How much is left in your TRUST?

 We all have one, a TRUST account. You start filling it up as a child. WHO takes you in when you are a little, puts in the first deposits. When we are in a loving space it can grow. If we are just a survivor, the well tends to run low or even dry. If abuse is present that reality goes into trauma. Traumatized kids are easy to spot, they tend to stick out in some way.  Loud or quiet, sick or healthy, angry or animated. When the soul gets free from youth, it hunts for trust to add back in to the account. Predators see the low trust, the weak, the needy. I got my trust broken with an on line  FACEBOOK vendor. I have never tried an online Facebook buy before. I will not make that mistake ever again. Saddest part was the seller claimed a christian resume. Even said he would be late to deliver as church and Jesus came first. NO dELIVERY WAS MADE. Disappointing yes, but when a human uses the name of CHRIST in vain, as he did. I am not waiting around for the fall-out. Remember we are watched, every single soul. Whether you understand that or not, it will all come out in the wash. Welcome to the FULL DISCLOSURE of love and truth. Keep an I/EYE out for those last cheaters they make false claims. They are in the crosshairs of the light. I for one, and glad I am also in the crosshairs of the LIGHT!! Glad to be there, thank you Mother, Father, Brother, Sister crew from the Stars! I will be in the barn. 

Harmony

I do not dislike a solo, yet harmony is my favorite. Voices on their own combining to create magic. Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young concerts were attended the nights before both my daughters were born. My girls came into this world under the influence of harmony! Contracts take differences and find the common denominator, and harmony is agreed upon. This world would rather have trauma and discord, it charges for that. Doctors, lawyers and politicians count on disharmony to supply their bank accounts. The heavier  and noisier the conflict, the bigger the bills. Horses in conflict back up. They take a look. They stand on  their 2 feet to raise the site of the fight. ONLY if they are provoked again will they strike. One hit and off with the head of the attacker. You decide where your relationships find harmony. Health requires harmony, not conflict. Fear has no place in healing. If you need the piece of peace, take your time away. Listen to the melody first, that is your input! Then add harmony.  Listen again, here/hear the beauty of harmony. Ask your guardians, your guides and  your Higher Self, for that higher view. Then stand on your own  2 legs and even rear up to see over the talking heads. It helps! You are learning by listening to harmony. Horses in relating to humans love harmony, agreement, balance and the beauty produced in the song of the ride is incredible. See you in the barn.

THESIS

 We have a chance to write the thesis of our choice in the field we choose. I wrote mine on AURIC ENERGY to get my Doctorate as a Naturopathic Physician.  An A plus was my grade. That meant it was true and right and good. I helped with a thesis of equine guided education and presented it at a conference in 2008. It was true and good and right. It was after that that I made the news!!! I went to court to prove the work here was true and right and good. It was a 4 year chance to prove it. I WAS in my thesis live. I won then changed the laws and took home the trophy. Local and federal institutions were given a chance to prove me wrong. DID NOT HAPPEN!! I am now presenting my her-story and the whole reality of nature and the healing offered. Everyone deserves a chance to be heard/herd. and healed. My friends tell me on the bareback of a horse my message is broadcast best. We are fun, and funny, all seeing and willing to share the whole story. New horses are coming today, we will keep you posted with upcoming opportunities. Our barn opens May 1. Plan your retreat, your private experience or your group gathering. It is the ride of a lifetime! I will be greeting the new herd today, I will be in the barn.

Astro signs

 My Native name is Mahpiya, One who sits on clouds. I have sky watched since I was a little. Hawks and eagles, soaring and circling were in my line of sight/site. Whether/weather or not, I went outside. That meant no ceiling, the sky is the limit,  was not true. Cosmic stars and suns and moons, and home planets were there for me to remember.  I dream, navigating the night while wide awake and yet asleep. It is my way. I see the signs. I do natal charts for those who need a wider view of their/there embodiment here.  Learn yours!  As you make your way into the new age, see UP... Come out from beneath, into the wide open spaces and look up and find your connection! We have not been abandoned, nor are we being ignored. The SOURCE knows how many hairs are on your head. YOU and me too, are truly that scene/seen. Loved beyond understanding and worth every breath!  See ya in the barn! 

That's gonna' leave a mark

 Energy is yours to learn. You came in as a breath of life force. You leave the same way. Last breath in this form is first breath in the next CHOICE. Your life here is choice filled. In learning to navigate the planet you are doled out energy to work with. Littles get a little bit. Bigs end up with what they create in form along the way. Light or dark, bright or dull, fun or not.....the energy you express is YOURS and it is gonna' leave a MARK! Be aware, awake and accountable. I teach bareback horsemanship. The fly on the horse is an energy felt and dealt with. YOU are a fly. You create marks. If you choose to damage or scar something with a bite or a sting, it is your energy, waiting for you to heal it clean and clear  and ask for forgiveness. If your childhood left marks it is your opportunity to heal them instead of passing them on. Careful what you wish for, you will receive it. Speak what you are willing to wear. Leave only light and love and laughter where the scar yous'd/used to be. Face your foe, it lives within your matrix and you have the energy and the ability to right/write it. Tell your story in the gift of accountability and the healing will spread like water spilled. MNI WICONI - water is life! Time to sparkle. I will be in the barn!

Guided or guarded?

 Should you choose? PRIORITY, that's your key. Kids for sure need both. Women have been doing the LION'S share of that for a very long time. Balance is the answer, as men take back their power to guard and guide and NURTURE! It takes the strongest soul to nurture, a community in support of nurturing is also key. Do you hang with those who have your back? Or is risk a daily buzz? I see adrenal fatigue all the time. The fight or flight has been on HIGH for far too long. How is that relevant to healing...it is not. Rest and sleep are when a human heals. Time out and away from the drama and the trauma is the first step. WHERE do I go? I go into nature, I travel, I always go to water. I take naps, I look at inspirational choices as my only interest. If I get bored, I get sick. If I am worried I am out of balance. If I get hurt by any thing outside of me, I leave and never go back. If you need an hour, a day, a weekend, let us help you. I will be in the barn and you can come too!! It is guarded and I feel safe and guided by the magic it holds. Thehawc.com has a sign up schedule, barn opens in May.

ASKED and answered

 Can you hear/here????? Prayer is the ask. It is the taught. It is an energy drain not used in context and balance with the LISTEN. Your mouth is SOURCE energy. In or out, the power point of being human starts right there. I sometimes must keep mine shut. I learned as a child, the hard hitting way, that my direct approach and honest commentary was TOO MUCH for some humans. I asked if lying was a safer choice, and got the same HITTING of my face as a smart aleck. It was there the trauma of being hit found a home and left a mark. It would take me on a journey to break that curse, and heal that mark that ended when I was 15. At that point I could either become that same threatening whacker or break it once and for all. I broke it, and left it there.  I am not a hitter. My daughters are hitters. The line died that day long ago to the memory that that choice was in any way Helpful. I take Aikido lessons, I am learning to use the other's power to move them from my field eliminating the threat. It is strengthening to my worth. I have taught the same lesson

with giant horses for 25 years here at HAWK'S RIDGE RANCH. I started with autistic humans, as they at that time seemed the most in need of an upgrade. It worked! Listening is communication, in balance with prayer or words expressed outwardly, it creates balance. That is magic! That is where I will be today, in the magic of the barn!! You asked and I answered, doing my favorite things is how I live.