Final 2013 post

The most challenging year I have ever endured this past 2013. So much, so fast, so furious in so many ways. I saw a lot of a lot of things shift and hope they all heal now. As I prayed and meditated today I say a bright and sunny future, I saw the rainbow warriors coming and I saw the Earth her self healing her own body. The water became clear and the land fertile, I saw children playing peacefully in the grass and horses grazing quietly in their fields. I know that will be my future. Do you know yours?  Of course you do! Just slow down, sit still and listen to your heart, it has been wanting  a conference with you for a very long time. Happy 2014 to us all, may peace and love rule our world, and all of our dreams become our truth and our reality.

COME SAIL AWAY!

I love that song by Styx. I have loved it since I heard it the very first time.  I am going to hear/ here it live tonight. It reminded me that I was not trapped here, ever. I could come and go from this world as I pleased, and knowing that made my life here much more  my choice, as opposed to some sentence I had received for the bad behavior I had not done. So I stopped struggling with those beautiful words in my heart.  Then I  began the adventure of living. I have done it well, with great flair and awesome outcomes.  Then again, not too long ago, I was offered that same choice in a dream. Beautiful bubbles with a golden coil wrapped around them like a snake, dropped from the stormy sky and one drifted up to my face, and said, you can come sail away now if you want to. We are gathering many who have completed their mission and you deserve a VACATION! I have been here many times and I knew this would be my final earth life when I came. So I smiled and I thought for a moment, then I  said, THANKS, THIS IS JUST GETTING GOOD NOW, THE RIDE SHOULD SMOOTH OUT, AND I THINK I WILL HANG AROUND FOR AWHILE TO SEE IF I CAN BE A PART OF THE FUTURE HERE. As the bubbles floated back up to their ship in stormy sky of my dream, I thanked them and Creator for OPTIONS, that free will deal works really good for me, and I will wait to sail away for another day. Remember, every single day is a choice, a real gift from Source, you can sail off into no man's land if you want to or stay and play with the rest of us.  I will see you in the new year if you choose to stay!

7 billion very lucky souls

I talked awhile back about the population of earth with a client. He was greatly disturbed by the number and its ever increasing momentum. I asked Creator about it and this is what was received. The earth is in the process of a quantum expansion of love, or consciousness, or dimensions, which you understand. The call was put to the Universe, did any soul wish to include thIS awesome time in their soul development package? We expanded every quickly with the rush here to participate in our evolution. This will be the greatest time yet, and we are all a part of it's expanding light. The jackpot is now, the experience very new to many of you. It is called a paradigm shift. The New Age of love, light and potential will be like nothing this planet has ever seen before, and we have had some awesome ages on this planet before. So if you are one of the lucky ones, congratulations YOU ARE A WINNER! THIS IS AMAZING, AND I FOR ONE AM GOING TO CELEBRATE!

In your prayer for the new year

Collect yourself. All the pieces, past and present should be with you now. The history of you, your lineage and your manifesting abilities will need to be accounted for and blessed as sacred. It is how to begin anything new. A prayer for love and support, whatever the endeavor. Call out loud, your hopes, wishes and dreams, ask it to be blessed, protected and energized. It is really that simple. The marriage of energy with self, community or another individual needs the prayer piece to get it started on the right road. A gift, really. Use it well, it will serve you in every way. Start your day with one of gratitude that you are here in body again, and end it with gratitude that you made it through another day. As we make our way in to our new reality this will support it with a structure that no human can take apart. Power in prayer is real, enjoy and use it, you deserve it.

Body, mind, spirit OH MINE!!

You are a collection, extraordinary and amazing in every aspect. You are a spiritual being, like air or smoke or fog. You are a mental being, like this computer filled with crystals that I use. You are a physical being, not a robot, but like an animal living large. You are about to add in a light factor new to earth and it will elevate the energy of each one of you here. It is like a 110 bulb, morphing and blossoming into a 220. It is coming in from our Central Sun on schedule and those lightworkers who have raised their light antennae are pulling light on to this planet with amazing speed and ability. It is the light of the Universe, and frankly it had been very dim here for a long time. Groping around, not really seeing the whole picture has worn itself out. Thinking that you were not being seen, over now. The collective has moved into unity mode, community will be the result and it will be one of the sweetest things we have ever experienced. No one left out, or misunderstood, or disrespected. All beings, in all facets, working in harmony. Begin with the idea of body, mind, spirit, put that in to balance now.  Fall in love with yourself. Then open your eyes and add us in too, we are one planet, one race of beings, HUMANS, one Creator has designed this perfectly and I for ONE, am glad.

Dakota 38 plus 2, commitment extraordinary!

I smiled through tears of joy as the group gathered in Mankato, where our relatives were executed and their children had returned to forgive everyone. I saw my father's face in air, as he let go of an earthly pain. His broken neck healed forever now.  Extraordinary in every way imaginable. I wanted to ride with the riders for my own healing. Yet circumstances would not align and I had to take a different approach to my commitment. Instead, I sent hay, and a watering tank, and cookies, and warm winter clothes. As all that stuff headed off the ranch in trucks driven by  beautiful warriors, who said they would take them safely to the riders, I smiled through tears of joy. Committed to supporting those who gave their time and energy to such a huge endeavor was good very good. And in the end, I saw my empty barn, and looked at my beautiful horses and said, this is the lesson of fishes and bread loaves, WATCH AND SEE HOW QUICKLY THIS MULTIPLIES!  My horses know this is a place of miracles and smiled at me for the great sharing we had done. Then I went to THE HOUSE, where my friends, the Magnusson's, sell skis and clothes and snow boards, and Jon, the Grandfather, greeted me with a smile and a hug, as I expressed gratitude for the enormous donation of warm clothing they sent to our riders. He then said to the girl working there, this woman is family, take care of her needs like she is one of US! And she did. Our commitment to the restoration of UNITY and PURPOSE and the restoration of family, now is firmly in place. And again through tears of joy, I SMILE. This has been a very good year.

Re - View Mirror

Moving ahead toward 2014, while using that rear view mirror, gives us a moment to reflect on that reflection of your  former life. Re - viewing it, using your discernment, and intuition, without ego or pride playing a role is helpful.  What are you learning, and which pieces of that time will build your future in a healed and much stronger way? Which are the behaviors, situations and reactions that will never be yours again? Remember how each thing, person, place or choice made you feel something, positive or not. Select the best, like the shivers that covered your whole body, or the laughter that rocked  your guts, and the tears of knowing the truth or being in familiar territory. If there was shame or embarrassment or loss or conflict, own your part in it and forgive yourself. THEN, start fresh with the choices of a champion. Someone who has been there and done that, and is going to do it better this time in every way possible using experience to make it better. We are extra-ordinary, and when you realize the gift that being human is, you will not only morph into a  fully loving and loved spirit here, you will attract others and our world will get the upgrade promised. See it first in self and your immediate surroundings, UPGRADE now and enjoy the options you forgot you had available. The vision of the Angel-Hawk is clear, and I see great things for our world now.

Priority YOU

Waiting for someone or something? Then you will wait and wait and wait. Priority YOU, is the key to a fresh start where you begin to real - ize your hopes, wishes and dreams. Asked and answered. No more waiting for anything or anyone or any answer. If you are looking back then you are not looking up. Focus, this is how you do it. See and say, yes or no now. Maybe is over, later is past, present is all there really is and being in it fully with PRIORITY YOU, will be the best thing yet! Take a breath, step up, it is your turn and I do believe you will be thrilled with YOU and all your dreams coming true now.
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Miracles unfolding every where now

One must only look now to see the beauty of the people healing themselves. I am part of a legacy of healers who commonly get to see the bigger picture right away. Sometimes stressful, but always fruitful. We are the Cloud family, our name says it all. Watching from the heavens and committing ourselves to the betterment of what we see and adore. It is my greatest honor and greatest gift to see the bigger picture and share the easiest route. I love it when all I need to do is smile and be grateful. I am a HOPER, full of it. I believe in all things good and right, and I never say no to those things. I am part of a group who in remembering love and potential and the gift of seeing it become real here are supporting the healing that is happening. Today is a new day, accept your healing as the late Christmas gift unopened until just now. See it with the joy and excitement of a child. Grab it and hug it and say out loud, this is EXACTLY  what I wanted and asked for!! Yours forever, the gift of healing and the miracles that make it happen! Enjoy, we Clouds will be watching and smiling!

Order it up now

Orders....not to follow but to offer. Disorder is here these days on our planet. People barely see it in front of their eyes they have become used to it. When they do it or see it, they turn from it or comment with a criticism about how wrong it is, which in fact, makes it worse much, much worse. Actually adding insult to injury. You words are the commands you give to your life, your body, your energy and ultimately your world and  sometimes a little of mine too if I allow it. I can be very commanding when order is not there. I can see everything clearly, think it better, speak it out loud, and then order and allow the love of order, to run with the breath of my words and create something beautiful and in alignment. TODAY, Stand at the window of your life,  it is your turn now, order exactly what you want, in what size and amount and color and be very specific. Speak up, speak in a tone you would like to have spoken to you, use only words you would say in front of Creator or the Divine Mother. Then let the next order be yours with the understanding that you were the ONE who made it. If you like what you got, great, you are getting the hang of this. If you got something you didn't like, then step away from the order window for a minute and rethink your choices, your words, and your delivery. What YOU CAN CONCEIVE, AND BELIEVE, YOU MAY NOW RECEIVE. It is the gift given by a Creator who has thought of everything and in the beginning, using the WORD, created it all. Now it is your turn, try it, I think you will like it. Remember you can only order for yourself, no one else.

nurture NOW

Bing Dictionary

• nur·ture
• [ núrchər ]

1. take care of young thing: to give tender care and protection to a young child, animal, or plant, helping it to grow and develop
2. encourage somebody or something to flourish: to encourage somebody or something to grow, develop, thrive, and be successful
3. keep feeling: to keep a feeling in the mind for a long time, allowing it to grow or deepen

Synonyms: care for · look after · take care of · raise · rear · foster

 

you are ready to begin, here a few instructions, follow your heart, smile a lot, speak only good and healthy and supporting words. be very care-full, and only do the things that you want done to YOU.

 

BEGIN NOW.

Grumpy

I said to my step dad I felt his father was grumpy when I was little. I asked if he was grumpy to him too. He said yes but really more quiet and distant, he came from a hard life, where he actually had a step dad of his own who did not want him. Because of that, he left Norway as a teenager. His life here was hard. I said I thought that was sad, and it helped me understand the energy carried in to my family. Then my step dad said, that although he never told his own son, my step dad, the good stuff, he heard from friends, that his father thought very highly of him. Now how does that work?? Why can' t a parent look their own child in the eyes and tell them how important they are, or how proud they make them?? Learned behavior, keeps us down and in line with our past. I believe it is time to break those habits, if you have not told your kids they are your best work, then do it. If you think that by building someone up to others, that it will get back to them, you are missing the mark. Go to the person you want to know how much you care, or admire them, and look them in the eyes and say so. Or just stay GRUMPY, you choose.

Value? when it is there, what next?

I know value when I see it. Whether it is art or product of intention, it carries a golden aura around it. The value of the human is in need of that knowing now. If you find value in something or someone, tell them. Do not take it for granted or assume they know. Say how much it means to you, how you see it so beautifully and say what measures you will take to honor and treasure it and share it with others, forever. I have things I value and I have people I value even more. I tell them how I love their spirit and their energy. I feel valued when I am with them.  I want them to meet others I value too. This is a good way to know value,  first you must feel valued. When that disappears, your ability to see it in another disappears too. Then the criticism begins. The separation follows and the alone time starts. That is  the gift of self, and the reboot time, to find value in WHO and HOW you are. I value my time here, it is spent loving the planet, her animals and her children. Loving is the highest honor we share, value increases under that influence. If I love my art, then the value goes way up, FOR ME. If I love me, the VALUE of my life  becomes larger and larger. Today, decide what YOU value, and then do something about it. Share it, tell it, celebrate it,  that is the only way to grow it!!

Looking in to the eyes of our past

The 26th was all about that. Mankato Minnesota, the hanging site of the Dakota 38 right in the middle of the town. What a scar on the land. Riders, and runners, natives and non - natives, old and young. women and men, each with their energy electrically charging the air in our space. It was something to see and feel. The songs, the prayers, the healing all charged with the power of intention being shared with breath. Tobacco, sage and cedar, clearing the space of anything negative and a chance to recharge it with pure hope and the light that hope brings. It was a good day to reconcile what had happened. It was occurring all around me. I felt the stab in my neck as the spell of the damage done 151 and 53 years ago on this day was released from my cellular memory and it's physical home with in me. The broken necks of fathers were healing right in front of my eyes. My own father there to receive his own healing from his early departure so long ago. In the sky above us an Indian village formed teepees in the clouds, and held vigil above us. I know heaven is close but to see it is always wonderful and encouraging. The eyes of the past were becoming the eyes of the future. Seeing our world better again now, coming out of the fog and illusion that we have had going for far too long. On the way home, reconciling old hurts and losses, and with the night which came very early, peace in my heart and among all who choose it. Namaste' to us all.

The land of memories

As the riders, runners and walkers move toward the hanging site of the Dakota 38 plus 2, the prayers will rise like smoke into the sky. The healing of a nation will receive a giant boost of light and love and the ties to pain of the past will be severed. Never forgotten, but now forgiven and healing. Those who carry this prayer to Creator are greatly honored and I will be there to show them that! I honor those horses and humans who together desire to heal our world, it is worthy and we are greatly changed by this, Dr. Su

to my own family

I sat back and remained very very quiet at our annual holiday celebration last night. Watching and reading the energy of the group of humans that I am one of. It has not changed in many ways, and yet changed a lot in other ways. Our Christmas's together carry one theme all the way through, the story of Mary, Joseph and Jesus. My step father has read that story for all the years of his presence with us. It is so important that my daughter memorialized him in a poem that has also become a part of our program. Like Joseph, he was there but not the physical parent. I am grateful that my mother had a partner for those years. I am also grateful that he took good care of us. I often wonder how he thinks it went. The food is always the same and  really amazing. The conversations were lighter this year and so were the bodies, not so heavy as in the past. The gifts were smaller but thought filled. My girls are blessed to have this gentle way of celebrating the season and the family. They were lovely and loving. Take a step back and watch, see how the day plays itself out and think about your role, your gift, your celebration. To my own family, I want to say thank you, it was very nice, I am full,  content, and warmed by the gentle evolution of who we are and how far we have come. This was a Christmas to remember.

The Generator

Generation after generation put out energy, each offering it's own distinct gift or challenge. You generate energy in to our world, non-stop the entire time you are alive here. It is a living line of energy pulsing out from your heart and through your posture, your looks and your words, AND YOUR CHILDREN. If you are pumping out good energy, everyone will feel  it and bask in it's light and positivity. It is the art of a human, being a human. Not complicated really, it can be expressed by cooking, painting, singing, smiling or just sitting and listening to someone else. Grandparents are especially asked to be present as loving and over-seeing peacekeepers. It is an awesome responsibility and in great need now. Keeping the love alive.  On this day of togetherness, be the generator of good will, light and laughter. Be the gift that everyone wants, the gift of acceptance. No matter you have done before today, you are accepted as you as are today. Merry Christmas to our world, celebrating the avatar that came in human form to bring light and a the gift of ascension to a very dark cold stuck place. It is a grand gesture from a Creator who knew we would generate much from it's glory and story!

NO tell it on the mountain

Really..... enough of the telling thing. Stop telling, start simply allowing, and if you really want something done, ASK! Is it in my highest good?? Is it in their highest good??? Is it in the HIGHEST GOOD OF ALL now????? Two out three will take the prize. So don't tell anyone anything, unless you ARE ASKED first. Opinions other than your own about YOU, are none of your business and none of mine either.  Lesson, asked and answered. Merry Christmas!

Let it go now, all of it, going, going, gone!

I heard the words, inherent tragedy. A pain from within, so deeply lodged over such a very long time, that the human bearing it suffers over and over, without consciously understanding why. It then directs them to self destruct mode as a remedy. It aches like a tooth, and never stops no matter how much diversion is pumped in to the body. I call those diversions, sex, drugs and rock and roll, but they are much more complicated then that. Anything but reality is all that seems to work. Although reality and healing are the only thing that will shift us. SO LET'S FIX THIS NOW.  In playing the movie back, let's invite those festering splinters to surface now and so they can be removed. Sit quietly in a safe and loving space, ask your higher self to reveal the truth about YOU, to YOU. Let it surface within pain, like a dead body  SLOWLY rising up from the depths of water, where the drowning occurred long ago and yet the end still hadn't played itself out. The dead weight of the broken parts of self are heavy and dark. Let the light shine on them with you inner vision of what light looks like to YOU. I see THE GREATEST LIGHT as a loving Creator, filled with compassion and giving me the ability I need to shift my programming. The shepherd lovingly watching the sheep. In clearing the old programming, new thoughts and choices must be added back in. Decide before you start, what you truly want now and forever. This is forever deal, because love never dies. It simply becomes forgotten, TIME TO REMEMBER the beginning of you, when love was all that you were. Namaste'

Drive you, WHO??

I have driven and been driven, sometimes crazy, sometimes away. I love to ride, rather ride on a horse, but can ride on the back of a bike too. Really though, in the driving there are times when I would just rather be driven by someone worthy and watchful and wonderful at it. That has been the hard part. Finding someone to trust to drive while I rested or enjoyed the ride. This is the way humans do it, either drive or be driven. Think about that, what drives you?  You or someone else or something else?? Away from or to..... Who do you allow at the wheel of your day or your life? This is something to think about and decide, who drives today?

One day in a row

I have always said that. When I was in college people would notice that once in awhile I smoked and I would say yes I do, but I can only do it one day in a row. I never realized then that that was how my words stopped my addiction. Living in the present only, being in that one day, gave me choices that never had to flop over in to tomorrow, just stay there for that one day. Choosing my life and my successes has been day by day all along. I rarely lament anything, I rarely think about the distant future either. I know that this is the day I have, and making the best choices for me are all I can do. If someone rains on my day, they are dismissed from my tomorrow. The present and how it is lived is all I can or am willing to do, YUP, ONE DAY IN A ROW. Good enough. CHOICES are mine and the day is MINE to shine!!

changing the world - you and me first

I have never been much of a protester, and I have never been anything but a protester. An oxymoron really. A life of watching and seeing things that do not match and setting about tidying up, talking out loud about it the whole time. I watch all of the time, I a visual learner, I also talk all the time, sharing my perceptions as they come to me. Seeing is how I record data, speaking is how I do my work here. I have seen things messy, toxic, and very sick. It is my job to not only teach restoration but to also protest the issues that brought you to me. Food, air, water and shelter, humans need that. Love is the energy that supports the proper use of those things, and humans need that love connection just as much. One does not work efficiently without the other. I protest abuse, and loveless living. I protest the bullies that make too much trouble for the rest of us and say no! I protest the belief that you alone are not worthy or good enough to change this world. I know for sure that each one of us is powerful and when we decide to take responsibility for loving this world, our lives here and one another it will be enough. Here's to getting it done now. Happy healthy loving world, here we come!

Here comes the light and this time it's going to be something really special

The solstice came and went, the darkest day is over. I really believe that now things are going to be brighter, lighter and much clearer. There has been some changes made and this world is ready for an upgrade at the hands of those who truly love her and one another. Step outside, take a breath and smile, it is the time we have all waited for. It is going to be very very good.

CHOP WOOD AND CARRY WATER

Sometimes that is what needs to be done. So I did it with for horses of the Dakota 38 plus 2 riders. I had sent out my watering trough to be brought along the ride and I went to help while they were in Morton. Peaceful, and munching away on the hay I sent, I sat and smiled with gratitude, that in life, no matter what, IN THE SCOPE OF TRUTH AND REALITY, as long as you chop wood and carry water, EVERYTHING WILL BE OK.

Ceremony

so many ways to look at what that means..... for the horse back riders of the Dakota 38 plus 2, it is a walking memorial  to reconciliation long needed to heal the hearts the people. all people need this. ceremony, in whatever form it takes is magical and mystical and supports beautiful energy shifts that manifest gracefully. for this holiday season, think one up for your group and do it! I am..... and it is amazing!

To get you MUST make some space by GIVING!

I see people so full they are about to pop! Energy held in does us no good. Energy wasted is also not too fruitful either. To get back in to the flow here, you must exhale before that breath of fresh air can come in. When one of my riders gets up on my horse for the first time, I say EXHALE!! Let go!! Relax!! Allow!! When that happens, my horse always smiles at me. Thanks mom, because the next breath in will be about US, not separate or alone, but together. Your breath released, my inhale, our combined effort and energy - unstoppable! One breath together, one way to meet and greet and share. I can read you by your breath, just like a dog needs to sniff you first before trust can be offered. I see where you are at just by the flow of your breath, I also know when someone has held it in too long and it has become toxic, when they finally let go it is loud and painful. Takes a lot of held in breath to holler!! Holding your breath now is no longer an option. Exhale everyone, let something out, or go, or give it away. If you are ready to explode, go away from the people and animals, go outside deep into nature and let it out! In the release, the giving, we make a giant magnetic space within to receive, and then this party can start. It is only in giving that we can receive, the holidays gives you many chances, take ONE!

defense or offense?

How about neither. I have just finished defending and it is tiring. I am rarely out there offending or being offended, seems like a waste of time. Honest in my world, a true Sagittarian in every way, answered when asked, rarely out there stirring things up, just sharing my truth with those interested. There seems to be a lot of talk, but very little action. Showing your true colors requires neither offense nor defense, simply effort. Finding the balance here is the game. In the center of your own heart, with a belief in  yourself and a passionate love of your purpose, it can be accomplished. Today on my birthday, smack dab in the middle of those feelings, I am simply grateful that I have had the chance to find my center and sit there and know I am home and loved. I love this world, and her ways, not always easy, but always fruitful. Looking across the table last night at my old friend, I asked if I was different now, and he smiled and said, not really, still very much the same girl I knew over 35 years ago and I smiled!! Nothing left to defend and no offense taken, I was happy then and still am now! Thanks for noticing and celebrating that with me!!

suffering - totally over rated as a choice of energy garment

Each one of you wears a garment of light,  they cloak you in energy and color. You have the ability to change it up as often as you wish. Every thing on earth has access to the same energy. It flows and changes all the time for some, and for others it remains constant. When someone puts on the garment of suffering light, an energy I see a lot of around here, it is something to see. It has so much power and control over the wearer and yet it totally is the wearer's choice. Seeing aura's is my gift, and I use it in my work here all of the time. You can see aura's too if you allow yourself to. Say this to yourself...in pictures I can see, in sounds I can hear, with words I can understand, SHOW ME. Close your eyes and see. It is time to get down off the cross now, put an end your own suffering - change your light garment! You are powerful, and able, every single one of you can do this. Decide what color you want to be today, dress that way in your clothes, put your jewelry on that enhances it, and then with your eyes shut tight, see the energy and it's color come in with your calling it. Surround yourself with it, then with all your might, light it up, 110 to 220! Be who and how you really want to be! Color yourself perfect, loving, handsome, successful, healthy, and so it goes. YOU CHOOSE! I will be watching! Namaste' Dr. Su

walk on......

with your eyes on the horizon, walk on. toward the light, walk on. in the knowing that love is, in the end, all there is and ever will be, so walk on. no matter who hard people try to destroy the good, the balanced, the beautiful, it will all return to it's Source and that is LOVE. I have never forgotten that, even in the quiet times of separation. You should know, that you are not forgotten, you were never less, you have a mighty gift to share with this world and you and you alone must uncover it, shine it up and share it. only then can you walk  on and be free, and peaceful among others. until then keep your eyes on the light and keep walking on.

I'll SHOW you!!!

That is what I was told. So I smiled and sat back and watched. It took 90 days, like all truth does. The revelations were there and the truth bare and exposed in the light. Now, was it me being shown or the teller of the I'll show you SHOW? Both were given an extraordinary gift. The visions and the opportunity are always a gift to me. The way a person handles them, never the same way twice. I know the showing revealed needed changes, I also know that my open door policy is still a good one. I offer this to you today. SHOW YOURSELF, to yourself. Be honest with your situation, your looks, your choices, the use of your very precious time and resources. The only one really watching besides you, is the Creator and you will be able to talk about all of it soon, very very soon. If you are very brave, show another human and ask for input. That is the bravest thing we do here, and taken in the spirit of love, can shine a light, where the darkness has been for a very long time.

The incredible story of how leopard Diabolo became Spirit - Anna Breyten...

in the spirit of love everything changes.....

Christmas and the MOTHER

At my childhood home, Mary, the amazing mother of Jesus, was not  ever really discussed. She was a catholic icon, and that was not on the table at our house. It did not compute in my brain or in my heart. Many years of searching for the true divine feminine energy on this planet have brought me back to her again and again.  I met her in person through a channel many years ago. The human was ill and needed my gift of healing, we traded gifts and Mary spoke to me directly that day. She told me things about me and my girls,  actually knew them by name, told me things about me and my life here, that no one but God, could know. Then she won me over with this simple comment. She said, Susan, You crack us up with all you say and do!!!Then,  I knew she was watching.   SHE had been watching over me all along, AND  the comfort of that Mother's love for one of her children never left me again. I smiled, and so did she. This Christmas season she is firmly where she has always deserved to be, right next to her family and mine, in a place of honor and respect. Not in the background, doing all the chores, running around like a chicken with her head cut off, or cowtowing to the demands of others. Just regally sitting with her partner and her children all in balance now. Honor the Mother and the Father and the children, they are equal in every way, the virgin birth, a magical story, the life of the Christed child, another magical story. All told, enough to keep us inspired and moving forward! Thank  you, Mother/Father for the season of love and light! It is something to celebrate!

Nope not now not ever again

That is very hard for me to say. I am the queen of second chances. Even if you stole or cheated  or hollered or traumatized me in some way, I own it, I take it personally and I sit and meditate about it. Then in an effort to heal myself, I offer a second opportunity to me and it spills in to the world as a second chance for all. I have since learned to put up my hand and say NOPE, NOT NOW, and actually, NOT EVER AGAIN.  THANKS for playing but this game is over now and I  will not be back around again. As I sit and think about my life, and then think about my riders, who are walking away from old choices that gave them a time out, I realize that using my words for my highest good, needs to be my best lesson yet. So here it is, NOPE...NOT NOW.... NOT EVER AGAIN. If it is not fun or helpful or with a smile and a glad heart, I am not interested. So shut the door on your way out, and do not look back, I won't. Truth is that feels pretty good. New day, new game and new susan. Happy almost birthday to me!

after the party is over.......

The 30 days following the birthday celebration of life, you get to reinvent yourself. Re-creation is an annual option, and again, rarely taught. To catch the cycle, that growth wave, is to understand the great math of the universe. Another story for later. So in honor of your life here, get your notebook out and start with a new resume of you.  Draw a picture of the new you. Keep only the old that you are proud of and willing to bring forward, and then add in the new pieces of WHO and HOW, you are ready and willing to be now. Being reborn is not exclusive to any group, it is the gift of your annual celebration day. It marks another cycle in your life and shifts you toward your truth and wisdom and willingness to share your life lessons, each year. We do not diminish with age, we ascend into a brighter and warmer light and life. Allow the light of your earthly connection to warm your heart and the heart of those close in, it is a wonderful opportunity to share the greater gifts of love, light, faith and hope. Tell your stories, success is contagious and I for one, love to know about yours. Even the low lows bring us to places we never thought we would get to, and sharing the journey and the truth about that can save another from the lesson. Nice huh????

Movin' on-riding the birthday cycle!

Cycles, all kinds of cycles, give you the chance to move on. Down the road, or the road of life, the same thing. With the birthday cycle, you are given 30 days prior to the date of your landing here, to clear out old debris. You revisit and reassess the issues yet to be resolved so that you need not carry them forward. It is an intense time, and I teach that to allow peacefully those memories to come to the surface for inspection is how to capitalize on the cycle. On the celebration day of your birth here, anything not required on any level any longer will be dismissed, completely forgiven and commonly forgotten as well. It is a blessing that we are given and yet, not taught to utilize. Magical in it's ability to restore each human each year in the purpose of their life here and the gift of that human still being alive and able to contribute. Many do not feel that way these days, some barely hanging on to life with their sad eyes and lonely disconnected lives. Find your light on your birthday, or help someone celebrate theirs. It is the one moment each year that our gratitude to Creator for the gift of human embodiment really makes us shine!! Light those candles, sing that song, share the sweet cake, give hugs freely and be glad for another year to make a difference. Birthdays are God's way of reminding us that you and your birth, are a chosen and precious event, Christmas celebrates another awesome birthday, all the same to Creator, sons and daughters of the KING OF KINGS!!  LET'S PARTY.

Baz Luhrmann - Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen) not true, NO SUNSCREEN the rest true!

The old boots

So soft and still fit so well, they look loved and used, and carry with them the good memories. Marked and scarred, but still usable. I am like an old boot here on earth. I have been here before, many of us have been. I have been there and done that, and for this entire lifetime I knew it would be my last one here. I decided in the beginning to make it something special. Special for me is different than special for others. Although I seem to impact a few people now and again. Special for me is to be surrounded by that which I love and those who make me smile every day. I did not want to work too hard or stress too much, I wanted to parent and have success with that. I wanted a work that taught me stuff that would upgrade me and then to be able to share that with those interested. I got all of those things and so on this day I get to sit back and smile. Those old boots slide on easily, look pretty good, and feel like a I belong in them, NOW that's life as I see it, being amazing!! For this I am great full/grateful!

Overly attached to your version of the TRUTH??

I read that today and smiled at the impact of that reality. Over and over I see it, people stomping up and down claiming their way, their belief, their truth, their reality is THE ONLY ONE!!!!! To that I offer THIS. In God's Orchestra, there are many instruments. You learn yours and I will learn mine, and when we are good at what each of us is to do and then we can bring what we have learned and add it in, together we will make beautiful music,  WITH TWO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT INSTRUMENTS. The lesson is simple, In the beginning, the Earth was given 4 colors of people, markers of lesson only, yellow to learn air, black to learn water, white to learn fire and red to learn earth. In the end, we would all become golden with the  gathered knowledge of what each race learned and brought to the party. THE PARTY IS NOW! Let's get started and share the good news of each truth. You bring yours and I will bring mine and we will have the greatest smorgasbord ever!!!! Thank you Father/Mother for this ending to a wonderful adventure.

manners

I WATCH TO SEE WHO FEELS THEY ARE RELEVANT THESE DAYS. Do you? use them, expect them, teach them???? I see people who want to have their time respected, their options remain open, the service they receive to be cheerful, and also, that others in their direct space to be aware and supportive. Mannerisms are your to cultivate and employ. If you like them, then use them. If you think it is ok to be without them then do not expect to attract them. I like polite, courteous, loving and generous people, and that is who I know now!

alone, the illusion sold to humans

I see that every day, keeping people down, and out. That feeling of alone. No one knows me, no one cares, no one understands my life and I am the only one who has ever felt this way. The sale and use of substances that create the feeling of belonging, have amazing sales records, legal or not, because alone is the reality that looks for the remedy there. I hear it voiced as I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS LOW,  Or I AM RIGHT HERE IN FRONT OF YOU AND YOU CANNOT NOT SEE ME. Those are two I have heard recently in describing feelings that rule those lives. THE Power has gone out and the human is cold, dark, angry, sad and isolated in their own body. They feel so alone. It is simply NON-Sense. Really. An illusion sold to you by a system that wants you at your lowest. Just the fact that we breathe connects us to each other. A kiss being shared breath, can change your life, yet we forget that ALL breath  IS SHARED BREATH.  Your words carry it and color it. I watch them like cartoons. I used to feel them too, but had to stop that altogether. Too much impact for this girl. If you are one who relates to this, start with your own breath. NO SMOKE OR MIRRORS. Sit and deeply breathe. Love one thing about yourself. Say it out loud and breath it back in. HOLD IT FOR A SECOND. OWN IT FOREVER. Free, easy and wildly healing, no illusion, no joke either, we all are in this together and you are not alone. If you could see what I see, you would know this for sure, for now please take my word for it and MY BREATH TOO!

5 years ago it all shifted

I was leaving Vegas and my plane got stranded, a whole day later than expected I finally returned home. It had been a tough weekend. Lots of endings. Peace was not the foremost thought in my mind, yet I knew it was next. I just didn't know that it would take 5 years to get there. I returned and started to remember more of my journey and it's mission here. People showed up with their connections to me and I was zinged. I have a wonderful capacity to dream, awake or asleep and much of what came over the next 5 years came that way. Some human contact, some angelic conversations with earth angels and heavenly ones too, and some simple memory recalls filled most of my days. I became a history buff, especially about my family and our issues. I fought my battles, and won what I needed. I gave some ground too. Today as I celebrate these past 5 years, I am so grateful. This is going to make a great story! I awoke this morning in peace, with peace, talking about peace. Peace on earth, good will towards all humans and most important, peace within my own heart. Thank you Mother/Father, the I am that I am, I AM the PEACEFUL WARRIOR, YOU SENT ME TO BE!

Your past is not your future

UNLESS, UN-LESS You choose it to be. Think about that now. Today is your present, is it wrapped in your legacy of less and loss? Or is it celebrating your presence at this moment and creating YOUR AMAZING FUTURE? You decide, you always have.

Gratitude

The days are remarkable, so I do, remark I mean. My friend said this morning after a back and forth text-a-thon, what is your native name? WOMEN OF FEW WORDS? Since I was replying with one word answers. That made me laugh out loud, since I am never accused of that!! I have spoken many words, many times, in and out and up and down, and always from my heart. So today that word is gratitude, unending in my world and in my life. As we clear the space now for the healing of our planet and her children, starting with a grateful heart at being given a chance to be here now is how I am going to do it. Looking at the dawn, and seeing my little corner of our earth, covered in snow and dotted with horses and deer, I am just plain grateful. The boys came to get the hay for the Dakota 38 plus 2 riders yesterday and again, I was simply grateful. The girls scouts sent 10 girls to love up my horses and again I am grateful. My home was warm and animals all tucked in fat and happy and before sleep, again I am grateful. WOW, woman of few words, thought up ONE BIG ONE,  That means everything huh??????? what's your word for the day?

CeeLo Green "Mary Did You Know" Official Music Video - The Bible Series.mov

I love Jesus, do not use Him as excuse to behave differently than He did. He would have never done or said the things we have done. Forgive us for our trespasses, as we forgive those who have trespassed against us, in the name of this remarkable Lightworker.

Christians and USA Government put American Indians in Concentration Camps

Christians and USA Government put American Indians in Concentration Camps and it changed an entire race of people and the face of a growing nation. My grandmother Ruth feared the boarding schools with a fierce desire to protect my father and his brother and sister from that horrible fate. She stayed silent and held the secret of who we were and where we came from, her entire life. One time, when my auntie was 16, she shared the truth and then swore her to secrecy  as well. I have known the truth in my heart my entire life, writing my name as Sioux in my music books as a little child gave my mother fits. The Christian in her, always trying to save my heathen soul. It took me a very long  time to resolve that battle with her and within too, as it was not mine alone, but the battle of earth, raging in my heart. As we heal our hearts now, and ride the reconciliation ride to Mankato, let us remember, WE ARE ALL WORTHY. WE ARE THE, I am that I am. Each and everyone of us worthy, born that way, and By the way, Jesus was not a Christian, he was a lightworker to all of mankind. Joining a club that claimed him as exclusive to them, hurt us all. That time is over now. Bow your head and say THANK GOD! It is time to reconcile, together we will heal and recover, separate the war will never end! Namaste' Dr. Su

Bullying

I saw a video of a bullied woman, her weight the issue. I listened and watched her speak. The energy loss was there she was injured by the slam, and then the energy gain she received by speaking out and honestly took it's place. She said she was fully aware, and awake, and of course knew her own truth. She also said to those who do not know her personally, their opinion means nothing. That is simply not true.  OPINIONS....yours and mine, put in to the air, carry energy and weight and impact. You can not take those words back, and what you must understand now, that those words designed to control some one else, will only come back in to your life to control YOU. All words are a boomerang, and whether you are ready or not, if you unleashed them you will receive them. Bullies will receive their reward, in the mean time, you stay light and strong and honest, and shine a light on them every time this happens, and soon it will be over. Congrats to the lady who shared her story.

YOU PAY

I do. Over and over again for my choices. I am glad to do so, as it keeps me real and in tune with all of my choices. I can not get out of or away from anything I do or say, it is my responsibility and I must pay. Sometimes I laugh at what I have to pay for. Eating, drinking, speaking, spending, all require my presence and my accountability. I never felt it was someone else's responsibility and I know now that was my truth. I am the product of me. The alignment with the Creator and giving that pause and reflection each day keep it real, affordable and yup, sometimes pretty funny!! You pay for you, I pay for me and this will all balance beautifully. If you are behind, or under, take a look and lift your eyes and you will see a way out. The light is there, open to it.

The passed/past

We think if it over, it is forgotten. That is simply not true. Nothing ever dies. It stays alive in the hearts and minds of those who continue on here and plays a major role at whatever level it was left at. If you have made the past a mess some how or yours was messed up, it is time to forgive and move into that place of grace. You will repeat the lesson if you do not clear it. If you have injured another ask them to dispense that same grace to you. The person may be gone, but the echo and the memory live on, give this world the upgrade it needs, allow the past to pass into the light of a new day, filled to rim with changes that come from healing, and saying you are sorry and also that you forgive those who have trespassed against YOU. My own mother had passed and then a year later returned to me in a vision with the request that forgiveness for her cruelty and misunderstanding of me be forgiven. I smiled and said OF COURSE, and with that, the memory shifted, the pain released and my life upgraded with that dispensation of grace and mercy I found in my heart. How about it?  Time to let it all go, forgiven and clear, never forgotten as a lesson learned.

Your normal AND MINE, TWO DIFFERENT THINGS

I am holistic in most aspects of my life. Health and spirituality two things that are very normal to me, are very not-normal to others. I have learned that that is OK. Throwing a cigarette butt on the ground - NOT NORMAL to me, would be to me like putting it out on my sofa. Yelling, not talking, not normal either. I had a conversation about abuse today, and what someone else thinks is normal in how they live their life and use their words to me, is abusive. But that is how they were raised and that is what they think is normal. Let's all get together now, and agree to disagree, I think that is normal too. I do not have to do it the way you do it to like or love you anyway. I know that now. There is no normal, there just is YOU and ME, and learning to get along with all these differences is the lesson here. THAT IS NORMAL!

Still crazy after all these years!

It doesn't take much for that crazy word to pop out. I have felt it over and over, crazy about something or someone. I hope to never lose that feeling. It is the shout out loud, laugh and love feeling that never quiets down. I am grateful for the crazy things in my life, I am glad I enjoy them still. I may do crazy things, and live a crazy life, it is mine and I love the magic that crazy brings me. Here's to a crazy fun holiday season with people that make you smile and a time to step up to those crazy happy light hearted moments still waiting for us after all these years!

Everyone is interesting

I love people, always have. I could sit at the fair and watch their energy all day long. Being a seer, it gives me something to see on a massive scale. Being a naturopathic doctor, I do the same thing one on one, in my office. I have always found everyone to be so interesting. No one is boring to me. No one is less worthy than another. It is the gift of being human and the magic of each soul's embodiment that is so enchanting to me. Give yourself a chance to be interested and interesting. I see people take themselves out of the loop because they heard and believed they were not interesting or somehow they were less. That is simply not true, you all have a story and telling it enchants us all. Open up now, be YOU, share the gift and receive the blessing of self.

Inspiration

Music is one of those inspiring things for me, it makes me smile and cry at the same time. I sing out loud a lot, my animals love it! My work in the barn inspires me too. Those who love my horses inspire me with their contagious joy and success. This morning my redemption riders inspired me with an offer to my paralyzed friend Billy. They said they could and would, as big strong men, do what ever it took to put him on the back of one of my magnificent horses and make sure he got his ride! WOW! There is no task here too big or too small for those who are inspired, thank you for starting off my day with that!!! You guys, all of you inspire and humble me!

Susan Boyle - Hallelujah

The Jackpot!

Have you ever won one?? I have, many times. Sometimes they were little and sometimes colossal. They are markers in my life as to how I am proceeding. Is my journey filled with hope and faith and light and love, then I hit the giant jackpot. Is it less than that, then there is a lessor pay out. I know how the system works, and the real win is the self. I AM THE JACKPOT! Hitting the big win, is finding your soul purpose and surrounding yourself with those who see your gift as a gift. The rest will find their win in other people and ways that support and love their SELF. It is time to hit it big now. You are gold, know it for sure and celebrate the win in you!

Pain is the signal

that something wants your attention. To ignore it is to ignore yourself. STOP EVERYTHING AND ask the body, WHAT UP? Listen, take notes, feel the real deal within and look to the pain for the direction, for the answers you have been seeking. It is vital data. It is not wrong, or broken, or sick in anyway. It is just the alarm that went off and was ignored, so now it sounds and  feels louder and more intense. You can stop it at any time, with the truth that what you are learning is being heard and learned from. Humans, surfacing like  nearly drowned swimmers, coming up through the pain, take your breath, first and then relax and heal with the knowledge that the signal has been heard and heeded. It is a cool tool! I know that pain is a gift from the Creator and I honor it's magnificent power to stop a locomotive human heading down the wrong track, amazing really. With a grateful heart accept your signal and find your truth, YOU WILL FEEL MUCH BETTER! I promise.

Relief and Restoration

It got pinchy for awhile. The world fragmenting at break neck speed. The complaints loud and whining. It was hard to watch, knowing that the control knob inside each human was being ignored and actually hidden from view! I see  crazy food, and drugs, and fluoride and mercury, and all sorts of other toxic stuff put into our world to shut down the energy of the humans. It inspires me to take action. So I did, I studied, meditated, detoxed and remembered. I did a lot of remembering me and my journey here since the beginning and what I am to do. I have a great and valuable gift, digging it out from beneath the rubble was the hard part. Finding it like a hidden jewel and polishing it up my great relief and restoration. You also are all a jewel, beneath the scars and tattoos and piercings, you are amazing and beautiful and gifted with something very special. It will come to those who desire it to rise from the ashes of the old life here. JUST ASK and ALLOW. Freedom, peace, belief and relief, will then restore us, first as individuals, then as families, then as a nation and then as a world. I look forward to this soon happening here!

Redemption Cowboys

That's what they call themselves now. My group of riders who are committed to the healing process of working with horses and self. It is an amazing group and I am honored to share in this journey. They are going to pay it forward by sharing their adventures, their revelations and even their tears with us. I asked them to set up a site for us all to watch their progress, see their recovery and yes, describe in details the miracles they attract! THIS IS GONNA BE REAL GOOD, I will keep you posted! Redemption Cowboys ride!!!

Frozen hearts

Hearts that  freeze up, with the belief that there is nothing out there for them.  Seeing the world  as a very cold place. BELIEVING THAT No one understands, no one knows me, and those who do, do not get me at all. I see it again and again in the eyes of those looking back at me, I see me! I was not understood by my family as a kid, seemed that I was just too much. I cost too much  money, did too much talking,  had too much energy, and so it went. So I had to find myself, myself. I did. By the time I was 40, I knew me and liked me a lot. My heart cracked open and started to thaw. I saw in the eyes of my Redemption Cowboys, riders in recovery that share Monday afternoons with me and my horses,  MY EYES. It was a super cold day outside, but they all said that they were warm.  In the barn, on the horses and with one another, they were warm. I said, YUP, it is the warmth that comes from the thawing of a frozen heart. The warmth that comes from friendship, honesty, success over fear, and being present with others who are present as well. I watched the thaw, the eyes brightened, the words begin to form, and MY HEART opened to these amazing men as the warmth of a love of self began to take it's rightful place in those hearts. I am a grateful angel-hawk, as the Creator has gifted me with the opportunity to share the Universal Love from there, HERE!!!!! Well done Cowboys, you warmed my heart!

Shaman

do not sit alone on the side of the mountain. they participate in every thing here and in heaven at the same time. they look to the bigger picture and greater good only. they come in many shapes and sizes and religion has no bearing on this choice and the gifts it bears. shaman polish shoes, feed the hungry, keep a watch and hold the light. celebrate the season by being a shaman, a seer and a doer! something small done with great love is all you need to do. shaman, in you and me too.

Accept only what you desire NO THING less will do

We have been taught to accept less. A few get the most, when the most get the least. It is an oxymoron to me. NON-SENSE.  It is designed as all of Divine Design is, equal for all in every way. Stepping back and seeing the bigger picture, shows the truth of that. In the scope of our world, the extremes created balance. Weighed out by those who focus and purpose was clear. Weird huh? Like a teeter tooter. I am glad that matrix is over now and we are all waking up and rubbing our eyes and finally seeing it all. Find what you will accept as balance for you in every aspect of your life here. Extreme anything need not apply. Too loud, too soft, too big, too small, too early, too late, done.....now and for our future. Even it out, balance in your own life is the first step. Get up on your teeter tooter today, find your center. Step out in either direction only as far as you can balance back. Can you do the splits, I can!! The more flexible you become the greater the scale of balance you will have! No Mis-Takes any longer.

Seeing the OBVIOUS!

He said you missed it, it was obvious, right in front of your eyes the whole time. I gave that some real thought. How many times do we miss the obvious? Is it not within the scope of  our view of our reality. What is there and visible to one person may be dull and blurred to another. I have watched that over and over. Are you missing the obvious? Are you seeing the whole thing, or just a piece of it?  Those who are ready to be an active and willing part of the new earth are the ones asking that their focus get clear and see it all now. Their words, their work, their realities, focusing on the best we have to experience and the rest just slipping into the abyss. Many are sliding over the edge, the stress of believing in less is taking them. That too is a choice. Let's get our footing now. Stand up straight, clear your eyes, get a good clear look at your life and your reality. Keep what you are proud of, the rest can slide into the abyss. Are you the one YOU ARE waiting for? If not, focus, and adjust your vision, see the obvious, and make the shift for your self.

Can you change the world?

I hear the frustrations and rants about the system, the pollution, the food, the water, the bullies, the addictions and the self destructive habits of individuals. Then I hear the stories of self minimization of accountability when that happens. Less, lack or loss, or all of the above pushing and perpetuating the confusion into people's realities. Then pretending it is ok with a sarcastic WHO cares? or WHATEVER... Laughing and loving life here is the solution, the only one. Dodging obvious issues with making fun of someone or a situation, does no one any good at all. I heard a story about someone making fun of another person, and I asked why?? He said SOMEONE HAD TO DO  IT and I heard the child in the voice of that adult, crying for the times it happened to him and the pain still wedged deeply within. It is time to change our world now, and the way to do it, is to change yourself. ONLY YOU will yield to the pressure of your views and words.  Minimizing a situation, or laughing at your mis-takes or someone else's,  only drives the pain deeper. Our behavior and our words shape our reality, I want mine maximized by a life filled with joy and laughter and loving every word and every situation. Words of encouragement and inspiration need to replace anything less. I know that that will change the world , at least my little corner of it. Please remember, the words you utter are the reality you live in. Only you can change the world, one word at a time.

Living ????? IS THAT WHAT YOU ARE DOING? OR

Are you punishing yourself? IT IS TIME TO STOP NOW. So many people have done things they wish they hadn't. Said things they wish they could take back. Hurt themselves by hurting those closest to them. Stop DEFENDING  OR DENYING it. Let it go. You are free, each NEW moment, WITH EVERY SINGLE BREATH YOU BREATHE, EVERY SINGLE WORD YOU PUT INTO THE WORLD, to improve, to forgive, to move forward. Regrets, maybe, but being in that rut,  the cell you live in, the one made of your losses and choices that hurt you and those close to you. That cell is of your own making. Role the rock away. Step it to light, open your heart, see the beauty, the potential, and let's get on with it!

questions without answers

People ask the same questions over and over and over again. Those are the questions that appear to have no answers. I was asked yesterday if I had a pitch fork by someone standing right next to two of my pitchforks. At first I thought he was kidding, so I asked if he was. He cocked his head and said what? This is a great lesson for us all. So I pointed them out and went on about my work. Later he called me and said, I AM NOT STUPID YOU KNOW. I listened. We believe what we perceive about ourselves, and this perception was very telling. Those questions are for you, about you. Missing what is right in front of your eyes! Asking, asks you. SO instead of asking me, get a notebook, write this down. Use this to leverage some perspective about yourself, your abilities, your performance and then YOUR OUTCOME. Here are good questions for today. AM I the one I want to hang out with, live with, love, cherish, pamper, take a bath with and dance with, everyday????? Do I look like that person, feel the same way, live in a way I am proud to show off to others?? Is my home, my car, my job, my meal, my face, my teeth, my body, my pocketbook something I would open up and invite another to share, with a smile on my face?????? Am I using the natural abilities I have been gifted with, joyfully and with gratitude daily??????? It is not designed to be perfect here, but so much good stuff is not being shared. It is right in front of your eyes and you are asking where it is!!!!!!!!! Please get the notebook, take the notes, ask and then ANSWER your own questions now. You are the only one who really knows, you and GOD. Mini-me and mighty me! Asked and answered.

The black hole of energy absorption

White reflects all light, black absorbs it. If you look at your reflection, which do you see there most often? Feeling dark and gloomy emits a color with a very low frequency. Feeling bright and happy emits a different one altogether. Food has color, eating the colorful foods brighten you up, eating lifeless food takes you into darkness, actually puts you down energetically and physically, on the coach or in to bed. Watch, what you  where/wear is an example of how you feel and what light you have to emit is demonstrated that way. I where/wear white ALOT. I also where/wear IVORY, white and gold ALOT too. They demonstrate me well, it is my choice and a way of expressing the light I have in my heart and in my life. Today, switch it up, NO dark WORDS, NO dark CLOTHES, NO dark ROOMS. Turn the light on, open the shades, smile and only use the colorful, life enhancing words in your vocabulary. Be very specific, it will shift YOU. And then it will shift all of those you come in contact with too, and for the upgrade, just wanna say thanks!

Desire - one thing, living and doing, another thing altogether!

I hear the words of desire from people all day long. I want this or that, or to do something different or quit altogether, I wish I was thin or energetic or healthy. I want a partner all of the time or to have a baby. Then.... they start in doing exactly what they DO NOT WANT . Putting  words in to the air that surround them and their body, negative ones, that will manifest in their reality INSTANTLY! AGAIN and AGAIN! It is something. I went out yesterday with a friend to play bingo, and by the time the 2 hours were up I was physically in pain and totally exhausted. The energy in the room and the words of those who were there, were pushing into my body and mind, through my ears and my eyes and it was brutal to me! It made me feel like crap! I went home and went to bed, apologizing to my body for the torture. I know what I do well at, and being in a bar on a sunny day, although cold, very cold outside, did me NO GOOD at all. I have to speak my desire and then DO IT. BE IT> LOVE IT! Go where I am glad to be and say no thanks to other choices. No complaints, no regrets, just lessons learned and never repeated. Thanks for a great day, and a valuable experience. See you on the snow today, sun and skiing, a way better choice for me.

Rehab at the Ranch

Habits, learned over time, programmed and supported by your compliance, can be rehabbed. I see what people eat, how they speak, what they look like energetically, every day. So many are miserable. Not knowing they have been programmed to fail here. Addicted to all sorts of stuff, sugar, alcohol, drugs, TV, games, abuse, anything that keeps them down and out of the game. Brilliance is dimmed. Energy taken. Power used by someone other than the source. The masses in movement cause giant waves of consumption. From a distance it looks pretty toxic and crazy to me. I am the HAWK, an energy that flies high in the sky and keeps a watch on what is going on and see where the clearest direction to go is for those looking for a better, healthier, happier existence. It is a good job. My ranch is a lighthouse, a home for those rehabbing old habits. My horses therapists of amazing medicine, my clinic state of the art and my lifestyle, something special. I am happy and healthy, as is my family, that life is much easier and far less expensive. I use my power to take care of our world and it's people, not burn it away on a stationary bike in a gym somewhere. If you are ready to get better, whatever that looks like, call me and let's chat. My ranch is home to those looking for a brighter tomorrow by learning today about themselves and their God-given rights here. Sorry to say, many of your rights have been violated and  you do not even know it. Time for a light to come on and look to be had and a new healthy happy helpful direction chosen. Thanks for thinking outside the box, that is what we do here!

Feeling left out?? THEN START SHOWING UP!

Show up, show your light, your true colours, your passions, and your willingness. It has been a lonely road for those who felt left out. It started when they were kids. Parents who did not get them, pushed them away, other kids said you're not with me, teachers predicted their failure right to their faces and worst of all, those who saw the sad and lonely, preyed upon them and sucked the  rest of their life from them with promises of inclusion that were perverted and toxic. ANYTHING THAT IS SECRET HOLDS YOU BACK. Keeps you feeling left out. Check your list now, anything left to clear up? Any apologies needed to be offered or accepted? Any family issues still dragging you down? Any old pain of loss keeping your mind tied up with the what if's? Move one step into the light, allow the revelation of love to wash over you and through you too. Say hey, I want to be a part of this magic and fun too! Step up a little closer and watch what happens next!!!! Showing up is the first step to healing and be included, smile it is going be SUPER FUN!

Humble

Feeling humble in the light of the generosity of those willing to step up and take back the authority that love offers and teaches. I felt honored to be a part of the changing system of health and wellness for a long time, although it was very much an isolated perspective. I now am a part of a huge wave of change, offering people control and knowledge hidden from them for a very long time. Letting the gates open to the gift of a healthy body, a high quality of food, a revelation of how we had been in the dark for so long. Fooled into complacency by those who positioned themselves into a false authority. The authority in your life is YOU, no one here can take that from you, no matter who you are or where you came from or what you look like. Your soul and it's light and fire,  is YOUR power, and YOUR responsibility and I am so happy to see people stepping up to it now. The catholic church is releasing names of offenders protected by their false authority and many will be free now of that hidden pain of those abuses. I see the wild and free and happy faces finally lifting their eyes and looking to see each other here. AND IT MAKES ME HUMBLE! Thank you Mother/Father Creator of all things, this is a very good time to be alive on planet Earth, she is something special and her children are waking up and I am so grateful.

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I haven't asked for help for a long time. I am an independent character, willing and a little crazy. Capable, and well aware that I can do what ever I set my vision on. I am a dreamer and look to the bigger picture all of the time. This time it included others too.  I do this because I know in my heart what feels right, so I asked for help and support for our Dakota 38 plus 2 riders. It is cold now, and riding in this weather is tricky. It is windy and slippery and presents each rider with challenges not found in everyday life. I am proud that these people have the guts and the willing spirits to ride horses toward healing our lives, and our history and the legacy of loss and pain it left for so long. I have a friend whose family owns a store and an outlet and an online store too, I asked if they might have any extra outerwear for these riders. And then I cried..... they gave so many jackets, and hats, and gloves and mittens and hoodies, that really, I cried. Let's all stand up now, and work together, get our world straightened out. This generous gift is life changing for many, giving opens the door to receiving. This season the Magnusson's have opened their hearts, and their store in a huge way and this message is simply my way of saying - Namaste' Kris, Amy, Gus, Elsa, Oskar, Jon and Ann!!! Merry Christmas, we will never be able to thank you enough, but know we are thrilled and WARM and very grateful on the ride to Mankato!! I love you all! Dr. Su

Joy to the World NOW

This is the rediscovery of Earth and her Children here, joy in all you are and do! You are invited to a class of joyful characters, singing and laughing and dancing their way into a life of happiness and abundance now. This is a class for anyone interested in a new world.  It will come in with the dawn of the day that begins filled with JOY, it is within each human as a small particle of light. A gift from Creator so special that it can barely be contained when finally found. Bright and available to those who really look within. You have your own, you do not need mine! Find it, light it up, do your funny little crazy dance or sing your little tune, make that call, pet that dog, put your skis on and zoom down that freshly snowed on hill, WHAT EVER IT TAKES!!!! JOY TO THE WORLD. A new class of human. All others are now dismissed.

8/8/8

One of the life codes. In life we are to learn balance. The 8/8/8 balance is vital to your health and happiness, physically, spiritually and emotionally. You are given in the cycle of a day, 8 hours to produce something. Not sit around, but DO SOMETHING that produces something. You are given 8 hours to relax, play, visit, and do the things that make you smile, and commune with people or nature, or  BOTH at the same time. Then there is the go home time, SLEEP - go to your cloud, and leave your body in peace for 8 hours, so it can mend and clean itself without your interference or even your thoughts slowing it down. Without that sleep cycle, you will age quicker and have more health issues then you want and never lose the extra weight that you carry. 8 - 8 - 8, a code so simple and yet so complex that to understand it and put it in to use, will change your life forever!

My Journey

It will be a book someday, for now it is a giant pile of memories. I have recently compiled the best in my mind and let go of all the others. It is how we evolve into light. Those complaints I used to feel now disappeared in my mind. I am all that I am, I need only to remember that. I will embrace all that I am daily with joy and love and potential and progress. It is a beautiful time to walk the Earth, and there are so many others who feel that way too. Journey together with those who ONLY bring you smiles and encourage you! It is the choice that will make the JOURNEY a real adventure and great pleasure. Make a friend, who was the friend of your dreams in your dreams! Then believe and receive.  Any burden believed to real, in life, relationship, health, or simply one that stops you from hoping and believing and loving every single second of your life now, needs to disappear. Write it down on a piece of paper, draw it or simply put the name of it or them, and take it outside and burn it!! The fill your heart with fresh air, light and love for the journey yet to be!

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Does it feel good to be included?

If you agree with that, where are the inclusions in your own life? Who do you include, and when and how is that offered? You must first include yourself, your feelings considered, your truth spoken freely, your physical body showing up with a smile, participating. I loved being chosen as a kid to be in a group or on a team. I was never chosen last and glad about that. Others have been left out and do not know how to start the inclusion process. Do something today you love, and invite someone to share the experience with you. That is a good start!  That how communion works, a ritual of inclusion! Commune today with someone you want to share something with!

Laugh at your life now and in it too!

We are so out on a limb here that laughing and letting go and just allowing what happens to happen is just not an option, we think. The worries, the woulda, coulda, shoulda, hangs around you like a wet towel. Instead, write it in to a story and make it funny. When I was being bullied by KSTP I did not think it too funny, now two years later, there are many parts of that experience that make me smile and laugh right out loud at the wild adventure it was. I shared with the kids here about being lied about on TV and they were amazed that I was OK after all that drama. The absurdity, the responses, the game here, it is challenging and it is also amazingly fun and funny too. I said I am better than ever for the experience. Laugh at yourself, your mistakes, some so outrageous, that laughter could actually be the medicine, the remedy for the pain. I know we need to lighten up, remember in the end it will all be fine, so enjoy this! I want to see you smile and hear the roar of your laughter! It is good for us all and can heal so much!

The real YOU underneath

Were you told what to do and how high to jump, and it just did not match you? I see it again and again, people doing what they think they should do, not what THEY KNOW AND FEEL they should do. Following their heart is a lesser option these days. Following the money or the crowd, much more common and supported. The world is looking for those ready and willing and able to be truly authentic. In the matrix, the purest and clearest light energy is the one that will shine and vibrate. The foggy headed follower will remain confused and in the mass of energy being told what and when. Your spirit wants to know you and you to know it, personally and daily. The human you, needs that connection.  Are you willing and wanting to connect now. Do not let your past, or the opinions of others stop you now. Who are you, what do you really think, and how do you want your future and life to play out? It is time for the real you, underneath the clothes, and job, and old ways, to break out and have that place here. What comes naturally is much better suited to us, find it within. You will love the you you were all along just hidden beneath waiting for today!

TOXIC MOUTH

is the beginning of a toxic expression of self Once expressed, can never be retrieved!!!. An image that is evident by that mouth in motion. It is not OK. It never was OK, it is not funny or productive, it is not worthy or life giving. It is not rebel or outlaw it is simply the expression of the brokenness of the expresser. It is something that until we say enough now will continue to pollute our world And destroy our children. Enuff said. Bad breath is BAD BREATH AND EVERYONE SMELLS IT! FIX IT NOW! Let's get this place smiling, laughing, singing and loving with those mouths! That is the fullest expression of human we have, our words our life our legacy.

Extra-ordinary

Little girls look for their daddies in the men they meet, just like little boys look for their mamas. It is the familiarity that attracts the same energy over and over. Frequency, same channel, same language, easier. It is when one of the group decides to shift that they all get the bump. If you are thinking about a shift in your life, your views, your successes, your affiliations, your kids or grandkids will get it too. The shift sends a ripple down the line and the benefit beyond beyond in both directions. So for a minute today, think about what YOU WOULD WANT TO RECEIVE. Which gift, or kind or word, or apology. Once you remember which ones you truly desire, believe, and you will receive. AND SO WILL EVERYONE IN YOUR SPACE. SIMPLE, FREE AND THE WAY TO GET THE JOB DONE.

Hallelujah - in any way shape or form is still hallelujah!

I love the fact that we can unify with small agreements. I hear about differences, failures and shortcomings from those who feel fear, and promote elitism or separate views. That is simply not real or true. We are all the same, you will get that either sooner or later, but you will get that! The listening to our words here is UNIVERSAL. The Universe, the Creative Source of all that is, the I am that I am, is hearing this. And NO MATTER why or how you get it done, in what ever way, shape or form you have, do or are, it is happening. I am so glad to bear witness to the Unification of the Human race, the melting of the barriers between the hearts of humans, and in response I say, Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! I just said it in Hebrew, did you hear the difference? NOPE!!!

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WELCOME TO MY WORLD!

For some time my world was out on the edge of reality. I knew before I came that this lifetime was going to offer me that. I stood up on my surfboard anyway and caught the wave that carried me here back in 1987. Up I went, riding high and fast, and heeding the warning of never looking back. I never did. I know WHO I am and what I am to do and be while I am here. I stayed ahead for a long time, looking for the shore that offered the landing. It seemed to never be in front of me, I rode that wild tsunami wave for 25 years. I finally hit the ground running at the end of 2012.  I want to welcome you to the new earth and my world. It is a place where all is good and improving. Where loving everything is the only solution to healing and happiness. Where success is a given and magic regularly occurring. It is where light is as much food to me as food is. Where laughter is mandatory, especially when something causes stress. It is where truth and exposure stop any less in their tracks. This place here is growing, watch and see, you will feel it come knocking on your world soon too. Embrace and enjoy, it is time now.

Simply an OPTION, or the true choice!

Have you asked and been told, not sure, get back to you, maybe, don't know, or the worst of all, YES and then, there is the no show. The confidence it takes to make a real committed choice now is severely lacking in many. I see people run from care giver to care giver with the same questions, I see partners shopping around while they have one right there, I see the diminished light in the eyes of those who have no solid energy to call home, or love.  The power they need to survive gets no juice from their constantly running and wavering, in and out, back and forth. The fear the people feel in their hearts that somehow there must be something better and that what I have chosen is not quite good enough is inherent in our society today, it is called DISPOSEABLE and they throw  away everything again and again. In the future we will not do that any longer. All things will be cherished until they are totally used up and then recycled into higher light energy. Before you move ahead here you must know that the only option is YOU. If you feel less than chosen and loved and solid, it is YOU that must regain the confidence of YOUR LOVE for yourself first. This is paramount to our future, the Creator made nothing not WORTHY!! Start there and then choose and commit with all of your heart, soul and power, to that which you love ! THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF SOMETHING WONDERFUL, I CAN FEEL IT!

Your kids NEED you

Left out, left back, left behind with the sitter, the TV, the computer. In the empty house is an empty hearted child. Be right there, right back, right over is what they say and no one comes. I watch the children watch YOU, wait for you. They do not understand what all the GONE is about. They choose you as a parent with the hope it would be a good experience of being together, being good enough for you to pay attention and know they are special. Then you just stopped,  showing up, being kind and sharing your truth, telling them your stories. That is all they ever wanted. YOU, they need YOU, just YOU. Be there this holiday month, and with some effort to fill the heart of a lonely left out child you will find you fill yours too. Show up early, buy lunch, do what they like to do, listen to their music, go horse back riding with them, or skiing  or just to the park or the zoo. All they really ever wanted was YOU! The present the greatest gift of all, the holidays are really good time to just do it!

Hurt my feelins', stopped my dreamin'

LYRICS to a song, that a child wrote and sang. Made me stop and think of how many times that happens here. Over and over, people hurt each other's feelings, stop them from dreaming and no one says stop now, please just stop. This girl ends the song with GOOD BYE! No more, I choose different now. How about it world, no more hurting each other feelings. Only say what you wish someone else would say to YOU. No matter what, think it through before you speak it and then do it , just for today and see how that works for us all. I believe it is the stuff that dreams are made of.

BUSY?? with what?

I watch people get busy, real busy, too busy, and miss the stuff the life and love require for a happy experience. Birthdays deserve focus, and we never should be too busy to celebrate, to honor, to photograph and make a happy memory for someone we love. Holidays deserve the same. It is not the busy part that you will cherish in your heart, it is the PRESENT part. Being there, being supportive, loving, surprising others with your wit and laughter. I was surprised last night by a birthday party and gifts that made me smile, a meal made by an amazing chef and champagne and desserts fit for a queen!! Memories made that will last forever! A warm fire, good music and lots of love! Sharing my life with those who share back with love and light in their hearts not too busy to come to Wisconsin. They said, never to busy to celebrate with YOU! What a gift!! Thanks I love you all!

As within so without, as above so below

It is hard to believe that is real if you were not taught why and how that works. Paper and pen help. Make a list of those things existing in your life, your work, your room, your days and nights, all the things that surround you daily. Which of them do you admire, adore and want to keep forever? Which would have or do differently or better or automatically? Then know those are the parts from within you must examine. Everything on the outside is birthed and fed by the energy inside. Period. If you are out of alignment,  starving for food or love, out of money, out of the family, look within and find a way, a word, or a time to RECONNECT. See it in your mind, map it out, make it real. I taught a class yesterday and introduced those there to their higher self, anchored solidly above in heaven with a view from there worthy of your connecting to and knowing. Above is where the seer lives, pointing you in the direction that offers the least resistance. The path for you, as shown by you. On that paper - respond to yourself by asking your higher self and just jotting down ideas, or notes. The crazier the better! Make pictures, name names, write it in a story, be specific, be creative and be hopeful. Then do it again tomorrow. I guarantee results from within that will light up your life and our world.

Don't sell me tell me

I am very persuasive, it is the gift of the Sagittarius, expansive and optimistic and romantic. Those aspects very persuasive simply because there is so much joy in the bigger picture the energy I can generate to share it with others. I show and tell, but I never sell. I have been sold to and sold out, over and over, on a bill of goods, that I didn't really want or need. I wasn't strong enough as a younger person to explain that it was not me, or who or how I wanted to be. I,  like everyone else, simply need to be told and showed, never sold. I can decide for myself if it fits and will remain in my life. A difference in that respect and honor that is little understood these days. Black Friday is black for a reason, I walked away from black energy sucking, a long time ago. Are you demonstrating, the true show and tell, with your life, your efforts and your words, or are you selling something you do not even have yourself?????? Think about it. It is the difference between selling or showing.

Re-member

I said have seen the wedding pictures of your parents?? Nope. Do you know anything about how that all went down?? Nope. Are you interested in the REST of the STORY? YUP! So I told them about the death of my father when I was 2, and the fact that there was never again a photo of HIM, anywhere in our home. The anger ruled, and the loss never healed with her. It was painful for us kids. I have a picture of my dad in my kitchen now, I got one a couple of years ago. He smiles at me and I am reminded that once, long ago, I was a part of something that created me, in love! I needed to know the rest of that story, and did not receive it in the way that would have been easy and real for me. I had to find it within, since without was not an option in our family.  I want us all now to heal the passed/past. Let it go, the energy that it has holds you back from your future. The sweetness is the only thing that should remain. Even if it was little or short, it was there once for awhile. I had tiny weddings, and they resulted in tiny marriages, I know now how that happened. I wish I knew then what I know now and the way to remedy that is to remember and share that truth with my girls. They are the manifestation of what was sweet and right and real, and that is the key to our future here. Failure is for those attached to the mis-TAKES. Rebooting is your option, forgive, forget and fall back in love.

11

Magic days of renewal are here, the partnerships severed by the losses  and the pride that separate you from each other are over. Stop and think about what you have given up because you are mad, or sad, or refuse to listen, or just don't know what to do any more. I spoke with a child yesterday about the divorce of her family, not her parents, her family. It is what happens, the whole family becomes divorced. They take sides, they sit alone in pain, they lose out on the community that family is all about. If you have failed at marriage, do not fail at family. You can still remain in love of the group and in the whole of healing, together or not. Admit you fell short, somehow and someway you missed it. You didn't hear or see what was going on. We lose our vision, because our personal issues move into focus and without the admission of fear, and loss, and feeling failure, and the request for extra support and healing, we commonly give up and lose it all! It is simply NON-SENSE. If you really once loved someone it never dies, even in the fire of the fight, it is not possible. There is still the truth, that love is all there is and ever will be, children are the evidence of that!! Look, see, feel and speak to them, about them, about yourself and what is true. There is nothing more than family, you will all soon figure that out and the partnerships you seek will be right there, where they always were! 11, a magic number, a magic day, make it happen!

Manifesting HOPE!

I am on IT! That is what I do. How is it going for you? I know one thing for sure, without hope there is no future. When you give up, check out, screw up or lay back, life passes you by. You will be left on the sidelines alone and out of the love loop. That hopeful way of being makes the blind see, the addicted free, and the loveless worthy again. You are the manufacturer of that hope, it is the spark within that believes in dreams and visions. It sees magic, and potential, and makes it real. It shares everything it has, it plays it out and parlays the win no matter how big or small. It is the all in of life. Faith makes it strong, loves gives it fire, but HOPE is the focus for those who choose to really LIVE!

Roots

They are your connection to your life experience here. WHETHER YOU LIKE THEM OR DON'T,
 THEY ARE YOURS TO UNDER-STAND. I told my mother, my left side root, her connection to my babies must be impeccable. If so, they could share the roots of her tree and the fruits of her life with love and affection. She did and they did too. Our roots give us strength, sturdiness and nourishment. It is our job to learn the system and clean it up for our kids. They are counting on roots that run deep and endure the wild storms without the upheaval of the whole tree.
You are the tree, the roots you have connected that support you are your responsibility! Open to the healing and the energy of the tree of life, it is here for us all now and will support us through the changes!

Hiding???????????

I hear the truth of those thinking they are hiding something, I can feel it in my bones. Behaviors not worthy of exposing to the light, to the family, in front of children, are hurting us all, the whole planet. It is illusion to think you are not being watched. I saw a post on my facebook page from someone admittedly drunk, that made me sad for those children who would read it. There is no good thing that comes from hiding your behaviors. You can stand guard and protect them with a hot temper, or slip into another reality with an addiction or excuse, but you are being watched and there is going to come a light so bright that you will fall to your knees and bow your head and wish you would have not posted that ever!! You and Creator are a team here, whether you admit it or not, you will have that enlightened time with Source. It can be now and you can clean it all up and start fresh here or you can wait until you die and then handle it. Either way works. I personally expose everything, all of the time, perfect or not, it deserves light and sharing and using, for the highest good of Susan and anyone else interested. Makes for some fun stories, laughing at my adventures here is one of my greatest pleasures! Nothing left to hide, everything in the LIGHT now! How about you? Miss Polly, a dearly departed friend, said those are the stories that make great cocktail conversations, GODSPEED old friend, you are right!

Do you need a little help now?

As the shift manifests itself on the planet and in your life, the adjustments we need to make come fast! I have watched miracle after miracle over the years to those who choose to ask for help when they were at the end of their road. Sherry and Gary were here to pick up product this week at the same time, and I smiled at their miracles and shared them. Gary stage 4 breast cancer, 13 years ago, standing there with his big smile, and Sherry losing her sight, one eye gone, the other her miracle still working beautifully!! Odds were they both would have failed with the coaching the were getting. Something inside told them I was a different kind of coach, and the rest is the MIRACLE OF CHOOSING YOUR PATH. Asking for help when you can no longer do it alone or within the system. This Saturday I am teaching that miracle making class again, energy management and meditation are the subjects. Those who feel it on the inside, that need for help, are coming. Still have room for a couple more, call me if you want  a little help, 715-426-7350. We love sharing this gift!

Manifesting every detail!

You are so powerful! Incredible really. Pure energy, embodied in density of mineral and water, making shapes and colors and moving it around at amazing speeds! Singing changes the air, rarifying it and adding in the frequency of magic and healing and memory. Yelling, cursing or speaking negatively, do that too. I see the manifestation of people's words and wonder why they do that. They are the playdoh of your life. Every single one has structure and ability and lots of energy! Have you used them to your best accomplishment or created the havoc, or pain, or separation you feel? You become your words, play the movie back and hear what you said, out loud, privately or to another. OWN THEM, because they own you and your life and body and abilities. I hear the f-word and think oh my that is going to sting! I hear the pain of gossip and know those who indulge will be washed over with it's karmic slap to the back of their head and then their life. Illness is self created to stop you in your tracks and allow you the time and focus you need to clean up all the details. Start with your mouth!! No fillings of mercury, they make it so much harder. No fluoride, it freezes your brain, no words of pain or criticism, they take a lot of energy and changing to go away. You are powerful manifestors!! Do you and us some real healing now, speak softly, lovingly, and with the authority of love you were born with. Nothing less will do. We are depending on all of us, to clean this world up and it starts with how I use my WORDS and the manifestation of those exact energies! In the beginning there was the WORD!

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Re-Boot yourself

If you are wanting a fresh start, a new day, a happy outlook, look at this idea. I asked a friend what his joy came from in his life, he said his kids. I said that being said, make sure they know that!! Bring the EVIDENCE, the joy of knowing them, sharing a meal with them, a gift, a talent, a memory. To make it really really cool, find the parent who shared that initial gift with you, and give thanks to them for this wonderful thing!! Call them up and simply say, I am so grateful for these kids and without you they would not have made their way into our world. THANK YOU MOTHER/FATHER FOR THESE BEAUTIFUL BABIES!!! Now that is Thanksgiving for the future of our world and the community of family, broken or not, the value never ever goes away!! Make the call today.

Joy

The tiny hummingbird is the animal totem of JOY. It is hard for many to see, or even know it was right there in front of them. It is bright and quick and loves the nectar of sweetness. It flourishes with that sweetness delivered in the form of flowers!! Where is that joy we all seek? Close your eyes and see it within. What makes your feet move, your mouth curl up in a smile, your eyes twinkle, your words kind and loving, the laughter that rolls from your gut?? That would be the joy of life, living here as an expression of what Creator meant for us to know and be. Today be the hummingbird, dancing and singing and moving quickly to each person with something bright and loving to deliver, like the Flash of light and color that a hummingbird is!!! There will be joy here today, I will sing and dance and flash my bright eyes and smile at all of my guests and my critters too. Are you ready to show some joy too, start by bringing some sweet flowers to someone you love or admire or simply want to share JOY with. That is how the hummingbird would want it done.

Today, play the movie back and celebrate the gift

Lifetime after lifetime we come and learn and grow. It is the karmic wheel of energy that gravity offers earth life. I love the fact that you can get it right. I know some of what I have done, who I have been, and where I needed to go. This lifetime has been the most transparent and energetic. I move and speak quickly. Never wanting to wait for anything now. I know I have accomplished much in my to do list and now can enjoy that. Today I will play the movie back and celebrate the gifts that were delivered via the challenges I met. I have had an awesome life here, I know awesome characters, and I live like there is no tomorrow. That seems to be turning out just the way Creator told me it would. In honor of all of who, how and what you are - celebrate today. Play the movie back, cry if you need to, laugh at the funny stuff, and mostly though, celebrate the fact that you are still here, breathing, loving, and living - it is the stuff that dreams and heaven are made of. Namaste' to all, Dr. Su