The OTHER mom

 Mine when I was 2, a little kid,  was Marilyn. Paint my nails, make me a white sugar sandwich, and tell me I was OK.  Tell me mom would be OK too. She showed me the mom stuff I didn't get at home.  We grew up with death happening right in our homes. My daddy died and her little girl died too. Side by side in our neighborhood. My bigger family was far away, Marilyn was right there. She stayed close to me for the rest of her life. I could never replace that connection. When you get that supplemental parent, the validation for the stuff unacceptable at your own house comes into focus. It turns out it is normal, or something to consider. I needed such support to expand into what I am today. Learning to trust the expansion, without prejudice is critical. Do you have an extra overlighting human. One who can add in to what you need, but can not find at home. Hannah said after our ride, I KNEW I needed YOU! I have been MAMA SU to many. Try it, find someone looking. They are out there, and they are being fished and caught, by those who do not wish them well. Power siphoned off by those who see a good human in need. It is time to take our love here and share it with those super power kids. They need to know that all is well, and yes, they are welcome here and needed! See ya on the golf course, it is a good day to play.

Chosen energy

 I watched as a rescue crew allowed the dogs they had gathered choose their new owners from a large group of humans. I cried as honesty over lighted restraints and restrictions. Energy knows. Seeking amplification it will sniff it out every time. I watch as my critters show me things I may miss. Buck or bale out. I met the  Colorado prison mustang program guy and after watching the humans morph I knew I had seen solid gold in another facet of horse healing. Freedom, strength, taming, allowing alignment, all gifts given. Dogs do it up front and personal. My first choice for a dog as an owner was Tucker, a gorgeous Irish Setter. He hated humans in uniform. Umps, cops, mailmen, all irritated him. I was 20, and learning to see the bigger picture. He was that energy of mine that needed no referee here. Independent, protective and always included. The day he passed to the Rainbow Bridge I headed north to the next dog, Cody. German Shepherd search and rescue candidate. My new life began the moment she arrived. Jessie is losing Bugsy the Bulldog to the Rainbow Bridge today, hardest and most generous job a human can do. After Kota the Protector, Bugsy was the solid energy she needed next. Years of support to her human, and her family. Grateful for our animal selves in the animal forms. Reminding us that nature in her wisdom and beauty and support of our expansion gives us a moment with those creatures that raise us up! What a party it will be when we arrive at that bridge!! Love- the gift that keeps on giving. The barn a great place to receive, I will be there.

What to do when I grow up

 I was asked that in High School. I asked what my options were? NO ANSWER. In college I was told GIRLS here at Bemidji State University do these things. Social worker, teacher or a nurse were their options. I chose Swimming Instructor. When I got home that summer, I was told that was worth less as a career choice, and to go back and try again. NO! was my response, which soon became a reaction in defense of my intuitive knowing. I taught swimming lessons.  Kids are looking for options. I learned that the NATAL CHART was helpful. I became a recruiter. First for companies looking for staff, then Medical Doctors. I am good at that job. It taught me to trust my judgement and use it for both sides. I created a lot of harmonic matches. So I opened my own company. It was fun, successful and kept me learning. ALL needed for a balanced work commitment. WHAT do you want to do now? This planet is looking for good help. I am always looking for good help too. Get your natal chart done. You can do it online. I am a Fire Rooster, a Sagittarius Sun and Moon. It is my Libra Rising that gets me my version of my vision. I see a world where harmony is the target, power and justice are evidence of harmony and balance. AND talking about that is my JOB! See???? There it is, 36 years of doing what I want when I grow up. See in the barn.

I love rhubarb

 It is a treat in spring. Yesterday I cooked up whole bunch for us. It served the riders. They all had memories of rhubarb. Marika needed an extra plate full, so I gave her mine. She knowingly looked at me, and that is what Marika and I do here. She is now 28 and has ridden in my therapy horse program bareback for 15 years. Her core power is off the scale, even though she falls flat and hard everyday with a seizure disorder she has had most of her life. Her parents are brave to allow her alignment to our giant horses, B A R E B A C K. The laughter, the unbridled joy and the ranch time make her happy! In our world of dis-ease there are those who have a higher frequency than earth offered. They became the canaries in coal mines of this world. Warning with their deaths doom was in the air here and it was running out. They sometimes can find one thing to cling to. She clings to horses, I do the same thing. They guide me, they raise me up, they smash into me, buck me off, and they, just like the little kids, make me get out of bed every day, WILLING!! Rhubarb does that in the spring, I look for the growth and harvest the magic as soon as I can. Sharing is the best part.. What do we wait for?? What do we savor? Who do we share it with? Try another less capable that you, overflow their cup with yours. In-vision Farms is a new company willing to help ranchers and farmers with alternative opportunities for their lifestyle choice. HOW about a  horse and a willing human to share it!!?? Two birds one stone. See ya in the barn, where I share mine with those needing a leg up. It is a wide open field!

YOUR WORDS

 Not mine. People try to put words in other peoples mouths. In the energy of the creative process, the words have it. Period. What you say is like a brush full of paint. You open your mouth and it swirls into your field. What you say is what colors your immediate reality. Broadcast with out thoughtful consideration it can infect the weakest. Words will create their own brand. Are you strong in your own aura energy? Protect it!! Protect your child's. Take it back and ask for forgiveness if you have created a cancer. Backwards spin is cancer, malignant words are the CAUSE!!!! They are not funny nor helpful on any level, especially your own. When you learn the  truth of the WORD, you will stop poisoning your life.  Some of those you have trusted for guidance and support are fooling you with toxic words aimed directly at your field. Out loud or in your mind say this.  STAND IN THE LIGHT AND TELL ME WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU WANT WITH ME! In pictures I can see, with sounds I can here/hear and in WORDS I can understand. You are going to get ONE CHANCE to make your intention abundantly clear. KNOW - NO. Back up. Walk away. Get some help. It is the most powerful creative force of ALL that is. Use energy wisely. If you do not have some kind, funny or helpful say, BUZZ OFF! I will be in the barn where nickers and whinnys are the energy I love. Your family in the sky is watching, this our LOGAN, he shows up once in awhile in the clouds! Still checking in on his sister LADY. YOU are being watched, speak as if GOD is listening.

The feeling for FAVORITE

 Are you your own favorite??? Favorite flavor, favorite outfit, favorite co-creator?  The frequencies ebb and flow in energy. In winter the coat I choose is my favorite for that day, that weather, that event. Then summer comes and my favorite is different. I love sun so you would think summer is my favorite. NOPE, winter is. Only on a snowy landscape can the SUN dance a billion sparkles. Sun in winter is beyond measure to me. Today, allow some of your favorites. People first. Kids, neighbors, co-workers, clients can all apply. Each one with it's own gift. We are so focused on the WHAT-NOTS, we forget about those favorites. Tell someone they are one of your favorites. We are listening, are you telling? Shine the love light. Speak only of favor. See how that turns out. I will be in my favorite place, can you guess where that is??

Making a RASH decision

 Every time I turn around there/their is a rash someone needs to talk about. So hear/here it is. On the inside we hold. Skin, liver and thyroid are the TRIPLE HEATER. Rash is in their realm. When it surfaces from the inside you are gearing up for an opportunity deep or old  as it surfaces for attention and healing. If it is triggered from the outside, a weed or a bite or a burn, Take a GOOD look around and see what is calling for your undivided attention to REMEDY>. Person, place or thing, past, present or future. ASK your higher self for a new view. Touch the rash with your fore finger and it will trigger an emotion to consider. I use Bach Flowers to heal the wound. YOU are your own healing system, activate it with willingness and honesty. If I am feeling RASH, irritated or even in pain, I must own it first. In pictures I can see, in sounds I can here/hear, with words I can understand, make it abundantly clear...NEXT STEP???? I will now be stepping into the barn. Happy Monday! 

The MOTHER LODE

 The uterus is prized portal here on earth. People will go to great lengths to access one. That is a perspective with so many levels. Being a MOTHER can be a choice to anyone, any gender, any social class, any race or religion. It is a calling, a frequency felt in the heart. The back field is pink, it is personal. The front of the HEART is green and very broadcasting. More like the speakers less like the stylus. The choice is the individual's. I see big rough dudes nurture an abandoned kitten. I see little immature children nurture a crabby old neighbor. I see some who see no faults, only potential. I see those who move into the line of fire willingly. THAT'S a mother. Portal, oracle, chief cook and bottle washer too. The last one standing, when everyone else has disappeared, gone home, or simply never shown up. I am an honored mother. I feel the love of many children of all ages. The two who I birthed are especially mothered by me, from the moment of conception I knew it would be the hardest job that I love the best. Happy Happy MOTHER'S DAY!

Reverse spin

 The get-away car can do that. You have seen/scene it over and over in films. Cancer is the reverse spin. The flag that is thrown.  The next play is yours and no one else's. It is a gift, a red alert and an opportunity to change. When Shirley said dementia was her choice, that what I had to offer was of no/know value to her at this time, I said OK.  I will only offer once. I did. My stipulation was I will never not/knot be remembered by you and I will honor your journey. We struggled as mother and daughter. I knew that I had chosen her and found out why in my 33rd year. Cancer will find those taking the reverse spin that shoots them quickly in a different direction just the same way. If that is your situation - go have a conference with the energy.  Call it out, call it in and call it up  and  Say - STAND IN THE LIGHT AND TELL ME EVERYTHING. I want to see you.  Take notes. Process the data through genetics, environment, emotional stability, spiritual ability and the love filter of the self and it' s choices. Decisions require no/know other  human input until the doer has chosen a direction. When I got sick in 1987 I was told it was incurable. I took the spin and then I hit the brakes/breaks. No one has has the right or the left to dictate ME to ME. I sat by the water and I mapped a new route. You are just as capable. See you in the barn, where spin, slide and ride are just a part of the day, and if you fall, get kicked or ignored - you and ONLY you choose what's next. I got double kicked in the butt yesterday and I took the adjustment and used it as a lesson. I love this ranch, and the lessons we share! There live and in color is the healer, little Aurora Rose! keep your i's/eyes on the young uns' !!!! They are here to help. 

M O O N

 He is quick and lively. He is gorgeous and athletic. He is the new therapy horse for Marika. He is not commonly ridden by others, they fear him. They choose safe space. More learning would need to happen. Then  out of nowhere, Hannah said,  I want to learn to ride him! I said good I need a student ready to leg up! I went out to grab CHIEF for Marika, old and reliable  retired horse, when Rose the littlest horse here, came up behind me and stopped me!!! After I caught my breath I decided MOON was ready to be of service. He was amazing! You are being called out and when you answer the call you will be called in. AND called on. If staying the same is staying the student, some will do that again and again. Others will continue to add in as the expand their humanity.  LOOK to the MOONS! Ready and willing to change jobs at the opportunity knocking. Listen and answer the call you get. Start in the

moon-light with your dreams! I do every single night, and I love where I live, and live with those dreams coming true every day. See you in the barn.

How is your CORE?

 Buried? Wobbly? Loose? Tight? I ride horses with my CORE POWER. It is light hands, light legs, light heart, and CORE POWER together. Marika has ridden bareback at our ranch for 15 years, with seizures pulsing through her system randomly several times per day, even when up on the horse's bare back. She will fall forward and the horse already aware will hold her till she can sit back up.  She uses her core. Her Neurologist says her CORE POWER is off the scale from horse bare back riding. Imagine how that helps her in this lifetime. One horse, one human and pure power together producing harmony and motion. I can make her laugh so does the horse when it trots

, which is also really good medicine. Put your hands on your core. Hold it, talk to it. It provides balance, endurance, and beauty! Add in all that you need to center your being. Find your center and off to the races you charge. See ya in the barn!

Lead to water - OK. Make them drink?

 We can not make any one do anything. It is an illusion. You are not made to do someone else's work. Never were. As we take our rightful place here.  Share and allow an alignment. There are countless levels, just like notes on the musical scale.  Appreciate the opportunity. I have believed those three directives my entire adult life. Give. When those in your giving field do not return the energy, next lifetime. We are not here to deplete, we are here to flourish. In the understanding of the ONE DROP effecting the whole ocean truth, be aware of where/wear you are dropping into. If I land in mud, I will quickly assimilate and mud I will absorb. If I land in a clear pond, that pond I will become. As a tracker, my animals and I spent an entire lifetime hunting the ones who could use a leg up. We legged up quite a few. Once upon the higher ground, that person got a good opportunity to see things differently. Once the motion started, the pulse quickened, the heart opened,  the download was complete. My job was complete. As they would return to the own reality, they could drink it in and thrive, or simply forget the whole interface. Remember, there are those who have entertained ANGELS unaware.  Are you awake, or did you miss it???? See ya in the barn. No one can make you drink - it is ALL up to you. Take in something fresh and sweet and go tell in on the mountain! Where water runs free and wild and is the perfect place to recharge and the regift the world.

Let's tighten up our fences.

 I took the time to see what was getting through my fences. Most importantly what was getting loose. I keep horses, they do not need to get out unless we are with them. I put up double gates right away, years ago and that has saved me the chase lots of times. Those fences however, over time get loosened, they droop. Just like when we age. I like it rock solid and trustworthy. I like it fit and strong.  An energy protector chosen by me and prayed for every single morning. It is just like Michael and Annie, the angels on deck every single day in my life  called to action in my opening meditation. WHO keeps you and yours safe? Fencing makes good security. Taking care of that security is ME! Do not wait for or let anyone else promise you a good fence. It is yours to choose and maintain.  It is the line of harmony, the agree to disagree. It is the balance I feel when I know they were checked and they are doing their job here. Our new Stella, young and energetic mare, checked the fence today. She took it on the nose, and the nose knows, it was pulsing and protecting. I smiled, and said, good lesson, a smart one only needs that one time. Live, love and learn. Protect what is yours, clean it up, love it and live in harmony on this planet every day of your life. YOUR CHOICE! See you in the barn.

GOD does not threaten THE RAINBOW of promise is the gift

 I was raised to fear GOD. AND not in good way. Kids know SOURCE, they were just together a moment ago. When an authority says you must pay to play, they are manipulating your allegiances. Controlling your money, beliefs, your energy and it's future.  Resurrection or ascension?? They want you to think that the resurrection is the gift. Ascension is! It is the GRAND FINALE!  Enoch did it, Elijah did too. Read about it in your BIBLE. Get out your energy tester, which ever one you know how to use. ASK. In the glory of the full light of love, stand...tell me your truth as I allow myself to see all, PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE. WHO are you?? WHY ARE YOU IN MY REALITY? I have seen some crazy stuff and as a child in revealing my visions and dreams to a fearful adult I was punished in some way. TOLD and then SOLD the party line of submission. YOU are here to have the freewill of choices abundant. Change your mind, change your life. Say what you want, see what that presents. PUT it under your tree, it is the gift that keeps CHRISTMAS alive. I will be with PRESENTS IN THE BARN. The gift I embrace in the horses here to heal. Welcome to CHIEF, STELLA and AURORA ROSE!  Welcome to ascension portal of HAWK'S RIDGE RANCH and it's never ending rainbow of promise.

Reckon or wreckless WHICH are you betting on?

 As you proceed you will get a chance to do both. It personal and collective. The race is on. I tried to reckon up when I had kids. I choose kids instead of a job. I raised my own, no daycare, no other job. Just us.  I took, did and said things on both levels. My world thought I was being very out there and wreckless. My willingness to become a Naturopathic Physician was in the eye/i's of others, WRECKLESS. Why would I leave a perfectly good reality for THAT???? When I bought a cornfield and built a healing center focusing on Horse Therapy for special needs beings - WRECKLESS one again. As I progressed I fought for the rights of alternative medicine in courts for 4 years - WRECKLESS. Here/hear I am in 2026, still doing the work. Now others are free from risk to pursue their dreams - safely. Horses, health, freedom and kids, lots of kids,  reckon me. I balance when that is my focus. The derby is today. Who is your trust in and who do you bet on? Bet on yourself. Be safe and as powerful and free and in harmony as you can possibly be. Focus on the outcome, the win is YOU showing up at the end, healthy and happy and in the winners circle. Safe and home again, celebrating!! See you in the barn where my own little derby is run every single day!

How to take your power back.

 Believe it is YOUR power to begin with.  Your reputation,  your money, and your integrity. I sued an insurance company once 30 years ago and won! I learned in detail the philosophy of delay, deny, defend. It is a tactic used to take the power from the client and and use it against them. Especially when they are vulnerable.  Humans in stressful situations burn up and give up fast.  I work with that condition every day with my special needs clients. Lawyers know that trick, so do doctors, and some charge way to much when you are worried or scared. Bullying you to make under duress choices.  Yesterday I found out banks do that too! Here's how to keep your power. Document everything. I do! I ask my clients to do the same. Every appointment is invited to be documented. I asked the clerk at WESTCONSIN CREDIT UNION to document my loss and my claim. She refused! She started to note it as per my request and then crumpled it up and threw it away. Then she demanded I leave the building. TWICE!!! I watched in frustration her willingness to bully me. A hour of my time with what should have been a guaranteed 1 minute application and NO satisfaction. Whether the boss was at the bar, or on a golf course at 3 in the afternoon is of no consequence to me. Whether the underling incapable of handing issues with equipment malfunction is performing good customer service IS my business. Which will now be shopping around. Be a secret shopper, document everything, your phone will record and so will pen and paper. They have cameras too, ask to have a copy of their footage. Know your rights, and never let a bully take what is rightfully yours, with  threats. Use this to help others, tell your story, sell it to the highest bidder as a way of protecting the innocents. Nick Shirley changed to matrix on fraud in Minnesota, I changed it too back 2008. I have spent my career helping those in need. I love my work here, even when I am not at the ranch. Funny sidebar, just now another delay tactic employed, I was directed to Brian Manion as the one in charge, following and documenting each step per their request.. ANOTHER underling was directed to divert my time. DO they never quit??? Just do YOUR job, and if you cannot, go do something different. I will be in the barn.