Break it down to break through

 Those walls of steel we build around ourselves as we divert the energy in our path. First a shield, then a wall. Kids do not have either until they are provoked and build their own safe space. You can see it in their eyes/I's. My eyes tell the story without hesitation. My words are whispers when I am provoked, but my eyes are fire. In the growth of that reality here, the liver and the kidneys, ruling the short sight and the long sight are in charge. Like the strings of the puppet, the get pulled and the eyes respond immediately. Fear or anger present themselves. Defenses are raised. I personally would rather deal with an anger response than a fear response, but both need acknowledgment. The kidney fear needs a glass of water with a little sea salt on the inside to cool down. The liver anger fire needs to swim in the cool for the outside. When the process is triggered a knowing parent can abort the potential loss with eye to eye contact. Kneel down, look them in the eyes and hear/here my words of love and support. They're/there comes the break through. Walls of less, lack and loss crumble in the I's/eyes of love. In the barn where many eyes/I's are on me, horses and now, more horses keep me in their sights, as we work on the break through needed. They can see me from a distance, and I know I am watched, and guarded here. A good day to be on the ranch. See ya in the barn - today is Hannah's turn!

RISK the game I played as a kid

 Strategy was key to the adventure. So 60 years later I study Aikido. Strategy is the game. It requires being fully present, focusing on one thing as it pertains to many things. It is powerful, it is silky, it is personal. I can not throw a ball. An injury from childhood changed that trajectory. When I became a swimming instructor I had to pass a test with all the strokes mastered, including the butterfly. No thing less would do. I spent weeks in the pool at Bemidji State University practicing that BUTTERFLY! Humans are all practicing their/there/they're butterfly. Some emerge! Others keep practicing. There was NO RISK in practicing, there was more risk in becoming the master. I mastered that stroke and got certified. AND FITTER as a side effect. I also got a good job working with kids!  I do not see that as risk. I see it as strategy. Are you ready for your butterfly?? Next...for me, the bow and arrow of Kyudo, the martial art. I am Sagittarius, the Archer, the human/horse combination. With Libra Rising, I add the element of air to Sun and Moon  double fire. Imagine what my flaming arrow can ignite now. These are the gifts we are invited to use to learn to determine OUR BEST STRATEGY! What are you aiming for now? Practice. Speak the words of love, of light, of peace, of health, of happiness. And for me HORSES! My new horse comes this weekend, CHIEF, a trick horse! Imagine that!! I did. See you in the barn.

False???

 In the light of truth all is seen/scene. If the light is fading the being carrying that less, lack and loss, it will squawk and holler on its way out. False is noisy and disagreeable.  For me it is unliked. A liar repeats their noise again and again in their dimming energy field. Fear kills the host. It is how this world rolls, cortisol flows till empty and the heart simply stops. No one can relight the extinguished fire here. It is a job that Source gladly performs with reassignment of that being. Our world has gone in two directions. I am in the new world, where truth, justice and love are the daily components, along with a good golf game. Truth is that is the way of the day here. Laughter, light and love with a sprinkle of health, happiness and horses! No thing less will do. See ya in the barn. Control your broadcasts, you are being recorded. There is no/know way to unshoot those arrows. Think before you speak it will be your outcome, not anyone else's. Karma is instant now. Time is new here. You are only one you are looking for, look deeply into the MIRROR! SEE/SEA???

She asked we answered

 Kids ask questions. I do still. I was offered a penny a minute to stay quiet as a little girl. I never earned a nickel. That old man who offered that to me at age 5 was nasty and had secrets and hurt people. He also  existed in constant pain. He was a real pain in every aspect of his reality and those who knew him! I wanted to know why! The damage he left behind will now need to healed by the next generation or the next after that. If it goes unspoken and unenlightened the wait/weight will be forever a burden. If you carry the weight/wait of a traumatic childhood, or a toxic relationship do not let the abuse stand, it is time to STAND IN THE LIGHT AND LET IT LEAVE. Like smoke from the fire, let it rise to the heavens. I watched a dark energy fight to stay with the host, the warrior kept trying to send it back to the darkness  and it did not want to go.  I was 12 years old and even I knew that was not how to get the job done. Coax it into the light, hold your ground, speak words of healing and HOPE! Use it's energy to turn it into the matrix of love.  No-thing here was not created in love.  LOVE is like going HOME. Getting derailed happens. ASK and you will be answered. All is scene/seen. What I see is opportunity. Every day, every where, there is a chance to be kind. To pay someone's debt. To laugh at the mess. To let it go, get on with it. You came here to listen, learn, love, and upgrade. GOOD LUCK! It is the best choice you will ever make. See you in the barn! It is where heard/herd is the thing we do best!

ANSWER the call

Get a job. A career. The University I went to said, be a nurse, a social worker or a teacher. That is your choice here for your future here. I got certified to be a swim instructor. A great job! Lifeguarding was slow and kind of boring, teaching on the other hand was engaging especially with kids. My college class was all guys on the swim team, the coach was the professor. He allowed me my chance to swim and I took it and passed! When I got home my mother was very unhappy about the unwillingness I had to choose something more lucrative. The lucrative part is the joy, the willingness to show up with a glad heart and the audience of eager learners. When you get the call consider the lucrative components. Test the energy of the offer.  Some people find their bounty in being sick. Others in being out of control. Others are just bullies. An offering  of Tell then Sell!  If you do not buy my line, we will separate you. Separate your  own self first, without the opinion of any other human go into your own field and hold your space. When the smile starts cracking, you are in the right frame. Let it be. Absorb your own self love with all it's potential and allow the vision of your future self to come to you. Draw it, write about it, make it into a song! Save it! When the time is best the door will be there, OPEN WIDE. Then and only then  - DECIDE. To all of you out there - answer your own call! Your smile will show you the way! Anything less will simply not DO -- YOU!!!! Come to Hawk's Ridge Ranch and stay with us for a minute, we will show you DOORS!

 

How much is left in your TRUST?

 We all have one, a TRUST account. You start filling it up as a child. WHO takes you in when you are a little, puts in the first deposits. When we are in a loving space it can grow. If we are just a survivor, the well tends to run low or even dry. If abuse is present that reality goes into trauma. Traumatized kids are easy to spot, they tend to stick out in some way.  Loud or quiet, sick or healthy, angry or animated. When the soul gets free from youth, it hunts for trust to add back in to the account. Predators see the low trust, the weak, the needy. I got my trust broken with an on line  FACEBOOK vendor. I have never tried an online Facebook buy before. I will not make that mistake ever again. Saddest part was the seller claimed a christian resume. Even said he would be late to deliver as church and Jesus came first. NO dELIVERY WAS MADE. Disappointing yes, but when a human uses the name of CHRIST in vain, as he did. I am not waiting around for the fall-out. Remember we are watched, every single soul. Whether you understand that or not, it will all come out in the wash. Welcome to the FULL DISCLOSURE of love and truth. Keep an I/EYE out for those last cheaters they make false claims. They are in the crosshairs of the light. I for one, and glad I am also in the crosshairs of the LIGHT!! Glad to be there, thank you Mother, Father, Brother, Sister crew from the Stars! I will be in the barn. 

Harmony

I do not dislike a solo, yet harmony is my favorite. Voices on their own combining to create magic. Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young concerts were attended the nights before both my daughters were born. My girls came into this world under the influence of harmony! Contracts take differences and find the common denominator, and harmony is agreed upon. This world would rather have trauma and discord, it charges for that. Doctors, lawyers and politicians count on disharmony to supply their bank accounts. The heavier  and noisier the conflict, the bigger the bills. Horses in conflict back up. They take a look. They stand on  their 2 feet to raise the site of the fight. ONLY if they are provoked again will they strike. One hit and off with the head of the attacker. You decide where your relationships find harmony. Health requires harmony, not conflict. Fear has no place in healing. If you need the piece of peace, take your time away. Listen to the melody first, that is your input! Then add harmony.  Listen again, here/hear the beauty of harmony. Ask your guardians, your guides and  your Higher Self, for that higher view. Then stand on your own  2 legs and even rear up to see over the talking heads. It helps! You are learning by listening to harmony. Horses in relating to humans love harmony, agreement, balance and the beauty produced in the song of the ride is incredible. See you in the barn.