How to take your power back.

 Believe it is YOUR power to begin with.  Your reputation,  your money, and your integrity. I sued an insurance company once 30 years ago and won! I learned in detail the philosophy of delay, deny, defend. It is a tactic used to take the power from the client and and use it against them. Especially when they are vulnerable.  Humans in stressful situations burn up and give up fast.  I work with that condition every day with my special needs clients. Lawyers know that trick, so do doctors, and some charge way to much when you are worried or scared. Bullying you to make under duress choices.  Yesterday I found out banks do that too! Here's how to keep your power. Document everything. I do! I ask my clients to do the same. Every appointment is invited to be documented. I asked the clerk at WESTCONSIN CREDIT UNION to document my loss and my claim. She refused! She started to note it as per my request and then crumpled it up and threw it away. Then she demanded I leave the building. TWICE!!! I watched in frustration her willingness to bully me. A hour of my time with what should have been a guaranteed 1 minute application and NO satisfaction. Whether the boss was at the bar, or on a golf course at 3 in the afternoon is of no consequence to me. Whether the underling incapable of handing issues with equipment malfunction is performing good customer service IS my business. Which will now be shopping around. Be a secret shopper, document everything, your phone will record and so will pen and paper. They have cameras too, ask to have a copy of their footage. Know your rights, and never let a bully take what is rightfully yours, with  threats. Use this to help others, tell your story, sell it to the highest bidder as a way of protecting the innocents. Nick Shirley changed to matrix on fraud in Minnesota, I changed it too back 2008. I have spent my career helping those in need. I love my work here, even when I am not at the ranch. Funny sidebar, just now another delay tactic employed, I was directed to Brian Manion as the one in charge, following and documenting each step per their request.. ANOTHER underling was directed to divert my time. DO they never quit??? Just do YOUR job, and if you cannot, go do something different. I will be in the barn.

12

 Understanding the power of math and geometry helps clarify things you want to know more about. Your inner self knows this and craves it. Lighter and brighter are a result of learning this gift. If it seems confusing, ask someone who seems not to be confused, or outdated, or judgmental or unwilling. I have said all my grown up years, never talk to a priest about an abortion, or suicide. They are the lowest frequency on the scale. The LOOSH, the fear in judgement is toxic.  If someone says BECAUSE I SAID SO, say thanks for being honest and move away - QUICKLY. NOOOOOOOO! then KNOW.  The 12 holds keys in every department. DNA strands - all 12 need to be reconnected. 12 months and 12 hours give the time needed for humans to accomplish that. 12 disciples took there/their upgrade from the 3 way showers. Mother Mary, the Mary of Magdalene and the Christos. Take that to water, sit quietly and ask for an option! Water is life, and you need as much clarity and purity you can embrace. Off to the beach today! We will hit the barn tomorrow, after the tanks are filled with crystal clear water for the horses! Connemara Ireland heading off to see the Connemara ponies in the wildest rain storm I ever endured. Thanks for memory and the photo! It was worth the shower!

The last

 If you are ready now, move out of the end of the line and into position. The days of watching from the sidelines is over now. The disclosure is now. You were man-handled, or if even harder, you were woman handled. Some knew new. The Indigo kids did. The lightworkers, and way showers did too. Many however stayed in line, quietly trying not to have to step up and  simply

remain silent. Now is the last chance to do just that. STEP UP! If you get a feeling, say something. If you have a regret or an unwillingness, say something. If it looks wonky, it IS wonky. Do not be fooled or bullied. Take your knowing, it feels shivery and exciting. If not addressed honestly and immediately, it will cause anxiety and ultimately panic and anaphylaxis. You came to learn something. I hope you have. I certainly did. See you in the barn, where I still learn something new every day! Circles have NO LAST nor first. EQUAL>

Dream about making the world a better place?

 I did. When my body broke and they said there/their was no cure. I did. I thought about suffering, not being able to sleep, being stuck with pharmacy, being moody and in pain, not having access to my playful self. Mostly I thought about my littles. Jessie and Carly deserved a much healthier and happier mom. They were innocent. I went into a dream. I saw the ranch, the horses, the littles and their keepers finding the medicine they were in need of. It came with sunshine and snowflakes. It came with music and food.  It came with heritage. It came with an honest view of their futures. So I got to work. I learned Naturopathy, I learned Equine Education, I learned homeopathy, I learned Herbology, I learned nutrition, I learned yoga and aikido. Then I applied the learning to their life along with mine. We grew strong together. They now do the same for their littles and those who surround them. Come join me for your Vision quest. The details will be forthcoming. If you are called to make this world a better place you will want to come and share your visions with us! We will help.  Hawk's Ridge Ranch, Hudson, Wisconsin. Thehawc.com has details. See you in the barn. STILL DREAMIMG!

How to build a trust

 I put some land along the Rush River in a trust. It was too precious to let it be trampled by loss of it's virgin forest and field. Water was running and I felt the need to put it in a trust for safe keeping since water is life. I want trusts every where. In fields, in water, in air, with people, in institutions and MOST of all in me! I want to trust what is presented is true and real. I want to know for a fact that what I sense/cents has the value I need. Saying NO/KNOW is necessary but not/knot always easy. I trust that when I do say KNOW/NO, I am respected for my choice. Animals and children and special and unique needs require a building process of any trust at all of any kind. I learned not to trust as a child, I have spent my life here, rebuilding. My girls, I trust. They showed me how even in stress, that everything would come to balance again. I use horses for a lesson in trust. One of my clients spent time learning to get close enough to the horse, to be able to trust the horse would  NOT step on her foot! She learned to trust over time and real effort and a lot of laughing about it. Yesterday she bought her first horse after years of building the trust within she needed to step up! Determine now what and who you trust. Look at your own life and it's reflection of trust. I trust you will see the potential and path way to safety and security and the joy that comes from real TRUST! It is time to believe. I will be in the barn, working on trust with an old horse. 

Home plate

 As the spring launches her wave of awakening, be home.  Load up your plate. Spring will wash over you like a wave of fresh air, clean water and a good look around at what you are to steward. Eat the freshest. Dandelions, cherry blossoms, fiddleheads. Magic in the arrival for each one of us is right on schedule. If you are sensitive to spring, drink clean water.  Embed it.  Go to the water side. If you do not know where to find it, find out. Test it. Taste it. Ingest it.  Bless it.  Take stewardship for water. WE DO! Welcome to the Indigo chakra, opening the third eye - with a clear vision for your world. Dream your dreams - OUT LOUD. Hang out with the people who inspire you. Start your garden, it is YOU! Adopt a chicken or a kitten. So much to enjoy in 2026. The FIRE HORSE is released. Ride wild! See ya in the barn.  Moon and I rode yesterday!!He is ready for SPRING!

I encourage you to do your own work

 Test it. Check it out. Try it on for size. Get a feel for it. HAND FAST for a year before you commit to it long term. Your terrain is like the garden you grow in the back yard. Fruits, vegetables, flowers, weeds - ALL YOU! Choose the seeds carefully, the catalogue is huge. Like the Sears Roebuck catalogs from long ago. Pages of  pictures, descriptions and pricing need your attention. Get your marker and choose. It gets your hope goin!!. We did it before Christmas, and dogeared  the pages with the stuff we wanted. HOPING that it would be there under the tree! Lots came from those choices. Let the light shine on the seeds, bees or raspberries, you decide. I choose WATER!! Mni Wiconi!! It supports all life here, it is sacred and sovereign and free to all. Keep it clean, love it's vitality. It is the most and best of the blue planet. Protect it like it is precious! Celebrate the little water and the big water too. Go to it with a song, a poem, tobacco, or an event of life and love and laughter. Take her burden of yuck away when you pack up. A day at the beach in the sunshine of the spring will boost your spirit, and upgrade your energy. I will garden that!! Happy Earth day!  My garden is full of horses - PERFECT! See ya in the barn.