves. see you on the St. Croix River. Healing is her middle name.

Know now

 As we walk through to the higher knowing, unclip all leashes and trust. I trust Annie. She is my guardian in this lifetime. I call to her with a knowing that she is eternal and infinite and available 24-7. My faith in the greater good is supported by the unseen/unscene. Smell it, although you cannot see it. Feel it like an invisible wind. Act on it without hesitation. A vibe is a vibe. Intuition is a honed skill, use it daily to keep it strong. In pictures I can see, with words I can understand, make it abundantly clear. This request works every single time. Know new, add in, lighten up, you are the only one you are here/hear to know and direct. It you choose to be any other way, the road ends there. ANANCHEL, is the Angel of Grace. I need her gifts and presence every single day. Then Hummingbird of Joy will show up and my world is how I like it to be. Happy 250 years of being in the USA, I love it here. See you at the river! Summer fun is every where.

Some are heading out

 My associates from other worlds whom I have connected with here have moved out and on to greater glory. Every time that happens I fade for awhile. Humans, horses, dogs, and cats have an impact on my visions for the future. The mothers I loved  were particularly hard to let go of. The kids were still here, so I kept a quiet eye. Time now to re up the visions. First of all we made it, we are firmly in the new age. Secondly we are in communication with the WHOLE/HOLE

. Lots of secrets on many levels being unveiled. The last karmic hook is released today. We are free. Choose kindness. I will still choose horses and kids. See ya in the barn.