Break it down to break through

 Those walls of steel we build around ourselves as we divert the energy in our path. First a shield, then a wall. Kids do not have either until they are provoked and build their own safe space. You can see it in their eyes/I's. My eyes tell the story without hesitation. My words are whispers when I am provoked, but my eyes are fire. In the growth of that reality here, the liver and the kidneys, ruling the short sight and the long sight are in charge. Like the strings of the puppet, the get pulled and the eyes respond immediately. Fear or anger present themselves. Defenses are raised. I personally would rather deal with an anger response than a fear response, but both need acknowledgment. The kidney fear needs a glass of water with a little sea salt on the inside to cool down. The liver anger fire needs to swim in the cool for the outside. When the process is triggered a knowing parent can abort the potential loss with eye to eye contact. Kneel down, look them in the eyes and hear/here my words of love and support. They're/there comes the break through. Walls of less, lack and loss crumble in the I's/eyes of love. In the barn where many eyes/I's are on me, horses and now, more horses keep me in their sights, as we work on the break through needed. They can see me from a distance, and I know I am watched, and guarded here. A good day to be on the ranch. See ya in the barn - today is Hannah's turn!

RISK the game I played as a kid

 Strategy was key to the adventure. So 60 years later I study Aikido. Strategy is the game. It requires being fully present, focusing on one thing as it pertains to many things. It is powerful, it is silky, it is personal. I can not throw a ball. An injury from childhood changed that trajectory. When I became a swimming instructor I had to pass a test with all the strokes mastered, including the butterfly. No thing less would do. I spent weeks in the pool at Bemidji State University practicing that BUTTERFLY! Humans are all practicing their/there/they're butterfly. Some emerge! Others keep practicing. There was NO RISK in practicing, there was more risk in becoming the master. I mastered that stroke and got certified. AND FITTER as a side effect. I also got a good job working with kids!  I do not see that as risk. I see it as strategy. Are you ready for your butterfly?? Next...for me, the bow and arrow of Kyudo, the martial art. I am Sagittarius, the Archer, the human/horse combination. With Libra Rising, I add the element of air to Sun and Moon  double fire. Imagine what my flaming arrow can ignite now. These are the gifts we are invited to use to learn to determine OUR BEST STRATEGY! What are you aiming for now? Practice. Speak the words of love, of light, of peace, of health, of happiness. And for me HORSES! My new horse comes this weekend, CHIEF, a trick horse! Imagine that!! I did. See you in the barn.

False???

 In the light of truth all is seen/scene. If the light is fading the being carrying that less, lack and loss, it will squawk and holler on its way out. False is noisy and disagreeable.  For me it is unliked. A liar repeats their noise again and again in their dimming energy field. Fear kills the host. It is how this world rolls, cortisol flows till empty and the heart simply stops. No one can relight the extinguished fire here. It is a job that Source gladly performs with reassignment of that being. Our world has gone in two directions. I am in the new world, where truth, justice and love are the daily components, along with a good golf game. Truth is that is the way of the day here. Laughter, light and love with a sprinkle of health, happiness and horses! No thing less will do. See ya in the barn. Control your broadcasts, you are being recorded. There is no/know way to unshoot those arrows. Think before you speak it will be your outcome, not anyone else's. Karma is instant now. Time is new here. You are only one you are looking for, look deeply into the MIRROR! SEE/SEA???

She asked we answered

 Kids ask questions. I do still. I was offered a penny a minute to stay quiet as a little girl. I never earned a nickel. That old man who offered that to me at age 5 was nasty and had secrets and hurt people. He also  existed in constant pain. He was a real pain in every aspect of his reality and those who knew him! I wanted to know why! The damage he left behind will now need to healed by the next generation or the next after that. If it goes unspoken and unenlightened the wait/weight will be forever a burden. If you carry the weight/wait of a traumatic childhood, or a toxic relationship do not let the abuse stand, it is time to STAND IN THE LIGHT AND LET IT LEAVE. Like smoke from the fire, let it rise to the heavens. I watched a dark energy fight to stay with the host, the warrior kept trying to send it back to the darkness  and it did not want to go.  I was 12 years old and even I knew that was not how to get the job done. Coax it into the light, hold your ground, speak words of healing and HOPE! Use it's energy to turn it into the matrix of love.  No-thing here was not created in love.  LOVE is like going HOME. Getting derailed happens. ASK and you will be answered. All is scene/seen. What I see is opportunity. Every day, every where, there is a chance to be kind. To pay someone's debt. To laugh at the mess. To let it go, get on with it. You came here to listen, learn, love, and upgrade. GOOD LUCK! It is the best choice you will ever make. See you in the barn! It is where heard/herd is the thing we do best!

ANSWER the call

Get a job. A career. The University I went to said, be a nurse, a social worker or a teacher. That is your choice here for your future here. I got certified to be a swim instructor. A great job! Lifeguarding was slow and kind of boring, teaching on the other hand was engaging especially with kids. My college class was all guys on the swim team, the coach was the professor. He allowed me my chance to swim and I took it and passed! When I got home my mother was very unhappy about the unwillingness I had to choose something more lucrative. The lucrative part is the joy, the willingness to show up with a glad heart and the audience of eager learners. When you get the call consider the lucrative components. Test the energy of the offer.  Some people find their bounty in being sick. Others in being out of control. Others are just bullies. An offering  of Tell then Sell!  If you do not buy my line, we will separate you. Separate your  own self first, without the opinion of any other human go into your own field and hold your space. When the smile starts cracking, you are in the right frame. Let it be. Absorb your own self love with all it's potential and allow the vision of your future self to come to you. Draw it, write about it, make it into a song! Save it! When the time is best the door will be there, OPEN WIDE. Then and only then  - DECIDE. To all of you out there - answer your own call! Your smile will show you the way! Anything less will simply not DO -- YOU!!!! Come to Hawk's Ridge Ranch and stay with us for a minute, we will show you DOORS!

 

How much is left in your TRUST?

 We all have one, a TRUST account. You start filling it up as a child. WHO takes you in when you are a little, puts in the first deposits. When we are in a loving space it can grow. If we are just a survivor, the well tends to run low or even dry. If abuse is present that reality goes into trauma. Traumatized kids are easy to spot, they tend to stick out in some way.  Loud or quiet, sick or healthy, angry or animated. When the soul gets free from youth, it hunts for trust to add back in to the account. Predators see the low trust, the weak, the needy. I got my trust broken with an on line  FACEBOOK vendor. I have never tried an online Facebook buy before. I will not make that mistake ever again. Saddest part was the seller claimed a christian resume. Even said he would be late to deliver as church and Jesus came first. NO dELIVERY WAS MADE. Disappointing yes, but when a human uses the name of CHRIST in vain, as he did. I am not waiting around for the fall-out. Remember we are watched, every single soul. Whether you understand that or not, it will all come out in the wash. Welcome to the FULL DISCLOSURE of love and truth. Keep an I/EYE out for those last cheaters they make false claims. They are in the crosshairs of the light. I for one, and glad I am also in the crosshairs of the LIGHT!! Glad to be there, thank you Mother, Father, Brother, Sister crew from the Stars! I will be in the barn. 

Harmony

I do not dislike a solo, yet harmony is my favorite. Voices on their own combining to create magic. Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young concerts were attended the nights before both my daughters were born. My girls came into this world under the influence of harmony! Contracts take differences and find the common denominator, and harmony is agreed upon. This world would rather have trauma and discord, it charges for that. Doctors, lawyers and politicians count on disharmony to supply their bank accounts. The heavier  and noisier the conflict, the bigger the bills. Horses in conflict back up. They take a look. They stand on  their 2 feet to raise the site of the fight. ONLY if they are provoked again will they strike. One hit and off with the head of the attacker. You decide where your relationships find harmony. Health requires harmony, not conflict. Fear has no place in healing. If you need the piece of peace, take your time away. Listen to the melody first, that is your input! Then add harmony.  Listen again, here/hear the beauty of harmony. Ask your guardians, your guides and  your Higher Self, for that higher view. Then stand on your own  2 legs and even rear up to see over the talking heads. It helps! You are learning by listening to harmony. Horses in relating to humans love harmony, agreement, balance and the beauty produced in the song of the ride is incredible. See you in the barn.

THESIS

 We have a chance to write the thesis of our choice in the field we choose. I wrote mine on AURIC ENERGY to get my Doctorate as a Naturopathic Physician.  An A plus was my grade. That meant it was true and right and good. I helped with a thesis of equine guided education and presented it at a conference in 2008. It was true and good and right. It was after that that I made the news!!! I went to court to prove the work here was true and right and good. It was a 4 year chance to prove it. I WAS in my thesis live. I won then changed the laws and took home the trophy. Local and federal institutions were given a chance to prove me wrong. DID NOT HAPPEN!! I am now presenting my her-story and the whole reality of nature and the healing offered. Everyone deserves a chance to be heard/herd. and healed. My friends tell me on the bareback of a horse my message is broadcast best. We are fun, and funny, all seeing and willing to share the whole story. New horses are coming today, we will keep you posted with upcoming opportunities. Our barn opens May 1. Plan your retreat, your private experience or your group gathering. It is the ride of a lifetime! I will be greeting the new herd today, I will be in the barn.

Astro signs

 My Native name is Mahpiya, One who sits on clouds. I have sky watched since I was a little. Hawks and eagles, soaring and circling were in my line of sight/site. Whether/weather or not, I went outside. That meant no ceiling, the sky is the limit,  was not true. Cosmic stars and suns and moons, and home planets were there for me to remember.  I dream, navigating the night while wide awake and yet asleep. It is my way. I see the signs. I do natal charts for those who need a wider view of their/there embodiment here.  Learn yours!  As you make your way into the new age, see UP... Come out from beneath, into the wide open spaces and look up and find your connection! We have not been abandoned, nor are we being ignored. The SOURCE knows how many hairs are on your head. YOU and me too, are truly that scene/seen. Loved beyond understanding and worth every breath!  See ya in the barn! 

That's gonna' leave a mark

 Energy is yours to learn. You came in as a breath of life force. You leave the same way. Last breath in this form is first breath in the next CHOICE. Your life here is choice filled. In learning to navigate the planet you are doled out energy to work with. Littles get a little bit. Bigs end up with what they create in form along the way. Light or dark, bright or dull, fun or not.....the energy you express is YOURS and it is gonna' leave a MARK! Be aware, awake and accountable. I teach bareback horsemanship. The fly on the horse is an energy felt and dealt with. YOU are a fly. You create marks. If you choose to damage or scar something with a bite or a sting, it is your energy, waiting for you to heal it clean and clear  and ask for forgiveness. If your childhood left marks it is your opportunity to heal them instead of passing them on. Careful what you wish for, you will receive it. Speak what you are willing to wear. Leave only light and love and laughter where the scar yous'd/used to be. Face your foe, it lives within your matrix and you have the energy and the ability to right/write it. Tell your story in the gift of accountability and the healing will spread like water spilled. MNI WICONI - water is life! Time to sparkle. I will be in the barn!

Guided or guarded?

 Should you choose? PRIORITY, that's your key. Kids for sure need both. Women have been doing the LION'S share of that for a very long time. Balance is the answer, as men take back their power to guard and guide and NURTURE! It takes the strongest soul to nurture, a community in support of nurturing is also key. Do you hang with those who have your back? Or is risk a daily buzz? I see adrenal fatigue all the time. The fight or flight has been on HIGH for far too long. How is that relevant to healing...it is not. Rest and sleep are when a human heals. Time out and away from the drama and the trauma is the first step. WHERE do I go? I go into nature, I travel, I always go to water. I take naps, I look at inspirational choices as my only interest. If I get bored, I get sick. If I am worried I am out of balance. If I get hurt by any thing outside of me, I leave and never go back. If you need an hour, a day, a weekend, let us help you. I will be in the barn and you can come too!! It is guarded and I feel safe and guided by the magic it holds. Thehawc.com has a sign up schedule, barn opens in May.

ASKED and answered

 Can you hear/here????? Prayer is the ask. It is the taught. It is an energy drain not used in context and balance with the LISTEN. Your mouth is SOURCE energy. In or out, the power point of being human starts right there. I sometimes must keep mine shut. I learned as a child, the hard hitting way, that my direct approach and honest commentary was TOO MUCH for some humans. I asked if lying was a safer choice, and got the same HITTING of my face as a smart aleck. It was there the trauma of being hit found a home and left a mark. It would take me on a journey to break that curse, and heal that mark that ended when I was 15. At that point I could either become that same threatening whacker or break it once and for all. I broke it, and left it there.  I am not a hitter. My daughters are hitters. The line died that day long ago to the memory that that choice was in any way Helpful. I take Aikido lessons, I am learning to use the other's power to move them from my field eliminating the threat. It is strengthening to my worth. I have taught the same lesson

with giant horses for 25 years here at HAWK'S RIDGE RANCH. I started with autistic humans, as they at that time seemed the most in need of an upgrade. It worked! Listening is communication, in balance with prayer or words expressed outwardly, it creates balance. That is magic! That is where I will be today, in the magic of the barn!! You asked and I answered, doing my favorite things is how I live.

Polish the lenses of your I's/eyes

 Someone said to me you always look nice. I thought about that and it is true, it is important to me that I look nice. I was taught that as a little girl. My mom made sure of that. I also have a view of things in the world and more often than not, it looks nice too. I work in the world of wellness as that looks nice to me. What looks nice to YOU!? Easter is a day to celebrate the return of the SON/SUN. Seeing through fogged or dirty lenses distorts the truth of beauty in the light and it's place here. Polish up, rinse thoroughly, and see the reality of the gift of YOU. You are made in DIVINE DESIGN. Simply see and be the magic of the truth. Beauty is in the "I"  of the beholder. YOU are that I/eye. Seeing the world healing with a vision of the divine, is a good way to choice healing, it is a side effect! It effects all that surrounds you! You are the visionary, the missionary, the warrior and the mechanic. Happy Easter, spring is back and the sun is waking up the earth. My horses are prancing in the rain! I will be in the kitchen today, party happening at the barn house!!

Sending UP a flare

 When you feel unseen/unscene you can always send up a flare. It can attract the attention and focus from wherever you need, to address the need. It is a choice. When I had IC, the pain was consistently horrifying. In recovery especially during the dental upgrades, I would F L A R E !!! Making me crazy and pushing me further. Humans when disturbed by there/their own growth, stop at the littlest relief. I know I do that sometimes. Then it starts again, FLARING. My attention is returned to the focus of the situation and the lessons yet unlearned. When you can not see the way through, send up your flare. Choose your audience. I choose SOURCE, I choose Jeshua and Mary 1 and Mary 2. Mostly I choose Archangel Micheal. He is my immediate superior. I always get heard/herd. Listening is the key for me. Finding isolation and hunkering down- I WRITE/RIGHT eveything. RIGHT AWAY the confusion and it's need for immediate attention. Choice offered, choices used. YOU ARE THE ONE with all the choices! I choose the barn! See you there.

Coming out of the smoke

 Fire burned through the illusions of humanity's needs/kneads. They thought and became programmed to believe that something on the outside was more important than something on the inside. Easter reminds us of the FRESH START programming. Into the fires of change we enter. I do it in a sweat lodge or a sauna. I am hard pressed to stay there very long. As the inner energy rises to the surface, I begin to see through the smoke. I emerge purified from surface stuff that is complete with me. AND the rinse off is very refreshing. Refresh now, the fresh start of knowing you are the one you are looking for is the next step. Scraping of the hardened surface material is your responsibility. Find the space, the time and let it leave you. A vision quest - short or long, written or sung or simply allowed can offer the next step in your fresh start. The smoke of a pine fire produces forgiveness. The smoke of the sage purifies. The smoke of tobacco protects. AND the smoke in your eyes/I's is leaving, inviting in a vision of  the new YOU. Look inside - you have been waiting for YOU! Resurrect yourself, it will be YOUR miracle of coming on out of that cave. THEN come and see us in the barn. That is place where/wear we add back  balance, harmony and ultimately, FULL POWER with an elevated view. Mount up! Let's ride.

April 1 - pink libra full moon upgrade

 Use your experience and knowing and worm your family and critters. This frost out timing is perfect. I post on line Hawk's Ridge Ranch and there are clear articles to show you the way. Ants in your pants is a real thing. Addictions fed  as the parasite population within will not take NO for a answer. Ask a cop, an EMT, an emergency room worker, a parent and those who are involved with mental health. They will say those moons that hatch the next batch are brutal. Keep the terrain healthy. Bacteria, virus, fungus and parasite will let you know when that terrain is in disharmony. Use your pendulum and use your natural remedies to balance back that garden within. The Libra PINK is for family and friends and harmony. Agree to disagree. Agree to love, do not need to always like. Live in authenticity and celebrate the time here well spent. I will well-come this new age and my family and friends for the celebration of Easter. I will be in the barn and they will too!