Peace on Earth now and forever

Focus your desires. Decide and focus now. It is time to know that with each aspect of focus it creates our reality - personally and globally. I choose Peace on Earth now and forever, a love of life and one another that dictates all we say and do. I really do love this place and all she offers humans and setting into motion peace now above all things is a great way for me to start. How about you, what do you choose?

Honour the Earth by starting with YOU!

The only way out of this is to start at the beginning. YOU are the beginning and the end, the Alpha and the Omega, the Light and the Dark, YOU just YOU. Don't worry about me or anyone else until you get you set right. Compare nothing. There are three things you will take when you leave here- Faith, Hope and Love, the greatest being love. Start there. Love yourself, eat, sleep, breathe and play nice to yourself, love the changes going on, love our world and her gifts, then have enough faith to be hopeful. Put only into to the air those thoughts, words and deeds that are hopeful, happy, loving things. That is a monunmental task, leave everyone else alone and work on YOU!!! If by chance you have kids or animals, they too are your responsibility!! The innocents need those who can care with love and faith and hope. The rest can simply go away now. This is huge, pay attention to you and find the love of your life right there in the mirror!

What is in your heart becomes your reality

I heard a story of loss and pain, about a child who was pushed into the corner of a furnace and he was injured, physically and so much worse, emotionally, damaged and scarred for the rest of his life. That story told to me brought the pain into reality and the memory vivid become the injured man's truth and ultimately he did the same thing to someone he cared about. Pushed to pain, creating fear and ultimately loss the pushed became the pusher. This story shows us that what we continue to harbor without forgiveness and mercy, creates a perpetuation of the behavior. Addicts, health issues, abusers all were taught by someone to believe in that story and some will carry it to their grave. Reliving it over and over, recreating the myth that somehow love was not real or that it is for others and not the self. This year end forgive and forget the pain, the memory of the recovery of life and love that heals us all will bring in the new year like nothing we have ever seen! The Dakota 38 plus 2 did it, so can we!! New year new life!! Hallelujah!! Namaste' Dr. Su

Riding through the snow

Yesterday I was able to share one of my greatest joys with friends new and old. We hopped onto a bunch of horses bareback and took off through the drifts of snow. The sun was shining and the new snow sparkling everywhere, a true winter wonderland. The story gets better. One of our riders is new to it and has spent hours this year working on her new skill. Her partner a rider his whole life had not seen her progress until yesterday. As we headed down the trail everything was perfect. On the way home she decided to pick up the speed and off she went joyfully ahead of us. WOW! Bareback riding at a fast pace takes practice and skill and she was demonstrating it beautifully. Her husband on the other hand, simply fell off. I am not sure if it was because he was amazed by his wife and her new skill or just too awestruck to pay attention, but it was funny! After the ride, he expressed his amazement and shared in the joy of her progress. It is those little victories in life that mean everything. Supporting one another with awe and love and laughter too is what makes the days valuable and worth sharing. I hope for more days like this for all of us, our wellbeing counts on this. It is the simple stuff that truly matters!

I had a good ending to a tough challenge again.

We all get into tough and challenging situations, health issues, reltaionship dramas and so forth. It is up to us to see our way clear to cut through the garbage and illusion and stand up for own light. I have been working on this ability all of this millenium. I was a pleaser for a very long time. I went out of my to make sure it happened. I needed to remember that I needed to be first. It took a long time to come around to that, I thought if it was wrong, somehow I had done it or at the very least could fix it. That got me tangled into things that were not mine to tangle with. I have a hard time giving up or giving in, let alone standing up for myself. Abused as a kid emotionally and physically, I was used to just TAKING it. Well, I met myself again when someone I knew became violent and threatened me and head butted me into the wall. I had been pushed many times and simply walked away or tried to see something light in it. For the second time in my life I stood up for myself and fought back. I said, no more now, leave forever in every way and called for help and help came!! Angels in uniforms who were braver and tougher and stronger than me. Then I went to the next level and moved into my own power. I had given some of that power away a long time ago and taking it back from a loud cursing bully who thinks pushing girls around is ok was what I needed to do. And as soon as physical contact was made, I did it!! I do not recommend that but for me it did the trick, it broke the spell or curse that had kept me cornered. Burn your sage, write your stories and burn them, let it all go now, the day awaits us healthy, happy and loving everything and everyone. Hello new world, we are so glad to meet ya!

Full moon exposure

This is the light that shines clearly on all that is dark. Look, see, feel and know what it is that needs breath and release. The timing is amazing as we move toward our 2012 ending. It is the grand finale of soooo much. We felt connected to things that were karmic or familiar and now we are connecting to only that which brings joy and light and love to us. Let the light shine all day and all night too and be clear and refreshed. Burn your sage and clear your land and home of any left overs that must be erased now forever. Then start your dreaming again, this time with no karma attached, no past to contend with, just you! What we can perceive and believe we can now easily receive! Put it out there loud and clear - the universe has been watching the whole time now they too can help without restraint!!! Namaste' Dr. Su

Repeating the past is passed

For those mired in the past understand now that it will take you with it as it goes away now. The deal has been done and those chosing the light of love are leaving the past behind, the new earth is waiting for us and we have heard the call. Those of you repeating, good luck, it was nice knowing you.

Time to stand up for yourself now

I have been pushed and shoved many times in my life. Told and then told again. I have said - ask and I would probably say yes, tell - and for sure no matter what, it will be NO NO NO! There is no place for dictation in this freewill world of ours. Cooperating with love and light and accepting the way the other chooses for themself is paramount. Being pushed because I am a woman , or as a child or a disagreer is not right in any world, certainly not mine. When KSTP pushed me, I pushed back. When the church pushed or school pushed I simply walked away. Knowing when to fight and when to retreat is a part of life that we are constantly working on. I know now that as the 2013 comes into play no one will ever push me again without me pushing back. We have the right to our own way of being and our own way of healing, I am nature loving, child loving, animal loving always, people are the challenge, since they sometimes push and I do not love that ever, how about you? So let's do what is right now, I will not push you unless you come into my world and push me, if you come into my world and start shoving me around, I will push back harder now than ever, no more of this foolish waste of time. Stand up for yourself, you are worth it in every way every single second of the day, ME TOO! Like Nancy Reagan said - JUST SAY NO!

Presents or presence same thing

That is what you need now, simply to be present. No past to blame for anything at all, no future to worry about, just today. The gift under the tree this morning should be YOU smiling and loving your life. You may have a long time yet or not, so the only way to maximize the gift of you is to be the presence in the present that you are proud to be. This is the time of your life that you can effect, do it with light and love, Merry Christmas to us all!

The Sun/Son

Whether the tales are of a SON or a SUN, it is the same story only relayed through the eyes of the beholder. We were disconnected from our home in the Central Sun and commonly we became simply too dark here. So over history the Creator would send an Avatar with the reminder of love and light to tell us that soon we would be reconnected. The last human avatar was Jesus the Christed One. He taught community, he showed communion with bread and wine, he eplained it was as simple as remember me and say it out loud, he was a meta physician and miracle worker, in the end he showed ascension along side of his two buddies, Enoch and Elijah, who had also ascended this planet and become the Angels, Metatron and Sandalphon. The other races tell their tales of the Sun returning to us too. Same thing, same story, same result. It is finished and you are returned now to the light. Again I tell you congratulations you are all Ascended Masters, learn what that means now and live again as the Masters you are and share this beautiful Gaia with one another under our SUN. Celebrate the Son and Christmas like you finally understand the promise and now the keeping of that promise! Hail the New born Earth!

As you pull away from the curb now.

We've been parked in the old space long enough now. As you begin to pull away do so with the joy of expectation and adventure. It is your's to create like never before. It comes to you this holiday with the best of wishes from Prime Creator and all his heavenly staff. You were guarded and guided all the past years, now you are prepared to set sail into new horizons that only love and light will be a part of. You are all ascended masters and there is no limit to what you can do and who you can be. Each one has a gift, so special and so rare that simply to discover it will be amazing, let alone put it into play now. No more sitting by the side of the curb, you and you alone hold the steering wheel or handle bars or in my case reins!! Onward and upward - the sky has no limits!!! Happy, merry, joyful, healed and lucky -- that's the wish I have for all of us!!!! And never forget I love you best of all!! (that's what i tell everyone!) Namaste' Dr. Su

The signs are everywhere

Driving home today three pheasants at exactly 1:11 came into my space, I checked the meaning on the totem website and smiled. Look now for the signs they are everywhere! Nature reflects us to us, go out and play and see what steps into your reality!

For fun- look back and remember the good stuff now

We have been taught to go over the stressful stuff again and again, in therapy and other forms of self development. To go there is to recreate the situation again. Let it go now, all of it. Find the one good part, the magical stuff, the funny or crazy or miraculous moments and re-member them to your life, your mind, your world. Then they and they alone with reemerge! It is time for the GOOD stuf and it is up to us to do it! Happy memories!

happy solstice!

Visionaries - now is your time - say it out loud

We are the system busters, the indigos, the rainbow people, the crystal children, ET's, and Angels all here for now. It took awhile to get here to the 12-21-2012, but we did it! Congratulations Mother Earth and all her babies, new day and new way coming on in! There are those of us who came to tell the truth about now, listen to what they are telling you. Open your hearts and your minds and take it all in now. As we celebrate the addition of light to this world, you will feel differently. LIGHTER perhaps, happier, more optimistic and loved beyond your wildest knowing. A community of light here on this world. How's that for the end of the world = good news for everyone now! Happy end of the Mayan calendar!! Dr. Su

Grateful for all and everything and a new day!

Nuff' said

Withdraw now any connection to stress or drama

We feed our adrenals with our willingness to engage drama, whether we watch it or instigate it. It is the fire that fuels seperation. It is the belief that somehow something is wrong, when in truth there is no such thing as wrong. Our reality is our own choice, attracted to us by our beliefs and our words. Yesterday I heard loud words of seperation and withdrew from them completely. I know that to engage in any way is to perpetuate the drama that is not mine. After the event my friend called and said I had clicked on my phone (when I thought I had actually just shut it off) and she heard the whole thing. Wow! To have a bystander without knowing it was amazing and yet, we have bystanders watching and listening to our every word and deed and simply forget it. Giant Angels and Guardians and Ancestors are constantly watching us and yet we act as though we are not going to get caught. So in an effort to move forward to our new reality of the 12-21-2012 withdraw now. Anything, anyone, any place that causes you stress, illness, frustration, will not serve you in the new paradigm. The linkage and hook-up are YOURS, that is the freewill gift we have to take responsibility for. So for the new world - I choose LOVE, LIGHT, LAUGHTER, HEALTH, HAPPINESS, HORSES AND COMMUNITY SACRED AND HONORED and cherished in every way! Happy Birthday to me and all of us now! NAMASTE' DR. SU

Are you a gambler?

I am, always have been. I bet on the underdog every time. I take risks. I parlay what I win. I am a believer, even when I lose I win. I do however rarely call someone's bluff. I just don't. That has led me down the trail of tears many times. Yesterday I spoke with the father of the man who robbed me and he said he was done with his kid now. That that was simply the last straw and after years and years of effort and spending time and money on his son, he was now spending it on recovering from that child. Time and money and love spent now on himself and his wife. I wonder if that was the lesson all along and it just took awhile to allow it to take it's rightful place. You can not lead if you are not first leading yourself in the light. You cannot give breath unless you are breathing. You certainly can not give love unless you are filled with it, self first - that is primary and many do not know that. I know this to be true and have called for the love of others with no answer, thinking their love would validate me somehow. It was a risk to throw that out there into the air and hear no answer echoing back. Then the lesson appeared, it is my own love, my own voice of approval I seek, it is the relationship to self that needed the sacred union or in my case reunion. Waiting for others to approve or fall in love with us is simply a long wait and it turns out to be the road back to self. Happy Birthday I mean rebirth day to ME!! It really is all good, and I will take that BET every time!!!

angel numbers

There is perfection in God's math, it is in Sacred geometry, astrology and engineering, it has great power and explanations for things. Those numbers you seem to keep seeing everywhere mean something. Flashing on the clock or the stove or in the mall, we call them Angel numbers,they are there to inspire you. Doreen Virtue has a website on this gift, check and see what you are being shown. My birthday this Thursday is a 10 -10, 12-20-2012 adds up to a 10 and 55 is the other one, another 10!! New beginnings at a higher octave - just in time for the shift - isn't the Universe and the Creator amazing???? Here's to that!!! I raise my glass and my eyes - this is a wonderful time to be alive on planet Earth!!

Memories - use them

As a child I was terrified by the disapperance of my mother. It was done alot. My father died when I was 2 and that left a mark that eventually healed, but the fear that my mom could generate with her disappearing act still impacts me to this day. Much more painful than her beatings. At least she was present for them. When my girls got older I asked only one thing, please let me know that you are safe. They always did, I can remember only one time that it didn't happen and it was the worst night ever, that not knowing is brutal. I married it once, the great disappearing act that was designed to punish me again as an adult, I knew then I had not learned my lesson. It was MY lesson, not theirs. I was the one who attracted it, I must be able to do it too disappear without caring about anyone else. Use your memories and those deep rooted feelings to move you into the future free and clear now. I had forgotten that pain till now, then it came around one last time. I forgive myself for fear, for not simply feeling loved and safe now, no matter what anyone else does. That is how we heal this world, first by healing ourselves. So... Mother! I forgive you for those nights of terror and days of fear, I will forgive myself now too for thinking somehow I was to blame. You are free and clear and SO AM I! thanks, chalk up another victory for the human race! Lesson learned. And so it is.

It all evens out now

The law of Karma is alive and well on the planet and if you ask for forgiveness and clear your karma you can even things out. If you remain out of sync and somehow think someone else effects you negatively in any way and blame them, the only one learning anything is you. I see this over and over, the aura of those who are open and loving and the aura that is slimey and slippery and the aura that is nearly out altogether. How we act in the presence of these energies is our challenge. I spent a week with those who teach the star presence of the universe in this world, they were amazing loving people who had a view that made sense to my senses. Peaceful, energetic, looking to a new world whether here or there, easier and better. The bridge is there for us to cross now, the gate opened fully on the 12th and you may move toward your future till the 21st then it will all even out. Get your self where and with whoever you want to love now and enjoy, it has been a long road and the celebration of the completion of this journey will be grand for those who make it there.

HOPELESSLY HOPEFUL

That is what I have been accused of. I do know that it is true. My nature is to keep on believing even when I am shown that there is nothing left to believe in. Fooled or not?? I have experienced the gamut of people in my life and the drama they create to get my attention from light to dark, happy to sad, funny to angry and of course loving to hateful. Regardless of how low the light becomes, I for some reason can till see it. I think the hardest is the lack. Lack of love, caring, communication, affection, compassion - those are the hard ones. So as we transition toward our future after the 12-21 I ask that all those things be added unto me in a way that they become the first way I act in every situation. Loving, caring, communicating, affecting, all with compassion and putting this first will now be my mantra now forever. The only way to change something is to change yourself. So I start with me. Namaste' find the light inside of yourself, it is there I promise!

There comes from within the calling you have all waited to hear

It has always been there, you were simply not taught to hear or understand it. It nudges, whispers, clamors and sometimes slams you up side your head, but it never stops telling you about you. You are guarded, guided and destined. Noone is greater or lessor than you. YOU ARE ALL FAMILY TOGETHER. Love each other and enjoy the relationships, they are rare and special and challenging and educating you all together at the same time. Being human is an amazing gift, work it out. Listen to your inner voice and if you are not able to hear it, go into nature and be silent and it will sing out loud and clear for you to hear!! Then put into play the pieces you have been given and let's play this game together and better now!

DONE

I have traveled the world for each of the triple dates to be present and set a mark for energy to bring itself into position here, like a lightening rod stuck deep into the ground. From the top of Silbury Hill in England to the top of Machu Pichu in Peru, every triple date has called me somewhere and I WENT. It is now done. I am relieved of my duty now. I knew it was my contract and I love being commited, and now it is over. Last year in Chichenitza my vibration got so light it was photographed that way. Look at that blog picture. This time with those who work with the Stars and the Rainbow Bridge to Ascension there is simply relief. So in honour of all of those who have followed their heart and done their work for the Highest Good of All, I say thank you, well done and Godspeed. Namaste' Dr. Su

Stargates creating the rainbow bridge home

William Henry showed the rainbow humans who have achieved ascension in his talk today. From text, art and myth the message is repeated over and over, the same only different as human's commonly do. For many years I have used a downloaded mantra to start my day and as time has marched on the more rainbows I get on my land and in my life.

The question was asked can I create my own portal, or stargate, or rainbow bridge, or do I have to go to someone else's. I explained that my mantra opens my stargate right at home as often as I need it and here is that mantra. I am a being of violet fire I am the purity God desires. repeat 3 X I will to will THY will. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, violet, radiant white and the light of GOLD, up from my feet, down through my head, wrapped in my golden cloak,standing with all of the Angels and Archangels, doing my work for God and the Heavens. Amen. Please share this with anyone interested in Ascension, it is our turn now, the time has finally arrived and the MORE THE MERRIER! Namaste' Dr. Su

Dancing and singing in a new reality

At 12:12 0n the 12-12-12 we sang and danced and celebrated the shift, we spoke of the light, the return of the sun/Son and the end of time the way it was till now. How's that for a big day?? We felt shifted. I personally, shifted and then shifted again. I am also in a place where the view is great and what I am seeing even greater. The new energy that we were promised is making it's way onto this planet and those of us ready to receive will take it in full force. If there is any doubt, lack or worry left to clear now is the time. Shame for less or guilt for lack in any way must go away now. Celebrate who and how you are - authenically, freely and totally in love with everything, WE ARE ONE! AHO!

AS THE LIGHT FILTERS IN AND ON BE READY

You are the maker and breaker of your own patterns, you are the author of your own story here, the be all and the end all. No one else has any control over. You are the IAM THAT I AM PRESENCE, embodied. If it feels good, keep up the good work. If if needs adjusting, rewrite your story. Today the juice comes full in and on, the story you have created will get a boost, I hope yours is boosted to where you want it to go! Namaste'

12-12-12 at 12:12 prepare your prayers to receive full power

Did you hear that???? It is the truth of your inner knowing telling you - THIS IS IT. The lights are all coming on now, you knew before you came that this was a possibility. Then it became a probability and NOW it is the reality because we stayed true to the course offered to us to be here for the shift. Noone here does not know this, so only focus on yourself and for those willing to do the work that comes with this full power the hook up will be blessed among men now. It is totally YOUR choice. So write, speak, meditate, draw, pray, sing, dance, however you U do U and let's make prayers the power it hooks into one of greatest and most glorious wonders ever, and Let the Creator and the Universe be awed by how this whole event turns out!!! It is our turn to SHINE! The golden time has arrived. Namaste' Dr. Su

Christmas tree???

Like a beacon to heaven, it is half of our vehicle here on Earth. A triangle. Now in this season of hope and love - light yours up!! Big and bright with all your coolest stuff on it, shine it for the heavens to see it and you will receive the blessing this holiday brings. This is a huge way of saying "I am here, don't forget me, I have not forgotten where I came from and the love the Universe has for me!". Do your tree up as beautifully as you can - it is YOU! The Spica Star that shined on that day long ago should be at the top of your tree with it shining on you and your life, or an angel will do nicely too! Merry Christmas to all of us here on Planet Earth!!! Lights Bright now and forever.

Use the back part of your brain

I teach Hokmah. It is the raw potential of the back part of the brain, it is color and sound and it makes itself into everything you can dream up. Get the front and back of your brain to sync up and trigger the hokmah, simply by believing. Believe in your life here and it's amazing worth to this world. Use it to change the dynamic of your space, starting with your body and then your aura, then your home and then OUR home. Peace out.

Find a place to be to receive your package of light

The lights will be fully lit on the 12-12-12 and within the next two years all connections will be flowing and full power. Wonder what it will look like around here, to see in the brightness of our truth and the reality of love. BIG STUFF! In the time of darkness we got fooled a little, more scared really. When I was little I used to fly up from the darkness of the basement knowing there was something lurking in the blackness. Remember that feeling?? Luckily I always made it safely back to the kitchen. Here we are now safely where we were meant to be and when you look around now with all the lights on you will see the real truth of life and all it offers. Love it into reality, grow it under the light, be the whole exposed real you. We are all the same only different and celebrating the community and the light is where I will be when they hit the 12-12-12 switch! Namaste' Dr. Su

Dr. Stanislaw Burzynski wins over cancer

I had lunch with one of my heroes last spring in Dallas. We spoke of the media and the law and big pharma. He was fighting bravely like I had done. We spoke of why we do this. He said to leave with the miracle of his work and live rich on some island somewhere was not who he was. He said he loved America and her people and was willing to hunker down and see it through. He asked my lawyer's name in case he was needed him to help, Pat Tierney is an amazing attorney with a real gift for the law. Both of these men are rare gems in a world of chaos and truth spinning. So here's to two that I know for sure have a very special place waiting for them in heaven - but that is NOT for a very very long time. In the meantime keep up the amazing effort you two! Namaste' Dr. Su

Be in the moment now

We are being asked to take this now one day at a time and with that advice we will reduce stress. Our world is changing and the way we live here with those changes. You may have big decisions pending, hold out for a while yet. We will see so much that is different soon that any projection would be fruitless. Sit back and enjoy the ride if you are ready and have been waiting. The rest of those not in line for this amazing shift, smile and wave to them and tell them see ya later.

Are you ready to receive?

This has been a long time in the making. The waiting is over and it has begun. The Universe is outpouring to our little world here. We have been seperate a long time, watched and loved but seperate. That time is over. We are linking back up to the brothers and sisters we left behind and they are so glad to connect with us again. Many of us here have felt odd or like we did not fit in, we didn't. We came from places far away to assist this beautiful planet and her amazing humans in their graduation. Well, graduation day arrives now and we will see with awe and amazement the beauty of the light being given and received by those who have chosen to stay and work it here. When I was a child the eagles were dying, they were our connection to heaven and the heart of Creator. It was done on purpose. We stopped that from happening, DDT was banned and a come back was started. Many eagles are here now taking your hope and dreams and wishes to our Creator and returning with good tidings of great joy. This is a season like no other, put out there the desires of your heart and get ready to RECEIVE!

grand trine today

Look into the night sky - the alignment happily sets into motion the events of the next 3 weeks. We are on a giant clock here and timing is everything. We knew before we came that this time would come and many of us have worked toward it diligently. Humanity being a crossroads here is part of timing, the plan, the prophecy. Where are you in the scheme of this, no one is left out. You may think that by ignoring it it will just go away, but that is the worst of the lies. Watch and know this for sure. Be peaceful in the grand scheme of this, find the lightest way and follow it. The Sun will light up the sky and you will see the path clearly. Congratulations, it is time now to see how this all completes itself. Namaste,Dr. Su

watching my family grow

As I grow up and grow older it becomes more interesting daily, the watching my family grow. I was always watching them, grandparents and siblings, I asked a million questions and provoked alot of things. I saw amazing choices being made, not all of them right or happy or helpful. It fascinated me. I saw success and failure and I saw alot of fear. I saw prejudice and anger and abuse too. I was floored by that. I see less and less of them now as they are mostly gone, but the lessons I learned will never go away. I try to not have an opinion about how someone acts or speaks, I just leave them alone if they are hurtful or negative. They know where I am and can find me if they want to. We spoke at Thanksgiving about the Belt OF PUNISHMENT, used on a child. I said nothing, but observed the fear, the sadness and the loss that choice created. It was an act that destroyed trust, physical abuse always does that, so does mental and spiritual abuse. Watch your family - see how they are with the choices they make, help them grow by not being abusive, simply let them decide for themselves how it is going to turn out. Love, not approval is necessary now. The shift is now, allow it to flow freely fueled by only love. I love you all.

APPROVAL IS DIFFERENT THAN LOVE

People mix that up a lot. They spend lifetimes seeking the approval of another person or of a group of people. They want the nod, the agreement and acceptance, finding a way to fit in. Love does not need to approve, it simply is. It never changes or ends or has any conditions at all. It is the power of all potential here on Earth. Free and flowing is what we seek, we get that confused with rigid popular opinion or approval. Votes and awards are those things of approval, and they are from the outside. True approval comes from within and it is the self nodding with complete agreement with the self and it's choices. We need to focus now on our own approval and loving it into life. So today consider yourself and how you move, speak, act and do YOU. If you approve keep it up! If you wish you were different in some way, then it is fine to disapprove and make the change. Love helps with that. Love does not need perfection or even reciprocation - it is simply all that matters and all that is in the end. It is all that ever truly was real. Nothing else will matter in the end. LOVE WINS AGAIN.

December has finally arrived

I love my birthday and Christmas and luckily they are in the same week! I wait all year for this happy time of year and when it gets here it amazing. People are joyful and lights come on all over the place. Friends call and people get together and celebrate. This year there will be so much to celebrate with the 2012 and all. So in honor of the amazing month in the scope of time and the ending of the old hold, find your bearings and set sail to the horizon of your dreams! Find the time and people to share your gratiude and your gifts. It is the only way now, sharing and caring and being here together in peace. Happy Birthday month to Jesus and me!

the Giant Slide

My guides tell me the climb is over. They say it was as if I climbed up the spiral ladder of a giant slide. It took a very long time to get to the top. I am here now and have been told it is time to slide on the giant slide! I love slides! I love to feel free and fast and a slide is just the ticket to get me there quickly! I have an idea of where it lands and getting there quickly and joyfully is key! Create your vision of your landing, wherever it is, with who ever you love the best. See the surroundings, the work there for you. It is time now to slide on in to home plate. Here we come!Home at last, loving every minute of it and being who we really are. Namaste'

Dreaming into reality

Last night's dream showed me let go and move forward, with no looking back now. I saw that I am tempted to go back for those who are drowning but I knew if I did I too would get swept away too. Keep your eyes on your destination, create it clearly in your mind, write it, speak of it lovingly and before you know it you will be there!

love and light - choices made to remain healthy

You are the only master of you, the source of your energy and longevity is within you. The structure of your reality and the way you play with it yours too. There are those among us who would have believe that you are a pawn, or a sheep or even a slave, but in reality you are a free will soul, choosing daily free will choices. Giving in to the controls that media and food and drugs and other things have over you is another choice. Find the light within and add to it , choose the people and places and things that make you smile and feel optimistic. Walk away from or turn off that which leaves you dark or lonely or sad or even angry or afraid. There is nothing to fear, you are loved and being helped by angels and et's that have our ascension and expanded consciousness as their primary goal here! Say your prayer of protection to Michael and move about freely, he is the guardian of this world and those who seek his protection have it.

Love to laugh

please keep up the smiles and humor as we enter into the shift. It will make the ride on the giant slide way more fun. This was planned and enjoying every minute of it is critical. You are all perfect inside and knowing where you are headed now and being joyful along the way is the way to end this Mayan calendar! I am laughing and celebrating already! Happy 2012!

Thanks - giving

For all the days of my life, the people who have graced me with their presence and the light that motivates me - I give thanks! My girls and my partner have kept me afloat and for them I am extra grateful!! Thank you God for letting me be here!! Nama

Count down has begun

Sagittarius starts today with a view of hope and optimism unique to this time of each year. We are the freedom seeking visionaries the world needs to herald the new day just around the corner. Consider yourself heralded!! It is not written beyond the 12-21, we will create something new and unknown, get your focus on here and choose the way you want to go!! Write it and then light on fire and get it into the air - creation has begun.

Next dream -

Out of the pool, which is our emotional place - contained - comes the big sedan of me in my giant car - driving to the edge of the pool and literally driving right up and out and onward. MEANING: look out, emotions no longer restrain me, I have set myself free to navigate where ever when ever how ever I choose now!! Freedom at last, I have spent my life in search of the key to that door, knowing one day I would reach into my pocket and there is would be. Today is that day - not just for me but for all who seek it !!! Congratulations, so far we are right on track!! 30 days till my 55th birthday - 12-20-2012, elevation at a new higher level and new beginning - do the math, 10's on both!! Git er done'

Awake dreams

I have them a lot, as though I am there in reality and yet I am aware they are my dreams. I am totally consciousness in them. Well last night was a doozie. Tim and I were up in the air on a fly by, looking out over the land, the fields and the farms. Then from the corner of my eye I saw what I thought were birds, but it turned out they were the most exquisite turquoise giant butterflies.THEY WERE COLOSSAL IN SIZE AND COLOR. Three of them floated in and started to set down on the land. I screamed with delight and even said, no time on earth have these ever been present. Welcome to the transformation! It is real. I saw it with my own inner eyes and it is beautiful. Namaste'

Peaceful is as peaceful does now

Simple truth, stay with it. Do not let anything pull you from the course of peace and prosperity for all of God's children. Pray for it today, pray for yourself today. Say to your guardian angel, show me what I have not been able or willing to see now. With this comes the peace that passes all human understanding and it will be yours!

To see the shift is to look only for the light now

Turn away from the dark, the sad, the angry and the choices that promote that. Look for the little glimmers of the light in the eyes of the friendly faces of those that surround you. We have given in long enough to the issues that create pain and suffering and the belief that there is any time or space for such foolishness. Smile, laugh, share, sing and dance your way into the new age of light. Find the fun and inspiring things and people and focus on them and that. You choose your own reality, you always have, but were not taught that. It was very disempowering to think that anyone but you was in charge. You are a direct imation of the higher light energy embodied in earthen structure - it is your vehicle and your body and life respond to your every thought, word and deed. No one but you chooses! Choose light and life and love and laughter! It is way more betterer!!!!

Only Good thoughts now

Please as we move through this split in time keep your focus on the positive. As I have been advised - this is not the time to look back but the time to look ahead. Keep in your line of sight the love and light that you feel in your heart of hearts. Find like minded people who will encourage you AND laugh with you too. Draw and write and color your wants and dreams and wishes and put them up where you can see them. Focus on them. This is the time we have been waiting for and you and I are the ones they have been talking about for a very long time! Relax it is all downhill from here forward for those who have prepared their hearts for the light! Namaste' Dr. Su

light from the Universe - meteors on their way

Look into the night sky and see the lights of many meteors. We are not alone and seeing these will remind us of the bigger picture and larger scope of our existance. It is so much bigger that we are conscious of and being a citizen of the Universe will be the new way of living now. We have outgrown our little planet and we need some help cleaning it up. We must work together as one community taking responsibility for our home here. We have been guided and guarded and overrun too by visitors from many places and with many agendas. Stories of old, in the books we cherish, describe the giants and gods and all sorts of other characters. They were real then and still are today. Look into the eyes of those you meet and you will know instantly if they are friend or not. Use your intuition and your freewill to attract and create a community worthy of light and unity. Then we will be welcome in the larger community of light. Welcome the new age.

Help the Sioux Nation save their sacred land

We are earthbound and earth made and the earth is our mother. The Sioux nation knows this and have done due diligence forever with the land in South Dakota that is sacred to all of humanity. It is being sold and they are trying to buy it back - ALTHOUGH IT WAS THEIRS! Look into to this and help us save our world buy saving this land, it is key to our survival. Money or prayers, set the intention to save us all by saving our beautiful world, she was once Eden and shall be again if I have anything to say about it!! Namaste' Dr. Su

eclipse today

We are again shifting into light, this eclipse parts the curtains, where behind them is the great and glorious truth. Look, pray, allow. Have a ceremony, have a conversation, it is the integrity of our intention that moves us forward. Think good thoughts, see great things, do what you love and love what you do and say. This is amazing and history making! YOU ARE A PART OF THE COOLEST THING THE UNIVERSE HAS EVER DONE AND IT IS NOW!

The Great Purifier

What ever your prophesy - they are all set to come to their fruition now. I love that. I have read many of the stories, from the Bible to the Hopi Prophey. They are all the same, the end is the end, period. The SUN/SON WILL RETURN. I know that, I remember. Do you? It is almost complete, the Red Kachina is near, the rich people are headed to Denver they say they can go underground for this event and stay safe. This is spiritual and there is NO HIDING from the eyes of God. Clear your body and be at peace in love with everything. You knew before you were born that this grand event was on the schedule and 7 billion joined the party. Who will stay after, I will. This is a beautiful place to live and I for one, welcome the transition. I have spent my whole life preparing myself and others for the journey to the next level of consciousness. It has begun. Namaste' Dr. Su

Hemp ahoy!!

Do a little research and find out about the magic that was hidden from view. A hundred years ago this amazing product provided farmers with a variety of options, hemp being one of those. I can not believe we rolled over on this amazing gift from nature. I am so done with being fooled and scared into believing a party line that is designed to take from the many and fill the pockets of the few. Do not allow the media to form your opinion, do not allow the church to do that either. Use your own mind and your own intuition, feel what is right and then move toward that. If someone is afraid they can be manipulated, if you remain hopeful and calm and believing you will find the answers you seek. So look it up and take your power back. I have done the research shots, on amalgam fillings and root canals, on drug use and on GMO foods, now I am doing the same research on HEMP and it is awesome for us all in so many ways. Check this website - Hemphasis.com, and there are many other sites to check into too!

I just found out and it is about time!!!!

For a very long time I have listened and taken notes. Meditation is a huge thing for me. I have questions that did not have answers yet, and I waited and waited. That is hard for me since I am tired of waiting. Well today I was told and then told again what I needed to know. I am a preacher of detoxing, an advocate of natural and a coacher of optimism. I know now why. As we move to the 12-3-2012 and then the 12-12-12 and end with the 12-21-2012 we will be forever changed. I know the light from the sun will wave upon us and the sructure of your central nervous system will be enlightened. It is what has been told to us all along. Please make sure you are amalgam free, chemically clear and full of water that is pure and clean. When these waves bombard our world those who flow will be conduits of the light onto the Earth. Those who resist with blockages and toxins will have to find another way. I could never figure out how it would come to us I only knew it WAS coming. It has been spoken of over and over and now we get it. Be in a place of peace of those days, in your body and in your life, then you will enjoy the blast. Liver flush now, to get your system clean and clear! This is what we have all been waiting for!! Hallelujah!!

Stop paying

I hear the complaints of the many who say we need to stop this or stop that. I know the only way to stop anything is to simply stop talking about it, stop going there, stop paying for it or to it. Fire the ones you are sad at by simply not showing up any more. If your caregiver is a jerk who doesn't listen to you, walk out and don't go back. Anyone or anything that leaves you feeling less, or loss, or sick, or broke deserves to be deserted. MInisters do this and so do politicians, take your money and return guilt and shame to you for not doing or giving enough. You have tons of power and control, so much more then you think you do. Sit still for a moment and feel the link to each other who also see and believe the same things you do. Hook up with them, pay them, get their advice. If someone helps you to feel better, look better, sleep better, keep them in your sights by supporting them. Money talks, use yours as the voice it is! Speak loud and clear!

A new alliance being formed

Last night we introduced our Sustain Hudson group to the St Croix River protection assoc. It was perfect!! We need now to set aside our old ideas and open to the new ways that will need to be implemented to save our world. These people took to each other like old friends, and I know they are. You must remember your reason for being here now and you will link up with those who promised to find you and help you. I have met many old friends along the way. Some kept me company, some entertained me and others inspired me to keep on. It is like that for us all if we just give in to it. Who are you really? Do you hang out with people who encourage the authentic you? Is your family just blood and nothing else? We are from a much bigger family than we know and when we know that and start to open to that idea we will attract not only those who truly get us but those who have loved us forever and always will. Alliances are being formed and I love the connections, old and new and true!

Y???????????????????????

Yup, that was me for a very long time, always asking why. I never could believe it until it made sense to me and trying to get some sense around here was really tough. I got a lot of - because, or because I said so crap, but no real meaningful answers. Y? Because people simply did not know, nor were they willing to admit it. Y? Fear caused that. Afraid to be seen as less or not seen or believed at all. We all have a need and a very good reason for being seen and heard here. I am happy to tell why I think you are so worthy. I do that all the time in my work. I have the gift of seeing beautiful auras around people and that says alot in it's own way. I also use energy surveys in health and wellness anaylsis and that explains a lot of whys too. Come and find out why you are so great, and why you deserve to be the best you can be. WHY? For the fun of it.

Letting go of a lifetime

For some reason we are fooled into thinking that things last only for a lifetime. I have two really good friends who died who have shared times in other lives in other places with me many times before now. I knew them upon sight and fell right into step without hesitation. I love that. It is the best life gets here, when someone says oh there you are, come on let's have some fun or get something done. I also know that there is no way to lose anyone either. When they go they go. Dying is no different than moving on. It is what we do to get what we want. Let's get a view of the bigger picture here. I was before I came here, I will be when I go, I will remember you here or there, no matter what, and for that gift from God I am so grateful. Celebrate the moment and forget about any loss, it is an illusion. We are together forever. I do know that for sure!!

Respect and honor, yet disagree

I love people and I respect their choices as long as they don't choose for me. I am often surprised and sometimes stunned by what people do and say, while expecting a completely different outcome for themselves. We have not been taught that we are creating our own reality. We find that having opinions about others is easier and takes the pressure off your own performance. Well no more waiting. We are manifesting tough stuff because of what is going into the sir around here. Your words better be what you want said to you, your actions the same way. No blame or excusing your choices. They are yours and mine are mine. Be proud of yourself. Be respectful of me. We may not agree, but that is not the issue, there are many ways to do the SAME job. SO DO YOUR BEST and I will do mine!!! This is the way to a positive outcome, period.

You deserve better than this

I see the ridiculousness of so much unnecessary illness it truly drives me to distraction. You are all being fooled into thinking that the doctor needs to be on your schedule. That is their idea and it is simply a sales tool to create business. They also know that by warning the alarm they have your billfold right in their hand. Don't be alarmed, be a student of your own health. Learn how your body works and what those signals really mean. They are not doom or gloom they are simply a signpost to a direction that you are headed. I want to know before I get there where it is I ma headed. I know that by reading the signs and teaching the turn around methods people can end up where THEY want to be not where someone else benefits from their ignorance and manifestation of imbalance caused by that lack of knowledge. You deserve to know how your body works and how to keep it in perfect working order!!! That is my job and I love sharing that knowledge!!

Life is sweeter than you think

I got a message from a friend yesterday who told me another guy I had met a while ago wanted to make sure he greeted me. He said the guy had found the gift of honey I gave him last year in the trunk of his car and remembered me. We sometimes forget how important we are. Every minute is a chance to do something good and well and right and generous. It can impact people in so many ways, it changes lives sometimes forever. I know that and make that effort much of the time, it is fun. The best part is when out of nowhere I am reminded or thanked and told the story of impact. That rocks! I had told him that life is sweet although we may have forgotten that for a moment, a year later he was again reminded of how truly sweet it can be and smiled and remembered me. Now that is what true communion is, remembering each other and smiling!

Fight for what is right, the wrong will take care of itself

I have learned to allow. Allowance is the faith to know that if I put my energy into something it will energize, if I simply withdraw it will die. That is how we must work smart to change our world now. If we look to the conflict and toxicity, the liars and cheaters, they will stay alive. So let's put our energy and focus on what we want to survive and then thrive. I personally love kids and animals and land, so there is where I will focus. Loving them into health and life with my gifts. How about you, what do you want to see now flourish?? Choose, you are the driver of your life force. Put it where you want it to energize something or someone, let the others simply disappear with our neglect of their choices. Choose well! Peace out.

The Earth Mother may get pushed but she can and will push back

We are at the end of the calendar and the reboot of the lights that had been darkened for a very long time. The 12-12-12 is the final hook up and after that the end of the Mayan Calendar. Focus on the now, support each other in the shift and tell our Earth Mother that you trust her. She is going to rebound and handle this one too but not before she responds to the pokes of a few toxic humans. We are her children and she does love us and tries to take good care of us always and when she is crippled by stupid human behaviors she has to regroup and sometimes strike. Hold on to your hat the bear is awakened and she is angry. Pray for those who will feel the effect of her raging response and look to a new day here as we move back into divine order. Mother Nature deserves our respect and cooperation and we better get to it!

karma is simply your magnetic personality receiving you!

What comes around goes around, you get what you give, all that shows us to be magnetic. The torus that surrounds our body is a recycler and sets into motion your words and deeds. If you speak words or do deeds negatively you will reap that bounty. So for today, forgive, forget and reform your words and deeds. Start with comfort for yourself, then when you are sure of your ability to create that, move on to something bigger for yourself and those who surround you. It is so fun and totally doable. I love my karma, I have created beautiful things with my words and deeds and as they revisit my field I am often amazed at what one little girl can do!! Thank you Creator for the abilites and gifts that add in to this world and living here everyday!

article on thyroid disease

It makes me sad when a discussion is opened up and only part of the issues are discussed. Tiptoeing around the elephant in the room because that elephant has more money and power then you do. If your thyroid is low or autoimmune the first place to check is your teeth and then your reactions to vaccines. Both of those issues can impair thyroid function and need to be addressed. I do it daily in my practice and when the thyroid is cleaned up and put back on line people are happy, digesting, warm and they remember all sorts of stuff!! We deserve the whole truth!!!

find your note in the song of life and truth of you will be revealed

I was explaining to our staff MD about frequency today and doing what we can to match it best to add strength to the person. I said if I said something mean to you, you would weaken, if I paid you a compliment you would energize. Simple physics. I hope we all find our note now and sing it with joy and fervor! Matching up with your pure self and doing that for the rest of your life will result in a happy host for the visiting spirit being of you. It is that simple and truth and revelation of the truth that is you open the door to a strong and long life here. Do only what you love, surround yourself by those people you love too. Put up the world you fit in and can sing out loud in and this will shift easily. I look forward to honesty and willingness to share our truth with each other. No more pretending is necessary! Be you in all your glory!

Focus everyone

Keep your eye on the prize now, peace and harmony, health and success and then there is that love thing. There is enough for all of us, and we may have forgotten that. Let's focus on the big picture - see it perfect and beautiful. Enough said

Happy to just have survived

Remember that back in 1987 a vote was taken and this time for reformation was chosen. Many chose to leave and those of us who have stayed - survived! It is now time to thrive! Watch the movie online THRIVE and see your new reality and begin to live like you have never lived before! You will begin to re mem ber so much, data and downloads will fill your mind giving you energy and vision. WAKE UP! It is time now. This is going to get real real fun!!!

Hemp House

WE HAVE TO LOOK TO A HEALTHY CONSTRUCT FOR HOUSING AND THIS COULD BE IT!! I take care of sick people and have found moldy houses a huge issue. In an effort to find a solution I have investigated a variety of options. Then along came hemp - illegal in the US and yet brillant and perfect in every way. Carbon footprint clearing our toxic world with your housing material? Look it up and tell me what you think, time for a change huh?? Healthy homes healthy bodies healthy minds. No more manipulation of the weak and poisoned, time for the healthy and bright to step and take their rightful role now.

As the world turns over

Is everything turning upside down? Did you know that you had been in line for that to happen?? We have shaken, rattled and rolled our way to the reality that is here and unfolding before our very eyes. We have chosen every detail in our reality to ensure the challenge and the test to be the best we can master. I have personally shifted gears so many times that my reality is truly winged now. No more 4 on the floor, it is flying on the pegasus of my dreams and coming into view on the horizon, clear and solid. You are me and I am you, together we are shifting. Fly if you want to or stay on the ground, both will offer amazing futures!! This is our time, celebrate it, we are in a place of no turning back now, what is past is passed forever. Get your binoculars out and see what I see, it is awesome!! Thank us all for the effort and the ability to get the job done. We are blessed!!!

Brain function GOT ANY??

So close to the teeth and yet so far from the truth. Your mouth is the truth speaker, your voice box wrapped in your thyroid the seat of that truth. You are responsible for the clarity and strength of it's energy. If it becomes toxic so do your words. Your mouth needs healthy components - period. No flouride, no amalgam, no mixed metals on your teeth, no GMO's, no chemicals, then your thyroid will clean itself up and your abilities will improve. It tells the short term memory what to Re -Call, it is your happiness, it is your digestion, your energy, and your temperature. When those aspects are regulated properly you truly become invincible and brillant. Think about it if you can, if you can not see a health centered dentist and a naturopath and clean up the mess!! We did and it changed everything!

I love the revelations of the new age

From so many sources now the truth about so many things hidden from view by a few who could pull it off. The hemp project, the organic revolution, the conspiracy on the banking world, and the war machine. It is great that these brillant kids are here now and they are taking our world by storm. Fearlessly standing up for the truth, the light and the community of Earth. Join the party it is going to be a very bright tomorrow. And as I always say - the more the merrier!! Let's get this done and get on with truly living the dream!

Dying dentist their choice

When I was a kid my friend's dad was my dentist, a real nice man. I did not know till later he was ill. He was an alcoholic and suffered from depression, he died young. I know how sad that made them, I didn't know what I know today about why that happened. Mercury toxicity is a huge issue for all of us, but especially those people. I have helped the staff and the dentists of many clinics clean up their bodies and restore their health, mental and physical, by teaching them what I know. I also need to get the word out about the toxic effect it has on our environment. They say 70% of what gets into our water comes from those dental offices and their run off, although your spit is sucked into a hazardous waste container. Did you know that?? Let's create a wave of change now and fire those who will not be accountable for the poisoning of our children, our bodies and our world. I am angry about this, how about you. Anger is correct when fear says it is time to protect yourself and the innocent!!! Let the adrenaline flow and Join our fight! It is high time we take these matters into our own hands by firing anyone who does not fit the new healthy matrix. Simply say, YOU ARE FIRED!!

Open to the possiblity that everything will change now

Are you a believer that the new age is here and that the quickening is upon us??? Do you understand all the turmoil is stirring the pot that has grown thick and stale. I know many of us have come for the shift and waiting has been tough. Seeing the drama that others choose is also tough, since many of us know it is simply not necessary. You do not need to be sick, you choose it. You do not need to be angry, you choose that too. Addictions are rampant to behaviors that keep us off the course of love and light and laughter. Get back on course by doing something simple that you love. Cook and share it, clean up a mess, give someone a hand or a leg up. Commit a random act of kindness and then tell someone what you did. It is that easy to start again. Do it now, start over, fresh and clean and ready for action, it is here and making itself known. Don't say we didn't tell you - we have!! To all those rejecting the new matrix of love and energy here, see you again on another sunny day in another sunny place.

Hostages held in their own mind.

Feeling powerless is rampant, people have become puppets to others who pull their strings. They have jailed themselves in their own limited minds and wait for the SAVIOUR to arrive. The Saviour is PART OF THE self, the part of you connected through the silver cord to heaven, offering a link up to higher knowledge and power that comes with it. Watching the eyes of the fearful has become a part of my experience here. They simply cannot look into my eyes and speak their truth. I do not need to agree, as a matter of fact I commonly do not. That is not necessary. To be in my power I must be able to see and feel the situation from the higher position and know that there is so much more then this one little thing. The hawk rises up to see the surrounding terrain, that is what we must do now to get off the ground with our freedom. You are free to come and go as you please - sovereign in every way. If you give up your freedom and turn your choices over to someone else you become a hostage to that limitation. There are no gods down here, only people just like you trying their freewill choices on. Is someone using their freewill to rip you off or tell you what to do,or convince you their advice is better than your own, or worse curse you or Doom you??? Somehow that became normal, churches do it, so do doctors and judges, even teachers curse their students with their words of negativity. UNDERSTAND THIS, IT IS ONLY IN YOUR MIND! Simply walk away, the opinion of others is none of your business, unless you choose it. It is your opinion and feelings and choices that count. Do the right happy healthy thing despite what the masses do, they will see you and hopefully save themselves too. SMILE, THE MIGHTY OZ HAS BEEN REVEALED!! AND HE IS JUST LIKE you!!

When people go septic it can be treated

I am praying for a human I have not met. She is very ill and hanging in the balance. It prompts me to say what I know for truth. This year has been one of study and in those studies we have seen the DNA that comes from the root canals of cadavers. It is so stupid and toxic and it makes me nuts to know that responses to external stimuli can tigger one of these locked up pus pockets to explode into the body. Staph and strep and viruses and fungi and parasites of all kinds get locked in those dark rooms left when the lights are turned out by a root canal. Your mouth is the fuse box of the body, connected to every single part of you, call my office and get a chart, then you will see. Do not give in to the lazy way of treating pain by disconnecton. Years ago when I had Interstitial Cystitis, I, in severe pain allowed wires to be put in to my spine and a tens unit hooked on my belt could be turned on and the pain would get zapped. It was a quieter of the noise of that constant pain. I allowed that surgery which was experimental - twice. I was then offered an implant that would zap me for about five years. I asked Dr. Steve Siegal my urologist what then?? He said the damage done to the bladder over that time would necessitate removal of my degenerated organ and I would need to pee in a bag!!! Whoa there buddy, that is not an option! That was the beginning of my recovery and my new career as a Naturopath. When I returned to him after a year of lifechanging events with my Naturopath, to give him the good news that this horrible disease was actually totally fixable, he told me to keep it under my hat, cuz that kind of knowledge could effect his business!! You can not shut off the electricity of the human body without damage, root canals are done daily with a blind eye to that inevitable end. Please study this for your own health, it can save the drama that many suffer from when another external stimuli attacks. We will need to do this ourselves as the KEEP IT UNDER YOUR HAT philosophy continues to rule for a while yet. American medicine and dentistry will need the shift to come from us, fire them if they are not willing to move up now to the new matrix of healing. It is time for us to be well all of the time!

The world is upgrading - got your ticket?

God's math, otherwise known as astrology has helped us through since time began. Those in positions of power used these amazing stellar trends to catch the wave. Those powerbrokers also told the common man, that is was nonsense or witchcraft or whatever they could say to throw us off track. The pope has astrologers, so does the president and the queen, Nasa has to have them since they are the only ones that can do the math it takes to play up in the stars. Following the trends and getting into the most comfortable position is how it is used and I have used it for years and years. If you know my story and my success you know that astrology helped me with the win, over and over again. It also took me through the storms of change without giving in or up, knowing change was occurring and patiently waiting for the shift. We are in a time of great change, the last time this happened on Earth, Lindbergh flew over the ocean. Think about that, what a paradigm shift that was. Over the next few years we will be doing the same magical shifting, opening new vistas for humankind. Get ready, your are worthy of knowing the truth and getting in a comfortable position for our upgrade is a choice. GOT YOUR TICKET?

Value - where is yours???

In or out, you or them, present or future, stuff or effort??? It is coming to the end of 2012 and the values that we have are going to soon be set in stone for the next segment of human existence. We cycle again, and this time I hope it is an upgrade. We must consider what we value now and focus on those values. Let go of those things which you invested in that have no good return. Look around and fall in love with the things and people that bring you joy and peace and comfort. The ones that do not, wave goodbye as the negative value must stop with your choice. List them, the valued and put them near to your heart. What you value will go with go, what sucks the life from you will keep you there with it. You decide NOW.

Rider without a saddle!

She said yesterday that she was not aware that the saddle was her safety net and without it there is a whole new way of riding. To ride a horse is to feel your power in it's explosion of size and speed. When we partner up with a horse our tailbone and their spine become one electrical hook up and a cross is formed or truly a medicine wheel. They are the horizontal line and we are the vertical. On the top is the turret head of the human focusing and telegraphing the place in the distance we are heading. The horses are seeing two pictures, one on the right and one on the left, staying aware and alert to all the surroundings. This experience is life changing for those who are ready to experience true power. To surf or ride on the back of a horse is one of the most powerful rides there is. We deserve our power back, take a chance and join us for a bareback ride, no saddle needed!! It will change you forever!!

There is strength in numbers!

Where two or three or more are gathered in my name, there I am also. It is true. I see the light brighten as those of like focus put their energy together and believe with all their heart in a change and use the faith, hope and love part of their being to get the job done. We are energetic beings, our breath is a part of that. It comes out in words which have frequencies and colors. Learn your colors and use your words to affirm and you will create with intention. Only you can change your reality by changing your breath and your words. I say I am perfect when asked how I AM, reminding the airspace around me to keep me that way, healthy, happy and loving every minute of it. It is the gift you have and need to learn to use! Add in with others in love with your beautiful words and BAM! Exponential growth of the same set of words. It is why we go into church buildings and there is a spire on the top. We that take the wishes and dreams spoken into the room where many gathered and shoot it up through the spire to heaven. Did you know that?? Inspiration is to hear the beautiful words from God's mouth to me and we have a way of sending ours back up to heaven - and remember there is strength and added power in numbers!

Survivor or victim - which is it????

As I child I was a survivor. Although the time spent as a little kid was rough and lonely and sometimes brutal, I had a horse and lots of friends and music. Those were my main focus and they gave me the strength and joy that promoted my survival. I never gave in to the depression that was felt by my siblings. I fought back all the way. I remember my sister begging me to simply be quiet and stop antagonizing them. I could not. As time went on I had to make choices over and over again to survive. My friends were not able to, they died. In clearing the past from my future the survivorship features need to be my focus now. The behaviors done in fear of loss or less have to disappear now. I have felt guily over time in the loss for others, they would flourish with my love and light, but as I would withdraw and move on after a job well done, they would get angry and resist and threaten me. That hurt. Now looking back on that I realize that to choose daily - survivor or victim was the lesson in loving others and myself that I needed to learn. Do not be a victim, love yourself first, your choices are the most important for YOU. You are not here to babysit others or convince them that you are worthy of their time or affection. Let's just truly set an example of loving ourself and our life now here, without the fear of loss or less. It is time. Those who are truly here to love you will, all the others will move on. Both choices are valid and I will honor them without regret or fear of loss. In the end it will all be as it should and that gives me hope!!

Start listening to your own heart

When we are ready for success we will find the way to our own heart where the desires of your divine plan are stored. The walls built around your heart were put there by you over lifetimes of experience. The Jericho call knocks them all down. It is the call of HOPE! Believing that there is something special there and saying it out loud with joy and fervor. You can move mountains, I think we have mostly forgotten that. You can see, if you stop complaining and crying and closing your eyes to the truth. Ask to know what to do, ask yourself and your guardian angel, they will have perfect directions for you. If you do not know how - we will teach you. The HAWC teaches meditation classes that offer that skill, check in with Janet at 715-426-7350 and she will put you on the list for our next class. This is life changing stuff, are you ready to change yours?????

The air that surrounds you - you create it

I see what happens to the air that surrounds someone when they are happy and when they are not. You color your aura with your words and projections. Words are the colorant. Light words- like fun and laughter- brighten your field and then that seeps into our air here. Dark words filled with negativity do the same thing. The old addage of "if you don't have something nice to say then do not say anything at all" is really necessary for us to clean up this place. You get stuck in the mire of your own air pollution. It is sticky and murky and can hold you back or down. I am always entertained by what people think they are getting away with, you get your own words- they create YOUR reality!! Healthy, happy, successful people speak in those colors and use those words consistently. No drama is needed to state your case. Be truthful, direct and positive. Say what you want to have happen. No blame or excuses are needed. Failure is not an option here, this is free, and with focus you can do this too. I hope to see light surrounding everyone and words being spoken that encourage our growth and happiness. YOU ARE THE BOSS OF YOU! Be the best boss you ever had, I am.

Animals deserve to be healthy too

I have horses, dogs, cats, chickens and african guinea hens on my farm. I keep them healthy by following nature and her wisdom. They are given mineral free choice all organic daily, they are given liver support, called milk thistle,acidophilus and digestive cleanser, called diatamaceous earth on full moons, their water is from the ground with no additives and they are all free to live their life here in a loving and nurturing organic environment. They live super long and healthy lives this way. No drugs no injuries. Interesting huh?? Vaccination damage occurs with farm animals too and it is simply not necessary. Learn how to take holistic care of your critter and they will love you forever! Mine do. When extra care is needed, which is rare, my vet does accupunture and chiropractic adjustments - cool huh?? Works every time. Try something new with your pet, upgrade their food to holistic healthy food, stop with the drugs and make sure they get lots of clean water, fresh air and sunshine, same goes for us too!

CLOSER AND CLOSER

The longer I am here the closer I get to home. Heaven on earth is a real vision for me. I believe that we are all being given a chance to clean up our act and begin with a fresh new world, under the supervision of the lighter beings here. We were dictated to by those they call shadow people, others call them dark ones, I just say that the freewill game we played revealed a lot of shades of color. Some of them were menacing, dishonest and ultimately will be left out of the new order. Too many secret and agendas not in line with divine design and law. Others of us stayed the course of right and good and healthy and happy, and those are the one moving in closer and closer now. The community of the future needs us in close proximity to one another because truly united we stand. In the light of love we will become a community worth our weight in gold. And in the bright new light, all shadows will simply disappear. Bye bye!

Botox can cause Botulism and make you very sick

How do I know that, I have had patients who had that happen to them. The risk in injecting microorganisms into your skin are vast. There are so many people out there with sub normal body temperatures that are super vulnerable. Check your temp when you wake up, do it before you step out of bed to be accurate. If you are not 98.6 you are not as healthy as you need to be and certainly not as resistant. Pay attention here, do not start a war in your body that some of you will not win. This is critical data for everyone to know. We can raise your temp if it too low and help restore your balance. One of the keys to health!!! Ticks with Lymes are the same issue, carrying a microorganism that a healthy body temp would destroy on contact. Think about it!

The joy of riding

My friend joined me for a ride on Saturday. After riding we chatted about our childhoods and the faded memories. He said he needed to return to what was good then and bring it forward. I can certainly understand that. Riding horses has a way of setting into motion some of the peace we need that truly is missing in many people's lives. Restoring balance and power are what horses do for us and remembering that we deserve to feel that way every day is a memory worth reviving. Remember when you were invincible! Brave and true and willing to try again and again??? Get up on a horse and relive your glory days, then recreate them today and forever, we deserve it!

Step in to your new reality- Medical Doctor joins us at The H A W C

What you seek you shall find. I have always sought a way to give people the knowledge of their body to maintain to their energy and health. I have done that for years now. I now have a Medical Doctor joining me in my clinic and he will be the bridge between those who are still in mix of meds but who are seeking the more natural approach. They will need his experience and knowledge to mentor them into a safer way of keeping healthy. Drugs create their own diseases. Nursing homes and hospitals are full of people sick from their own meds. It is a crisis. Drugs take your memory, your sexuality, your vitality, your sight and then your life, but not until you are out of money. We have created the place here where we want someone to take care of us and tell how to be healthy, trusting them with our life. That has back fired in a big way. Fat, toxic, chronically ill and pained people cannot take it any longer and want reform. We are endeavoring to assist with that. Contact us for an appointment with Dr. Matt, he will help you through the shift. Thehawc.com has the contact info! See you in the wellness center, Dr. Su

To be pleasing

You are pleasing in my sight. That is how God sees us - as pleasing. What does that look and feel like. To me it feels like lubricant. Making things go easier and smoother and assisting the flow. Many are not flowing right now, money, health, work, relationships,simply not flowing, certainly not pleasing. So as a leg up for today, be pleased. Please yourself, please others too. Let the pleasing begin with you and let's see what begins to flow. I believe you will be PLEASED!

As Saturn pulls out!

Check your horoscope, I like astrologyzone.com Saturn is moving and man oh man is that big news for alot of us!! Asleep at the wheel or tortured or other fantastic challenges will be ended today and this truly give many cause to celebrate. Let the Universe do her math with you and she will guide you daily. It is amazing. See me dancin' in the street!!

Liver flush magic!

As we proceed into our futures here, doing it with clear eyes, good energy and a positive attitude are keys to a brighter future for us all. The flush softens and clears the debris in our liver/gallbladder. The resentments of our life are stored in those stored jewels, emerald green and all different sizes. The longer they are stored,as resentments or frustrations, the larger the stones. I have seen them released as large as a golf ball. Think of the freedom of your flowing digestion with those big blockages out of the way! My colon therapist, Kristin Burich assists in further clearing the pipes by using healing touch to help with the emotional release as a clearing the colon with a fresh water colonic. Softened by the process, the are like jello. As many as 700 stones have been counted in the release by a client of mine. Restored her health to a new level and she was never the same again. I will say to have a therapist assisting with this process is prudent, simply to answer questions and cheer you on as this can be a long process for some of us. There are books on the subject too. Happy liver flush! Happy human!

Star Elder conference 12-12-12

I have been somewhere and done something for every triple date since the 1-1-1 and this is the final hoopla. I do not have to do anything for this one but simply attend. The Native Americans have a vision that matches mine and they are sharing a large part of that vision in Carefree AZ that week. I will be there. Look into the events surrounding that date and BE somewhere!! Community will be a real force at that time and being in the community you want to be with in your future is crucial. Since the last solar eclipse of the millenium in Avebury England I have been told where to be and what to do while I was there. We are connectors to this world from an energy from above and lighting it back up has taken awhile. The 12-12-12 is the final set of lights and the hook ups will be complete. Let's see what it looks like down here with all the lights on!! I am pumped!!

WAKING UP TO THE NEW DAY

In my dream I was given 2 tickets to the concert of the century - front row. I was ushered through the first aid station to get to my seats. The guy next to me said where is your partner, I said I do not know, he said do you have that ticket and said no I left back where I was. We are all being ushered to our seats in the shift, with or without those we love and know. They can or will come on their own or not. This is the time that only self can dictate the ending. You are your own savior in this. I teach you are your own healer and savior - connected to the I AM presence and that connection gives you all the data you need to complete this task at the top of the class. No more waiting. No more letting someone else do it all. In communion we are taught ONENESS, that is the concert I am attending now. Community, integrated with common goals to support our world and each other. No more of this 5% running the show and controlling all the knobs and the channels. It is a new day, our time has come and we are prepared to take our place up front now. Sing and rejoice at this, it will be amazing and YOU have your own special note to add and we are glad you are present!

When it is everyman for himself - you all drown!

This is the blue Planet, filled with water and the emotions that we all feel and the choices we make all tied together. BLUE! I have spent years trying to team up with other care givers and professionals who put the client first. Thinking of the well being of the person with the issues as the priority. I have made a million referrals to a lot of people in an effort to create that community. A real team that worked together for the client. Over and over those people just took the money and ran, keeping the client for themself or not sharing their findings or simply pretending the referral never happened. I do not have time to check up on every one and every referral, so when I get a referral from someone I send them 10 bucks and a thank you. That way we are in connection and they know I am on it. I do not know what to do any more. No one wants to team up - it is every man for himself it seems. As I see that reality - all I see is all those individuals drowning in the blue choices of freewill. WOW, what a waste of a chance to team up. I am looking for some partners - let me know if you know teamplayers, who care about others and want to create a community that supports itself and those who need the help. I am interested in those people now!!! Thank you for wanting to be a part of the new world!! All for one and one for all!!! AND LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT

Open to your new reality

As we allow ourselves gracefully to become who we were meant to be without interference or opinion of others, it is a peaceful and easy feeling. We choose to be pushed and pulled for many years trying to find safe haven and those who truly understand us. I needed to first understand myself, how about you?? Wishing for the approval of a family who didn't or couldn't and untimately wouldn't, delayed my self approval for a minute. I looked under every rock and into every crevice for that thumbs up and it never came. I do, however have a letter from my maternal grandmother Susie telling me long ago that she saw me as a wonderful mother. I kept that letter, still have it. It could be that those little pieces of fitting in skipped a generation or two, look back down your line, I bet there was someone in the pack, just like you. Secretly admired, but scarey or annoying or just too plain wild! I found those folks too, but from the 1800's. We are all connected and the lineage doesn't make mistakes. You are real, right and on time too. Be at peace with that thought. It will soon unfold and the safe haven here on Earth with those who understand you, will appear right before your eyes. Keep up the search! It will be so worth it! See you there. Dr. Su

The Hardest Lessons

My friend Lilan taught me long ago the lessons that hurt the most were brought to me by those who long ago in another place promised they loved me enough to deliver the blow. Off with her head so to speak. Knowing that, I have been able to keep the faith under tough circumstances. Little kids know me from another place, sometimes they say out loud - this is the lady I dreamed of, or say they know me, although we just met here for the first time. If we can remember this we can forgive anything knowing that we choose these lessons prior to arriving here. Also that we lined up our helpers at that time. I have been tested lately in many ways, the past 12 years the hardest tests of all. Keeping the faith was ok, keeping up the energy to continue sometimes not so good or easy. Hopelessly hopeful, a real gambler knowing that in the end I will win. I always do. We all will. So to say thanks to our teachers is to end the lessons gracefully. Let's say grace now and be the community of love we came to be. Remember it is your chosen experience, experience how ever you choose it to benefit you or repeat in again later. Namaste' to all who have challenged, injured or disrespected me, I appreciate the support and the love, thank you for your role in my advancement. Dr. Su

Jamming a square peg into a round hole

That is what life can feel like for us sometimes. Making something fit or work when it simply doesn't. I give parents the Natal chart of their kids when they have their first appointment with me to help to prevent that from happening. I know that there are many out there who wished we would have done that for them when they were young. Families trying to make you fit into their idea of what YOU should be or do. Sometimes it truly becomes abusive, for the fear in the failure of self is projected on to the kids and there is where the remake begins. My mother was never truly herself or happy until she became the missionary she had always wanted to be. It took her 50 years to get there but she did it and that was when she was the nicest and easiest to know. My girls loved her, for that was who she was to them. Her fears and failures were put on me in childhood as I was the oldest daughter and she really thought I should fulfill her dreams. I could not, nor would not ever! Yet everyday I realize in many way I did anyway. Service to others was her gig and it is mine too. So there MOM, check that out and be proud. I AM. Let the jamming and remaking stop now. Tell yourself and your kids no matter how or what they become it is ALL GOOD and improving. I am still healing the bruises from long ago but everyday I get better and better. Be authentically YOU, and all will fall into place! Forgive and forget and move on, it is the only way to heal.

I saw something that made me feel sick

Has that ever happened to you? It does often on this planet, doesn't it? I try not to take it personally but sometimes the hit is direct and I took one today. At first we want to retaliate but learning to be still and hold that thought is truly what we need to do to remedy the pain. As it reverberated through my body I wanted to puke. I didn't, maybe I SHOULD HAVE THOUGH. Then I wrote the scenario down and expressed my horror and my sadness. Then I simply erased it!! That was a first for me. I usually allow the feeling to penetrate, sometimes it effects me in a big way. This time I felt it and said "go right through me now and back to your source". You are not my issue and I will take no responsibility for someone else's choices. If we can learn to let it go, we can get through this. Together we can create a community that can trust itself and it's people. Right now there is no trust out there and people are hurting and then hurting others in their pain. Sometimes unconsciously and sometimes intentionally. Learn to be still and acknowledge the truth. Thank it, the feeling, for the notification and send it back or send it into the light. I find that sending it into the light speeds up my own recovery. We are quickening now and lessons at the end are coming in super fast. See, feel, acknowledge and release. Stay in tune with your own song and be the blessing YOU want to receive. It is truly that simple, good luck to us all!!

HOW TO show love

I listened to a political persceptive for awhile yesterday and then said if you keep this up you will have indigestion from all the grumbling and negativity. I meant it and he heard me and stopped with the rhetoric. I wish others were that respectful. That was showing love for me. I appreciated the consideration and said thank you. People are unhappy, frustrated and very verbal about their dissatisfaction now. From revolution to literal destruction they will stop at nothing to voice or express their issues. I can only take a little of that. I know if you do not have something nice or good or positive or constructive to say it is BEST to remain silent. At the very least there will be no the disturbance in the air if you do. We are abused by words and manipulated by them too. They form into energy that can bombard, breakdown, break up and even kill other energy. When I withdraw and become silent everyone notices and asks me what is wrong. It is that different around me when I am quiet. I TALK ALOT USUALLY. I have a way of speaking that is direct, blunt even. The truth comes out no matter what, even if it seems unpleasant to those who don't want to hear it. It is what makes me good at my job, sometimes the truth has been withheld from you. Doctors don't tell you EVERYTHING, they want you to return for more. I do not like that way of helping, I would rather teach you HOW by sharing the TRUTH with you! Showing you is loving you, believing you are capable of healing is loving you and allowing you the lessons you choose to be yours and yours alone, is loving you too. Let's all love each other better now. No complaining is necessary. If you are in a jam, be quiet and think it through. Being upset or loud and telling it to the world just makes it worse. Love is the only energy that gets anything done around here. Find even the tiniest piece of love for yourself or your situation and add to that. If there were a fire you would not go after the non-burning stuff, you would focus on the flame to put it out. Your pain and your negativity and your fear is your fire. Look at it and use your love and honestly look to see WHY YOU STARTED IT. Then you can put it out easily. That is loving!! That is what will get the job done. I know you can all do it, you were born to succeed, so focus now. Here's to health and happiness for everyone, that is my loving word for you today.

Full Moon - look it up

We are about to change channels now. The Earth and her inhabitants have wanted this for a long time. This moon is a clicker. Some will feel the shift with relief, others will feel a shattering. Both are just fine. There comes a time when we are moved and changed whether we like it or not. If you like it and want it - set it up for yourself. Open up and be grateful for the upgrade! Listen and learn and let go freely of your past. If you think you can stay the same and endure it - good luck to you too. I for one am ready willing and able and excited!! I see the dawn of the new day on the horizon and I am pumped! Happy full and magical moon to us all this weekend.

Coming into your own now- Heroes everywhere

We have always been taught that there is or will be a Savior. Someone, like a giant hero that will show up and make things right. For sure you know that don't you?? The deal is though, that that hero is you! You are the brave, the strong, the enlightened. There was an attempt to take your power away and we are foiling it. The food we were being served poisoned us, along with the flouride and the amalgams and vaccinations and other drugs. There is a mass awakening now to that plot. The experimentation on our kids is stopping under the influence of caring loving hero like parents. Brave and clear minded. Not those who are bought off or paid to fool you. Then the religious zealots who pit you against other humans in an attempt to use your power as theirs. While behind closed doors again doing unspeakable things to our kids. Finally the corporate hounds who buy up the land like they own it and prevent it from following it's natural course, which is to nourish humanity. Native Americans have taught us that NO MAN OWNS THE LAND OR THE SKY. We are ONE RACE, humans. All together now as a community we can heal ourselves and our kids, and take back our world.. Heroes rising up everywhere, taking on the Bullies and the cheaters and the Doom and gloomers. Glad they finally showed up - how about you?

Looking at us from US, the higher view of you by you

When you look back or look over you, what do you look like?? Do you like what you see?? I have had a lot of time to look back and look ahead, I also am pretty dang good at looking from above down onto my life and my adventures. For a very long time I was rather quiet. That is not my natural way of being, I recently became rather loud, which is also not me. My idea of who and what I want to be and how, is balanced. Noisy only when necessary, but never again sidelined. My deal is if it isn't fun do not do it. I need to stick to that now more than ever. I know we deserve more than we take, we were taught as children to be seen and not heard, then again as women. Now is the time to completely discard that old foolishness, and be SEEN and HEARD. Make a plan for who and how you intend to be, what will you look like, how much will you weigh, who will you spend precious moments with and what will be the footprint after you leave. This is the time for focus on this new you. I have defended myself since I was a little girl, enough of that. If someone doesn't agree with or even like me, that's OK, I don't agree with or like everyone either. It is ok, but those are the ones I will not spend precious moments with, there are just too many special times and special people out there and now is the time to look and choose and live the way I want to. Let's have some fun, we are all special in our own way! Namaste' Dr. Su

Ask your kids...

If you want to know the TRUTH about something, just ask your kids. They love you best and will take advantage of an opportunity to clear the air, shine a light or simply add to an already great relationship. My girls have always told me their truth and I always paid attention to it. I still did things my own way, but not without consideration. I also knew they were not ever trying to hurt me or my feelings, although sometimes we disagreed. I am a free spirit and that can be difficult for others who think I should be more grounded. Ask my x husband! We are trying to come together now forming community and family around very broken pasts. Many people have multiple divorces and shattered lives because roots have been uprooted over and over again. Our kids have a view, a lifetime of history with you and a voice that speaks with love overlighting other data and maybe some opinions or complaints. I check in with those beautiful ladies and sometimes don't like what they say, but I still need to know how they feel. They are MY roots. My family of origin was not rooted and that was hard. No family trips as adults or up north together time. We need that!! It gives us strength and hope. It hurts us to be alone or left out. I know that for a long time I included everyone in everything, I love that - the more the merrier. Then I got tired of no one else doing it and I just quit. So today just ask your kids, whatever age they are, how they see things and what they need in relation to YOU! It could be the greatest advice you ever receive! For sure it will be the most honest. And NO CHARGE. PS: Listen, be quiet and DO NOT DEFEND ANYTHING, take notes and then absorb it SO YOU CAN SINK IN DEEPER ROOTS.

Energy medicine - what is it??

I have used an EAV machine to analyze people's energy systems for over 20 years. It is a device that saved my life back in the 80's and I knew it would help alot of others too. I learned to use it well and many recoveries has been initiated under the guidance of the body directly. It truly gives the body a voice and I am a very good listener. That is what energy medicine does. It tells the flow and the stuck points, it shows the inflammation and the degeneration. I always work on the worst stuff first, and that normally correlates with the symptoms people complain of. It is acupuncture meets Star Trek. It took alot of practice and there is a special touch needed to be a master at this. Now we have new devices that are easier to work and just as amazing and you can have one in your own home - hooked up through your computer to ME and my amazing remedies. I have lived healthy and fit for all of my nearly 55 years, especially since this came into my life. My daughters also have great tales to tell about the health they have from our home remedies and our testing device. We have stayed ahead of break downs by being checked and worked on before the crisis could occur, I have helped many people avoid trouble with this way of testing. From teeth to spine to organs to hormones and also emotions, this checks them all. Alot of you will benefit dramatically from this, call to order your hook up, it is a hand cradle that links you to me through your computer. Cool, huh. I loved Star Trek and now I LIVE IT TOO. Here's to a future filled with unending wellness for us all!

The wolves take only the weak and unprotected

Wolves walk in two worlds at once, here and there, all at the same time. People fear them because their job is to clean up around here. They love the weak and unprotected enough to return them to Source, rather than allow them to have a life of suffering here. I saw a video of a wolf pack taking down a baby buffalo, it had to have been weak or ill or unprotected or that never would have occurred. The interesting part of the video came when the Bull Buffalo appeared. I thought, oh great, now the baby will be saved. Instead the buffalo killed the baby instantly with one swift blow, giving it a chance at life in the next dimension where it would safe and healthy and protected. Wolves have the job no one wants, kind of like the undertaker. Who will see me through this?? Who will walk me from the darkness and the pain into the light, wolves do that for nature. Let them be who they were meant to be. It is a very spiritual lesson for humans to learn, knowing when to save and when to let go altogether. Only in death is there life, we have been taught that by the Masters over and over again, will we ever learn??

When the darkness comes...

As a child I watched my father die, as an adult I watched as my partner's mother died. I always see the departures and arrivals. When someone is pregnant I see the souls in the air making their initial connections, bringing the light of a new soul to our world. That is how I see it - darkness and light. I saw a guy's light go grey and knew he was walking the fine line between here and there. The next day he suffered a massive heart attack but survived. Choice was made. Over and over and over choices made to add light or slip into darkness. That is how this thing works. Is it a psychic gift?? No not really, it is simply an awareness and the acknowledgment of that awareness. It is like focusing with bleary eyes. Auric energy, like the dawn or the sunset - real but not touchable. You all have that energy surrounding you. You choose your own colors every minute of every day. I see who is feeling, or thinking or doing what, just by the color of their aura. I do not judge, I do not tell unless I am asked and I do not give it a thought really unless it encroaches into my space. Darkness can do that you know. It has tentacles like an octopus and a little darkness goes a long way. If you give in to it, have secrets, do wrong or dishonest things, it will eat you up. Cursing is throwing dark words like bombs into the air. Darkness comes from many sources and it is contagious as hell!! It is hell, in every sense, which is simply seperation from light and love. You can do with your light amazing things, see what needs to be done and shine it on a path for others to see, use your face and your eyes and your words in light to shine a smile. That always adds light to the whole thing. Oh Creator of all that is - thank you for my light - let it be bright and strong so I may see my way through easily and happily. How's that for a good start to the light of a new day??? You try it, we need all the light we can get.

How do you want to be treated??

I remember in school as a child feeling sorry for the kid that got in trouble all the time, knowing that their issue was not to cause problems but to simply get some much needed attention. The class clown did the same thing. Teachers would get so tired of the constant pull on their time they became disrespectful and rude. I just hated that. I can understand frustration but not disrespect. I know those kids were lacking in some way and were doing what ever they could think up to get a look or a word even a touch in the form of a hit. We do it with drama, noise, crying wolf, being sick or injured and so forth, all in an effort to just get a LITTLE attention no matter what kind it was. It is so simple to just allow those around to be who and how they are and respect that, although we may not understand it or even like it all. A boy in my 6th grade class had progeria, the aging disease. He looked like an old mishapen man, but he was just 14 yrs old. Full of kid stuff yet. I liked him and he liked me, he wrote me notes and got me into trouble all the time since I would never tell it was him not me. I figured he had enough on his plate. I respected him and his situation. I certainly didn't understand it or like it at all, I thought it was horrible. yet beneath that wrinkly skin was a kid just like me. Somehow I knew that. I honored him in every way I could and for that he loved me. He died after that. I know that lesson taught me alot. Respect and honor are required now if we are to live peacefully and lovingly. I may not understand or like your situation, your words, your choices, but I will respect your right to be who and how you want to be without criticism or fear. You be you and I will be me - the same only different. Now that is something to love and love cures all things and endures all things too. Take a breath and try respect for awhile I think we will be pleasantly surprised at the outcome. Viva la differance'