Are you waiting/weighting for the door to hit you in the but/butt???

 People do that. Weight/wait. Insulate, isolate and hold their/they're breath. I decided the wait/weight was over rated. I shed mine. I wanted to step it up. If your world was new and fresh and you were too, what EXACTLY would you DO? Grow my hair, laugh out loud a lot. Sing, play, dance and remember good stuff.  Be full of surprises and never keep a secret. Collect the joy from the hummingbirds who show up and be grateful for those tiny splashes of energy! Karma be done now!! Look it up and set a new course. Into the mist we go! Happy New Age!!

Sharing your gift

 I do it with my eyes/I's. I see - you see. I tell you when asked what I would do if I were you. That's it. I have been up on the back of a horse all my life. I gives me great everything. View, alignment, power, grace, beauty, and scares me once in awhile. I get to dress up or down, in or out, home or away.  Hat or not, boots or barefoot. If a human accepts the buzz of the fear factor they can do one of two things, ride or die. I chose to ride. When Marika, my rider, who for 15 years has been up on one of my horses, has a seizure, which she does many times a day, her core locks in. My horse holds the line. The energy is scene/seen. The exchange is made, the strength is amped up. When she wakes up, she is free to roam again. It is to all of us the greatest joy! Like watching a hummingbird, it is a miracle of nature. I/EYE am the luckiest girl in the Universe! Find your hummingbird, it is out there somewhere! I promise. See you in the barn. This is Montana and Marika, showing the world her superpower!!! Take your gift on the road, it is time to share the wealth!

ONE who sits on clouds

 My  Great Great-Grandmother's name on the Fort Peck census was wife of Jack Culbertson,  Maypiha  Culbertson, Yanktonai tribe. One who sits on clouds. My dad passed when I was 2, and with noise of thunder in the night our Nanny Wintermeyer told us it was our dad in the clouds having a rousing bowling tournament. It let us smile again. To all who sit on the clouds of our lives, we know you are watching. Carly can see raptors every where she looks up in the clouds. She knows too. So today, to all who watch from their/there cloud, I say Megwitch. Thank you for shade and beauty ever changing design and shade of grey, and protection. See in the above, so below. The within as the without. All is designed to divinely overlight the human's world. Miracles are everywhere, look again, the clouds moving, bringing

them in and out of view. JUST for you, AND, of course, Dr. Sioux/Su two/ too.

Horses and kids

 26 years for this world I built from a dream and a drawing. Today I conclude some of which I have done. I believe that sharing my joy of horses is helpful. It certainly is fun. I ask that littles wait until they are 6 to have a ride with me. Those molars must be in and locked for those hips to engage safely. Then you go to 1st gear or 1st grade. Safe and guarded yet freer than before. Is like being boosted up on a ladder. You see more and it's moving a little. Happy 6th Ira, see you in the arena. End of an era. Thanks for all the joy. Dr. Sioux/Su. 

Sliding into home plate

 Barely making it. Eye on the prize. If you were not raised home full, you simply haven't been taught where to look. Think about what home means to YOU. Mine was in the country but close to town. I could run or ride my bike there. I am a wider open spaces person. I have a need to wiggle. I see beyond sometimes and I GO THERE/THEIR. Mostly home is where my heart is. Animals, green space, comfort and a palate to decorate with my whims. GOOD food, fresh air, beautiful artwork and sleeping quarters that match me. How do our children perceive their homes? Some have yet to even have a home. Up to the plate, bat in hand, which way do I run? Show your power now. Are you up for a GRAND SLAM, or are you out again? Peace first, get into your body, and look around, YOU are HOME. It is you and that carcass you carry your self within. Learning the way for the day the grand slam comes you way. Eye/I on the ball now! see you in the field.

Energy larger than life?

 No, life is energy. Expressing it and absorbing it is the breath. Your breath is all over it. I smelled bad breath along the way. My cue to make another choice. Do that or NOT/KNOT. I decided not to for a minute. I learned I do NOT like it. Breath is free, it is yours and it takes and it gives.  If it needs to push you, it is your choice to accept or eject or reject or project.  Banks is particular about what he choices to here/hear and feel. I see that when he snaps his fingers. Divergence promotes discernment. Be your own breath. A fresh air. A light song. A funny thought. Today is a gift. Express the breath of relief. I am. REMEMBER - the word     it is ALL THAT IS! Create with that breath.

She is the MOTHER

 I share that title with Nature. The MOTHER. Hardest job I loved the most. In nature all bases are covered. I needed some rain last night and there she was. I needed some grass and she grew some. I needed a space to feel adventure, freedom, and support. She was everywhere. From the tiniest spark of loads of fireflies I live with, to the winds that blow the seasons in and out of time. She is magnificent. In her waters we are all reconnected. Find the water today. Ask for the spark and the connection. Just like plugging in a lamp! I will be at the St, Croix River all day, I need her and she loves me. Our paddle will remind her that we are still here for her, just like she is for  us.

69 years

 Those past/passed are done now. The opportunities taken and missed - LOGGED. Sometime later I will recall just for the fun of it. I have claimed time with thousands of seekers. Looking for harmony, healing,  insight, humor, wellness and FUN! I am a risk taker, I do not hold back. If you bring it up, I will respond. I say NO, rarely. I say KNOW, every time. In the revelations now of disclosure you can answer your own knowing. Learn energy. Get a book on Geomancy. Understand the grid. Stay out of the line of fire it is shooting energy in every direction. Some of the people will not move. To all who think that doing and being the same thing over and over will produce a change. You are the definition of crazy. I want everyone to upgrade, move up a notch, take a chance! I am padding with veterans on Saturday, I am learning about the losses of war and seeing if there/their is a place to add in towards the healing of the shell shocked. See you on the St. Croix!!!!! Into the mystery mist of the next adventure.

Mutual admiration society

 The whole and light structure of a friendship, a community, a neighborhood. Finding the connection is first. I live here because I love horses. In town there is no room for horses. We have a mutual admiration society. I love the earth and her ability to take care of horses, and all the other outside stuff I do here in partnership with her. I take care of her needs with admiration, she takes care of me and mine with the same admiration, I am special to her. I ask her to stay safe, no drama. SHE DOES THAT. In return I maintain the land with an organic and spirited joy. SHE LOVES THAT. Friendship is like that. People come for a reason or a season. As long as the mutual admiration is maintained it can last. If the respect is compromised the agreement concludes and another choice moves into position. Happens in marriage alot these days. Look around at the surrounding choices you make each day. Decide just for that day to find the one thing you admire. The human, the location, the work you do. Be proud! Get creative. Allow light, find alignment, and appreciate the chance.  THIS day is all you may get, make it admirable. If it does not support the good of all included, go back to bed!!! We do not have time to wait for you any longer. See you at the river!

MAMA TRAUMA

 I have first hand knowledge of this so I am permitted to speak with experience. Asking my older brother once if he had it, he said NO not/know so much. He was old enough to allow her the latitude she needed after our dad passed when we were little. I was not so fortunate. I was too little. Until I was 35 I never knew on top of what I intuitively knew underneath. I simply had to look her in the eyes and ask for light, in love for full disclosure. I did that in 3-D in real time, not in meditation which may have been an option. She disclosed a despair that she could not manage. Three littles, at age 28 and a partner who died unexpectantly. For her it started a seesaw effect. Nice or not nice, sometimes abusive. Never in harmony. Leave and we were scared, controlling us with the potential of yet another loss. Childhood trauma locked and loaded. 34 years later another whole chapter has passed. I am at peace. Find a safe space to reeal to release. This old story is over, let's write a new one! Step through the standing stones! WE will be bere/hear to listen. Horses are healing.

Settled?

 It is an aspect of completion discussed among chickens. They must settle to lay an egg. Humans rarely slow down enough to settle. Settle in. Settle up. Settle the waters of the rough seas/sees. Humans riding the out the storm here are being asked to settle. Settle those old arguments. Settle those old debts. Settle on compromise, agree to disagree in a settlement of conflict. My super power on the ability to settle up is that I either do that or I disappear from the situation. I do not have time to argue, nor will I waste any of what I have to work and play with. Would settle on 3 days of bliss with your kid, or would you struggle to save enough money for a bigger time? Kids only know the MOMENT. Let them have that! It will be a remedy of compromise that will soon become a habit. In a flash everything is asking for the best, don't set that light down and do something less. See the chance and take it. I did! Health, happiness and horses. Still living large in my dreams - day and night! See you at the barn, settled in 25 years ago and am still where I belong.

Make a new friend today

 Once I made a friend of a baby raccoon, Lily. She grew up here one summer, with the farm animals as her relatives. In and out, drinking from a tiny bottle in the start. She brought responsibility, learning, and integrating something foreign and not known to us. Best summer of our lives!!! Laughter and learning, a beauty and awe in her little body, and when she went to the forest a deep respect. Learning to be awake and aware are only the start. OR YOU MIGHT MISS IT! Then in connecting, unlimited growth is the potential. TRY it today. A human, a critter, a weather pattern, new and opening OPENING> I will be at the lawyer's, the office, the river and then the barn. SO many changes for choices. Thank you Creator for the glory of this wonderful world. Namaste! For our human family and all of it's extensions.

 

Make a moment a memory

 Kids are little for so little time. Take a moment to make a moment into a memory. I asked my girls what the memories are? The memorable ones were funny, outside, with another and I was there too! A new pet, a new outfit, a new location to explore, a new recipe, a new bedspread. I don't get my haircut so salon was not us. I do ski so that was done on water of all kinds. My girlfriends were around and we did great stuff - girls only. Carly and Katie took us on a cattle round up and to a crop circle in England! Jessie and Molly took us to b-ball events for years and then they took us to the GOLD STATE TROPHY! Ask your littles what ???? A horse ride, a swim at a clean beach, a sober event! Kids worry about disharmony. Do something in light, with music and singing. Help someone together, go to a kennel and love the unloved. Go to a park and PICK UP STUFF. If you want a memory here at HAWK'S Ridge Ranch, talk to me. We have memorable magical stuff to do. See ya at the barn! 

change

 the channel... Who and what you watch and immerse yourself in gets in. Seeing is believing or NOT? KNOT? Programming is the game. If you knew new, you would control YOU. I live in nature, I work with nature, I have a Phd. in naturopathy. She heals me. She also inspires me. When I am out of alignment she trips me up. The Divine Feminine she offers is the WOMBman that is the Mother. When she became pillaged by those who desired to manipulate her she endured. I watched with knowing/noing. Only so far would she let it be. To her I am forever grateful. Water is life, and she is water. The desire to be...all that you can be is programmed in the water. The valuable commodity on earth. Protect her! She is the holder of our future here. I will be at the beach, where the triple process  of ionization roles with the waves. see you on the St. Croix River. Healing is her middle name.

Know now

 As we walk through to the higher knowing, unclip all leashes and trust. I trust Annie. She is my guardian in this lifetime. I call to her with a knowing that she is eternal and infinite and available 24-7. My faith in the greater good is supported by the unseen/unscene. Smell it, although you cannot see it. Feel it like an invisible wind. Act on it without hesitation. A vibe is a vibe. Intuition is a honed skill, use it daily to keep it strong. In pictures I can see, with words I can understand, make it abundantly clear. This request works every single time. Know new, add in, lighten up, you are the only one you are here/hear to know and direct. It you choose to be any other way, the road ends there. ANANCHEL, is the Angel of Grace. I need her gifts and presence every single day. Then Hummingbird of Joy will show up and my world is how I like it to be. Happy 250 years of being in the USA, I love it here. See you at the river! Summer fun is every where.

Some are heading out

 My associates from other worlds whom I have connected with here have moved out and on to greater glory. Every time that happens I fade for awhile. Humans, horses, dogs, and cats have an impact on my visions for the future. The mothers I loved  were particularly hard to let go of. The kids were still here, so I kept a quiet eye. Time now to re up the visions. First of all we made it, we are firmly in the new age. Secondly we are in communication with the WHOLE/HOLE

. Lots of secrets on many levels being unveiled. The last karmic hook is released today. We are free. Choose kindness. I will still choose horses and kids. See ya in the barn.

Sacred?

 The Lineage of the Light. A book on Sacred Sexuality and the Divine Feminine. I gave it to my girls when they were teens. I said it is true for you to understand. To decide how sacred applies to your life you must look at your life. NOT any one else's. Certainly not mine. My health is sacred. My choices about who holds me sacred is key to maintaining that balance. I say to clients, I will simply tell you if you ask, what I would do if I were you in that situation. You do you, and I will do Su. When others disrespect your sacred...your body, your money, your visions and hopes and dreams, your choices. LET them leave quickly. I say something positive is sacred as it is, you will receive the gift. I you speak negative, toxic, fearful mongering to create chaos it will gather itself up and settle on YOU. I have said before, YOU are the one you are looking for and talking to, learning from and paying any penalty you spoke out loud. GOOD. Nuff' said.

Now I am going to the beach!!

fasting

 I have seen it done. I have studied it's purpose. Christ pulled a 40 day fast. I know that relief from distractions are healing. People, places and things need to let you go. WORDS need to be only in the light. Our world has cumulative over loads. Food is one common overload for many. Letting the system clean up, clear out and reharmonize is brilliant. EAT LIGHT! Literally. Stay hydrated, and surround your self with good, happy, honest choices. If it brings you less, lack or loss, fasting will cut it loose!!!! A choice is made.  I am for now, and I feel light again. See you in the barn. A place of good vibes, and beautiful horses. FAST    !

ORDER in or out

 Belonging to an order is what people choose to do. Schools, sports, politics, religions, social classes and heath providers. AND so many more. I look at me and the first order of my morning is the universe. Angels and dreams and yoga, detox processes, animals and YES COFFEE!  I am cheerful and full of hope and potential. I see out side the box of my world at 9. Re-view the orders you subscribe to. I see people here for many reasons. They are looking for doctor's orders.  Sometimes we restore order. Always we show you your accountability to your own voice and the orders you subscribe to.  Start with this...does it get my motor running? Does it push me up and out of my box?? Does it put a smile on face??? Look at your room, your yard,  your other faces in the house with you. Make your bed, choose an angel or a fairie to overlight your journey that day. Eat and drink and be merry with that first order of the day with nourishment. Move your body. Walk, trot, canter or run. I played racquetball early for many years, then I heard words that said don't do that now and I stopped. It put my life out of order. He wanted his order to take precedent in my morning. Tried and failed and got divorced! Pen to paper is a great way to restore order. Journal and fancy pen and daily orders to self. I will be in the barn!!

WHAT is the remedy?????

THE CHOICE . Spoken in to the world with your words. Vibrated into your drink with your mouth. Blessed into your food with the power of your hands. CHOICES...every single time you choose. If you are thoughtforming, your choices will be those. I pray each day, with alot of thanks yous and bring its. I meditate on deeper, buried and hidden treasures for me from me. I dream of far away, and future manifestations. All are remedies. I can take a bottle, a walk, a conversation and it becomes a remedy for me. On the back of a horse I amp it up. I make it higher, stronger, more powerful and beautiful.  Michael used to call me the sermon on the mount. He was correct. I can broadcast from up there with grace and enthusiasm. With the choice and remedy of a horse it raises the vibration, it goes farther and becomes alot lighter.  Choice is yours, remedies are everywhere. I recently needed silence, I chose isolation. It has been my remedy. WHAT do you choose? THE remedy is right in the next choice. I have a space here to rent if you need this kind of remedy. Let me know and I will show you your choices. thehawc@gmail.com is the way to find me. A day, a night, a week or a month, we have choices. 

As we come through

to the other side we arrive to the open book of love and creative potential. I stood on Bear Butte in South Dakota with my prayer. I did my cards, I brought with what was left to offer. I did that in ceremony. I made quite sure that the end was punctuated. Then I gave those things wings. It was thoughts, words and deeds. It came together in a nice tight bundle. I let it light up, and then the storm in the night of the Solstice took it up and away. I spent the whole next day in the car feeling the new feeling. I ate steak and cake! I listened to the last noise of loss, of less, of anger, of defense squawk and squeal from the back seat. I heard gossip and inuendo for the last time. I even was gifted with being called a liar, one last blast, loud and clear. Then I put my hand up and said, no more! Not now, not ever again. You will leave me and my mission and my knowings.  SUBJECT ended. You will not get an opinion about any choice I decide. I will never again be able to here/hear second hand data, coming through the smoke and mirrors and that toxic childish noise! SHUT IT DOWN NOW> My lines to that willing damage are now severed completely. I have supported youth at this place for 26 years and 15 horses of potential. I allowed the lost to stay awhile. I am that person and it was what I did. That now will go to one more benevolent then I am. Closing the doors to the passed/past has been done. I wish the broken hearted and the broke, all they can find. Be of good spirit you are free. My time as a tracker and light in dark are over. You all know what to do, and you are being watched and heard, every minute. See you in the NEW EARTH. I will be at the beach, where super consciousness awaits the arrival of those ready. My family at my side. KKKAT! If you know what that means you will be there too!!

Enchantment

 There was a place near Sedona called ENCHANTMENT. I was warned away. Too light, too bright, Dr. Su. You will be seen. I did not step out on to that thin ice. I had been warned. The yellow was on.  We are given yellow flags and red flags. In the games we watch we know how they are played. Some just run the red light and BANG! Others wait at the yellow instead of proceeding with caution. If you miss the green for go, you have to wait again for the next one. Take a moment to see which light is in your view. I have been at the red for awhile. It holds me still and puts me to sleep. I have now, as you are being, waved through. We made it to the starting line for the next great thing. Watch for the drop! As we charge forward, the women will take their rightful place, and the children will be unleashed! The enchanted will come awake and alive with stories of glory, of growth and of course, stories of grace. A time of gratitude, filled with hope for unity and freedom, peace and prosperity. YOU did it! Celebrate, we will be a Bear Butte, dancing in the moonlight for the Solstice of the Fire Horse year. 

E-lect-tri-city

 You are the elect. Elected by choice of your free will. You knew. Then when you acknowledged it along the way, you were told that you were/knot.  THEY WERE. Funny look on the face of a child who knows someone is blowing smoke in their face. I knew young, and held a great disrespect for those who told me that story. I knew inside it was simply a ruse. I did not waver. For my insolence I was punished, A L O T . I out grew that. In the city of the elect - the triune communion starts with the child. Look around and see which child need community here. My family has community, and it allows us great capacity. The electricity is scene/seen. Find your family!!!! Close or far, biological or spiritual, all need to form the cities of light here. As we do that, the world be illuminated with grace, mercy and a joy of being a live one here we came to manifest our new earth. I will be lighting up the barn today, and the silver saddle goes on CHIEF, as he is welcomed into this next herd/heard!!!

Peace and prayer for us all JUNE20-21

 A new deal, an upgraded contract is being delivered. A child will sense it. A healer will feel it. A channeler will channel it. A human will know on some level that this is IT! Secrets are being revealed. The human in a magnificent burst of light will see and soon be those who waited for the changes. Dreams coming true to a place near you, let's be in the reception position. Bear Butte is open to receive and that is where many will be. White Buffalo surround us, and we are grateful. See you there!

Did you feel the storm in the night?

 Some wake up for the storms. Lightening, thunder, wind and rain having a party in your yard. I never do. I use the energy to dream deeper. I am an expert dreamer. I can sleep in the middle of an 8 lane freeway. Useful on airplane rides! Some take the energy in and add in their own. I see those who rescue kids as storm eaters. They can use the gift of lighting and thunder and  whirling wind and lots of water to find the missing children stolen and hidden,  and bring them safely home. It takes a storm of combined forces to see into the dark, and pull those humans from the fear and return to the safety of love. Bring a rose, bring a fight song, bring yourself. Step up into the lightening and feel the thunder, the vibration of changes, stand under the water and let it do what it does best. CLEAN UP THE TORMENTED. You are water, it carries your life force. Some need it still and shallow. Some love the big waves. I love the rivers! Imagine yourself under a waterfall. Let all that is ready to re-lease and upgrade to wash away the energy used up and dried up and spent.  It is time for the storm eaters to gather back the children, be home when they get there!! They are going to be very hungry!! I in-vision farms. So much for a child to do there/their/they're. See you in the barn. I am there waiting and I am never late! Just look for the rainbow. I host home for many riding the storm out!!

Is it fair ?

 We had a fair weather day. It was sunny and cloudy and warm and quiet. In our lives we try to find the fare/fair.  The trips we take, the people we see, the way we act, all must find their fair. Some will never see it fair. Only the fly in the soup will get the fan fare. Our world needs more fair, more balanced. To paddle there must be balance, that is the only fare, that will get you where you need to go. I saw my kids chatting the boards, kids and grown ups finding balance on a fair day. This week karma dissolves for those who want things to be fair. Get on your horse, or your board, and ask for completion. Stand up and take your rightful place in a new earth matrix. Peace and harmony seem fair to me. ALL in a good day on the St. Croix with family! I will be there!

Owl

 In the dark they see their way. They can catch even a falcon in the dawn before all the lights return. It is the energy of aging. When you venture towards the veil it gets dim. When you pierce the veil a very bright light breaks through. A flash and all is in that light. Signs and signals send a message. Call it a vision quest, or simply call it a good night's rest. Vivid dreams are still broadcasting as you step back through to here. The straddle in the moment, appears the FALCON. Fast, accurate and beautiful, yet prey to that owl who knows both worlds. My grandparents Earl and Susie had OWL. It gave them courage, vision and a sense of humor and really good cooking. Never to lose it over spilt milk, even it if was tragic. Find the owls in your life. The grandparents, the special aunties and uncles, the shaman, the hermits, the quiet riots. You all will benefit. We are straddling the dimensions, it is a rare opportunity. I do it bareback, but if you need to saddle up, let's do that too! I will be in the barn, dusting off those saddles! I even have some little ones for the littles.

Kids now days

 One kid said in her interview for work here, I AM NOT INTERESTED IN FEEDBACK.  How does a person fit into this world without learning that feedback is a never ending story here/hear? If you can not feel, see, hear, taste, or touch the feedback you are receiving, you will isolate and then obliterate because you are unplugged. The lights will dim and eventually go out.  Energy requires connection. Expansion needs feedback, harmony needs feedback. Static and noise is all you will get if you are not tuned in. Health is feedback. Success is feedback. Opportunity is feedback. Beauty is feedback. When you are not receiving the feedback you want, remember you are receiving the feedback YOU EARNED and DESERVE. Take care of what you have, release the negative and cultivate the positive. If those surrounding you are less, or lacking, creating loss in you days and nights. THAT IS YOUR feedback. My feedback this morning was flagged tails of the two mares in training, running like the wind, glad to be here and alive! YOU????

Runnin' down the road

 Sometimes that is the feeling. Are we running down the road to the next thing? I see that in the world of health and wellness. Try this or that, not waiting for nature's cycle to finish. It is like jumping into the wash machine before the rinse cycle let alone the spin. It takes 90 days for a season to complete it's run. Humans do too. First thirty days just to kick in. Then the healing begins. If we do not give it a chance it cannot perform it's full capacity output.  When you choose a remedy, use it up. Do not hurry it along. You are just runnin' down the road. More stuff. Clean out the cupboards, throw away the outdated. That means all of them. Body, mind and spirit need a fresh start. Listen and process and allow the alignment. I can appreciate impatience, I have that quality myself. Stand and receive the process of Mother Nature. She knows your needs, and given time, she will make all your wishes true. See ya in the SUN and in the barn. The world is ready to do her part, are you?

SHINE!

Got any ammo left

 As the Centaur of the Sagittarius world, I have a quiver full of arrows. I am Venus Trained with my arrows. Those arrows for me and my mission are HOPE! Firing up faith, livin' in light, laughing in love, and letting, alot. As a gambler I see the sites/sights of hope. In my career I work with dis-ease and imbalance. I employ horses to help. In the world of four leggeds I flourish. I am stable there, so I built one to see every day. I see auric energy, and when I put structure to my visions and dreams they radiate energy. When I see a new direction I shoot an arrow into the field of potential. People come here because they need the light and the POKE. The fire of my arrows put a spark out there for them to use. When they take the light and run with it, they see what next step will build a stronger and more STABLE future. My ammo is for peace, freedom and a higher calling. Ready to check your ammo

? Need some extra? Join us for a therapy ride with Dr. Su, it is fun and my horses will make sure you see more than ever before. I will be in the barn. 

Ask if you can play too

 We did. We were at the golf course. I love to play. Period. They looked at us  and hesitated. I assured them we would add to the fun and we did. So many have been rejected, told they could not play. You are not wanted, nor are you welcome to join our group. I cannot think of anything more hurtful. Kids ask. Can I eat with you? Can I join in the game? Do you want to be my partner in this project?  The ones who get IN, are the ones they see if they can manage, or tell what to do. Remember one thing. YOU are a single flame of light when you arrive, as you develop your light grows. Your flame is designed to  include, it warms up and lights up the world. If someone sees it and asks if they can join, be thoughtful first. Introduce your self and your system. My friend Gary has two horses, he does NOT ride. I did not ask him why. I invited him to ride mine. He declined. We both love horses!  We are the same only different and still friends. Try that one. Bring your joy, your game to the day. If you match, fit in and add, well done, INCLUDE. If you cause havoc or need attention, go get HELP, and admit you need some. I will be paddlin' on the St. Croix. Alone or with someone, I am in the right place with the right crew. Playing.

I have been watching

 In these years here at Hawk's Ridge Ranch in Hudson, Wisconsin I have been waiting and watching. I came to support kids. I see them in their authentic nature. Some struggle with their own energy. They get out of balance. Dis-ease is the result. Mean, mad, sad or even suicidal can result. I created a safe space. We talk about every little thing. Genetics, environments, emotions, interface, and JOY! I show them my joy. It comes every day when the sun shines on the ranch, the land, the critters, the schedule, and the fact it is a home. I watch them see this reality and start dreaming! I dream about making the world a better place. What do they dream about??? Safe and loving space, clean sheets, good healthy food, a friend, music, art, and of course, HORSES! Being seen as special, and worth it. Time to take your place at the WATCH. They are being hijacked, and you can help. Help at school, in the neighborhood, at your club. Teach them what you can, stand in the light and tell them you are glad they are on earth. SO MUCH to  DO! Bring a group for a horse experience. We will be here to share the dream. I will be in the barn as usual. Happy Memorial Day weekend. 

The OTHER mom

 Mine when I was 2, a little kid,  was Marilyn. Paint my nails, make me a white sugar sandwich, and tell me I was OK.  Tell me mom would be OK too. She showed me the mom stuff I didn't get at home.  We grew up with death happening right in our homes. My daddy died and her little girl died too. Side by side in our neighborhood. My bigger family was far away, Marilyn was right there. She stayed close to me for the rest of her life. I could never replace that connection. When you get that supplemental parent, the validation for the stuff unacceptable at your own house comes into focus. It turns out it is normal, or something to consider. I needed such support to expand into what I am today. Learning to trust the expansion, without prejudice is critical. Do you have an extra overlighting human. One who can add in to what you need, but can not find at home. Hannah said after our ride, I KNEW I needed YOU! I have been MAMA SU to many. Try it, find someone looking. They are out there, and they are being fished and caught, by those who do not wish them well. Power siphoned off by those who see a good human in need. It is time to take our love here and share it with those super power kids. They need to know that all is well, and yes, they are welcome here and needed! See ya on the golf course, it is a good day to play.

Chosen energy

 I watched as a rescue crew allowed the dogs they had gathered choose their new owners from a large group of humans. I cried as honesty over lighted restraints and restrictions. Energy knows. Seeking amplification it will sniff it out every time. I watch as my critters show me things I may miss. Buck or bale out. I met the  Colorado prison mustang program guy and after watching the humans morph I knew I had seen solid gold in another facet of horse healing. Freedom, strength, taming, allowing alignment, all gifts given. Dogs do it up front and personal. My first choice for a dog as an owner was Tucker, a gorgeous Irish Setter. He hated humans in uniform. Umps, cops, mailmen, all irritated him. I was 20, and learning to see the bigger picture. He was that energy of mine that needed no referee here. Independent, protective and always included. The day he passed to the Rainbow Bridge I headed north to the next dog, Cody. German Shepherd search and rescue candidate. My new life began the moment she arrived. Jessie is losing Bugsy the Bulldog to the Rainbow Bridge today, hardest and most generous job a human can do. After Kota the Protector, Bugsy was the solid energy she needed next. Years of support to her human, and her family. Grateful for our animal selves in the animal forms. Reminding us that nature in her wisdom and beauty and support of our expansion gives us a moment with those creatures that raise us up! What a party it will be when we arrive at that bridge!! Love- the gift that keeps on giving. The barn a great place to receive, I will be there.

What to do when I grow up

 I was asked that in High School. I asked what my options were? NO ANSWER. In college I was told GIRLS here at Bemidji State University do these things. Social worker, teacher or a nurse were their options. I chose Swimming Instructor. When I got home that summer, I was told that was worth less as a career choice, and to go back and try again. NO! was my response, which soon became a reaction in defense of my intuitive knowing. I taught swimming lessons.  Kids are looking for options. I learned that the NATAL CHART was helpful. I became a recruiter. First for companies looking for staff, then Medical Doctors. I am good at that job. It taught me to trust my judgement and use it for both sides. I created a lot of harmonic matches. So I opened my own company. It was fun, successful and kept me learning. ALL needed for a balanced work commitment. WHAT do you want to do now? This planet is looking for good help. I am always looking for good help too. Get your natal chart done. You can do it online. I am a Fire Rooster, a Sagittarius Sun and Moon. It is my Libra Rising that gets me my version of my vision. I see a world where harmony is the target, power and justice are evidence of harmony and balance. AND talking about that is my JOB! See???? There it is, 36 years of doing what I want when I grow up. See in the barn.

I love rhubarb

 It is a treat in spring. Yesterday I cooked up whole bunch for us. It served the riders. They all had memories of rhubarb. Marika needed an extra plate full, so I gave her mine. She knowingly looked at me, and that is what Marika and I do here. She is now 28 and has ridden in my therapy horse program bareback for 15 years. Her core power is off the scale, even though she falls flat and hard everyday with a seizure disorder she has had most of her life. Her parents are brave to allow her alignment to our giant horses, B A R E B A C K. The laughter, the unbridled joy and the ranch time make her happy! In our world of dis-ease there are those who have a higher frequency than earth offered. They became the canaries in coal mines of this world. Warning with their deaths doom was in the air here and it was running out. They sometimes can find one thing to cling to. She clings to horses, I do the same thing. They guide me, they raise me up, they smash into me, buck me off, and they, just like the little kids, make me get out of bed every day, WILLING!! Rhubarb does that in the spring, I look for the growth and harvest the magic as soon as I can. Sharing is the best part.. What do we wait for?? What do we savor? Who do we share it with? Try another less capable that you, overflow their cup with yours. In-vision Farms is a new company willing to help ranchers and farmers with alternative opportunities for their lifestyle choice. HOW about a  horse and a willing human to share it!!?? Two birds one stone. See ya in the barn, where I share mine with those needing a leg up. It is a wide open field!

YOUR WORDS

 Not mine. People try to put words in other peoples mouths. In the energy of the creative process, the words have it. Period. What you say is like a brush full of paint. You open your mouth and it swirls into your field. What you say is what colors your immediate reality. Broadcast with out thoughtful consideration it can infect the weakest. Words will create their own brand. Are you strong in your own aura energy? Protect it!! Protect your child's. Take it back and ask for forgiveness if you have created a cancer. Backwards spin is cancer, malignant words are the CAUSE!!!! They are not funny nor helpful on any level, especially your own. When you learn the  truth of the WORD, you will stop poisoning your life.  Some of those you have trusted for guidance and support are fooling you with toxic words aimed directly at your field. Out loud or in your mind say this.  STAND IN THE LIGHT AND TELL ME WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU WANT WITH ME! In pictures I can see, with sounds I can here/hear and in WORDS I can understand. You are going to get ONE CHANCE to make your intention abundantly clear. KNOW - NO. Back up. Walk away. Get some help. It is the most powerful creative force of ALL that is. Use energy wisely. If you do not have some kind, funny or helpful say, BUZZ OFF! I will be in the barn where nickers and whinnys are the energy I love. Your family in the sky is watching, this our LOGAN, he shows up once in awhile in the clouds! Still checking in on his sister LADY. YOU are being watched, speak as if GOD is listening.

The feeling for FAVORITE

 Are you your own favorite??? Favorite flavor, favorite outfit, favorite co-creator?  The frequencies ebb and flow in energy. In winter the coat I choose is my favorite for that day, that weather, that event. Then summer comes and my favorite is different. I love sun so you would think summer is my favorite. NOPE, winter is. Only on a snowy landscape can the SUN dance a billion sparkles. Sun in winter is beyond measure to me. Today, allow some of your favorites. People first. Kids, neighbors, co-workers, clients can all apply. Each one with it's own gift. We are so focused on the WHAT-NOTS, we forget about those favorites. Tell someone they are one of your favorites. We are listening, are you telling? Shine the love light. Speak only of favor. See how that turns out. I will be in my favorite place, can you guess where that is??

Making a RASH decision

 Every time I turn around there/their is a rash someone needs to talk about. So hear/here it is. On the inside we hold. Skin, liver and thyroid are the TRIPLE HEATER. Rash is in their realm. When it surfaces from the inside you are gearing up for an opportunity deep or old  as it surfaces for attention and healing. If it is triggered from the outside, a weed or a bite or a burn, Take a GOOD look around and see what is calling for your undivided attention to REMEDY>. Person, place or thing, past, present or future. ASK your higher self for a new view. Touch the rash with your fore finger and it will trigger an emotion to consider. I use Bach Flowers to heal the wound. YOU are your own healing system, activate it with willingness and honesty. If I am feeling RASH, irritated or even in pain, I must own it first. In pictures I can see, in sounds I can here/hear, with words I can understand, make it abundantly clear...NEXT STEP???? I will now be stepping into the barn. Happy Monday! 

The MOTHER LODE

 The uterus is prized portal here on earth. People will go to great lengths to access one. That is a perspective with so many levels. Being a MOTHER can be a choice to anyone, any gender, any social class, any race or religion. It is a calling, a frequency felt in the heart. The back field is pink, it is personal. The front of the HEART is green and very broadcasting. More like the speakers less like the stylus. The choice is the individual's. I see big rough dudes nurture an abandoned kitten. I see little immature children nurture a crabby old neighbor. I see some who see no faults, only potential. I see those who move into the line of fire willingly. THAT'S a mother. Portal, oracle, chief cook and bottle washer too. The last one standing, when everyone else has disappeared, gone home, or simply never shown up. I am an honored mother. I feel the love of many children of all ages. The two who I birthed are especially mothered by me, from the moment of conception I knew it would be the hardest job that I love the best. Happy Happy MOTHER'S DAY!

Reverse spin

 The get-away car can do that. You have seen/scene it over and over in films. Cancer is the reverse spin. The flag that is thrown.  The next play is yours and no one else's. It is a gift, a red alert and an opportunity to change. When Shirley said dementia was her choice, that what I had to offer was of no/know value to her at this time, I said OK.  I will only offer once. I did. My stipulation was I will never not/knot be remembered by you and I will honor your journey. We struggled as mother and daughter. I knew that I had chosen her and found out why in my 33rd year. Cancer will find those taking the reverse spin that shoots them quickly in a different direction just the same way. If that is your situation - go have a conference with the energy.  Call it out, call it in and call it up  and  Say - STAND IN THE LIGHT AND TELL ME EVERYTHING. I want to see you.  Take notes. Process the data through genetics, environment, emotional stability, spiritual ability and the love filter of the self and it' s choices. Decisions require no/know other  human input until the doer has chosen a direction. When I got sick in 1987 I was told it was incurable. I took the spin and then I hit the brakes/breaks. No one has has the right or the left to dictate ME to ME. I sat by the water and I mapped a new route. You are just as capable. See you in the barn, where spin, slide and ride are just a part of the day, and if you fall, get kicked or ignored - you and ONLY you choose what's next. I got double kicked in the butt yesterday and I took the adjustment and used it as a lesson. I love this ranch, and the lessons we share! There live and in color is the healer, little Aurora Rose! keep your i's/eyes on the young uns' !!!! They are here to help. 

M O O N

 He is quick and lively. He is gorgeous and athletic. He is the new therapy horse for Marika. He is not commonly ridden by others, they fear him. They choose safe space. More learning would need to happen. Then  out of nowhere, Hannah said,  I want to learn to ride him! I said good I need a student ready to leg up! I went out to grab CHIEF for Marika, old and reliable  retired horse, when Rose the littlest horse here, came up behind me and stopped me!!! After I caught my breath I decided MOON was ready to be of service. He was amazing! You are being called out and when you answer the call you will be called in. AND called on. If staying the same is staying the student, some will do that again and again. Others will continue to add in as the expand their humanity.  LOOK to the MOONS! Ready and willing to change jobs at the opportunity knocking. Listen and answer the call you get. Start in the

moon-light with your dreams! I do every single night, and I love where I live, and live with those dreams coming true every day. See you in the barn.

How is your CORE?

 Buried? Wobbly? Loose? Tight? I ride horses with my CORE POWER. It is light hands, light legs, light heart, and CORE POWER together. Marika has ridden bareback at our ranch for 15 years, with seizures pulsing through her system randomly several times per day, even when up on the horse's bare back. She will fall forward and the horse already aware will hold her till she can sit back up.  She uses her core. Her Neurologist says her CORE POWER is off the scale from horse bare back riding. Imagine how that helps her in this lifetime. One horse, one human and pure power together producing harmony and motion. I can make her laugh so does the horse when it trots

, which is also really good medicine. Put your hands on your core. Hold it, talk to it. It provides balance, endurance, and beauty! Add in all that you need to center your being. Find your center and off to the races you charge. See ya in the barn!