WHO'S DRIVING - YOU OR ME??

I do not want to drive you in any way. Not your car, not your body, not your life. YOU DRIVE YOU!!! If I can support your journey with my love, attention, experience or simply by quietly enjoying your ride by sitting next to you, I will. I will not, however, take your wheel, nor will I allow anyone ever to take mine. I have had those show up and try to take my wheel, they thought they knew better than I did. They said slow down, speed up, move over, or let me do that. That is not how this works. Only I know what works for me and the only way you would know what that is - is to ask me and listen very carefully to what I say I desire. Then and only then could you begin to understand me. I once bought a Harley, A Screaming Eagle ,and foolishly I let someone else drive my motorcycyle. That was a lesson that I needed to learn because it did not go well. People need to drive their own things and putting someone else in control of you, when there is not a unity or a trust in place will throw you off balance. I learned my lesson and it was challenging. I drive me, fast and clearly in control of what I am doing. That is the way I like it. YOU DRIVE YOU, ANYWAY YOU WANT TO. Take care of your own stuff, feed yourself, find your inspiration, drive yourself. In the end we will all meet up at the same place. So keep on driving, I will too.

Angels and Hawks

I am an avid seer. I see from a position of experience and accountability. I have spent lifetimes watching this world, from heaven or earth the view has been something special. We are about to get some coaching and assistance from those who have that same vision, ANGEL OR HAWK, of a beautiful harmonic and healthy planet just over the next horizon. I, in alignment with several others now, are here to deliver some very good ideas. Demonstrating a life of peace and recovery from density, will be the next step in my own work. I hope you welcome the healing of our world by beginning a journey of healing yourself. Each one of you is major, each body it's own planet. Your planet and all it offers connects to others in many ways. Your choices and words and demonstrations can become mine, if I allow or invite them too. Some of you are prepared to link up now. Others are still isolated and quarantined in their own lessons. You will recognize them by their distress signals, let them be, they will choose when and if they are ready to add in. Noise or criticism will mark their space, stay away. YOU ON THE OTHER HAND, IF YOU ARE READING THIS, ARE READY NOW. Align with love only, align with beauty, balance, optimism and vision. See what I see, a place ready for an upgrade. Back to nature and ahead to harmony. Unity and communion, sacred in every way, partner up now with those of the same vision, HAWK OR ANGEL!!

The Vision of and for a new world

I am super sensitive. I react to everything in a huge way. When I was a kid the first mercury filling I got kept me awake for a year. Truth!!! I was only 10 years old. Horrible and life changing in every way it was the gift of a lifetime. It caused me to mature too quickly, gain weight, become frustrated and angry, and control of my healthy little body disappeared and it started me down a road of health isssues that would teach me until I learned. I broke bones to learn lessons hidden deep within my structure. Bones hold the oldest secrets you have. I became bulimic, and used alcohol as a release from the tension of my life and those things that I did not understand. The more fillings I got the crazier I became. My brain sped up and I could read so fast that I could not get enough books. These were symptoms of a mineral imbalance caused by mercury poisoning. A dentist told my client who is fixing his overloaded teeth that I was crazy and did not know what I was talking about. My client fired that dentist. Those dentists who refuse to be accountable for their role in this toxic mess, should all be fired! Discovery is over, we know the truth. Mercury, aluminum, lead and cadmium create huge issues with human biology and chemistry. Period. You may not relate your anxiety and other issues to this, but commonly this is how it starts. Fear, insecurity, anger, depression, and a myriad of health problems including cancer and autoimmune diseases can result directly from these heavy metals and the imbalances they create. Throw in some genetics and a lifetstyle that needs an upgrade and you have dis-ease! If you are in their presence, water, air, food or implant, they will take up space in you and cause major disharmony!! Do your homework , your life and our world, especially our children are depending on a vision of a healthy and happy and harmonic planet!! This is your wake up call, WAKE UP and spread the news!

what is empty?

You are the boss of your level of fuel that produces energy and life here. Empty is when you spent more then you put back. I see empty kids, empty homes are everywhere now. Empty needs the remedy of love. Loves fills everything up and over with it's awesome energy. Self love is the lesson. Loving who you are and what you do and say, where and how you live, and then when full to overflowing, it becomes infectious and contagious in a real good way. I try to flow my joy and many receive it with a glad heart, to those who are empty they still find it lacking. Funny how perception is unique to each person and what I perceive as giving being so different than what another thinks. So here's to full, and me, and then overflowing my love and vision and stories to Earth and her children. Bring on a day of filling, get your love light shining, I am.

The return of the Son/sun

There is a lot of information about our Sun and the blasts it has sent to Earth lately. It is about time we get a little of that sun/son down here. The more light and heat we get, the lighter we become. It is the metaphor written in the books of prophecy. The Light, the Way, the Truth, the SON. It is all true and yet still a mystery to many. We are in density as spirit in body on this planet. This became a dark mucky place for awhile as freewill took it's toll by those who abused it and us. Divine will is returing, and you are divinely designed. As you move into alignment with your divine self it will all come clear. Let the light of the sun/son shine into your heart, on to your body and it will lift you up. You will feel free and light and it will clear away the murk. Move your body, rinse it in and out with pure clean water, add lemon if you feel it necessary. Get the poison away from your mouth, that includes, fillings made of metal, flouride, toxins in your food, and any word spoken that is not loving. Once the mouth is clear and clean the body can restore the terrain properly, you are a beautiful garden, what you put in through your skin and mouth becomes your world in every way. The Son/sun wants to connect with you, go outside and soak it in, nature heals us, you must go to her and allow that to happen. Thank you for hearing this, see you at the beach!!

Reach out your hand and see who takes it

Since the world started waking up I see many shaking off the drowiness and standing and rubbing their eyes. Not quite sure what happened. It is very much like this. Who and how and when did all this stuff get broken and how do we set it right. It is so great to see those who are here to stay for the rehab of our world. I love that. Many others do too. Reach out your hand, to a neighbor, a co-worker, someone who seems lost and alone maybe still a little drowsy. It is our time to join up now and become the community of light and love we have always tried to be. My native friends are teaming up, my family has always teamed up and my clients are an amazing team, ready or not - we are reaching out our hands to YOU!! Will you take them and help us get this thing all cleaned up. Spring is here in Wisconsin and teams of Sustainers and St. Croix river lovers are assembling to save our water and love our land, plant some trees and not BUY anything that is toxic to our world. Check our SUSTAIN HUDSON AND The HAWC FACEBOOK PAGES, we have cool ideas. Join us now we are ready for new friends.

All we ever want

I have done it both ways - hard and easy. The easy way was boring, the hard way frustrating, never really found the balance. It took me years to fall back in love with myself and my mission here and balance is a big part of that lesson and also the result. All we ever want is right there in front of us, look in the mirror and see the truth. You decide who and how. I have decided that, Yup I am still cute, Yup I am still fun and Yup I am so worth it. That is all I ever wanted, ever really needed and now will be able to embrace forever, here and where ever I go. How about YOU??? What do you want? Go for it this is the time we have all been waiting for, times up.

SLEEPING GIANTS AWAKE NOW!!

Our world had waited patiently and faithfully for the sleeping giants to awaken. Well, let me be one of the first to say thank you to those brave and fatihful souls for their hopeful and loving diligence. It has paid off, the giants are here, awake and alive and moving into the authority given to them by the love we have held in our hearts. We called for their help in cleaning this place up now and they heard our cries and are here. Look around, some have come in small bodies, their brilliant light barely containable. You will see the eyes that sparkle, the laughter and joy the comes from the mouths of those who truly love the Earth and her inhabitants with all of their hearts. They are the fulfillment of prophecy, they are the returned ancestors who said they would return and with them bring the King and Queen, I look forward to the Eden of Earth again. I was here in the beginning and will be here for the return of the Light. Thank you Mother Father God for the greatest opportunity the Universe has ever known. The experiment was a success, love wins, light rules and Yes you are a part of that success!! Namaste'

Open now, giant energy awaits the open heart

My white pine is alive and flourishing in my world, she is creating a whirl of energy like nothing I have ever seen before. Daily it gets bigger and bigger. I am filled with awe and wonder at what nature can create. I asked her if I could be of service to her and she said it would be helpful if I planted two more close by. I said I could do that for us. I looked it up and the white pine is the PEACE TREE. I did not know that before today. I so hope for peace for us all all of the time. So it is no wonder that she feels my prayers and adds in with her force field. I even got a picture of it one day and it is magnificent. So today in this beautiful world of ours, find one magical thing in nature and ask what you can do to help her flourish. When we all do that imagine the boost she will receive. I love this planet, she is truly a wonder in every way.

No need to point out anything but the good stuff

Sarcasm, and other ways of shining a light on or calling attention to anything considered bad, wrong or broken, has got to stop now. No one needs to have anything pointed out that is in the process of recovery. We are all fully aware of what needs a remedy. There is simply no need to point it out to any of us, EVER. The need is to shine your light and focus your energy on the good and improving, to create the very best. One good cell in the body can regenerate all new good cells if that is what the focus is on. That is what the conversation needs to be about every single time!!!! Leave the rest alone, they will morph all by themselves. Pointing it out, gives it new life and more energy AND CREATES MORE DRAMA. STOP now and refocus on love, health, happiness, and you want TO BE LIKE ME, horses TOO!!! I am quickly moving into the focus of love on everything I see and I know that results will be dream fulfilling.

Actors and drama, drama, drama!

When you were a kid do you remember anyone saying you were just being a bad actor? It was meant to snap you out of a mood, or a tantrum. We need to do that again with the grown ups around here now. A lot of bad actors, creating stress with their drama. Media thrives on it. People creating illness, cursing and hollering and demanding things go their way, needing to be the center of attention. Resisting love, repelling change, denying themselves peace and life and love here. Have you ever sat at a game where a parent yelled at the coach or the ref? Or driven down the road where someone was flipping off someone else? This needs to stop now. The acting out or up or different than you really are designed to be, takes way too much energy. Trying to play a role rather than just being yourself whole and loving depletes you in every way. Just be you, that is good enough!! No more acting, unless you are getting paid to entertain us, then when you get home, just be YOU again!!!

Whose mess is this anyway??

I had someone move in to the ranch and make a huge mess here. Stuff everywhere, nothing neat or put away. Now I may not be the most organized gal on the planet, but that was way beyond my mess zone. It drove me bananas. Then with that came the moody stuff and lack of accountability, then the words of YOU MISSED IT kept being said. I had to step back, reconsider what I had done and make a new plan. I said, I am all in now, let's get this cleaned up and organized and equal, and then all hec broke loose. I love people, especially those up real close to me, since you get to see all the details in someone's energy field. I saw the mess, felt the mess, lived in the mess and then when I knew it was really MY MESS, NOT ANYONE ELSE'S MESS. I TOOK RESPONSIBILITY FOR IT AND CLEANED IT UP. Actually up and out was how it went, but it is clear and beautiful again here, the way I like to live. I didn't miss a thing, I lived it fully, and in sharing the richness of that experience I know how we get ourselves up close to a mess and then think NOPE NOT MINE, AIN'T doing this. Hey everyone, we are in this together now. Community is the only way we can get this all cleaned up and back to the way God intended it to be. So let's just do it, the mess is OURS, we can fix it together. PS: Carly I am so proud of you for helping with someone else's mess yesterday, you are a good example of pitching in even when it is not your mess to begin with!! Love ya, MOM

Limits

Everyone has them, except me. I never have had them. I refuse to take NO for an answer. That caused many to back away from me, caused others to become very frustrated with me. I believe in unlimited everything. I believe in YES! Sometimes that got me into a position of management that I had to rethink. Some things had to move into other spaces. Sometimes things had to disappear after I tried them out. Liquor and cigarettes were two of those things among other things. I love that gift of no limits, no rules except love. If your ability to create the things you love with love and inspiration is here now, pull off the limits now. The old belief systems need to disapper. Get big, get creative, get energized and get going - you are limitless, you always were, and as soon as you remember that, things are going to shift quickly, I need big thinkers in my world now. It is time to discard any limitation from the past, lift the bar, raise yourself up to higher and higher goals. YOU ARE FREE, enjoy it!

Be care-full what you wish for

You will get it in spades in this new age with this new energy. Every word will create it's own reality in your field. Beauty, beauty, love, love and so forth. If you are prepared and able to receive- this will be the greatest time on Earth ever. If you feel unworthy, or have regrets or sill live with less, lack or loss, in any way, at any level, clear that out. Get the healing and receive the relief it brings. It is your reality, your truth and your wishes!!! Dream big, wish well and use the faith, hope and love to manifest all of your wishes now. I AM.

Is it you OR is it me? YUP

We talked last night about saying your truth and then having the person who hears it completely change what you meant. That happens all of the time. It has to because we are still all seperate here. I have a frequency, a note and my words are carried into the air at that tone. If you have the hearing to hear that note, you will be exactly matched to my words and the thoughts that created them. If you have not developed that hearing, you will adjust them to your own level of comprehension. Like a dog can hear the cries of the coyote, miles away and long before the human can. It registers at the time the listener can receive it and at the level the listener is at. People who come to me can hear my advice as life changing and become inspired, while others hear it as life condemning, and feel fearful or filled with regret about the subjects we are covering. The same exact things are spoken every time, yet the receivers are at different levels and I can not change them or that, they must strive to shift into a higher form of understanding. That happens when the choice is made to advance, become inspired and enlightened. No fear, no regrets, no past, just learning to live in the present and embrace it as the gift it truly is. Waste no more time now, it is all you have.

So, just do the very best you can and that is good enough

That is all one person can do. Instead of criticize ever, do the best you can in the moment and let that be the mark of your love and the direction of your success. Can you be more patient, or gentler? Can you be funnier, or more helpful? Can you pitch in instead of walk away and leave the mess to someone else? Can you find the one good thing in the pile of crap? Then can you focus on that and point it out to others? Ask yourself the value of peace and unity in your life. Then strive to add value to that value. Worthy of love, coffee, idea sharing, sex, meals, and recovery and rehab. We are there now, enjoy the revelation, you are God, a direct expression of Divine light and inspiration here,so act like it!!! And that will be good enough.

YOU LOVE is true love

Think about it. We look in the mirror of other's to see ourselves, and long to hear the words I LOVE YOU! I approve, I support, I am here forever and more and more. We get mad and shout about it, we get sad and hide, we abuse ourselves with less and lack and loss, we get afraid and run away too. I am YOU, YOU are me, we are all in this together. Starting in the home space of the self is where I need to get it right. Loving me, and who and how and what I am is key. The YOU LOVE is true love is the truth. I need to validate myself, and know that I do the very best I can every day and I expect the reflection to be there in my own mirror. I need to eat like I love myself, sleep like I am loved, live the life of one who is cherished and adored. This will really step it up now, fall into step here with the love of your life - YOU!!! Others will see their reflection in you and fall in love too now. I think this could be real real good!!!!

FULL APPROVAL FOR US NOW

If you have spent any time at all seeking someone's approval it is time to stop now, and simply approve of yourself. Human's look on the outside for what they really need on the inside. Kids are shaped by their parent's approval, their teacher's approval, then society's approval and in the end do not like or approve of themselves at all. I have a friend who's behavior I have disapproved of over and over and we fight like little kids about it. I realize now it is not his behavior I am concerned with, it is mine. Unconditional is unconditional, period. That is the love I strive to understand and generate. I am pretty good at most situations, but those closest to me are the hardest because they are right in my face. So today let's approve of everything, as perfectly placed and performing in the light of the larger picture. Without dark you would not notice the light. I approve!

Do you want everyone to get you???

I am commonly saying I need you to understand this or that, or GET IT! I say that to my closest friends too, do you understand what I am saying or what I need here. Do you GET ME? My friend said at lunch yesterday, Honey I get you, loud and clear and I love you because of that. We have been friends for nearly 40 years, do you think it takes that long for someone to understand?? Did your parents get you, or how about your boss? What about your kids or your partner, do they get you?? This is the time now where authenticity is all there is, being totally open and honest about yourself to anyone who is interested. The interested ones will GET you, the others simply will not and just walk away, shaking their head and saying I did not get that. I want us all to GET IT, whatever we need, whoever we match, however it is delivered, be present, be open and you will GET everything you deserve now.

Wave off the old

I was married to a cowboy once, and he used to wave off when he didn't want something in the rodeo. Funny term, WAVE OFF! Yet as I see us moving into positon, I see the waving off of much that we do not need any longer. Relationships, stresses, issues with money or careers, old illnesses, toxicity in any way shape or form, especially words or dictations from those who speak of less or lack or negatively. WAVE THEM OFF NOW!! As if you are being pitched to constantly, open your awareness and see the balls coming at you. The ones that are easily caught and make you smile, catch and keep them. The ones that zing you or hit from behind, just wave them off. There will be those trying to distract you with drama and stories of pain and trouble, wave them off. If someone does not lift you up with words of kindness and encouragement, wave them off too. Become resilient and aware in the same moment and you will move into a state of being that you knew was possible. Own it, love it and let's be whole, healthy and happy here together forever now. This choice to wave off now is new to this world, no guilt, no saving, no sympathy for those who have the ability to choose too. Save your energy for the innocents, the kids, nature and the earth mother, they need you, other adults can either pitch in gladly and willingly with positive support or be waved good bye to. YOU Are in charge now.

STAND AND RECEIVE- you are about to embrace love in a big way

Those willing to stand and receive, please stand up. It is time for those who are here to begin anew to receive the added light quotient and light partners they will need to get it done. If you are among those ready and long waiting, do it now. Open your heart all the way, pray for love and life and knowing, look for community, be at peace among your peers, and look for a super bright and light way of being in your own body. We are being added in to now by those who waited until now to step forward. You know you have all entertained angels unaware, right?? Well become aware now. The world has kept to herself massive resources of those who are truly light and here for the new earth. They were like sleeping dogs, and they are all waking up all over the place now and they are some awesome allies. From above and below they are filing in, you can't miss them. Say hey glad you finally showed up to this party, let's get this done!!! Open your arms, your heart, your eyes, this is going be really something to tell the grandkids about.

EVERYTHING MATTERS - WHETHER YOU WANT IT TO OR NOT, IT SIMPLY DOES

Every memory, every word, every deed and yes, every thought, creates matters. That is how we are even alive in this world. This is a world of MATTER. Energy in form - or informed. You inform every aspect of your existence with into matter. So for today, pay very close attention to all the details. You are making matter every second of the day. I matter, so I must be accountable to me and also the rest of this world, if I want the matter to be healthy and happy. Please make sure the matter you create in the form of memories, words and deeds are all sweet, good, healthy, happy and filled with only love. That will be a great way to celebrate the Earth Mother, because she too matters!!! Everything does here!!!!!

EARTH DAY, CELEBRATE WITH YOUR MOTHER

It started when I was kid and it was the green day the hippies created. Green was not the word that those but a few wanted to hear. People thought Earth was eternal and inexhaustible. We have gone so far past that now. The alarms are blaring. The human bodies that mirror her terrain are sicker and more out of balance then ever in our history. The evidence is right there and we can not turn our eyes away from it. You are touched constantly by the debris, the toxicity, the pollution and the early and painful death of humans, land and animals. We need to take care of her now, so that she can take care of us. We are her children and nourishing us is her greatest calling. All of us, nature and human. Start with you, do you and only you, No more plastic, no more of whatever you know for sure hinders our restoration process. You choose, but please choose SOMETHING!! Eat locally grown food, saves on transportation pollution. Use a rinse cup when you brush your teeth instead of letting the water run, flush only when needed and reuse, reuse, reuse!!! If we stop buying then they stop making it!! Celebrate today the beauty, the energy and the love of the Earthmother, she deserves our love and respect and if we really start taking care of her she will gratefully do the same for us, if not- well she is a big strong feminine being and we know what they are capable of when they are at the end of their rope! Love her up good!!

Share what ever you have no matter what it is

I shared some time this weekend with friends old and new. I have an optimistic nature and I love sharing that with people. I talk about what is right and good about almost everything. It costs me no money, it takes only a moment and it comes naturally to me. That is sharing from the heart. We all need to do more of it. It only takes an open view of the horizon of opportunity. When you see something or someone who would smile because of contact with you, go for it. I told a lovely older gal how great she looked at dinner the other night, I said she was sparkling. This caused a conversation about aging that left us both smiling!! I need this to happen to me more often, so the only way to attract that is to do it myself. How about YOU?

From the far corners of the galaxy help is here now.

I love the bigger picture, a true Sagittarian always does. We can see from the higher perspective a larger view of things, that is why we are such a hopeful group of people! We know over the next hill is water, and food and happiness, just keep on going. Well, as we gather here now in the dawn of these Earth changes, we are being partnered with lots of help from far away places. We have been watched for a long time, sometimes even assisted when we really made a mess. Now the communication lines are open and we are working as teams to get this world back in shape. Our systems have failed on so many levels and they are crashing around us, that is the good news. The new ways will be so much healthier and easier and sustainable. LOOK for the good news now. You will hear it, you will see it, you will know a better day has arrived. They are walking among us with willing hearts and Earth is happy for the company now. Pay attention this is what we came for, communion.

SUSTAINABILITY

I like that word, it offers promise. It does however take commitment and effort to do it. It is not for the lazy or quitters or those who talk the talk but do not walk the walk. I often wonder if you showed up and took a look at those who claim to be a part of the solution what you would really see. Would their real life something totally different, is yours?? I have spent forever being who I am, all of the time. I talk about it at work and I live it in every way every single day. I am not perfect but I never quit, walk off, or give up. I just know that sustaining this world and all the things I love and believe in are MY responsibility. The rest well, they will get what they have given. It is up to us now. Let's be together in taking this on, and cleaning up around here, hearts, minds, souls, health, relationships, the earth and the list goes on. See you in Eden.

There are no accidents

I heard of a car wreck that opened the door for a local 16 year old boy to go home yesterday. It is being called an accident. Weather and conditions were too treacherous and the result tragic. I wish him Godspeed, he is safe and loved totally again with his stellar family. That is the good news. The lesson is that choice was made and it leaves others at a loss. Parents commonly put their own agendas, belief systems and personal preferences and issues in front of their understanding of the their own CHILDREN. You are being offered a chance at cleaning up your own issues by knowing, listening to and changing in the face of the relationship your kids offer you. PERIOD. They are here to help, to share, to love you unconditionally, and yet you still can't see the real them. Blinded by old scars and bad memories, unwilling to give in or give up old harmful habits and beliefs. So when they have given all they have to give, they leave. Unless we shift and become peaceful and loving and honest and create a better heaven here, there will always be the option to leave AND GO HOME. IF YOU WANT YOUR WORLD TO BE STABLE AND LOVING, YOU MUST BECOME WHAT YOU DESIRE, OTHERS WILL AVAIL THEMSELVES IF THAT IS WHAT IS AVAILABLE. I know we are learning hard lessons, but the University of EARTH, IS ABOUT LEARNING THOSE LESSONS AND LOVING THE CHANCE TO CHANGE. Look at your life, your surroundings, your habits, your talk, your looks, your job, your world is the world they are looking at. If it looks bleak or too difficult or sad or stressful or toxic or messy or mean or arrogant or fearful - change it. It is up to you, or of course you can go home too. Freewill for everyone, no accidents, that is the rule of earth.

are you ever late or show up uninvited?

I do not. From where I come from there is only respect and honoring others no matter what. It is what it is. When I became a Naturopath I had a long talk with Creator about my calling and my service work here. I said I will not go out and beat the bushes for clients, ever. I will however remain here and available to those who know in their heart that I am worthy of their focus for a minute. They can dream of me, hear of me or even remember me and I will be here for those who do. The rest are free do to whatever they choose. I also only show up when I am invited and I am always on time. I know this seems a lesson of little consequence, but God is the same way. Never late, but never shows up uninvited. Respectful of others in every way on every level, honoring freewill as mandated in Heaven. This goes for opinion too. If not solicited by someone it is not forthcoming from me or God. I will however, always be truthful and timely with those who question me and desire my response. The lesson is love, true love, I love you all too much to judge your journey in any way, you will be given the chance to do that yourself. I will however or whenever, be here when you invite me into your life and I promise I will be on time too! I am super fun and full of good ideas, let me know if you want to get together!! Dr. Su

Rainbows, vortexes and portals - aha!!

I live on a rainbow ranch. I believe in rainbow energy, I dream it, I know it is the road to wholeness here and also the road back home. I have traveled the world to vortexes to help add in higher light energy to me and my clients with the help of the Earth mother. Doing ceremonies and ritual at these place adds awesome impact and an ability to shift quickly. Like the visionquests that everyone should have had as a teenager but did not. Now there are portals or openings between the worlds available to us too. As a child I went to a secret place by a pond on my horse and sat and healed myself and my sad lonely heart many many times. I would bring my guitar and play and sing, I would bring my girlfriends and camp there. It held a rare air, it was a portal to another way of thinking. Going home was always the last thing I wanted to do while I was there. They are opening now in many spots that are healing. They look like water in the air, or a mirror that vibrates. Those who seek will find them and they are to used to move through to an expanded way of thinking. There are no limits, except the ones you create in your own mind. Portals show you the limitlessness of the human spirit, adding in capabilities that you had only dreamed of. Enjoy now and come to the wholeness you are being offered. me portal su portal!!

In your dreams you create your reality

You are so vast with the ability to have and to hold by just dreaming it up. Awake dreams and asleep dreams tell you so much. When they disturb you, you should be aware that something needs to be considered and probably adjusted. Endings are a big part of dreams as you set yourself up for a shift. You are totally in control of your life on every level and learning how to work the knobs and dials and read the manual is what you need to learn. I know it is hard not to look on the outside for what is going on on the inside, I have many clients with cancer and autoimmune disorders that knew long ago they were heading down that road. Now there they are filled with regret and even fear. To stop that direction it takes complete forgiveness and a focus on a new direction filled with exactly what you desire. Apologize to yourself and the others you drug in to your mess. Do not speak or listen to negative words, curses, or doom and gloom or anyone else's time table. You are the driver, you always have been, maybe half asleep or even fooled by your own childishness, but the driver from before you were born. Are you sitting up straight, looking to a bright day and smiling and grateful the whole time, speaking words of love and joy and blessing everyone you meet. GOOD!! Then you are on the right track now. If you want something, dream about, write about, speak as if it is real in your life, and Voila' there it will be as if it was there the whole TIME!

Let your love light shine, anything less will fade and disappear

You are all being called out and called up. Every single soul on earth is being weighed for light quotient. Only the light will move into the light, the rest will remain where they are. Love is the energy of light and that love is what will fuel the new earth now. Those who are needing light must look with in and call to the Higher light beings in their field of existence for assistance. We that have come to bring the light here are being called into new spaces with new jobs and gifts. All the old stuff will simply fade away and disappear forever......

The LIGHT of the new children

It is not only very very bright, it is also a magnifying glass, a true crystal ball. The new kids are called crystal kids for that very reason. I came as an indigo child, with a way of lighting things up that caused a lot of scurrying and hiding and even striking for some. For others I offered great adventures in magical ways. I know that has been my best work and my hardest job. I see more now than I ever have before and it is inspiring me to do amazing things and take amazing chances by making amazing choices. I know that if you visit me and ask for a reading, I am happy to share my visions with you. These new kids take that to a whole new level and will, under the magnifying glass, use a laser light that will shatter any illusion, secret or darkness. Cool huh??? They manifest everything that is in their world close up. Toxic will show up in huge ways, abuse the same way, fat makes fatter, crabby makes louder and more complaints, it is their way of mirroring the needed changes. Many will suicide off when it becomes enough, car wrecks and drug overdoses the two most common exits. Our coming and going is TOTALLY OUR CHOICE, period. Honor those choices. You are being given a golden opportunity to be exposed now to this great and glorious light, if it makes you afraid or angry, then you need it even more. If it inspires you to do better, then get it done. If you take the light of one of those children and make it yours, you will injure and maybe even destroy them. I see parents living vicariously through their kids all of the time, taking credit for something that the kid did. Sharing in their success is about loving and living in balance and supporting their dreams. It starts with you living in your own light and balance and loving your own dreams first and with success. Only then will come to the magical ending it can have. Parents wake up, they are HERE NOW!! You are being shown in ways that can lead you to love or lead you home, you decide or they will decide for you by exposing you in every detail. Big stuff, good news and lot of growth coming. Clean it up, or they will.

Up close and personal should be your highest effort

I know that being nice to strangers is a part of my job. I meet new people every single day. I hear stories and see issues and feel the drama of their lives with every appointment. It is what I get paid to do. It is my life's work and my great pleasure to be of service. I also know that when I walk home that surrounding myself with loving, kind, generous, happy people are what keep me alive and well. I have many animals in my life that do that for me. They chatter, they cuddle, they kiss and they always say - come on let's play. Without them I would have left a long time ago. Surrounding yourself with people that match you should be your highest effort. If someone is taking, sucking, hollering, complaining or anything else like that - YOU need to move off. They never will. As long as they have an audience they will continue. The company we keep is our responsibility. I know that those who hang on to a relationship that bears no fruit or causes pain, end up seeing me with health issues. It is true. Examine this closely and make choices that love YOU!! Cleaning and clearing the UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL Connections is going to result in some awesome relationships now. Make way for a new day!

Today I will do my very best work

I know how to do good work, yet I have let myself get talked out of great work. I know that I get lazy. I know that recycling, composting, and eating organically are necessary and somtimes I do and sometimes I do not. WHY? It is about loving me and THIS world. I could put my head under my pillow and wish someone else would fix it. I am not wired that way. If it looks like it needs attention I will offer my attention and ideas. Let's look at our body and our home and our friends. They are the up closest we have. Are they light, clear, supportive, loving, clean and most important, life affirming. My body affirms my good diet, it looks great when I pay attention to what I eat and drink, and how hard I play outside in the light and fresh air. My home is beautiful and yet I could do better and clear some more clutter. Then there are the words I hear daily from people that I surround myself with. Normally I hear good stuff, the few that speak nasty things still linger close by but I try to block them out. The article by Dr. OZ helped heal my heart in a huge way, speaking of the truth of mercury poisoning has gotten me a lot of flack and I lost many friends in the fight for what I knew was right. Now that time of feeling alone in that battle is over, someone larger and more present in the world is taking the banner and waving it, and the relief I feel brought me to my knees in tears of joy and gratitude. Just for today, do your very best work. EAT GREAT STUFF, especially breakfast, SAY BEAUTIFUL THINGS TO OTHERS, LAUGH AND SING, GIVE AWAY STUFF YOU ARE NOT USING AND LET THAT BE YOUR VERY BEST WORK!

In the end will be the beginning

Restoration has begun. I have spent a lifetime here in the restoration business. Helping people reestablish their bodies, their health and their hope of a better day. Well, that day has arrived. You are all a part of the new field. Put your light on, see clearly in the shining. The world was dense and seperate for a very long time. I have spent much of this lifetime linking it to a light from a different source. Our light is from the Central Sun and we bring it to you courtesty of Prime Creator, mandated long ago for the revealing of it now. There are 24 beings in my squad and we have diligently followed the orders of our heart and our own light. You will soon know them all. Our world will heal herself now with our help, if you are ready, then you are in for a real treat. If you decided you have done all you could do, we will see you again on the other side of the rainbow bridge. Thank you all for all of your love and support it has made a world of difference to me and my group. I love this planet and her children with all of my heart and will stay to see her restored. Namaste' Dr. Su

White out and wide open!!! Let er rip now!!

As a kid the love of my life, Wade, died riding his motorcycle white out and wide open over a cliff into the Mississippi. I could see his wings unfold as he took flight and I never left him behind. I always say when I need high advice I talk to Jesus, Wade and Dusty. I have for years now. They surround me with love and light and they make me laugh and look up. Today in honor of those friends and my own ability to go white our and wide open, I say to us all, let er rip!! This is the beginning of the rest of your life, make it your rebirth day, everything fresh and new and YOU and ME filled with potential and unending unconditional love. Thanks Wade for loving me like no other ever has. Those memories keep me alive and in love with love.

Bliss or ecstacy

The same only different. Rapture is associated with ecstasy, it is also commensurate with intimacy. Bliss is a state of pure joy and happiness, and can stand on it's own, with the feelings of love and light. You find them in different things, different relationships, different pursuits. Most of the people are still looking. In honor of the ownership of these two blessed ways of being, sit quietly and think yourself into that reality. Dream it, write about it like a poet or a songwriter, see who pops up in the dream, into your arms, in your life. Measure the feelings of love and own them and then add in more. We all deserve more now. We become very quickly our way of being our beliefs manifest instantly now, so if you can own it with all of it's features in tact and in place and in order, you can have it now. Take the time to do this. Bliss to me - horses, ecstasy - riding Pegasus on the wind in the clouds!! Bliss to me, family, ecstasy - next husband. Funny how this all works, but knowing it does is the best part of faith and hope! Here's to dreams coming true and a life filled with bliss and ecstasy!!

I can only share WHAT I HAVE

In my life I haved learned much, all of which I share. I share my health which is amazing, my visions which are really cool, my horses and yes, my words in this blog. I do not share my mechanics tools, because I do not have any, nor do I share my paintings because I do not paint. My love, my funniness, my energy, I share with those close to me. My passion is reserved for the dearest and nearest. I know that sharing is the key to growing something. It becomes larger energetically with the sharing frequency. It is the old story of fishes and breadloaves. If you do not have the things you want or need or desire, you can not share them. I have felt that sharing my things or my world on behalf of another does not work. It leaves me feeling used and empty. I have to be involved and equal and the choosing mine too. It is so simple to share a meal, a kind word, a sweet song, or a flower. It takes so little to ask someone to go for a walk, or to have a coffee. Including people in your sharing pool add love and life to your experience here. ALONE is for you period, no one else needs to share that. It is the place where you talk to you, you fall back in love with you, or you decide that leaving is better than staying. All choices valid, Earth is a choice, sharing is a choice, love also is a choice, and it all begins with YOU! Fall in love with yourself today, and surround yourself with everything you think is awesome and fun and vital and nourishing, then share it with someone you love!!! You will love the results and so will the rest of the world.

Birthdays are the most important day of your year

We are beamed aboard this Earthship on our Birthday, moment and place count too. If you know the way a spirit hooks up with a physical body with that first inhale then you can start to understand the connections and how they work. The first feeling is UH OH what is this?? Seperate and disconnected from Source and all of us, encapsulated and feeling trapped and helpless. Wanting to run and not being able to, wanting to scream and giving that a lot of energy and effort. The mother is the key here, she nurses, cuddles and holds that baby next to her heart, telepathically saying I will love you forever and make sure this journey here is sacred and safe. Now if that did not happen to you, you were on your own and that made for some tough challenges. I see how kids develop all of the time and this loss of connection in the beginning is so life altering. On our Birthday we get a chance to reconnect with the heart of the matter, and the soul remembers that moment. Sometimes it needs healing, sometimes it needs forgiveness to be given, sometimes it simply needs to celebrate the day it showed up down here with us and fall in love with the chance to be here with us. I did learn that celebrating my arrival each year made my year so much better. It was a new chapter and the fresh start of that birthday and the feelings of being loved and cherished and safe and adored are the feelings that launch the next year of my life here. If you disregard your birth and the day you remember it in your own heart, your year will also be like that. We are important, and on that day, we are the focus and the energy that needs to be celebrated. It takes bravery and stamina to be on the EARTHSHIP and that is the truth. So honor your birth and the birth of those other brave souls that need that support. It makes all the difference in the world, it truly does. You set it up, learn how to work it. I will help if I can.

The practical application of extraordinary skills

What comes easily to you??? It is extraordinary, you know that right??? Each individual light here has a very specific strength and culling it out and using it in a practical way is what we are invited to do. Being human means living in a world of practicality with extraordinary flair and grace. Easy does it. If what you are doing takes a ton of effort and it never measures up, maybe it is time to consider a change to something that comes naturally to you. I did not enjoy school as a kid much. I enjoyed music, gym, art and people. I was told that that was not all there was, but it turns out for me that that is still, 55 years here, exactly what comes naturally to me. I help people every day in my work and IT IS PRACTICAL. The applications of what I teach change people's health and knowledge of how the body works in profound ways. I am extraordinary at it. My voice and words are my gift and using them to shift understanding and offer light for clarity is how I use it. Health is one of my favorite things. Nature is another. Putting them together and creating a career is extraordinary, don't you think?? Come and visit us and let us show you how we cull out the best parts of you and then you can create the practical and extraordinary life you are here to have. Look up the definition of that word, extraordinary and see how it applies to your life now.

What is picky???

Like the thorn on a rose. It pokes and scratches and let's the air out of your bubble. Telling people what you think is wrong is being picky. Telling people what see as right or a good effort is inspiring. I had a picky parent, whose idea of a clean house was way too picky for me. She was abusive about it, and I grew up hating to clean as a lasting response to her pickiness. Luckily I have someone who helps me and that makes my heart sing, but the joy of cleaning never found me because the pickiness ruled. Are you picky, do you point out less instead of more. A friend told me yesterday that my effort in doing my chores was wrecking things and I smiled and said, although not perfect, the fact is, it is the best I have ever done and I am proud of what I have learned to do and that is good enough for me. Respond with that instead of defense, but send those picky people HOME! Those thorns are too sharp and the results - well who wants their bubble burst!!

LIGHT

When I see people I see light, fuzzy and colored. Different colors mean different things. Location around the body, location of the issues being dealt with and the specific colors involved. People your light is you. WHEN YOU ARE HEALTHY AND HAPPY YOU ARE RADIANT. I know radiance is my goal and that way I am doing my work without even saying a word. I can effect anything around me with the radiating light and the clarity it provides and the warmth. When I have no light left, I go to bed. It is usually early for me. Yet very quickly I recharge while I sleep and wake up radiating tons of light first thing. It is when I am best at athletics, music and everything I love to do. I need you know that the maintenance of your light during the day comes from what you expose it it. If you are around things that suck it out of you, like TV or crabby people, or junk food or drama, you will need to go to bed early too. If you are interested in lighting up others, smiling, gifting, blessing and eddifying is a good way to add in. Kids needs this daily, so do we all really. Speak your truth only if it adds light, if it does not, then rethink your issues, because dark words come from a darkened being whose light it their responsibility not yours. This will help us all!

weather or not - HERE IS COMES

WE CAUSE THE WORLD TO REFLECT US. IT HAPPENS IN EVERY ARENA. SO TODAY IF YOU LIVE IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD PONDER RAIN AND SLEET AND ICE AND SUPER WINDS OF CHANGE. I BELIEVE EVERYTHING AROUND HERE IS ABOUT TO CHANGE SO FAST THAT WE NEEDED THIS ONE LAST ICE STORM TO SLOW US UP FOR THE DOWNLOAD. BE STILL AND KNOW THE TRUTH. IT IS ALL GOOD AND IMPROVING.

LEVELS OF PERSONAL EVOLUTION

I heard once that to improve your life you should hook up with those at your level or above. I thought about that and felt a little off put by the perspective. Seemed a little judgmental to me, how do you know what level I am at????? And why would that matter???? We are taught to be seperate and competitive, neither of those things is loving yourself and others unconditionally. Enough said. IT TEACHES THAT SOME ARE WORTHY AND SOME ARE NOT, REMEMBER ALL THE LESSONS ARE YOURS. I see us as equals here and feel a kinship to all in some way shape or form or another. Good enough?? I think so.

Mastery

Are you practicing being a master? I am. I have been for a very long time and it is the most challenging part of my human experience. I love the easy stuff. I love the little kid parts that still linger in my world. I still like to get away with it once in awhile! I also know that total accountability for every detail of my life, my work and my words are mine and mine alone. That is the mastery part. Sometimes we wish it was someone else's fault. It never is. Making excuses for results is human stuff, not the mastery part. It is the woulda, coulda, shoulda or the ifs, ands or buts. All of those add-ons negate you and your experience and that requires a REPEAT. Masters know they were all your choice whether you did it consciously or unconsciously. The higher self really does have your best interest at heart, actually yours and yours alone, so hook up with it and start working on your Master's degree. Start with telling yourself that the entire situation you are currently experiencing is YES your choice, and then ASK YOUR HIGHER SELF< why???? What is the lesson, the benefit, the payback. You will soon see clearly the situation with no emotion attached, just simply how it all plays together for your best education and transition to that Mastery place. I have heard a million excuses and made a few myself. It is not money or status or looks or education that makes the Master. It is how they convey the highest form of energy here, LOVE. Love is patient and kind, never jealous or envious, never boastful or proud, it bears all things quietly and sometimes from a distance if that is necessary. It comes from a soft open heart and it first starts working on the owner. Feeding yourself properly, getting enough sleep, aligning with people that make your heart sing,being totally honest and those kinds of choices are all those loving things we need to do. Then when we master that, we can love someone else too. This is where many of us are right now, in that Master's program. It is the coolest thing yet, enjoy the opportunity to walk in the clouds while still living on the Earth, it is a rare and wonderful gift the Creator has given us.

OPENING A PORTAL TO YOUR NEW LIFE

I LIVE WITH RAINBOWS, AND I AM TELLING YOU YOU CAN TOO. It is time now to cross over that rainbow bridge to your new self, your new life, your new health and every other thing new that suits you. See the bridge in front of you, leave behind the things you choose not to bring along and take your first step on the the multi colored decking. Close your eyes and say thank you!!! And off to the new world you will zoom!!!!!1 It is now, get it done, I am glad I was 3D for a while and now that that is complete, I am glad it is finished. Namaste' to all you bridge crossers and see you in another lifetime all you other guys and gals. This is it and I for one am so ready!

Don't you just love everything?

I sure do. I look around and see so much that is well and good and right and so beautiful. I know that to celebrate that is to own it in my life. Let me teach you a prayer. When you eat and drink you are having communion. It is sacred and a ritual to know and understand, the power of this has no limit. Take some food in your hand and bless it and turn it into light in your mind, gratitude for it's willingness to energize you and faith in it's ability to heal you and give you peace will make your next meal the best you have ever had. Do this everytime you eat or drink something and everything you swallow will be a blessing back to you!

To be understood, you must first be understanding

To be loved, you must be loving, to be happy, you first must smile. No judgement is ever of another, you are judging yourself with them as observers. It is coming to fullness now and that lesson is here to stay. Speak only the words you want to hear. The new matrix is forming and you are at the core of it!! Understand?????

WOW

I tell you something, this is not easy. The way people look at things that have awesome value that they do not see, simply amazes me. I am constantly telling people they are fine and getting better with every step they take toward knowing themselves fully. Then the sharing of their experiences and their lessons comes next and creates value for the whole. It is so simple. Yet the ruts are deep and the repeated lessons seem to go on and on. The definition of insane, is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. Hey, if it is not resulting in the shift you want then stop, own it and never do it again. EVER!!!! Really. If you are sick change your life, if you are fat, change your diet, if you are unhappy change your attitude, only you can fix you. No one else has that power or that authority. Period. Every single minute counts, and your minutes are limited. If you are wasting away in the rut of repeating relationships, jobs, finances, living circumstances that you don't like, move!!!! MOVE ON, MOVE UP, MOVE OVER. If you have pushed something or someone away in frustration and now regret that choice, go and fix it. Jobs that match your skills are what makes days go fast and create abundance, relationships that cause smiles and connections and laughter are worth nurturing, these are choices that only you can make. Please listen to your heart is will lead you into the light and love you seek.

Where you focus is where you end up

On the back of a horse, the direction and focus of the eyes of the rider, or the turret, is where the animal knows to go. It is truly that simple. I have taught that for years, turn your head and focus, and that will be the direction you will move toward. If you are focused on anything negative at all, for any reason, at any level, YOU WILL go straight there. You must find the joy, the silver lining, the pot of gold and put your eyes squarely on that that and only that. If someone distracts you, tell them to move off. If someone tries to butt in or divert your attention with criticisms or curses about doom and gloom, plug your ears and move out of ear shot. If there is a fight, that is what there will be, get away from it. You can not change a fighter, only you can change you and not get involved. Many feed off the fight, the disease, the fingerpointing, the conspiracy. FOOhey!!!! That will be their destination, smack dab in the middle of that crap. And for sure they will wonder how they ended up there again and again. You must keep your eye on the prize now. It is the love and restoration of our world and one another. Period. Nothing more needs your attention!! Join us on the 20th at our ranch to focus on our beautiful St. Croix river, and how we can keep her clean and safe forever, party starts a 4pm.

Do you know an energy loss when you see one??

They are literally called vampires. No wonder there have been so many stories of them. They are the people that can get your motor running and then when you least expect it, start siphoning off you and in to them. They make every issue about them, drama is their life and whether it is known to you consciously or not, you are a willing participant. I have experienced it in many ways, money, love, break ups, illnesses, injuries. They will stop at nothing to get your attention if you let them. There is the the zip of excitement that lures in the person, then before you know it you are too close. That is when the sucking begins. Pushing your buttons adds zings and electrifies you, that makes it more valuable to them. Have you been called names, or pushed, or charmed? Promised one thing, and ended up with NO THING. Empty handed and tired all at the same time. You must learn to be alert and self loving here. It is only when you become quiet and walk away that the vampire moves on. They are not going to change, it is their way of feeding their field. Many of them live their whole life taking from others in many ways. They leave you exhausted or worse. Pay attention to every choice you make now, relationships in work, play or family all need to be positive and loving and in total balance. No one needs your light, you keep it and use for your highest good and this will all work out well. Let them be with each other and watch the lights go out. Wolves or vampires, I think will chum with the wolf every time, a foot in both worlds, heaven and earth, I can get my heart around that.

The mirror of others

I teach that horses mirror you, and to use that gift to work on your issues is brilliant and a great gift from the Universe. We are also mirrors to each other. Kids reflect the issues of their parents. Partners and friends can and do the same thing. When someone is venting, take notes and hand them back when it is over and clear. Those issues belong to them, period. It is time that we stop now and learn from years of experience that this is real and there is NO BLAME. Only progress. I see in the light of the eyes of those who come to me, potential and I speak of that in their session. I receive that blessing back everytime I talk because in the reality of it all, that potential is mine that I talk about. I use my appointments to ultimately help me, by saying positive and supportive things to my patients. That is why I am healthy and happy and successful. PERIOD. This is free, do it to and for one another now. If you can find something positive to say, SAY it. If not, keep quiet and do us all favor. I would rather mirror silence than pain or anger or something toxic. How about you?

In the scope of ME what can I do, I am only one person?

We are taught to look on the outside for those things that need to be remedied or changed. It does not work that way, it works like this. WHAT YOU CONCEIVE AND BELIEVE IS WHAT YOU WILL RECEIVE. You are a dynamic system of energy fueled by air, water, earth and fire, think about that for a moment, Then when put together harmoniously you can project that energy into your field of existence. Your body responds. Your relationships respond. Your home responds. Your career repsonds. You can accept conditioning if you choose to look on the outside for influences. Media conditions you with really distorted news. School can condition you too if you are not strong enough to take it in stride. Church can condition you too. Drugs, GMO foods, electromagnetic energy and on and on , can condition and influence you too. The greatest influence of all IS WORDS. Your self talk is your reality, period. Happy people do not get sick or hurt. Their self talk and conversations are uplifting, enlightening and fun. Today begin a conversation with yourself about how cool you are, how cute you are too and how successful and eternally youthful you are. Then when you get to chat with others, do the same thing, tell them they are the best and that you love them and thank them for sharing a moment with you and hearing your happy words. The outcome will be amazing, YOU will be the benficiary!!!! And in the scope of ME, I can change the world!!!

I love to define the ways and words of people

So I heard the word NASTY, and had to think about that . I really didn't understand that word in the context in which it was used. Then I looked it up and it was defined as disgustingly dirty or physically repellent. The words we speak are our own words about us, they never describe another although they are projected that way. We speak our own truth and no else's. So remember to use your words in the way you want to manifest the things in your life. YOUR WORDS ARE YOU!! Be who, how and what you desire, if you are tempted to use negative words, remember you will be wearing them squarely on your aura only. I love this part of my choices and controls - I am the master of my own universe!! Am I know that I am good enough and doing the best I can and am very proud of the effort!!!

PLUTO, DEATH - REBIRTH AND TRANSFORMATION

WE GET A SUMMER OF PLUTO IN RETROGRADE. That may mean that taking it slow and doing the work necessary for a brighter tomorrow. Put it on the agenda for YOU! A part of us must die for the new to move in and take it's rightful place now. This is the time for that process. I had Pluto in my sign for 16 years up to 2008 and then all the shit hit the fan and life transformed. I know when I write the book the stories will seem unbelievable but they will all be true. I have had some awesome adventures in this lifetime of transition and resurrection and they are worth sharing. You are on the same journey, only each one has it's own details. Let's write your story too. That will be fun. Today think about how you want it to sound and then focus on that part only. Have a great week creating the new you.

I AM FROM VENUS -The Moon and the DOVE are with me always

In your life you have connections to things familiar. I am very familiar with Venus. Since I was a child I have had that knowledge and created that form of energy. As a kid I was considered by my classmates to be a flirt, it says so in the yearbook. Funny how it all makes sense now. I know the knowing of the authentic self helps us all to be more secure in our bodies and creations, and on Fridays at the ranch that is exactly what our work will be about all summer long, working with people and horses and the remembering of the true self. The moon and the dove are symbols of my home planet and they are also characters here at my ranch in horse bodies. I have had both of them for a very long time and their personalities are very special and they teach us many things about ourselves that we need to know. The Dove has not been ridden in many years and the Moon is like riding a joyful child who spins and twirls and pops up and around like nothing you have ever seen. They are me and I am them, it is how the connection and reflections work. I have 11 of those reflectors, come and stay with us for a day or two and see your reflection, YOU WILL LOVE IT!

Trust - WHO, How and when???

It has been lost over a period of time where everyone had played it out for their own agenda. Money was normally the reason, sometimes it was just the game of how much can I get away with and not get caught or exposed. It takes a very long time to learn to trust another and once destroyed it becomes very difficult to reinstate. We are not taught to trust ourselves, learning to discern the needs and desires of the self is not shared with people. We must feel the feelings, and when they are worried or uncomfortable they are telling you to BACK UP or BACK OUT! It is why I ride and teach riding. It is about trust. That horse and me together with one agenda, agreed upon in partenrship, balance and understanding. I love that and am getting better at it everyday. I trust them and they trust me. No mixed messages. Today I rode 6 of them outside in the sunshine and they trusted me to take them safely on the trail and I trusted them to carry me with the same love and respect. WE had a great day together. Humans make it more challenging, ulterior motives and unspoken lies are common these days, so is violence and abusive talk and action. Those BECOME the ones you should never ever trust. This will give us something to work on all summer in the barn, people working out their trust issues with the help of those equine therapists. I KNOW I NEED TO WORK ON IT, HOW ABOUT YOU??

Looking only for the GOOD now

Use your amazing focus to see the one good thing. Find the soft heart of the BEAST and let that be the thing you know for sure. We have all shed layers of old junk and beneath the conditioning and scars there are spirits of pure gold. Find it within and see it within others. You have that option. I have always done that and that is how my work as naturopath works. I see the perfect and the strong and the healthy part of people and add in to that terrain. I use ideas of change, food, environment, attitude, stress reduction and of course amazing remedies and therapies. We need all of our energy for the good stuff now, forget the rest, do not speak of it or even remember it. Let it go and be who you want to be all of the time now, everyday , in everyway. It is so GOOD!!

Love this weekend because it is going to love you back!

I love astrology, I call it God's math. It is universal and personal, it is always changing and offering assistance. I know that the rich and powerful have known this and used it all along, and that it was told to the common man it was wrong or spooky or worse. Look how that turned out. Astrology is like timing, and to know the best time to do something makes it a lot easier to get it done. So this weekend is the greatest love weekend of the year. Get out there and spread it around, we need it now!! Love to all of us!

I AM SO MAD THAT YOU!!!

That is what little Hannah would say to her momma, THAT you, not AT you. It was perfect for what she was expressing. Parents are looking into their own reflection with their little ones. ONLY AFTER the seperation has occured does the wording change, around age 15 or so. Then it becomes different in the accountability place, I am so mad that I ______. If you are mad that you did something, or choose something that left a mark or an injury, own it as your own. NO ONE DOES ANYTHING TO YOU THAT YOU DO NOT ATTRACT. There are no coincidences or accidents here. It is all part of the schooling and all chosen by the pupil. If owned and learned and embraced and forgiven, it heals and can be used to help others with the story. I have used all of my stories in my practice and know that sharing my experiences openly is one of the best things that I offer. Sometimes it is difficult to share, yet when I do it raises me and the other person to a new level of trust and truth. I am proud to say that I did the very best I could with what and who I had at the time. Will I improve on that - YUP!! Knowledge is power, truth is light and love is the result. Go for it!!

Parents defined as Source or Origin

That is a huge issue these days. We have all sorts of combinations of this living in our world with challenging responses. I had a step parent, still do. I will tell you that because he is not my source or a part of my origin - he does not really know me or GET ME. He was my mother's husband. That offers different options. In the parenting piece it is those of source and origin that are electrically connected and you and they are responsible for that. Like twins who haven't seen one another in a lifetime, they still match in nearly every way. If your source is a source of pain or loss, or injury, you will need to own that as part of your electricity and if it is not what you choose to pass along then you must do the work to heal it in your field. This is real and true. Abusers until healed, addicts until healed, ill until healed, angry until healed, predators until healed. Are you in that dynamic, then you must choose to stop and heal the lineage. It will change you and your family forever, no one can do YOUR work. The buck stops with YOU. Once you clean it up with healing and love and light, the healing goes forward and backward on the DNA, you can heal your great grandmother if you choose to do the work. Loss and seperation are the worst, leaving humans feeling alone and abandoned. At least abuse is energy. Sad but true. If this applies to you, sit in the light of your own desire, name it, call it into your frontal lobe, see the thing that must now leave you and say thank you for the chance to do something good and heal your family and our world. Bid it farewell and send it home to our Creator where love will become it's new home. Then accept your healing and peace will walk with you all the days of your life.

From the distance they are arriving now

I saw a tiny baby this week, with a really red rash, lots of heat coming out of her skin. She was sharing her truth with her sensitivity. So the mom and dad and I chatted about making her more confortable and helping her live here in wellness and with clean shot at life. I am so proud of the parents who choose to change their knowing because their child has asked them to in some way. They are arriving on our planet now with a very specific way of wanting to live here, nothing less will do. Our children's autistic response to the toxins and their rampant poisoning of our kids is one of those very loud requests. Special, very light and delicate, fragile in many ways, these beings will insist that you open your eyes and change your ways. I did this years ago in effort to survive. It worked for me, and it helped my girls create extraordinary lives too. This is your right, but you must embrace it first as your truth. Suffering is not necessary, so stop it!! Rethink your food, your work, your attitude and with that open to health and happiness in a newly cleaned up fresh sort of way. Your choice. Look into the eyes of your kids and grand kids and great grand kids and see the truth and fall in love with it, and they will flourish here the way Creator intended for us all!!

Gateways and Portals

WHETHER IN YOUR MIND OR IN YOUR SCOPE OF VISION THEY ARE VERY REAL. In the shift, you will be invited to move on through. You can if you want to leave behind the old ways and old thoughts and old memories. I know this for sure. Embracing the new energy with all of it's features has been a lifetime of wondering - how long and how far and when will we be there??? Questions I asked everyone all of the time starting when I was tiny. So now we have arrived and the next step involves a portal or gateway to a clear mind and a new way of doing things. EASY, CLEAN AND FREE. The laws of nature will apply here, the laws of man will shift. How does that sound??? As I looked up today I could see two beautiful rainbows on my land, with their endings right in front of my eyes. At the end of each tail the pot of gold. They said it was there and sure enough it is. The four directions now becoming one, the road north, the way home, the end that actually is the beginning. I have always celebrated death as birth since I have always been able to see beyond the veil. You too will now be given that gift, the vision, the knowing, the never ending story. First you must make your way through door to your new life!! Open your heart, speak your truth, release any fears or lack of trust, find the love you came to find and the gift you came with to deliver. You were created perfectly, now is the time to live up to that ideal, because perfect is good enough!

Love is it really all you need?????

Only if nothing else has enough energy for you. It is the same with fuel, can you use gas or oil fuels, sure you can, what is the residue and cost?? You could use bio diesel and have none of those toxins or earth cracking means of extraction. What is it worth to you, how hard are willing to work for the purest form of energy with harm to none and for the highest good of all. It is up to each individual here, they determine the level and purity. You choose - is love really all you need? I believe it is to source of all things good and right and everlasting. Think about it. You decide.

hyper- all over this world of ours-

Over, above, beyond, existing in more than 3 dimensions - all definitions of HYPER. I see it all of the time in my practice. Hyper sensitive, hyper reactive. This is an adrenaline producing behavior and it is caused by our lifestyle choices. Coffee can do it, processed food can do it too. Cigarettes can do it, so can drugs. It is a state that creates multiple reactions, many over the top and unmanageable some even scarey. Kids that are hyper are hard to have in a classroom where sitting and listening is what is done there. Adults who are hyper push others away with their sensitivities and complaints. OCD is hyper, ADD is also hyper. Hyper loses touch. I see the lonliness in those who have hyper responses to their own lives and by changing things and cleaning it up, they calm down and move into a peaceful place of control, self control. We are here to control ourselves not others, hyper people need to control everything and everyone, just because they know no other way. They do everything fast without thought of the outcome, they only want OUT and DONE and away from the feelings that create the hyper responses. It is a good day to consider if you have any hyper tendencies and find the grace to look at them now and let them go. There is nothing to fear here, it is all in good order and restoring itself. Trust the larger energy, the bigger picture is one that is filled with potential and healing. Slow down and enjoy the experience it is so worth it!! Nothing to do but fall back in love here and let it be. Whole and healthy and in control, that is the gift we deserve. Peace comes from learning and using this now. If you stay hyper - you may miss out on the whole thing and that is not why we are here, you came and stayed to enjoy it. I am.

Why so HARD?

Hard hearts, hard heads, hard lives, hard, hard, hard. It blocks the flow. So today, for life and love, soften up, cuddle up, live it up. You deserve a soft look, a soft heart, a soft voice, and even a soft pillow for your head. It will need to come from you though. It will need warmth and light and truth, it will also need forgiveness and grace. Grace is a very soft way to live. Open and flowing and creating very beautiful relationships. Babies need soft to be peaceful, so do grown ups. We forget that sometimes, and as we harden through experience and layering, we simply forget how good it is to be soft. Soft is not weak, soft is gentle and very very strong. It is a choice of loving yourself and others. It is the best way to parent and partner. It is not giving up or giving in - it is going with the FLOW. Flowing is life producing, hard is the beginning of the end. Hard creates barriers. There is no reason to take a hard line, agree to disagree, admit the things that harden you and let someone in on the secrets you keep locked in that vault of hardness. Beatings harden children, if you are scarred from that, let the love of the Creator and all that is soft and good heal those memories. If someone spoke hard words to you, erase them with forgiveness. This is a soft time, focusing on the softness and flow, will open that part of you back up again. Please for all our sakes, soften the voices in your head with a vision of gentle love, warm embrace and a life worth waking up to. Smile, and receive the warmth that melts the frozen hardness that hides that soft place where love lives.

Are you a gambler?

I am, high stakes. I know that is the essence of the shift of my perspective of consciousness. I have always been willing to risk it all for something greater to share. I did it in court, in marriage and in real life. I did it with health, and friendship and with the idea that there is something more to be had than we currently have. I was born with the fearlessness that it takes to put yourself out there. Risky but worth it. Did it cost me, yup! Friends, a way of life and even a little money, but does the hope of the bright today and brighter tomorrow win over that? Every single time!!! Are you willing to risk everything for something brighter and better and happier and healthier?? It will take all you have now to ask for forgiveness and love, it will be the greatest gamble you ever did, and in the end, YOU Will hit the Jackpot!! Take a chance, step on up to the game of life and go ALL IN!

Sharing all that you have that is GOOD

I share nice. I always have. I give stuff away too, always have. I have a career in health care because I shared my story of mercury and me. I knew there was at least one person out there who would welcome that sharing. Turns out there was more then that. The more we share the good stuff the more good there will be. So today, share something good about yourself. Share some money or some food, share your resources and your knowledge too. This new world will be based on that sharing and it will be abundant for all. Simple huh? Worth sharing too!

From the FUTURE of Consciousness

You are a star. An energy. A light. Is that aspect of you what you see in your mirror?? Is it what others comment about when they see you or remember you?? My daughter at college many years back called and said that people walking across the commons would come up to her and tell her how white her teeth were. Total strangers needed to say that to her, it happened over and over. I had to laugh, in my head I could see the scene. I said they were reading her aura and had to put it in to 3D to understand it. White light, that is her deal, always has been. Angels on Earth, spreading the good news and the love of humanity and being human. In your future you will become your light, your star, your energy. In-Vision it today. What does that look like to you?? See the color, choose it from the future. Mine is white wrapped in gold, so from far off it looks ivory almost, but it is overlaid. Up close it is bright white beneath and a coil of gold wraps around it. When I dress that way, every has a comment. It is what you can do to project your energy in the best possible way. Think about it, you CHOOSE!! It is YOUR future. Light or dark, totally up to you.

Fernando Vossa at the Breakthrough Energy Conference, 2012 (Preview)

This guy is amazing. I have been pushed in my life many times in many ways, and I see through his teaching that the ability let it go right through me instead of feeling it or reacting to it, is the answer. I do not ever need to feel anything I choose not to feel again, I can just breathe it right on through and set my focus on the lighter part of the deal. Our new world depends on this. Keep the love, the potential, the laughter, the intimacy and all the goodies, let the rest just slide on by, they are not yours unless you OWN them. You will fight only with yourself if you choose to fight at all. It is not about that, it is about the good stuff and focusing your energy ONLY on that now. I must have owned some of that and so I pushed back. Now I am done, pushing will never need to be the answer again for me, only BEING. Being Susan, in love with this life and all that is offers!! Youtube this guy, he will change your life if you need some changes.

You are not little anymore

When we were little, things were just there. Dinner was there, money was there, a warm bed, and a hot bath. Those things were just there. We were taken care of in many ways. That is something I am very grateful for. Although other things were missing, basic needs were met. As I look back I REALIZE that was about all they could handle. It was a time of fear, of trying to be in the IN group and of being safe and saved. Many larger groups were formed by corporations and religions and politicians, based on that weakness. We are not little anymore. We are safe and saved and IN IN IN. In light now, in love with our lives, in the know and in a style all our own, that matches our personality. Some people are still stuck in their childishness. Waiting for someone to make sure it is THERE. STOP THAT NOW! You are the maker and breaker of your own reality on every level. Make your dinner healthy, make your bed, make your friends laugh and be surprised by your magical personality. Make no one to blame for anything but the GOOD stuff. You are BIG now, enjoy it, it is worth it in every way, BIG has amazing privileges. BIG is what we waited for and we are super BIG now.

Adoration - the Angel's gift

Adoring those who bring smiles to your face is a gift from the angels. It is the memory of mama, not taking, but giving you all that love she felt in her heart as she held you to her breast for the first time. The deep warmth and embrace of true connection and a feeling of pure grace and gratitude that you had finally arrived. I have adored puppies, and chicks and little kids my whole life, my horses, my work and my beautiful daughters too. Grown ups are not so easy. I get embarrassed when I am adored. I feel unworthy for some reason. As a kid I was adored by a classmate and to this day he reminds me of that time, and how hard he tried to adore me. I just couldn't allow it!! Sorry Scott. Today is a day of huge transformation, use it well. Adore yourself, remember YOU have arrived. Go to the breast and then the heart behind it and fall deeply into a feeling of self adoration and be grateful you still have the chance now. We are beautiful graceful creatures capable of so much more, take it in and then share it - tell someone you absolutely adore them today and do not take no for an answer. It may be your last chance to say those words. I adore all of you and I am grateful that some of you adore me too, thanks Kevin and Mary Beth for adoring me yesterday!!! namaste' Dr. Su

Hammers and chisels not necessary to open your heart

Cracking open a frozen heart takes tools and effort and desire. I have so many in my practice who are sexually lame now because their heart connection to their body and their partner is not hooked up. It takes love to power a human, it is what started the relationship to the human experience in the beginning and will not continue without it. They who are failing in this area need to crack open that frozen heart and fire up that line! What does it take? NOT DRUGS! In the end drugs will actually blow the heart up. Check with your pharmacist. It takes an honest willing human. It takes a love of life here. It takes a healthy lifestyle. It takes accountability. Many will drink coffee, smoke cigarettes, drink liquor and eat crap, and end up sexually dead. Next step would be stronger adrenaline stimulants, anger being one of them, porn another, drama and blame will be used to call attention to the problem. ABUSE COMES FROM THAT CHAKRA. I have seen it over and over, people willing to abuse themselves and others because this is disconnected. A fully functioning human is one who has balance in all seven chakras. Come and see us and we will show how to sort this out and support the shift naturally with things found in nature!! Smile - it is time for love now and sacred union and community. Welcome to the new world. I am so glad you made it! Dr. Su

Weekender Healing Retreats at Hawk's Ridge Ranch in Hudson, WI

For many years I have been asked to set up a place where people interested in healing and shifting and relaxing can hang out. I have tried a few things and now I believe I have got it. The ranch is where my horses and my clinic and my yoga studio are. It is a beautiful organic place that brings peace and balance to our world. It has a private trail and woods to sit in. It is a place where both ends of the rainbow land!!! We are offering weekender get-aways here, for friends or families who wish to hang out in a healthy happy healing sort of place. We have clay baths, far infrared treatments, we have ZYTO bioenergetic body scanning, and horses galore, ready to ride or simply be with. We teach yoga and meditation and there is room to run, walk, drum and have a fire inside or out. If this is something you are feeling, give us call and we will set up your weekend. We have room for four at a time and it should be life changing for everyone. I love this world and taking a time out to get squared away for a future that is bright and healthy and filled with love is perfect!!!

Looking forward.....

What is your true North? It is your way home. It is your heaven on Earth, your bright shiney day, the love of your life and your eternal youth. We can have that now. Focus on the trail that brings you to your true self, your true north and your true connections. Start with your food and exercise, what is true and right for you to be happy and full and fit. It is a huge help to your personality and your mind, fresh air and sunlight add in massive support. GO OUTSIDE EVER SINGLE DAY! Those who do simple things are lovely to hang with, they smile, feel good and sleep well, they are sexy and energetic and full of ideas and kindnesses. Then there is the view of this world that is quickly changing as it awakens to it's own reality. They were some sleepy people, some crabby ones too. Then there was the shift and the status quo has been effected. I am so happy for the success of the people and the idea that the new world is here and ready for loving participants. I know now it was all worth it, the drama, the illness that brought me to my career and changed my life forever. I know the media hype I battled and won was a true gift and that many benefited from those changes in the laws. If there is anything left to clean up or ask for forgiveness before you head north, do it now, it may be your very last chance. Then forward will be clear and the road smooth and straight and filled with adventures. North it is for this one, Home here on Earth, in a healthy happy world.

No excuses

I have heard them all. Reasons for bad health, bad behavior, bad manners, bad attendance, bad language and on and on it goes. Well everyone has a story, some form of pain or challenge in their life. Some death or disease or disaster. Or better yet, someone else made me do it. There is not one person here in 7 billion that has gone unscathed. Yet why do some of us smile and make the best of it, using our experiences to help others as we heal ourselves, and others lie, cheat and steal and point fingers. Adding in to the mix of addiction and abuse with what, another excuse? It is because excuses have been passed around and accepted for a long time. Now that we are here, we realize there are NO EXCUSES, there never were. It was all a ruse to keep you looking at one thing while they were busy doing something toxic or underhanded. I have to laugh at the ending of this. SO MANY WHO THOUGHT THEY FOOLED THE WORLD, AND NOW THAT THERE IS NO ACCEPTABLE EXCUSE ANY MORE, find they ARE OUT OF LUCK, OUT OF TIME AND ULTIMATELY OUT OF FRIENDS WILLING TO LISTEN TO THEIR SAD TALE OF WOE IS ME! This is getting fresh, exposure is good, truth is great and the new rules that apply couldn't have come at a better time. Sit back and watch the action now. There is going to be a lot of squealing going on. NO MORE EXCUSES NOW. Karma comes around and plenty of it is being delivered right now. You may be saved, but remember you will still account every single thought, word and deed!!!!!! Time to heal now in the light of the truth.

Happy Birthday Month to all the April borns

I celebrate December in a big way till my Birthday day of the 20th, then I celebrate Jesus's brithday for the rest of December. I know how valuable we are and to remember our birth day and birth moment and birth place. gives connection to this world and our reason for being here. Your natal chart offers tons of insight on your authentic nature, we can do yours for you if you want it, call us, 715-426-7350. April babies are some of my favorite people, so to all of those who are there, Happy Birthday month!!!!!! This will be a year to celebrate like none before! Congratulations you made it.

My Crystal Ball

Crystal balls are defined as, a means or a method for predicting future events. I have had one, a real one, for many years. I have used it as a visual stimulus for keeping my eye on the future of our world and my life here. I was told before I was born that this would be the most difficult life I have ever had, in terms of keeping my head up and my eyes focused. I lost focus right out the shoot with the parents I had picked. Genetically good stock, emotionally not stable. High end in many ways and that would help a lot, abusive and abandoning not the option I had hoped for. I, somehow knew deep inside that if I could just keep my head above the water line and my eye on the horizon that that would be enough. So I became a lifeguard, then a swimming teacher, then a doctor. All careers that helped me hold on. Our future is our hope here. Faith and love are current behaviors and create amazing stability, it is HOPE that is the one that the crystal ball reminds us of. You are your thoughts and then your words and deeds becoming your reality. I am too. HOPING is a strong energy that produces life and health and abundance, and most importantly MIRACLES! Use whatever you have to stimulate your hope factor now. If it is a crystal ball that reminds you to look to the future with hope, then get one!!! They are beautiful and make awesome table ornaments. As my lawyer called it - I am hopelessly hopeful and will remain that way for all of my days!! I HOPE you are too.

From the distance comes the strong and willing

If you will look up now you will begin to see those who have come the distance. They are the avatars, the enlightened ones, the risk takers and the rule breakers, they who have run the guantlet and made it. There are many of them showing up now that the race is over. This guy asked me the other day if I was a hippie. I said NO. He said you seem like them. I said well, they were system busters like me, but they stopped for a rest in the peace and love of the community they were here to initiate. Some got a little too high on it and went home. All good. Their imprint is what was needed. They showed >FREE LOVE>, which is true and right in the way of their community supported existence. They were care free to a certain degree and that helped heal some of the rigidity. Now it is 50 years later and the free love and community support is still what we need and deserve. We are here to take care of one another, with love and light and encouragement. We are here to remedy the ailments brought on by fear, insecurity and slavery to that. We are here to clean up the leftovers of 26,000 years of seperation, and that in and of itself will take some light, some energy and some love of duty and love for each other. Welcome them, they are strong although they have been beaten up along the way. See their vision, their love of this world and it's people. They have run the race, rode the wave and landed safely among you with a smile on a tattered body that will light up your world!!!!!! Now the resurrection shall begin. Transcendance soon to follow, are you coming???????

Yes, yes and YES!

I have a dogmatic approach to life, meaning tunnel vision. It is the yes, yes, and YES factor filled with pure potential. I was born with it. As a child I could not understand NO. It was so LIMITING!!! I always would proceed into turbulent waters after the NO, with the WHY???? WHY???? WHY???? Usually that resulted in some sort of pain from establishment. I got very tough because I never stopped asking or as usual, breaking the rules where no was the answer to the question. I am simply here in this lifetime for the YES factor. I believe you all can DO IT! Whatever makes you happy and well and loving your life, you can and should do, without the limitations of the NO. My ex said to the judge in our divorce hearing, she said never to tell her no and I did it anyway and here we are. That was true, I will not waste time on the limitations of no way, not now, because I said so and Jesus wouldn't like it. I KNOW I AM ALL THAT I AM AND BELIEVE WE ALL SHOULD GIVE THAT A TRY. In loving life here and all that it offers, it is the yes, the go, the yay and the I THINK I CAN attitude that produces the truly desired result. Today is the alignment of the YES factor. Say yes to your dreams, your ideas, your visions. Say yes to love and laughter and truth. Throw in success and fun and forgive all the rest that does not fit in with the yes. YES is the word for me, give it a try and see what you attract!!!!! Sidebar here, in honor of the Easter holiday, think of what the yes factor did for Jesus, he did not stop at the no of death, he proceeded directly into the yes of resurrection and transcendance, sounds like a yes guy to me!!!!