Consider the SOURCE

  WHAT and WHO do you believe in ...??? Source energy is a key feature for a human to embrace. So many choices. So many names. So many beliefs. Only you can define SOURCE for you. Religions, cults, schools of taught thought.  Neighborhoods, gangs, tribes. Coming into the 18th year of life here, the child has been exposed to a variety of choices. Some in family, or online, or on the TV or on the road. Journeys taken with neighbors, clubs, friends, all looking for home and place to feel needed, loved, understood, and allowed. WHEN I allow someone to stay here at my ranch they are free to choose their Source of support. Are they here for the big bathtub, or the sauna, or the horses, or just floating? Taking more than you give depletes the SOURCE in human terms. Divine Source is infinite and eternal, just as you are inside. Linking up to the DIVINE sources your light, your joy, your education, your nourishment and ultimately your longevity. If you are seeking sources and want options consider the sources you already have. Are the still viable, creating energy? Or are they dried up, or simply old news? Listen carefully, ask questions in earnest, consider everything quietly. That is your best bet. AND I AM betting you will find what you are looking for, so keep on looking until the DIVINE Design is locked in. You are one the one you came to meet, SOURCE is an inside job, never ending. I hope you love what you align with. I do, I will be aligning with my sunny winter day and my beautiful horses! See ya in the barn.

Gift of DIS-EASE

 It is hard to comprehend as it is not/knot taught that we  can embrace the dead-end as the fresh start. It could be the gift is truly is if we looked past/passed the end of the old ways. Some people see the death on the cross and stay there wearing/whereing that horror show all their life.  I see the ascension of the being, after the resurrection. The cross was the  worst of the dis-ease. It was terminal to those who were seeing only the dead-end. FEAR moves in and takes the place of love and the lifeforce it fuels. After being sick in the 80's and finding the pot of gold at the Rainbow's End in Naturopathy and it's offerings I saw the gift, the resurrection  of health and happiness, and the continued momentum of the Ascension Path it offered. Terminal became a stepping off point, to get get that next train. I did that, training as a Naturopath was my resurrection. Knowing I was worth it was my first lesson. Trauma from childhood and death of my dad when I was 2 made that early childhood worth rather iffy. My mother left right after the funeral and we were stranded and our worth diminished as the burden of 3 little kids became the focus. We were the burden creating the dis-ease. Luckily I had wonderful grandparents who loved us and took us in. In teaching healing arts I always start with, What is this worth to you??? What do you want, and do you want to take the train to your next level of understanding. To some it is the ticket to freedom and healing as they train. To others not now or not yet. That is how we move forward. See the gift, understand your story. Find your worth, you are pure gold! ME TOO! See ya in the barn. WHERE I take the train with my horses every day, learning something new every time I show up.

Accountable ? ? ?

 KNOWledge, means you are responsible to KNOW - NO! Kids are not accountable to the un-known. Parents with knowledge are. Yes is taught by experiences of joy, safety, growth and progress. NO means No, not now, not yet and MAYBE not ever. Is it kind, is it necessary and is it for the highest good of all involved? Thoughts guided by loving learning, words spoken with consideration, and then the DEEDS! I once had to change the matrix of a child hitting an animal in frustration. First I said NO! Then I said NOT NOW< NOT EVER! Then... I said call that animal back to you, and ask for forgiveness. Promise to never do that ever again. AND kiss her head. First the fear of retribution by the struck animal was obvious. When we hurt someone or something, we run and hide, and think we got away with something. Never is that true. Life is a boomerang, energy does not die. When you regret the mis-take, and remedy the trauma, the energy goes full circle. The twelve is completed, and the breach in the circle is made whole again. That is why some repeat the loss or less again and again, they never completed the negative discharge, especially from a childhood of mis-takes promoted by broken adults. YOU will benefit by walking the clock, talking to the 12 disciples,  working the calendar - the 12 is sacred and brings the completion and fills the HOLE. I will be working with DNA . ALL 12 strands, in retreat form. Start somewhere and getting the whole knowledge, the holes are filled in and things become balanced and even. Life stabilizes.  Horses will help us, they sure raised me up to the accountability of care, even in adversity, CARE! We all need feed, water, light and love. AND a friend. Start with your kids. I did. Mine changed my life forever! Thanks GIRLS you were awesome teachers. See ya in the barn!

Looking in the mirror

 As we move through the healing of the human here/hear, we are encouraged to share the bigger picture of the D N A . Not/knot to the naked EYE/I has it been before now. TWO/too little spirals dangling there/their/they're. Truth is there were 12 strands. As we disconnected from Source we snipped a few along the way.  Cutting the lines. The loss was colossal, the test had begun. Could we re-member the other spirals and reconnect to the larger energy source that is OURS to know/no?  In the next series here/hear we will explore reconnection and the MIRROR you are using currently.  Time to clear some things up.  I will use the resources of our Health, Happiness and Horses Healing Center and the manual I was taught decades ago. Weekend retreats will be offered monthly. Let's together with light and love and laughter, find the DNA you seek to add back in to this lifetime. I brought my 12 strands into service and they have reminded me of many things I needed here. My mirror in the year 2000 became my horses, and for 26 years they have shown me - ME...and YOU too. Just come and ride. Balanced, powerful, raised up and moving at full speed with full power. Leaving behind all that serves me no longer, Knowing first, it must be kind, second, it must necessary, third, it must be true AND fourth, it must be in my highest good and the good of all mankind. See you in the barn. Thehawc.com will have the schedule and  is where we can communicate. Looking to the future with full power plugged in and ready to be part of the solution. Hawk's Ridge Ranch in Hudson, WI, is commonly found under a RAINBOW!

SHADOW AND grace

 Both exist within the human framework. It is the one that you love the best that you embody. Shadow is sneaky energy. The trickster. The fool. Moving through your reality with a real force, and yet disappearing just as easily. I love the seeing. Grace is an eternal gift. Flowing into the energy of anything open to it. Ananchel is the Angel of Grace. We call her ANNIE. She has been in my sphere of awareness since I was 11. I was at the age that knowing she was real and available was critical to my life unfolding. I rely on her ALOT. Ask Annie is heard/herd here/hear daily. How do you roll, shadow or grace? Being seen/scene is happening now. The good, the broken and the wrong is being levered out of the dark shadows and shown to the beings it effects. When a parent is a shadow it creates trauma for the littles and the pets. Drunk, high, late, angry, mean or even worse, abusive or absent, will delay the love light connection a child needs to be healthy and safe, intelligent and WHOLE. Strangers are shadows. Dementia is shadow. A reality known only in the darkness of the shadows. It takes time to know and to trust another being, kids and critters are fully aware of the process and rely on the adults to offer it. Dumping an animal or a child causes their stress level to accelerate and they must search elsewhere for it. I adopted a kitty yesterday, she knew/new home here would be safe, warm, loving and a good place to be.  We need now to decide which parts of our life deserve grace, so you can bid the shadows farewell. Full disclosure is next. Let the sunshine in! See in the barn.

never if, only when

 All things great or small have a when. The questions answer with the when. It's focus is the distraction from the NOW. Are you in the know, now? How do you make the MOMENT the WHEN NOW? As a child I was very impatient with the NOT NOW! A snack? NOT NOW. A story. NOT NOW. An Adventure, NOT NOW. Seemed as though the world was NOT NOW, but to a child their/there is only .....NOW! ALL that is is.... NOW! The second coming is a focus of religion, although the connection and the story of love came long ago and has been alive all along.  WHICH ever story you choose. Scaring the when into the if.  Causing the cortisol and adrenaline to feed the frenzy of a moment that could be a miracle or pure magic. IF you were safe, or believe what I believe, is following the SYSTEM of if not when. I gave up the if's awhile back. I focused on the NOW is WHEN  we show up and we do our best. AND receive our best too. IF  must be set aside, and Divine Design SCENE/SEEN NOW! INTO the mystic we go. WHEN you wake up, start the day by entering your sphere of light and then close the seal  surrounding you with strength and intention. Once safely  inside your auric bubble begin the day. KNOW now that the energy within is YOURS ONLY. Receive by choice of intention of the NOW, all that you can handle, the rest will find it's rightful owner.  Yesterday a cat came, we just lost one and I felt it hard. Then I told the one who left I was sad. His name was Saturn and he spoke clearly to my heart. I did what I came to do, and now will come the next one quickly and bring you great love. SHE is here now and her name is OPAL, the energy of BALANCE AND INTENTION. Thanks for the when being the NOW! Do something NOW! You are hear/here - do it NOW! I will be at the YMCA today and then the barn!

RE - DO

 Given a chance to create an unlimited re-do of you, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Clear your karmic build up from life times of loss? The Law of Attraction keeps you in the Karmic Wheel. Forgive and let go is the key. Where you feel unable, extend the MERCY CLAUSE. That is how many can move forward without any delay. Humans who hurt the innocents here get mercy from me. I do not feel compelled to re-embrace them, yet for my sake I must LET GO! If I do not I will meet the same challenge again and again. The same people's junk shows up in my world.  On an NDE long ago I was chatting with Jeshua. He said the work I produced here was worthy and gave me the thumbs up to keep going. I said NO, I was cleared for take off and I wanted to go home. My children were grown and the world was in the hands of HEAVEN> He said NOT YET. Back I came, flying into my body like a drowning victim finally coming up for much needed air/error. Was there/their anything thing else to forgive??? Turns out their/there was. Keeping in the spirit of the re-do, the world is depending on each one of us to do our part with joy and love and hope and kindness. I do that best in the barn, see ya there! Where the WHEEL stops long enough to see yourself in the eyes/I's of a HORSE healing the broken humans that need a leg up.