The MOTHER LODE

 The uterus is prized portal here on earth. People will go to great lengths to access one. That is a perspective with so many levels. Being a MOTHER can be a choice to anyone, any gender, any social class, any race or religion. It is a calling, a frequency felt in the heart. The back field is pink, it is personal. The front of the HEART is green and very broadcasting. More like the speakers less like the stylus. The choice is the individual's. I see big rough dudes nurture an abandoned kitten. I see little immature children nurture a crabby old neighbor. I see some who see no faults, only potential. I see those who move into the line of fire willingly. THAT'S a mother. Portal, oracle, chief cook and bottle washer too. The last one standing, when everyone else has disappeared, gone home, or simply never shown up. I am an honored mother. I feel the love of many children of all ages. The two who I birthed are especially mothered by me, from the moment of conception I knew it would be the hardest job that I love the best. Happy Happy MOTHER'S DAY!

Reverse spin

 The get-away car can do that. You have seen/scene it over and over in films. Cancer is the reverse spin. The flag that is thrown.  The next play is yours and no one else's. It is a gift, a red alert and an opportunity to change. When Shirley said dementia was her choice, that what I had to offer was of no/know value to her at this time, I said OK.  I will only offer once. I did. My stipulation was I will never not/knot be remembered by you and I will honor your journey. We struggled as mother and daughter. I knew that I had chosen her and found out why in my 33rd year. Cancer will find those taking the reverse spin that shoots them quickly in a different direction just the same way. If that is your situation - go have a conference with the energy.  Call it out, call it in and call it up  and  Say - STAND IN THE LIGHT AND TELL ME EVERYTHING. I want to see you.  Take notes. Process the data through genetics, environment, emotional stability, spiritual ability and the love filter of the self and it' s choices. Decisions require no/know other  human input until the doer has chosen a direction. When I got sick in 1987 I was told it was incurable. I took the spin and then I hit the brakes/breaks. No one has has the right or the left to dictate ME to ME. I sat by the water and I mapped a new route. You are just as capable. See you in the barn, where spin, slide and ride are just a part of the day, and if you fall, get kicked or ignored - you and ONLY you choose what's next. I got double kicked in the butt yesterday and I took the adjustment and used it as a lesson. I love this ranch, and the lessons we share! There live and in color is the healer, little Aurora Rose! keep your i's/eyes on the young uns' !!!! They are here to help. 

M O O N

 He is quick and lively. He is gorgeous and athletic. He is the new therapy horse for Marika. He is not commonly ridden by others, they fear him. They choose safe space. More learning would need to happen. Then  out of nowhere, Hannah said,  I want to learn to ride him! I said good I need a student ready to leg up! I went out to grab CHIEF for Marika, old and reliable  retired horse, when Rose the littlest horse here, came up behind me and stopped me!!! After I caught my breath I decided MOON was ready to be of service. He was amazing! You are being called out and when you answer the call you will be called in. AND called on. If staying the same is staying the student, some will do that again and again. Others will continue to add in as the expand their humanity.  LOOK to the MOONS! Ready and willing to change jobs at the opportunity knocking. Listen and answer the call you get. Start in the

moon-light with your dreams! I do every single night, and I love where I live, and live with those dreams coming true every day. See you in the barn.

How is your CORE?

 Buried? Wobbly? Loose? Tight? I ride horses with my CORE POWER. It is light hands, light legs, light heart, and CORE POWER together. Marika has ridden bareback at our ranch for 15 years, with seizures pulsing through her system randomly several times per day, even when up on the horse's bare back. She will fall forward and the horse already aware will hold her till she can sit back up.  She uses her core. Her Neurologist says her CORE POWER is off the scale from horse bare back riding. Imagine how that helps her in this lifetime. One horse, one human and pure power together producing harmony and motion. I can make her laugh so does the horse when it trots

, which is also really good medicine. Put your hands on your core. Hold it, talk to it. It provides balance, endurance, and beauty! Add in all that you need to center your being. Find your center and off to the races you charge. See ya in the barn!

Lead to water - OK. Make them drink?

 We can not make any one do anything. It is an illusion. You are not made to do someone else's work. Never were. As we take our rightful place here.  Share and allow an alignment. There are countless levels, just like notes on the musical scale.  Appreciate the opportunity. I have believed those three directives my entire adult life. Give. When those in your giving field do not return the energy, next lifetime. We are not here to deplete, we are here to flourish. In the understanding of the ONE DROP effecting the whole ocean truth, be aware of where/wear you are dropping into. If I land in mud, I will quickly assimilate and mud I will absorb. If I land in a clear pond, that pond I will become. As a tracker, my animals and I spent an entire lifetime hunting the ones who could use a leg up. We legged up quite a few. Once upon the higher ground, that person got a good opportunity to see things differently. Once the motion started, the pulse quickened, the heart opened,  the download was complete. My job was complete. As they would return to the own reality, they could drink it in and thrive, or simply forget the whole interface. Remember, there are those who have entertained ANGELS unaware.  Are you awake, or did you miss it???? See ya in the barn. No one can make you drink - it is ALL up to you. Take in something fresh and sweet and go tell in on the mountain! Where water runs free and wild and is the perfect place to recharge and the regift the world.

Let's tighten up our fences.

 I took the time to see what was getting through my fences. Most importantly what was getting loose. I keep horses, they do not need to get out unless we are with them. I put up double gates right away, years ago and that has saved me the chase lots of times. Those fences however, over time get loosened, they droop. Just like when we age. I like it rock solid and trustworthy. I like it fit and strong.  An energy protector chosen by me and prayed for every single morning. It is just like Michael and Annie, the angels on deck every single day in my life  called to action in my opening meditation. WHO keeps you and yours safe? Fencing makes good security. Taking care of that security is ME! Do not wait for or let anyone else promise you a good fence. It is yours to choose and maintain.  It is the line of harmony, the agree to disagree. It is the balance I feel when I know they were checked and they are doing their job here. Our new Stella, young and energetic mare, checked the fence today. She took it on the nose, and the nose knows, it was pulsing and protecting. I smiled, and said, good lesson, a smart one only needs that one time. Live, love and learn. Protect what is yours, clean it up, love it and live in harmony on this planet every day of your life. YOUR CHOICE! See you in the barn.

GOD does not threaten THE RAINBOW of promise is the gift

 I was raised to fear GOD. AND not in good way. Kids know SOURCE, they were just together a moment ago. When an authority says you must pay to play, they are manipulating your allegiances. Controlling your money, beliefs, your energy and it's future.  Resurrection or ascension?? They want you to think that the resurrection is the gift. Ascension is! It is the GRAND FINALE!  Enoch did it, Elijah did too. Read about it in your BIBLE. Get out your energy tester, which ever one you know how to use. ASK. In the glory of the full light of love, stand...tell me your truth as I allow myself to see all, PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE. WHO are you?? WHY ARE YOU IN MY REALITY? I have seen some crazy stuff and as a child in revealing my visions and dreams to a fearful adult I was punished in some way. TOLD and then SOLD the party line of submission. YOU are here to have the freewill of choices abundant. Change your mind, change your life. Say what you want, see what that presents. PUT it under your tree, it is the gift that keeps CHRISTMAS alive. I will be with PRESENTS IN THE BARN. The gift I embrace in the horses here to heal. Welcome to CHIEF, STELLA and AURORA ROSE!  Welcome to ascension portal of HAWK'S RIDGE RANCH and it's never ending rainbow of promise.

Reckon or wreckless WHICH are you betting on?

 As you proceed you will get a chance to do both. It personal and collective. The race is on. I tried to reckon up when I had kids. I choose kids instead of a job. I raised my own, no daycare, no other job. Just us.  I took, did and said things on both levels. My world thought I was being very out there and wreckless. My willingness to become a Naturopathic Physician was in the eye/i's of others, WRECKLESS. Why would I leave a perfectly good reality for THAT???? When I bought a cornfield and built a healing center focusing on Horse Therapy for special needs beings - WRECKLESS one again. As I progressed I fought for the rights of alternative medicine in courts for 4 years - WRECKLESS. Here/hear I am in 2026, still doing the work. Now others are free from risk to pursue their dreams - safely. Horses, health, freedom and kids, lots of kids,  reckon me. I balance when that is my focus. The derby is today. Who is your trust in and who do you bet on? Bet on yourself. Be safe and as powerful and free and in harmony as you can possibly be. Focus on the outcome, the win is YOU showing up at the end, healthy and happy and in the winners circle. Safe and home again, celebrating!! See you in the barn where my own little derby is run every single day!

How to take your power back.

 Believe it is YOUR power to begin with.  Your reputation,  your money, and your integrity. I sued an insurance company once 30 years ago and won! I learned in detail the philosophy of delay, deny, defend. It is a tactic used to take the power from the client and and use it against them. Especially when they are vulnerable.  Humans in stressful situations burn up and give up fast.  I work with that condition every day with my special needs clients. Lawyers know that trick, so do doctors, and some charge way to much when you are worried or scared. Bullying you to make under duress choices.  Yesterday I found out banks do that too! Here's how to keep your power. Document everything. I do! I ask my clients to do the same. Every appointment is invited to be documented. I asked the clerk at WESTCONSIN CREDIT UNION to document my loss and my claim. She refused! She started to note it as per my request and then crumpled it up and threw it away. Then she demanded I leave the building. TWICE!!! I watched in frustration her willingness to bully me. A hour of my time with what should have been a guaranteed 1 minute application and NO satisfaction. Whether the boss was at the bar, or on a golf course at 3 in the afternoon is of no consequence to me. Whether the underling incapable of handing issues with equipment malfunction is performing good customer service IS my business. Which will now be shopping around. Be a secret shopper, document everything, your phone will record and so will pen and paper. They have cameras too, ask to have a copy of their footage. Know your rights, and never let a bully take what is rightfully yours, with  threats. Use this to help others, tell your story, sell it to the highest bidder as a way of protecting the innocents. Nick Shirley changed to matrix on fraud in Minnesota, I changed it too back 2008. I have spent my career helping those in need. I love my work here, even when I am not at the ranch. Funny sidebar, just now another delay tactic employed, I was directed to Brian Manion as the one in charge, following and documenting each step per their request.. ANOTHER underling was directed to divert my time. DO they never quit??? Just do YOUR job, and if you cannot, go do something different. I will be in the barn.

12

 Understanding the power of math and geometry helps clarify things you want to know more about. Your inner self knows this and craves it. Lighter and brighter are a result of learning this gift. If it seems confusing, ask someone who seems not to be confused, or outdated, or judgmental or unwilling. I have said all my grown up years, never talk to a priest about an abortion, or suicide. They are the lowest frequency on the scale. The LOOSH, the fear in judgement is toxic.  If someone says BECAUSE I SAID SO, say thanks for being honest and move away - QUICKLY. NOOOOOOOO! then KNOW.  The 12 holds keys in every department. DNA strands - all 12 need to be reconnected. 12 months and 12 hours give the time needed for humans to accomplish that. 12 disciples took there/their upgrade from the 3 way showers. Mother Mary, the Mary of Magdalene and the Christos. Take that to water, sit quietly and ask for an option! Water is life, and you need as much clarity and purity you can embrace. Off to the beach today! We will hit the barn tomorrow, after the tanks are filled with crystal clear water for the horses! Connemara Ireland heading off to see the Connemara ponies in the wildest rain storm I ever endured. Thanks for memory and the photo! It was worth the shower!

The last

 If you are ready now, move out of the end of the line and into position. The days of watching from the sidelines is over now. The disclosure is now. You were man-handled, or if even harder, you were woman handled. Some knew new. The Indigo kids did. The lightworkers, and way showers did too. Many however stayed in line, quietly trying not to have to step up and  simply

remain silent. Now is the last chance to do just that. STEP UP! If you get a feeling, say something. If you have a regret or an unwillingness, say something. If it looks wonky, it IS wonky. Do not be fooled or bullied. Take your knowing, it feels shivery and exciting. If not addressed honestly and immediately, it will cause anxiety and ultimately panic and anaphylaxis. You came to learn something. I hope you have. I certainly did. See you in the barn, where I still learn something new every day! Circles have NO LAST nor first. EQUAL>

Dream about making the world a better place?

 I did. When my body broke and they said there/their was no cure. I did. I thought about suffering, not being able to sleep, being stuck with pharmacy, being moody and in pain, not having access to my playful self. Mostly I thought about my littles. Jessie and Carly deserved a much healthier and happier mom. They were innocent. I went into a dream. I saw the ranch, the horses, the littles and their keepers finding the medicine they were in need of. It came with sunshine and snowflakes. It came with music and food.  It came with heritage. It came with an honest view of their futures. So I got to work. I learned Naturopathy, I learned Equine Education, I learned homeopathy, I learned Herbology, I learned nutrition, I learned yoga and aikido. Then I applied the learning to their life along with mine. We grew strong together. They now do the same for their littles and those who surround them. Come join me for your Vision quest. The details will be forthcoming. If you are called to make this world a better place you will want to come and share your visions with us! We will help.  Hawk's Ridge Ranch, Hudson, Wisconsin. Thehawc.com has details. See you in the barn. STILL DREAMIMG!

How to build a trust

 I put some land along the Rush River in a trust. It was too precious to let it be trampled by loss of it's virgin forest and field. Water was running and I felt the need to put it in a trust for safe keeping since water is life. I want trusts every where. In fields, in water, in air, with people, in institutions and MOST of all in me! I want to trust what is presented is true and real. I want to know for a fact that what I sense/cents has the value I need. Saying NO/KNOW is necessary but not/knot always easy. I trust that when I do say KNOW/NO, I am respected for my choice. Animals and children and special and unique needs require a building process of any trust at all of any kind. I learned not to trust as a child, I have spent my life here, rebuilding. My girls, I trust. They showed me how even in stress, that everything would come to balance again. I use horses for a lesson in trust. One of my clients spent time learning to get close enough to the horse, to be able to trust the horse would  NOT step on her foot! She learned to trust over time and real effort and a lot of laughing about it. Yesterday she bought her first horse after years of building the trust within she needed to step up! Determine now what and who you trust. Look at your own life and it's reflection of trust. I trust you will see the potential and path way to safety and security and the joy that comes from real TRUST! It is time to believe. I will be in the barn, working on trust with an old horse. 

Home plate

 As the spring launches her wave of awakening, be home.  Load up your plate. Spring will wash over you like a wave of fresh air, clean water and a good look around at what you are to steward. Eat the freshest. Dandelions, cherry blossoms, fiddleheads. Magic in the arrival for each one of us is right on schedule. If you are sensitive to spring, drink clean water.  Embed it.  Go to the water side. If you do not know where to find it, find out. Test it. Taste it. Ingest it.  Bless it.  Take stewardship for water. WE DO! Welcome to the Indigo chakra, opening the third eye - with a clear vision for your world. Dream your dreams - OUT LOUD. Hang out with the people who inspire you. Start your garden, it is YOU! Adopt a chicken or a kitten. So much to enjoy in 2026. The FIRE HORSE is released. Ride wild! See ya in the barn.  Moon and I rode yesterday!!He is ready for SPRING!

I encourage you to do your own work

 Test it. Check it out. Try it on for size. Get a feel for it. HAND FAST for a year before you commit to it long term. Your terrain is like the garden you grow in the back yard. Fruits, vegetables, flowers, weeds - ALL YOU! Choose the seeds carefully, the catalogue is huge. Like the Sears Roebuck catalogs from long ago. Pages of  pictures, descriptions and pricing need your attention. Get your marker and choose. It gets your hope goin!!. We did it before Christmas, and dogeared  the pages with the stuff we wanted. HOPING that it would be there under the tree! Lots came from those choices. Let the light shine on the seeds, bees or raspberries, you decide. I choose WATER!! Mni Wiconi!! It supports all life here, it is sacred and sovereign and free to all. Keep it clean, love it's vitality. It is the most and best of the blue planet. Protect it like it is precious! Celebrate the little water and the big water too. Go to it with a song, a poem, tobacco, or an event of life and love and laughter. Take her burden of yuck away when you pack up. A day at the beach in the sunshine of the spring will boost your spirit, and upgrade your energy. I will garden that!! Happy Earth day!  My garden is full of horses - PERFECT! See ya in the barn.

Break it down to break through

 Those walls of steel we build around ourselves as we divert the energy in our path. First a shield, then a wall. Kids do not have either until they are provoked and build their own safe space. You can see it in their eyes/I's. My eyes tell the story without hesitation. My words are whispers when I am provoked, but my eyes are fire. In the growth of that reality here, the liver and the kidneys, ruling the short sight and the long sight are in charge. Like the strings of the puppet, the get pulled and the eyes respond immediately. Fear or anger present themselves. Defenses are raised. I personally would rather deal with an anger response than a fear response, but both need acknowledgment. The kidney fear needs a glass of water with a little sea salt on the inside to cool down. The liver anger fire needs to swim in the cool for the outside. When the process is triggered a knowing parent can abort the potential loss with eye to eye contact. Kneel down, look them in the eyes and hear/here my words of love and support. They're/there comes the break through. Walls of less, lack and loss crumble in the I's/eyes of love. In the barn where many eyes/I's are on me, horses and now, more horses keep me in their sights, as we work on the break through needed. They can see me from a distance, and I know I am watched, and guarded here. A good day to be on the ranch. See ya in the barn - today is Hannah's turn!

RISK the game I played as a kid

 Strategy was key to the adventure. So 60 years later I study Aikido. Strategy is the game. It requires being fully present, focusing on one thing as it pertains to many things. It is powerful, it is silky, it is personal. I can not throw a ball. An injury from childhood changed that trajectory. When I became a swimming instructor I had to pass a test with all the strokes mastered, including the butterfly. No thing less would do. I spent weeks in the pool at Bemidji State University practicing that BUTTERFLY! Humans are all practicing their/there/they're butterfly. Some emerge! Others keep practicing. There was NO RISK in practicing, there was more risk in becoming the master. I mastered that stroke and got certified. AND FITTER as a side effect. I also got a good job working with kids!  I do not see that as risk. I see it as strategy. Are you ready for your butterfly?? Next...for me, the bow and arrow of Kyudo, the martial art. I am Sagittarius, the Archer, the human/horse combination. With Libra Rising, I add the element of air to Sun and Moon  double fire. Imagine what my flaming arrow can ignite now. These are the gifts we are invited to use to learn to determine OUR BEST STRATEGY! What are you aiming for now? Practice. Speak the words of love, of light, of peace, of health, of happiness. And for me HORSES! My new horse comes this weekend, CHIEF, a trick horse! Imagine that!! I did. See you in the barn.

False???

 In the light of truth all is seen/scene. If the light is fading the being carrying that less, lack and loss, it will squawk and holler on its way out. False is noisy and disagreeable.  For me it is unliked. A liar repeats their noise again and again in their dimming energy field. Fear kills the host. It is how this world rolls, cortisol flows till empty and the heart simply stops. No one can relight the extinguished fire here. It is a job that Source gladly performs with reassignment of that being. Our world has gone in two directions. I am in the new world, where truth, justice and love are the daily components, along with a good golf game. Truth is that is the way of the day here. Laughter, light and love with a sprinkle of health, happiness and horses! No thing less will do. See ya in the barn. Control your broadcasts, you are being recorded. There is no/know way to unshoot those arrows. Think before you speak it will be your outcome, not anyone else's. Karma is instant now. Time is new here. You are only one you are looking for, look deeply into the MIRROR! SEE/SEA???

She asked we answered

 Kids ask questions. I do still. I was offered a penny a minute to stay quiet as a little girl. I never earned a nickel. That old man who offered that to me at age 5 was nasty and had secrets and hurt people. He also  existed in constant pain. He was a real pain in every aspect of his reality and those who knew him! I wanted to know why! The damage he left behind will now need to healed by the next generation or the next after that. If it goes unspoken and unenlightened the wait/weight will be forever a burden. If you carry the weight/wait of a traumatic childhood, or a toxic relationship do not let the abuse stand, it is time to STAND IN THE LIGHT AND LET IT LEAVE. Like smoke from the fire, let it rise to the heavens. I watched a dark energy fight to stay with the host, the warrior kept trying to send it back to the darkness  and it did not want to go.  I was 12 years old and even I knew that was not how to get the job done. Coax it into the light, hold your ground, speak words of healing and HOPE! Use it's energy to turn it into the matrix of love.  No-thing here was not created in love.  LOVE is like going HOME. Getting derailed happens. ASK and you will be answered. All is scene/seen. What I see is opportunity. Every day, every where, there is a chance to be kind. To pay someone's debt. To laugh at the mess. To let it go, get on with it. You came here to listen, learn, love, and upgrade. GOOD LUCK! It is the best choice you will ever make. See you in the barn! It is where heard/herd is the thing we do best!

ANSWER the call

Get a job. A career. The University I went to said, be a nurse, a social worker or a teacher. That is your choice here for your future here. I got certified to be a swim instructor. A great job! Lifeguarding was slow and kind of boring, teaching on the other hand was engaging especially with kids. My college class was all guys on the swim team, the coach was the professor. He allowed me my chance to swim and I took it and passed! When I got home my mother was very unhappy about the unwillingness I had to choose something more lucrative. The lucrative part is the joy, the willingness to show up with a glad heart and the audience of eager learners. When you get the call consider the lucrative components. Test the energy of the offer.  Some people find their bounty in being sick. Others in being out of control. Others are just bullies. An offering  of Tell then Sell!  If you do not buy my line, we will separate you. Separate your  own self first, without the opinion of any other human go into your own field and hold your space. When the smile starts cracking, you are in the right frame. Let it be. Absorb your own self love with all it's potential and allow the vision of your future self to come to you. Draw it, write about it, make it into a song! Save it! When the time is best the door will be there, OPEN WIDE. Then and only then  - DECIDE. To all of you out there - answer your own call! Your smile will show you the way! Anything less will simply not DO -- YOU!!!! Come to Hawk's Ridge Ranch and stay with us for a minute, we will show you DOORS!

 

How much is left in your TRUST?

 We all have one, a TRUST account. You start filling it up as a child. WHO takes you in when you are a little, puts in the first deposits. When we are in a loving space it can grow. If we are just a survivor, the well tends to run low or even dry. If abuse is present that reality goes into trauma. Traumatized kids are easy to spot, they tend to stick out in some way.  Loud or quiet, sick or healthy, angry or animated. When the soul gets free from youth, it hunts for trust to add back in to the account. Predators see the low trust, the weak, the needy. I got my trust broken with an on line  FACEBOOK vendor. I have never tried an online Facebook buy before. I will not make that mistake ever again. Saddest part was the seller claimed a christian resume. Even said he would be late to deliver as church and Jesus came first. NO dELIVERY WAS MADE. Disappointing yes, but when a human uses the name of CHRIST in vain, as he did. I am not waiting around for the fall-out. Remember we are watched, every single soul. Whether you understand that or not, it will all come out in the wash. Welcome to the FULL DISCLOSURE of love and truth. Keep an I/EYE out for those last cheaters they make false claims. They are in the crosshairs of the light. I for one, and glad I am also in the crosshairs of the LIGHT!! Glad to be there, thank you Mother, Father, Brother, Sister crew from the Stars! I will be in the barn. 

Harmony

I do not dislike a solo, yet harmony is my favorite. Voices on their own combining to create magic. Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young concerts were attended the nights before both my daughters were born. My girls came into this world under the influence of harmony! Contracts take differences and find the common denominator, and harmony is agreed upon. This world would rather have trauma and discord, it charges for that. Doctors, lawyers and politicians count on disharmony to supply their bank accounts. The heavier  and noisier the conflict, the bigger the bills. Horses in conflict back up. They take a look. They stand on  their 2 feet to raise the site of the fight. ONLY if they are provoked again will they strike. One hit and off with the head of the attacker. You decide where your relationships find harmony. Health requires harmony, not conflict. Fear has no place in healing. If you need the piece of peace, take your time away. Listen to the melody first, that is your input! Then add harmony.  Listen again, here/hear the beauty of harmony. Ask your guardians, your guides and  your Higher Self, for that higher view. Then stand on your own  2 legs and even rear up to see over the talking heads. It helps! You are learning by listening to harmony. Horses in relating to humans love harmony, agreement, balance and the beauty produced in the song of the ride is incredible. See you in the barn.

THESIS

 We have a chance to write the thesis of our choice in the field we choose. I wrote mine on AURIC ENERGY to get my Doctorate as a Naturopathic Physician.  An A plus was my grade. That meant it was true and right and good. I helped with a thesis of equine guided education and presented it at a conference in 2008. It was true and good and right. It was after that that I made the news!!! I went to court to prove the work here was true and right and good. It was a 4 year chance to prove it. I WAS in my thesis live. I won then changed the laws and took home the trophy. Local and federal institutions were given a chance to prove me wrong. DID NOT HAPPEN!! I am now presenting my her-story and the whole reality of nature and the healing offered. Everyone deserves a chance to be heard/herd. and healed. My friends tell me on the bareback of a horse my message is broadcast best. We are fun, and funny, all seeing and willing to share the whole story. New horses are coming today, we will keep you posted with upcoming opportunities. Our barn opens May 1. Plan your retreat, your private experience or your group gathering. It is the ride of a lifetime! I will be greeting the new herd today, I will be in the barn.

Astro signs

 My Native name is Mahpiya, One who sits on clouds. I have sky watched since I was a little. Hawks and eagles, soaring and circling were in my line of sight/site. Whether/weather or not, I went outside. That meant no ceiling, the sky is the limit,  was not true. Cosmic stars and suns and moons, and home planets were there for me to remember.  I dream, navigating the night while wide awake and yet asleep. It is my way. I see the signs. I do natal charts for those who need a wider view of their/there embodiment here.  Learn yours!  As you make your way into the new age, see UP... Come out from beneath, into the wide open spaces and look up and find your connection! We have not been abandoned, nor are we being ignored. The SOURCE knows how many hairs are on your head. YOU and me too, are truly that scene/seen. Loved beyond understanding and worth every breath!  See ya in the barn! 

That's gonna' leave a mark

 Energy is yours to learn. You came in as a breath of life force. You leave the same way. Last breath in this form is first breath in the next CHOICE. Your life here is choice filled. In learning to navigate the planet you are doled out energy to work with. Littles get a little bit. Bigs end up with what they create in form along the way. Light or dark, bright or dull, fun or not.....the energy you express is YOURS and it is gonna' leave a MARK! Be aware, awake and accountable. I teach bareback horsemanship. The fly on the horse is an energy felt and dealt with. YOU are a fly. You create marks. If you choose to damage or scar something with a bite or a sting, it is your energy, waiting for you to heal it clean and clear  and ask for forgiveness. If your childhood left marks it is your opportunity to heal them instead of passing them on. Careful what you wish for, you will receive it. Speak what you are willing to wear. Leave only light and love and laughter where the scar yous'd/used to be. Face your foe, it lives within your matrix and you have the energy and the ability to right/write it. Tell your story in the gift of accountability and the healing will spread like water spilled. MNI WICONI - water is life! Time to sparkle. I will be in the barn!

Guided or guarded?

 Should you choose? PRIORITY, that's your key. Kids for sure need both. Women have been doing the LION'S share of that for a very long time. Balance is the answer, as men take back their power to guard and guide and NURTURE! It takes the strongest soul to nurture, a community in support of nurturing is also key. Do you hang with those who have your back? Or is risk a daily buzz? I see adrenal fatigue all the time. The fight or flight has been on HIGH for far too long. How is that relevant to healing...it is not. Rest and sleep are when a human heals. Time out and away from the drama and the trauma is the first step. WHERE do I go? I go into nature, I travel, I always go to water. I take naps, I look at inspirational choices as my only interest. If I get bored, I get sick. If I am worried I am out of balance. If I get hurt by any thing outside of me, I leave and never go back. If you need an hour, a day, a weekend, let us help you. I will be in the barn and you can come too!! It is guarded and I feel safe and guided by the magic it holds. Thehawc.com has a sign up schedule, barn opens in May.

ASKED and answered

 Can you hear/here????? Prayer is the ask. It is the taught. It is an energy drain not used in context and balance with the LISTEN. Your mouth is SOURCE energy. In or out, the power point of being human starts right there. I sometimes must keep mine shut. I learned as a child, the hard hitting way, that my direct approach and honest commentary was TOO MUCH for some humans. I asked if lying was a safer choice, and got the same HITTING of my face as a smart aleck. It was there the trauma of being hit found a home and left a mark. It would take me on a journey to break that curse, and heal that mark that ended when I was 15. At that point I could either become that same threatening whacker or break it once and for all. I broke it, and left it there.  I am not a hitter. My daughters are hitters. The line died that day long ago to the memory that that choice was in any way Helpful. I take Aikido lessons, I am learning to use the other's power to move them from my field eliminating the threat. It is strengthening to my worth. I have taught the same lesson

with giant horses for 25 years here at HAWK'S RIDGE RANCH. I started with autistic humans, as they at that time seemed the most in need of an upgrade. It worked! Listening is communication, in balance with prayer or words expressed outwardly, it creates balance. That is magic! That is where I will be today, in the magic of the barn!! You asked and I answered, doing my favorite things is how I live.

Polish the lenses of your I's/eyes

 Someone said to me you always look nice. I thought about that and it is true, it is important to me that I look nice. I was taught that as a little girl. My mom made sure of that. I also have a view of things in the world and more often than not, it looks nice too. I work in the world of wellness as that looks nice to me. What looks nice to YOU!? Easter is a day to celebrate the return of the SON/SUN. Seeing through fogged or dirty lenses distorts the truth of beauty in the light and it's place here. Polish up, rinse thoroughly, and see the reality of the gift of YOU. You are made in DIVINE DESIGN. Simply see and be the magic of the truth. Beauty is in the "I"  of the beholder. YOU are that I/eye. Seeing the world healing with a vision of the divine, is a good way to choice healing, it is a side effect! It effects all that surrounds you! You are the visionary, the missionary, the warrior and the mechanic. Happy Easter, spring is back and the sun is waking up the earth. My horses are prancing in the rain! I will be in the kitchen today, party happening at the barn house!!

Sending UP a flare

 When you feel unseen/unscene you can always send up a flare. It can attract the attention and focus from wherever you need, to address the need. It is a choice. When I had IC, the pain was consistently horrifying. In recovery especially during the dental upgrades, I would F L A R E !!! Making me crazy and pushing me further. Humans when disturbed by there/their own growth, stop at the littlest relief. I know I do that sometimes. Then it starts again, FLARING. My attention is returned to the focus of the situation and the lessons yet unlearned. When you can not see the way through, send up your flare. Choose your audience. I choose SOURCE, I choose Jeshua and Mary 1 and Mary 2. Mostly I choose Archangel Micheal. He is my immediate superior. I always get heard/herd. Listening is the key for me. Finding isolation and hunkering down- I WRITE/RIGHT eveything. RIGHT AWAY the confusion and it's need for immediate attention. Choice offered, choices used. YOU ARE THE ONE with all the choices! I choose the barn! See you there.

Coming out of the smoke

 Fire burned through the illusions of humanity's needs/kneads. They thought and became programmed to believe that something on the outside was more important than something on the inside. Easter reminds us of the FRESH START programming. Into the fires of change we enter. I do it in a sweat lodge or a sauna. I am hard pressed to stay there very long. As the inner energy rises to the surface, I begin to see through the smoke. I emerge purified from surface stuff that is complete with me. AND the rinse off is very refreshing. Refresh now, the fresh start of knowing you are the one you are looking for is the next step. Scraping of the hardened surface material is your responsibility. Find the space, the time and let it leave you. A vision quest - short or long, written or sung or simply allowed can offer the next step in your fresh start. The smoke of a pine fire produces forgiveness. The smoke of the sage purifies. The smoke of tobacco protects. AND the smoke in your eyes/I's is leaving, inviting in a vision of  the new YOU. Look inside - you have been waiting for YOU! Resurrect yourself, it will be YOUR miracle of coming on out of that cave. THEN come and see us in the barn. That is place where/wear we add back  balance, harmony and ultimately, FULL POWER with an elevated view. Mount up! Let's ride.

April 1 - pink libra full moon upgrade

 Use your experience and knowing and worm your family and critters. This frost out timing is perfect. I post on line Hawk's Ridge Ranch and there are clear articles to show you the way. Ants in your pants is a real thing. Addictions fed  as the parasite population within will not take NO for a answer. Ask a cop, an EMT, an emergency room worker, a parent and those who are involved with mental health. They will say those moons that hatch the next batch are brutal. Keep the terrain healthy. Bacteria, virus, fungus and parasite will let you know when that terrain is in disharmony. Use your pendulum and use your natural remedies to balance back that garden within. The Libra PINK is for family and friends and harmony. Agree to disagree. Agree to love, do not need to always like. Live in authenticity and celebrate the time here well spent. I will well-come this new age and my family and friends for the celebration of Easter. I will be in the barn and they will too!

what SHE said.......

 Hannah as a little bit, said a lot. MOM!! I am so mad THAT you......It could be anywhere and anytime. She was tiny and I would laugh out loud. WHAT on earth does that mean? I would ask Darcy her mother that very question. Turns out she was never mad AT her, only THAT her. As a little one you call em' as you see em'. Banks called the new kitten I got for him - THE SMOKER. I gave that some thought. It turned into SMOKE and she took her name and her rightful place in his family. Two grown ups, two dogs, a little rainbow child and his bestie - SMOKE! Ask your children what do they see in the family you gave them. Listen with your whole heart and let your ego take a time out. Are you hearing/here-ing their truth? In the appointment here at Hawk's Ridge Ranch and The Healing Arts Wellcare Center, I insist those parents listen. Taping the sessions and bringing them home to re-here/hear. Remember THEY chose YOU! Ask what is THAT  that is so out of balance for your little. Do you know who they are? We do blood type, natal chart, animal communication and bioenergetic screening. 35 years of THAT! See ya in the barn, where that is a daily opportunity. 

The choices we make come in three parts

 Child, maiden, then crone for instance. The HOLY TRINITY of the Divine Feminine timeline. I chose health, happiness and horses as my professional triad. I teach allow, align and appreciate as the fastest system of learning I know here/hear. As you allow, you open the door to more. It requires permission, children do not have that choice until they are 18. Seniors have authority over what is allowed in their reality. Finding a reliable adult to assist is harder now than ever before. If you know a child who needs some positive and protective presence, STEP UP and volunteer! Be the ONE. Next comes a chosen alignment. You can exit that alignment any time you choose. JUST remember that YOU chose  that reality, on some level, for some reason. When you understand and have had enough of that particular alignment, re-lease it upward in a prayer, or a ceremony, or a good sweat.  Nullify and void the CONTRACT you had. YOUR'S no longer. What, who and where and how you appreciate is what stays, thrives, and becomes a part of your program. I appreciate health, happiness and horses, so I will open the barn for clients May 1, 2026. Interested in our programs, thehawc@gmail.com will connect to us here at Hawk's Ridge Ranch in Hudson WI. see you in the barn.

Your story

 Every child needs a favorite story. Every story needs a hero. Turns out when you find yours it turns out to be you! Finding the story is life's grand adventure. Remembering you came to play to leading role and being the hero in your own story is the miracle and the magic. I introduce humans to their inner hero in my work here/hear. I map and explain their body. The organs, the teeth, the spine and the meridians are measured and weighed. I show them their natal chart. Sun sign, moon sign and the rising sign of expression. I show them how looking in the mirror and charting their own process is far more fruitful than comparing yourself to another human. We have fingerprints to remind us we are ONE of a kind. If you are really looking for details we have DNA and blood types. Now we are returning to 12 strands of data and input. I think the mirror of the horse is big enough to see yourself in Panavision!! I will be in the barn, April 1 is the season for health, happiness, and horses.

The hawc.com will have the schedule for your signing up!

Relatives, rare and worth it

 To different degrees we are all one big universal family. Locally we seem separate. The willingness to complain about those who YOU chose to incarnate with is un-remembered. Taken away from you by the institutions that thrive on your isolation. In community we are stronger. In community we are wiser. In community the parties are larger and full of energy and cake and champagne! I love that knowing. It extends to nature and all those family members. And at the point of no return you remember you are cosmic, you are Source, you are pure power. The nucleus is the fire within. Light it up, look in the mirror, and see the real YOU. Those who annoy you reflect back to you. The YOU in them as a relative, in consent through contracts. Deny and delay and you will always be in defense. Fight or flight is the buzz those harvesting trauma want to provoke. If you are being tortured in some way by some choices you are facing say this. STAND IN THE LIGHT AND TELL ME WHO YOU ARE AND WHY YOU ARE HERE. What do you need now, to rise up and away from me and mine, allowing you the return to SOURCE you are using me for. Know you are a light and a bridge, they only provoke YOU because  you are worth it and they want to be worth that much too. Forgiveness is allowing the pain part of you to heal. The lesson to be graded an A plus and complete. Gratitude is the reinforcement that seals the deal once and for all. My thesis in my doctorate was on AURAS. I see them, always have. I use the gift every single day. It helps my practice as a doctor, and more so as a mother and a friend. I got an A plus! I was so surprised I called the professor. He said it was rare to give

, and he was glad to give it. Get your A plus on!! You are rare and worth it too. See ya in the barn.

Navigating

 Doors open to memories and commitments made and forgotten. When I was 40 years old I went for hypnosis to recover the reason for using tobacco. The therapist said, OH I CAN MAKE YOU QUIT.  I said so can I, I want to remember. I went backwards in my memory and my commitments. Long story for another day. It started an upgrade and a wider view in my personal commitment to my kids and my field of work  and my genetic codes. Tobacco is the energy of protection and a covenant so sacred and blessed it is regulated by government, just like GUNS are. A T F is the governing body in the USA. See who is governing what and who and most importantly WHY for yourself. The church is another regulator. The universites are too. Medicine is another.

Time for FULL DISCLOSURE. I will be in the barn. AND....Happy Birthday to Kitty and Mike Anderson - Life is good.

Show me the way

 Or how about this? Show me A way.  I have my own ways of doing things. Some of my ways are very different than other's. As you open to the possibilities the ways show you. The 12 o'clock hour  is different than the 3 o'clock hour. Both legit. December is different than May, still both legit. A 4 year old is different than a 16 year old. I used to make others insecure when I would show them my ways. It has become more understood now. I used to be called the witch doctor, or the voodoo queen. It was not meant to support my way, it was to point me back around to those who fear and tried to keep me in the way they lived. It was a threat of loss. It took some getting used to. I went my own way.  I have hope. There are those without hope. There are those without faith. My way is about the love of those choices. Look around for choices of hope, choices of growth, and expansion. I am that I am all that I can be - loved, guided and guarded. The showing of those now is for the courageous, and those ready to be well. See you in the barn, where horses heal in a wonderful way.

Are you in alignment?

 Your alignment follows years of allowance. It comes in between. Appreciating the experience is where we finalize the details. Some plan the appreciation aspect, others not. I have learned that if my back is straight and flexible, my alignment supports me. I can bend, stretch, forward roll and backward roll. I can also stand on my hands and my head.  Trust is a part of alignment. Who and what is true, helpful, generous and on my team. Those are that which I align to. Smiling, laughing out loud, beauty, harmony and growth are the benefits. It is why I do the work I do. I love the kids! Autism was my first allowance. Then others disorders benefited from horse therapy and Naturopathy.  The horses and the land also support our vision of allowing only that which promotes alignment. The Wellness Center added great support. Our world depends on this being taught. My teaching began 35 years ago and continues into the future. Peace for our planet will be aligned to the children's visions. Teach them this, I will too. See you in the barn. Time to start with young pups!

S P R I N G

 She came in hot! Sunny and bright. An astrological delight. I take all things into consideration and take what I get and embellish it with hope and laughter and unlimited potential. When those who surround me feel it, I do too. So those together in the sharing of potential gather. I know the new earth is putting together small groups of learners. Mothers are asking to be shown, kids are looking for the safe and vast great outdoors. Animals are showing up asking to be homed and shared with the ones without pets. Gardens are looking for seeds and groups together tending the whole. Stepping into the potential is now. Use this energy to commit to something promising. Ask and ye shall receive. I did, I do, I believe. See you in the barn.

Over Load

 Is it in your world? Mine too. Getting down to the most cherished parts are the benefits of becoming senior. My senior

horses will not be asked to carry too much load. They are healing horses, and carrying the weight of sad, sick, wrong, incarcerated, intoxicated, inner city, abused, indigenous, broken or even terminal is too much now. They need light, lively, loving and lots of it. Releasing to another reality is called SPRING CLEANING! Open the shades, lift up the windows sash, and let the light and the breeze open a path to spring and summer and sunshine  and growth. If you have not cleared out the used up anything, start today!!! Happy First Day of Spring. I will be in the barn! Let's open the space and clear the zones for a new era and age of peace and prosperity.

Is it?

 Everyday I ask that question. I have to verify if it is or is not. Water, weather, feed, security, safety and access to it. Animals require that amount of knowing, every single day. Kids too!! I also have the need to make sure it is FUN! That is just me. I said all along, it is FUN? If or when that stops being fun, GO NOW! Do something else. Meet someone else. Live somewhere else. It applies to my job every time I meet someone. Ask yourself today - is it???  Will the result give me strength, health, a big smile, a ton of energy, good breath?????? Test it. In the offers you get, test them before you buy. WHO? Test it by asking these questions. Do I feel interested? I am excited? Is it worth the time and money? Will it provide the next step safely? Will I share it with others? Use your pendulum if you have one. Ask your higher self if you are on speaking terms. YOU are the ONLY one who can answer those questions. IS IT TIME NOW? Come and stay here for a day or two and we will share our experiences with you. We will have space for four of your crew too. Thehawc.com has the info about who and how. You and I will decide when, I will be ready for guests in April. Dr. Su and you. I will meet you in the barn. Email me your ideas and we will make it happen, health, happiness and horses. Saunas and Zyto scans, yoga and meditation. Fire circle and our tipi. Just for you.

Offer to compromise

 In the contract world there are structures in place to support the agreement. I have an agreement with Source. Time here well spent. The money, not my money. Kids and critters every day - laughing, smiling, singing and playing on a non- toxic land.  Adding in the Landmark Conservancy brought extra space and more places. The beach in the St. Croix Valley was extra special too. Look around and see what you is in your agreement. Is there enough to share? Ideas, duties, growth with the help of others.  Offer to compromise once in awhile. I have two sisters who do not invite. I do. Neither has kids, I do. I have had to learn to offer to compromise with both. Come here, play with my ponies and my kids and grandkids. No more waiting for us, too much non-resolution happens when we stay separate. Gather for a feast, a yard clean up, a happy hour! Time is not a given, use the offers to compromise now! You are a spritiual being having an earth experience, keep that is mind! We are ONE. Off to the barn now.

YOUR turn

 In all that I love that I do, there is the turn. Turning around to see what was. Turning my pen into a calligraphic story or message. Turning a horse's head to change it's direction. Turning over  a new leaf, when a new way on a new day is the only option left. Humans have been told to get in LINE. Fall into LINE. LINE up. In my powerful journey of earth lessons I knew I would come to learn and share the allow, align and appreciate in the order. ALLOWING the turns to come when they and will. The knowing of the set up of the line up, is how you turn it down. Accounting is key. WHEN I am given my turn, how will I take it? What will I do with it? Your DNA is turning like a spiral staircase in you. IMAGE IN that, step up to the next step while the rotation turns your vision to a new horizon. Let it be. Still able to see/sea in many directions yet turning! That roller coaster is your life. I love roller coaster rides!! Get on! The twists and turns of disclosure are showing you choices for your TURN. Make it COUNT, could be the smoothest turn you have even taken. I will be turning on the bareback of my horse, can't wait to see what is next.

Need a wellness strategy

 We all do. American Medical care is for urgent care. For those puzzled, or injured and uninformed or worse, misinformed about their body and how to handle it . I learned to care for my own body and share my passion for wellness. Me first. Then my kids.  I opened a healing center. I studied it with enthusiasm. Please do that now.  I spent time with those of like mind. Think of your body as a garden. Managing terrain is how to hold your ground healthy. Temperature is key. 98.6 degrees is harmony. PH is critical, not alkaline nor acidic in harmony. Diet according to digestion. Unfiltered sunlight is critical. Air quality.  Blood types tell the stories of the genetic codes and then you can go from there. Your natal chart supports the natural YOU. I use acupuncture, chiropractic, biological dentistry, and ME a Naturopathic Physician. I use meditation, and motion. Breathwork and environmental safety. Check the list! We are here/hear! Lots to share now as we move into the truth. Plus truth is, horses are healing and I will be in the barn.

Butterfly or hummingbird

 We are choosing now the next step in human evolution. One is for here/hear. The other is a cosmic return. I was once called an earth muffin. I laughed since it was meant to hurt when in reality it raised me up. Am I a butterfly, a firefly, a hawk or a hummingbird? ALL of the AbOVE! Depends on the day and the job in front of me. Risking a return to and for the innocents here is my real reality. Looking at the earth and her little children has been my focus. Are we supporting the swim, the wind, the land. Each has a voice, and beneath it a volcano for those who believe they control it with the element of fire. There is also good and lots of gold there. Mostly it is the children who are the GOLD of the beings learning how to be. If you decide to stay, let them be the be/bee. Watch them, show them the joy of the hummingbird by feeding them only that which processes without trauma. Learn that protection is the biggest and most valuable work. Laugh out loud a lot. See into the distance to map your flights safely. Transmute your caterpillar to the  winged one. Let the night's lights shine into the divine feminine of procreation that ONLY a female human can perform. Remember...MY BARN does and her horses are helping. See you soon. 

My need to read

 Curious? I am. Willing to go the extra mile, up hill in a snowstorm? I am. On skis or a horse or a paddle? I am. Reading is that joy. It is easy and it is fulfilling. It shows me the solve of another sojourner. The puzzle they have chosen and the road to higher climbs and even greater visions. Three books right/write now have my attention. Thomas Levy in regard to healthy dentistry. Another about 6 genius minds. Then there is always a story of  faith, hope and love. AND it usually includes kids and animals. A snowstorm is on the way, a good day to full fill the need to read. A book has energy, paper and ink in your hands, generating pictures of words and numbers to your eyes where they are filtered through the liver and the kidneys for the internal process of a R E A D. The BOOK,  Behaving as if the GOD in all things matters, Michelle Small Wright's book another generator. Seeing is believing, read about that too! I will not be in the barn, I will be in front of a fire with a great book and smiling at the new snow!

Speaking your truth. Biological Dentristry - the new normal for those looking for whole health!

 Kids do it naturally. So do animals. You can tell by the look in their/they're/there I's/eyes. Make sure you are LOOKING in those eyes/I's before you engage those ears and begin your considerations. I am a handshaker. When I meet you for the first time I take your hand. Some hands are handy and warm, some are electric, some are shrinking. Some are just too soggy to get a grip on. If the handshake is weak the words are also weak. The throat chakra where the truth comes from, is a circle of  robin's egg blue energy radiating out the neck over and including the shoulders and flying out the fingertips. Lightning or dense fog, and lots in between. When a silver necklace wraps the throat, feminine energy is prominent. When gold is present the masculine is supported. Add a jewel or a stone, and increase the frequencies. I wear a palladium metal necklace. If you have toxic mercury in your teeth it gases off constantly and it first moves to the throat and it's thyroid gland. Once attached it blocks the iodine it so desperately needs and the chakra becomes cut off. You are a map of mineral use with receptors too many to too many to share in a short time. It takes an Acupuncturist over 16 years to learn and support those 4,000 points. More training than nearly any MD has. Learn the truth. When I need support those Acupuncturists are my first stop! If I have an issue with my teeth, my mouth, or any misunderstanding of how it is effecting my TRUTH, my THROAT and my THYROID find a holistic healer who is interested in TRUTH. A Biological Dentist is rare and extraordinary and has TRUTH for us. Dr. Karl Anderson, thanks for helping my client yesterday. She is worth the TRUTH!

FADE to/two/too B L A C K

 The auric spectrum has more colors, black is just the exit. Are you looking for the exit? Light is a reflection. White reflects all colors. When you sense/cents the bright white you feel the power and the energy. It is the color that those who are willing, look for. When they white lightings appear in a dream or a room or on a journey, it is an opportunity to stay and play. I say to any energy, particularly to those I am in the presence of trying to get my attention...stand in the light and tell me who you are. Are you here to stay, to play? Are you hungry? Are you lost? Are you sick? Are you just lonely? Have you forgotten something?  Tell me so I can tell you what you I know for sure. I share what I would do, and that is all I have to give. The black is rare, it is bold and sweeping, like a vacuum. It is worth a conversation. ONCE. Release the need to find black, the adrenaline of near death is not a building field it is a place of exits. Losing your footing in a black - out is ultimately terminal. Decide what your choices are that bring in the light, the bright, the colors of the rainbow. There is no/know black in a rainbow. SEE!!!!! See you in the barn, it is green and tan!!