Roses are from Venus

They are the flower of the heart, the mother, the divine feminine and I LOVE THEM. I buy them for myself a lot of the time. This time though they were here when I returned! Pink and beautiful and perfect in every way. I asked how that happened and my friend, there is a first time for everything and this is the first time I have ever done that. Oh boy, this is getting better and better all of the time. Buy someone you love a Venus Rose of Grace and Beauty and maybe this will be your first time too! It is time for firsts every where and they start with YOU!!

Just WHAT would do?

If this was you living room or your bed, would you leave trash there? If this was your 3 year old little girl would you call her names or push her? If you thought you could change the world, would you???? YOU DO! Everything you say, touch or come in contact with is influenced by you and your light and the intention that is presented with it. Although you may have little money, if you are smiling, or picking up or just loving and enjoying the moment, you are changing the world. It costs nothing to be happy or healthy, all that has been covered by Mother Nature and her benevolence. Allow to good to become the change you wish to be see and be in our world today. That is what I would do, YOU???????

From your world

you may see mine. From your heart you may see mine. From your heritage and DNA programming you may see mine. What ever is level with you, whatever level you are at, you will see and feel that level. When I sink to a lower level, I see things I do not like or want to be involved with. I have a choice then, to stay sunken or to back away, breathe and lift my sights upward. I do that every day before I leave my room, set my sights high. My goal is for me to step up a notch every single day, into the lighter version of me, the healthier version of me and the happiest version of me yet. You all have that option, if you feel irritated, you have chosen that level, it is where the reflection of you is because YOU are there. That is the truth. If you choose the lighter, more elevated YOU, you will see beauty, healing and love that is also you. From my world to yours, let's all see the very BEST in it now and forever. Find the highest place now and see the bigger picture, and I know you will be amazed at really how beautiful and perfect it actually all is and will be.

FADING

Memories, connections, injuries, all now simply fading........ To be in the moment, the past must let you go and you let go of it. Fade to black. Then being here becomes the only way to be, here now, happy and healthy. I saw my friends playing cards, 500. They said do you know how to play, I said, "No I don't think so. Let me watch for a minute'. As I allowed the faded memory to come in to focus, I realized, YES, of course I do. I played as a child with my grandparents. I loved it! So I played again, and loved it again. I had forgotten all that stuff along with the pain and the drama of those days. Fading does not mean losing. I had not lost anything, just saved it for now, when I wanted it. Do the same, fade out then bring back only the beauty, the love, the good memories. The rest can now rest forever.

I am learning

It takes lifetimes to learn some things. I am a perpetual learner, lifetime after lifetime producing lessons and completions. It has taken us to new heights within the structure of our lives and our world. Letting go of old stories, old programs, old pains is how we all get through to the next segment of our experience. It is so worth the effort. Finding self with a smile and howdy do is where we are at now. Take a look, see who you see, like it or not - it is you and it is me. Falling in love with that is the most important thing we will do here, because in the end, it is all you will take home with you. Love that, how about you?

Happy to be..... HAPPY?

It comes in a variety of ways, that happy thing. People can find it in the littlest thing, or wait and wait. I saw it in the eyes of the twins who sold me a toy yesterday, the happy eyes of the sale and the success and the connection. I watch sometimes, seeing people wait for something or someone to come in to their space to bring in the happy piece. It is not OUTSIDE of you, it is the choice to allow it to be present and acknowledged inside of you. You were made to be happy. You were made to share it and show it, and when that happens it becomes contagious. I am happy almost all of the time, I wake up that way every day. I find one thing, some thing to smile about. Today be happy, talk about it, show it, share it, embellish it. You are present, act like the gift you were designed to be and SMILE!! This is a happy world when we all figure out our part in it.

Breathe

Where ever you are, take a breath of clean fresh air and breathe in and breathe out. It is the best way to center and ground. It clears the clouds. I love sleeping with the crashing waves outside my window because even nighttime breathing is powerful and nourishing. Where the air meets the water, meets the land, in that triple place of waves breaking through the air and landing on the ground an extra ION is added. It makes the air more bio available to the body. That is why the shore is where healing is so powerful and consistent. Ionic air detoxes us and puts O3 in to our blood, energizing any process we are in. I come to the sea to reflect, to release, to restore. Go to the water this weekend and breathe, you will heal yourself in many many ways. Just breathe!

Depth of the ocean

As I sailed off into the Pacific yesterday, the captain said, very quickly off the Baja the ocean goes to unbelievable depths. It felt a little like going in to space. Humans have that much depth within themselves. Many hide their truth beneath the surface, thinking that the surface is all we will see. Yet knowing beneath that hides a huge amount of energy and memory and sometimes struggle. Our Earth is us and her ways show us how beautifully we are made and how much yet there is to explore. Beneath the waves of life and survival and holding on to your breath, is your body and it's ability to simply float. It does not matter how deep you go, float is float, relax and ride the waves as they come to you. They gave me life preserver to swim with, but that made it difficult to swim freely. I threw it back on the boat and just dove in and swam to the beach and around the boat and I was better with just me. Float or sink, choices we make everyday, swim or be pulled away, more choices. All emotional, powerful and life changing. You decide. I did.

As the trine makes it's connection today say it out loud!!!!

Jupiter and Venus, together today, making dreams come true. Ride it in, say your dreams out loud, make the call, send the card, tell the truth. It is your chance at the whole deal now. You came for a reason and as you remember who you are destined to be and what you are destined to do, you can put it out there with your voice today and give it energy to manifest now. This is your chance to get back what you thought was lost forever or to create something fresh and new, just for you. You know who you love, tell them, if you are sorry for something, tell them that too. You are the creator of your own reality, today I WILL HELP YOU, since my home planet is here and attaching to my Natal planet of earth life. Me times two with the truth of love and light, - Big medicine for our world. I love earth, her children and her power and potential, I love Source and all that it provides for us and I LOVE YOU!

all or nothing

It is time to decide. Is it all or nothing. Each person here now is choosing their future, their heart's desire. It comes with trust and truth and fullness, the all or nothing. Nothing returns you to Source and that is what it is. Many shall return and restore from there. Many will choose ALL, love, light, energy, sustenance and community. It is written in stone and it is written in your bones. You access your akashic data with the bones. It flows from marrow to blood to embodiment and then to your aura. That is the give away. I had seen auras my whole life, and although I trust and love even when there is only a small amount of light, light is all there really is and will be in the end. YOU DECIDE, ALL LIGHT - ALL LOVE - ALL NOW, or......... the other.

My friend broke his back and can not walk

I didn't understand. I couldn't figure it out. How did this great kid who was riding horses with me one minute, get so hurt the next minute. It is the story of human attraction. We are all here to try out different things and this thing is a big one. Cancer, ALS, injury, loss of anything, tough stuff. Each and every piece, attracted by the learner as the classes of emancipation and wholeness comes to them. How are we whole when we are broken?????? The body is your vehicle, not YOU!! You are your spirit, using that vehicle to experience physical experience. PERIOD. They are in agreement to provide a series of expanding lessons. When my client Davis was a kid he broke his neck playing hockey, tough lesson. His mom and all of us who helped decided to add in, eliminate fear and move forward with his healing beyond healing. He won the Stanley cup last year. Lessons. Love them and they disappear as complete, course passed. Fear or dissect them and they continue until you accept YOU and the perfection OF YOU! Let's see where we can get to now, knowing this and applying it. LOVE the Lesson, love the learner, love the bigger picture and love the ending. Fly high and see the whole story and then make your way to the next place. It is up to each one of us to do it now.

WHO DO YOU TRUST??

It is not a common practice to trust any more. There is so much going on that solid honest handshakes that are the start of trust, are not happening. Looking me in the eyes and speaking your truth and allowing me the moment to absorb it and know what is real and then standing by that truth forever rarely occurs. Do you trust that you are worthy of all that you desire? What do you really love, or want, or are capable of trying? I honestly have a very hard time trusting anyone anymore. I have shown myself in many ways through a variety of experiences the ways of the world and her children, and they are challenging to me. I learned not to trust. As a kid, I could not trust my mother with my truth, and that was not right. Being who and how I am, isn't about you, it is about me. I tried to trust the love of my life, but that failed too. When we are hurt, we get mad or run. Fight or Flight, is the response, and most will choose to flee. It is why I use horses to teach trust. Trust yourself, and the process of riding will be awesome, apply doubt or fear or frustration or anger will get you dumped! Today trust your own heart. Judge your ways, not anyone else's. Feel the feelings that you long to have every day now. Trust they are real. Then and only then, can you attract the same feelings in others. Trust the Universe that all is well and improving, trust nature that she will sustain you while you have a body, trust the process of opening to self and knowing that love is there, it always was and will be.

The tone

I asked for music, and it was sent to me. The tones and the lyrics amazing. As we share the sounds that coax us to sing along we are enjoying the moment and all is well. It is your tone that sets the stage. Use tones that are gentle and loving and kind. Keep the sharp ones out of reach and silent them. People are conditioned to holler or curse and ultimately become numb to their effects. I, personally take it very hard and feel pain when it is put in the space near me. Kids do too. Animals are also effected by this, I have seen a dog run in to traffic because someone hollered at it. You can control your mouth, what goes in and what comes out is key. Tones and words of light, laughter and music are how we will heal the world.

Stubborn or faithful which is it??

Like knowing when to FISH or CUT BAIT. People are both. I am both. How do we know the difference? How do we know when to leave the past, or let go of our comfort zone? Each day should be it's own masterpiece. Each day should start with fresh eyes and an open heart. YOU ONLY GET ONE DAY AT A TIME. The present, IS YOU and YOURS ALONE to create something special. At the close of the day when you hit your knees and express your gratitude and your concerns to YOUR GOD, are you believing in the best outcome or you holding on to something? That is the difference between faith and stubbornness. Faith invites positive outcome outside the scope of your personal ability. Stubborn means YOU think it is all YOU and you must do it. Faith has power, stubborn is a lock without a key. Please see that loving intention and the words that express it are all you need to do, faith does the rest. Add in some HOPE and then LOVE it up and the win is YOURS! Remember you can not wish for another, only the self. You can not dream for another, only you. So I faithfully share my truth of love and hope and light for me, so that you may see it for yourself. Stop being so stubborn I said to myself and let it all work out beautifully, can you say the same thing?

Visions

I have them all of the time, have forever. Night dreams and daydreams too. Seeing something that I am never sure if it 3-d or not. I have changed the scope of what I envision for myself and my world a lot over the years. Never as much as now though. I see peace, real everlasting save the life of our children - peace. I see honesty, knowing that all is exposed, no matter how much you think your thoughts, words or deeds are yours alone, revealing the truth that they belong to us all. I see real love, where the days are sweet and the nights are sweeter. How about you - what is your vision of you and our world??

Many choices, many reasons

all gone now. One choice left - happiness. Find your happy place, your happy people, your happy face and enjoy! One choice, one reason, YOU!

Keep your eyes open

and looking up. You will see the most amazing things coming your way. On our way to lunch yesterday we both looked up to see the most amazing HAWK soaring. Then she pulled in her wings and stayed perfectly still in the sky above us, we had to stop to watch for a second. How could that raptor pull in her wings and stay afloat like that? It was worth seeing. Magic, miracles, new people and things are all coming your way. OPEN your eyes, everything you ever dreamed of is coming to you, but you have to look!!

wonders truly never cease

As we move away from Pluto, who has been grinding the rough edges off, the wonders of what we can do and how we can be really amaze me. I am seeing health everywhere. I am seeing joy and fun and laughter. I am seeing people taking responsibility for what they did, said and have become. It really is a very special time to be alive and well on planet Earth. Old friends showing up again, new ones dropping in too. Welcome the love you deserve, the life you have dreamed of and the success to make it long and happy! This is a wonder and may it never cease!

Ok, Ok, Ok

As the feminine energy balances her strength and her power with her great gift of love and forgiveness, this world will change like it has always wanted to, yet could not till now. Open today to the flame and oil in the lamp she has just relit. After lifetimes of less, lack and loss, she is restored. Whether you see her light within or in the eyes of another it is complete and as the divine energy moves in to her rightful place beside the divine masculine, peace shall be restored and everyone shall know it in their heart. This is the most amazing blessing on to humanity these eyes have ever seen and this heart has ever felt! Namaste' to us all now, and peace be with us forever.

i never take NO for an answer

I figure out a way to get around the negativity of those NO's. I will sit and listen and formulate a plan. It is the way of YES! and I always get my yes's. Today say yes, say I can, I will and I am, in the light of the Harvest moon being the best that I can be for me, and YOU TOO! yes, yes and double yes to us all!! Happy Harvest MOON!

EAGER AND WILLING ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE

I have always been the optimist. Even when there is dark, I can find a little light. Even when there is death, I know it is simply a birth in another place. I am who and how I am naturally, eager and willing, and that has taught me alot. In the lessons of Susan I real - lize, that not everyone is there. Some are sad, seperate, lonely, or sick. Some are addicted, angry and abusive. Then there are those who would simply shut it all off, that is depression, thinking there is no way out. Some are insulated and covered over. In an effort to love this place and her beautiful children, let's all give eager and willing a try. DECIDE WHAT YOU ARE WILLING TO RISK. EAGERLY APPROACH IT WITH THE EYES AND WORDS OF HOPE AND LOVE. I bet you will find things that you thought were missing, were really right there in front of you the whole time, just waiting for you to be eager and willing to try again. I did!

your heart is where YOU live

I can not nor would I enter in to the heart of another. It is where they live. Noone can steal it either. It is the point of entry to this world, in these bodies. It is the point of departure back to your home planet also. It is the housing of all of the potential brought in by that soul. Some hearts are giant, some not. Some hearts are hardened, some way soft. Some will shatter their own heart by experience here just to access it. I did. With that you become connected to other things, some of which continue the challenge, some help you to recreate the structure of a healthy happy heart. Some give theirs away, which does not help anyone and some never open theirs up at all. In the heart lies the fire that is fueled by the breath. Deep breathing stokes that fire and yoga, tai chi, prayer and meditation, as well as other things, promote that connection. When your fire is stoked your lights come on. You can see more than you could before in the dimmer and darker light. Some love what they see, that happens to me alot. I am a gifted fire stoker, my breath with it's words offer alot of fuel and some use it well. In the light of your own fire, use your words and your breath to get fired up now. In the light of your heart's fire, see and feel and own that space. It is sacred and holy and yours and yours alone to heal and then, once healthy share with the dimmer darker lights that come close to us. Once your heart is healed and open, you can then offer it to another in the ritual of marriage, that is the consented heart connection that takes two seperate hearts and makes them in to ONE. THERE SHALL BE ONLY ONE IN THE END. ADD IN IF YOU CAN, IF NOT KEEP ON TRYING. The heart is where the home is. ARE YOU HOME YET?

Do you have a BESTIE???

Best friends, they are life's jewels. Some stick by you for the duration and others are a flash of light. I have had a few very special and wonderful friends. Their position in your life is up close and personal and what ever you need they support without hesitation. Two died, two moved on and one I wanted to marry pushed me away. That is the 5 that marks the changing of me. They were awesome, and without them I would have had less of an experience. The laughter and the visions and the adventures were all enhanced by having them in my life. As we create our new reality now, look to the Universe for that very best friend, we all deserve one. It is YOU and then who ever matches YOU!! My girls married their BEST friends and it is the best of the best in all worlds. Let's see what happens now when it becomes a conscious choice for us all and a responsibility like none other. Loving ourselves, and then loving humans and the planet they live on is the BEST we can hope to do, Be a bestie to all around you by being the BESTIE for YOU!

The sun in Wisconsin

is fading for now, moving south for the winter. Taking vitamin D3 helps alot, so does playing out side even when the snow is flying. OUR summer season is fading. Like the tides, in and out, in and out, flowing with life. Days and nights, sleeping and working, resting and playing. ALL components need balance now. One of too much throws off the seasons of your world and your experience in it. The seasons each have a purpose. There are seasons also in your own life. Use them wisely and with gratitude and they will serve you well. I am 55 years here this lifetime, and a new season has begun for me. My numerology shifted this year with my birthdate math. 10, and then 10 again after a lifetime of 9's. I came here for the ending of the Mayan calendar and the shift and the day after my birthday it ended. The 10, that replaced all of those 9's is a new level of existence at a higher plane. Meaning that the past 55 years is a complete season for me. Over, done and laid to rest. This year will open the door to the next 55 years and a season I have only dreamed of. I am so glad to be here for the next season of human existence looks really really good. Tune in now to the seasons and the reasons and let's see what you have to bring to our world.

Asleep or awake?? Warm or cold??

When you see something or hear something that disturbs you now it is because you are waking up and the mess around here is something. I see what happens when people stay asleep. They get and stay sick or sad or broke or alone and become simply wasted. It is almost impossible to believe if it weren't so prevalent. Groping around in the dark for the one another, or the light switch or whatever they think they need. Well, here is the trick. SIT UP, take a deep cleansing breath, open your eyes and be very very grateful you are HERE!!!! This is a magical place!! Then get up slowly and look around. This is your room. Is it nice and clean and in order or does that need some effort?? Your space is YOU! Your clothes, and skin, and words- ARE YOU! The melting of the frozen sleeping form of light energy here is taking place for the those who are ready, like zombies coming back to life. I love that, I am here to help with the restoration of the life light that humans forgot they had. It is beautiful in every way, I am here to point it out. WHAT a cool job!

Changed the code

He said I fixed it but I had to change the code. I said, "what ever it takes". So I tried the new code and it worked!! I believe it is time now for the download of many new codes. You are being given the choice to upgrade and codes for that are in your dreams and your heart and even in the words of someone else who has been sent to help you. Listen, allow and when someone says, I fixed it for you and here is the new code, smile and know that it was time! Then with all of your might be grateful and say thank you, to the Universe and all of her children, those codes have been a long time a comin'. Thanks Ronnie!

High Maintenance

Process of preserving something. My gal said he was high maintenance, it just took too much for you to preserve that friendship. I had to think about what that meant and how that had happened. I was relieved to find myself within those words and to know now that the simple life is what I have come to. I do not need maintenance, I never did, ask both of my ex's. I can maintain myself very nicely. I can not however maintain another in any way. People are searching for love and support and a place to be honored and respected and cherished. The truth is that comes when YOU MEET YOU IN YOUR OWN HEART AND LIFE. It is that simple and true and worthy. No one but YOU can maintain you. Took me a minute to see that for real in my life and my choices. I am grateful for the lesson and the yield, how about you?

The new OK

What I thought was OK, turns out not to be OK. Isn't that fun that our turn over in days yields that??? If you have things in your life, your diet, your lifestyle, your work, that you are not OK with you, stop tolerating it. Ask the Universe to show you a new and better way. I have tolerated alot of things along the way simply because I did not have the energy to fight myself any longer. I gave in, and then after awhile I gave up too. To own my life I have to decide what is OK with me. I choose to be accountable in every way, people know where I am and what I stand for because I have decided now, and KNOW what is OK for me. Make a list for yourself, what do you love, where would that work best, who makes you smile and where would you go if you had all the time and all the money in the world?????? When you are OK with your answers let everyone know that you are OK now, this will restore a lot of peace and harmony here.

From a distance

everything looks different. It is easier to see how the flow goes and what that looks like. When we are up to our armpits in it the solutions are difficult if not impossible to find. My friend got some distance in his life. Moved on down the road, and took a time out. I asked what that did for him and he said, healed me. I know that that works. Instead of repeating the same thing over and over and expecting a different result,(which by the way is the definition of crazy), we should get some distance. In the rear view mirror, everything looks ok for what it was, the drama calms, the noise quiets, and the value in moving on becomes apparent and real. As we look to our future here, take a time out and see what your real real self is and needs, distance may be the opportunity to heal that you need. The future is yours, make it eactly what YOU want.

Value

I find it in almost everything and everyone. VALUE is personal and measures love. I love holidays and the celebration of them all including birthdays is very very valuable to me. I love my work and what I teach in my world of knowing I feel has very very strong value. I love nature and therefore find caring for her in protective and organic ways to be very very valuable. I value me, I celebrate me, I love me, I take care of me organically and am also very protective of me too. People in my life receive the same value, if reciprocated the flow never ends, if it is one sided, it empties out real fast and ends. No flow, no celebration, no love, no value! WHAT and WHO do you value and how do you demonstrate it?? Knowing and showing are both necessary aspects of what value is and does. A beautiful painting hidden from sight loses it value very quickly! Show us now, and let's celebrate all that we love together.

Opinions

Remember they are just that, nothing more and nothing less. It is defined as personal attitude, review or appraisal. To each his own. Your advice is yours to follow, your opinion is mine to consider. Many rely on the opinion of others to define and decide. It is only the opinion of self and the advice found within that will give you the direct data you are looking for. I ask for opinions from time to time, but take them into my meditation space for review. Then choices that work for me are made without outside pushing or pulling or conflict. I have lived with those who felt their opinion should have a direct say in my life. It started as a kid. I always resisted that and when I said hold on there, I need more info and other aspects need consideration, there was conflict and sometimes ridicule. It was perceived as an insult. I can not insult you or your intelligence, I do not have that power. Only you do that to you. Nor can you do that to me, I am the supreme allied commander in my own body and life, and no conflict or ridicule can ever change that. Thanks for checkin' in! My thoughts are only for your consideration, no directives, just honest open SUSAN!

Walkin' on air

My ranch is extraordinary, as are so many places on Earth. As I walked down to the clinic for an early morning meeting, it truly felt like I was walking on air. Not flying but walking so softly and with so much light inside of me, it made no sound and I felt no impact. I love this world as she lightens up so do I!! The light that wakes you in the morning should fill you up with joy and energy, look at the sun and drink in her radiance. Then spend the rest of the day glowing just like she does!!

Physical being having a spiritual experience OR.....

is it the other way around? Like the chicken or the egg first theory, no one knows for sure. WHAT WE TRULY KNOW IS THAT IT SIMPLY DOES NOT MATTER. What matters is in that moment, where, with and how, that you are feeling the fullness of being you. The only energy you have is YOURS. The only experience you have is YOURS. The only love you feel is YOURS. I live in a magical healing place, and it is ME. Not mine BY OWNERSHIP, but me in real life here. I have magic and healing where ever I go because I AM THERE. People travel with all of the time, because through my eyes there is another view that I love to share. BE YOU, being spiritual and loving and magical. It is a great way to love your life and live in the physical world with grace and harmony. It is both ways, as are all things, ALL IS ONE, AND ONE IS ALL. THAT IS YOU AND ME TOGETHER.

The no-kill policy

I am receiving chickens today because the family whose little girl raised them allowed her the no-kill policy. She needs to know that what she has put her energy in to has value and worth and will remain alive for a long time. Now that's what parenting is all about. The opportunity to use life lessons to promote love and growth and peace and potential. No fear, no harm, no foul. Thank you for letting me be part of that life lesson, I will take very good care of them and you may visit them whenever you want to!!!! I also have a no- kill policy, I will eat something else.

Are you on your way home?

Many are now. Home is where the heart is. Your heart is where you feel peace and potential and it has no boundaries and needs no reasons for being what it is and where it is, except pure love. Most have yearned for their own heart, missing it in this lifetime. They mistake the heart of another's for their own and put their energy into that instead their own heart. Hearts are broken, loss and injury from family issues are prevalent. You heart is the meeting place of heaven and earth. It is the fire that glows and sparks with your breath and your words. It is a field of green yielding much and it is pink for the parental aspect of what 2 hearts together can create - a baby!! It is yours and yours alone to decide what and who and how it is going to be. In the home of heart and the heart of home, people feel loved and when whole can share it. It is only that love that comes from within, that you can share. Taking someone else's love in place of your own self love is temporary and fades fast. Loving your self means eating, sleeping, working and playing - all things that MUST DO to make your heart sing. Please to them to your best ability every day and I will have a lot less clients. That's OK with me!! How about you?? Ready to come home now?? I do believe it is time.

If you love the map - maker, then love the map

God is great and good and makes amazing maps. Humans have been told and shown many times that they are part of the larger universe and they can have more when they are ready. Astrology is a map, it shows the direction and potential of what is going on around here. It gives a light to the path. The path is still yours, the free will to choose never goes away. But if the mapmaker took the time to lay out the best route, who am I to not take the easy way???? Many in power have always known this, and used it for their highest good. The Vatican, the Queen of England, the President and NASA, all have a staff of astrologers. Big picture here everyone, listen and learn, and follow your heart, the map is available to anyone looking for the road home.

SAY what YOU want to YOU

I have spent years hearing about what people did NOT want in their life. THEIR pain, illness, sadness, frustration, lonliness, lack and on and on it went. It is what brings them to their knees. it was what brings them to my ranch. This is a healing place, a rainbow bridge to a place within the self that holds their own love and love all life here and everywhere. Then it took me to my knees too. Years and years of hearing what was wrong, made me sad, then it made me mad, then I got scared and then it made me crazy. I had to stop for awhile, and listen to my own heart and my own words. They are happy singing lyrics about angels and love and miracles. I am back now, fully in my heart, knowing that pain was not mine. Allow yourself the same knowing, the pain is not yours either, it is an illusion. Let it go, do not share it!!! No one needs your pain, the curses you speak only attack you. We all have our own issues and that is enough for each of us to work on. Please hear me and love this world, if this rainbow ranch can offer you love and light, come on over. If you see it in any other way, please do not. Namaste'

Be Me

and I will be you. That is how we fix this place, our hearts, our health, our lives here. I can not understand you unless you invite me and allow me to BE YOU for a minute. That is what I do in my office. When you come to see me, I ask you to invite me in for awhile. I get to see you, listen to you, feel your feelings, and for a moment I get to be you. Once invited to share your journey, I, with a different pair of eyes, can direct you out of the pain and illness and darkness that brought you to me in the first place. No one comes because they are well, everyone comes to see through my eyes and to be me for a minute. It is the ONENESS that offers the light. More of this will heal our world. If I can see through your eyes for a minute, I can understand your choices, your situation and consider a solution from my world, and my experience. I spoke of terrble loss and pain about an abortion yesterday, no one knows the damage this does that has not had one. Please do not even try. My life and my choices have given me license to discuss certain very painful experiences and this is one of them. We cleared the guilt, I assisted in adding in the light of the higher view of this and she will be fine now. She was me and I was her and it was awesome, the truth has set us free.

Is this as good as it gets??

Our ideas of good are limited to our experiences and our history. To know good, one must allow the dreams and stories of the best of the best to permeate their being. That why I love books. Stories that create magic and miracles and happily ever afters. You must know the story first before you can manifest it in your heart and then speak it in to your life. Pick your favorite now, MINE is horses, healing and happiness, and yes fun for all and for fun, loving every minute of it and being loved for being SUSAN. Is that as good as it gets?? I believe it to be true!!

a reason and a season

everything changes, everyone does too. i have changed because of the reasons and the seasons people have joined me on my journey. not one or the other but both. looking to the future now free and clear, with that being done and healed, i hope the reasons and the seasons are filled with only love now. i deserve that, how about you?

What are you a magnet to?

Songs, colors, personalities, some match, some harmonize and some do not. I do not have to match you perfectly to harmonize with you. The law of attraction is the magnetic ability we all have to attract what we need. All things are attracted by each one of us. Everything you have and are was attracted by you. Dis-ease, poverty and lonliness are things people do not want to believe they called in, but truth is - they are. Your soul uses your body and your life energy to show you what you need to learn about and truly love. The rest needs to be acknowledged and released as educational on many levels. Healing me, heals my girls, I know that. Loving me, loves this world, I know that too. Living with the understanding that I have the capacity to understand everything about myself, gives me the understanding that all is well and there are things yet to accomplish. I been attracted to many things and many people for lots of reasons, all for me, about me and to promote me here on the Earth plane. I think it is about time for the simple things now. The lessons learned were amazing, the gifts received awesome and the love restored to my soul and my life here, never ceasing to amaze me. What and who are you attracting????????

Are you open to the possibilities now?

As our world reveals her truth and the stories of her evolution we need to be open now to New Possible outcomes. The direction of the past has revealed a disrespect that has taken a toll that I do not want to pay any longer. To integrate, to support and to show value here we must look now at other possibilities. The way we were, mostly asleep, should stop. No more taking only. No more leaving the mess for someone else to clean up. AND no more fighting for property when it is not ours in the first place. It belongs to the Earthmother and she shares her abundance with all. Ownership is only of your soul and your life purpose, everything else is borrowed. You are a steward, so am I. I need to care for what I can care for, feed what I can feed, nurture what I can nurture and nothing more than that. Luckily the New Possible Outcomes seem to be popping up everywhere. As the humans awaken and look around, they are remembering that this is true, and the ideas for clean up and restoration just keep getting better and better. Are you open to them? Healing our world, heals her children, it is true and very simple really. No more dis-ease, only harmony and health. A new outcome from an age old promise of unconditional, undeserved love. Thank Creator for grace and mercy, for they follow me, and all of us really, all the days of our lives.

Wishes and Dreams and HOPES

When you are little they are an everyday occurence. Wanting and asking and believing is what makes the day fun and productive. I am a hopeful character, I do not take NO for an answer. If it comes from another person I don't argue I just walk away and find someone with a maybe or a yes way of living and loving. That is how I am. I don't say no either. I try to figure out ways to make it happen. My girls will agree. The bigger the dream the more fun it is for me. The sicker the client the more creative I am in the healing process. It is my gift, taking something negative and turning it into something positive. Challenges become life lessons, they change us for the better forever. The school of Earth is currently yielding a lot of PHD's in that way. There are three things we get to build while we are human, they are all you take with you when you leave. Faith is one, love is another, and HOPE is the reason we get up in the morning. Here's hoping all is well and improving with us all!!

The water

It is the new gold. Period. You need to know that and do everything within your power to protect it and use it wisely and for the good of all. It is paramount! I paddled yesterday and it makes my heart sing. Being on the water is healing to our body. Going by the shore is where air is energized, ionized, where another free electron is added, making it healing to us. Breathe it in, let it work, use it as the gift it was meant to be. True story, I was a the shore last week and a hawk human dropped right in beside me without announcement, simply arrival and interaction. Healing my heart, knowing that those connections are blessings and deserve to be treated as miraculous encounters. Go to the water and allow yourself the privilege, it is one!

Keep it simple now

I have watched and participated in doing this world many different ways. Complicated, sophisticated, seperate and in partnership. High heels and dirty cut off jeans. Really smart and really not. Keeping it simple now is how it will be for me. Loving who I am, for real, and what I do , for real, and letting the rest simply go to others for their enjoyment and focus. I am the most blessed I have ever been, knowing it in every bone. Lucky doesn't even come close and I am super lucky!! Acknowledge your blessings. That is how they multiply. See what is in close and what has always been there, then thank the Universe and it's amazing Creator for all of it times ten or a hundred or more!!!!! I believe in parlaying my bet, and I am betting it all now!! Simple, loving and living for a long and very happy time. HOW ABOUT YOU?

Respect - we all deserve it

It is the way to avoid violation of or interference with..... Respecting me goes beyond admiration, it is allowing my opinions and differences. It is the basis of how humans should relate to one another. Whether or not you agree, respect is still the way a relationship remains alive and intact. I lost respect along the way a long time ago. When someone hurt me or cheated or hollered or hit, the respect I had disappeared. I learned that choice as a kid. It took me a long time to recover it, and it came only once I forgave and forgot. In the field of humanity I need to respect me first. I know I can not live happily and joyfully and stay healthy and strong if I do not respect myself. My ways, my person, my privacy and my sharing - all deserve respect, so do yours. Respect yourself, say only the words you long to hear, do only the things that make you smile and live with this key - long and wise and happily ever after. Respect this world and her children and she will respect you and yours.

Guardian Angels

They are just standing around waiting for you to ask them for their help. EACH ONE OF US HAS AT LEAST ONE ANGEL WAITING to talk to us and help us too. I have had assistance from Annie consciously since I was 11. She made herself known to me in an effort to save my life and I have clung to the relationship lovingly ever since. Without her and her love and support, the cold and hard truthes of Earth and her processes, and her children's behaviours, would overwhelm me to no end. With her in my corner each day I can get a good parking spot or get a bird's eye view of a situation, by simply asking her for her eyes. My friend gave me his eyes this week ON HIS TRIP. Since I couldn't go he took pictures and shared them with me daily! Annie does the same thing, from that higher less attached place she shares with me a way out of the issue or way to avoid an issue all together. My girls have known their angels too all of their lives and it makes a huge difference. For a mom to know they are being guarded and guided by a being who truly loves them it offers great peace. Ask your angel their name, they will share in a way you will understand, that is the first step in getting know anyone. Then reach out, they will reach back and the adventure of a loving partnership - heaven and earth in two beings with one direction - can begin new.

Over standing or Under standing

It can be both ways. I have done both and at this point have become very under-standing also instead of overstanding away from my own life. I have learned in this final run, that in the end there will be ONENESS and whatever I do to promote that - promotes me. My loves, likes, habits and hobbies deserve that support. I have a vision of good and wonderful things and I have had a hard time believing others do not see it my way. My daughter told me yesterday that although I am eccentric and well aware of that, I am unaware of the things people say and do that hurt our world. That makes me - ME. My cup half full- ness rules and those rose colored glasses remain on my nose. Although disharmony finds it's way to my door every day I go to work, with so much yet to release, it does not go home with me or wreck my day ever. I can not nor will not believe the bad, I am here only for the good, the light and ultimately the love that creates the field of oneness that supports all living things. SO _ you can stand over there and watch and fret or you can dig in and under and become a part of the whole. YOU DECIDE. I HAVE CHOSEN BOTH! As above so below as within so without. The four directions are there for us all.

Far away

from your own life?? Is it in need of some changing? Do you watch it from a distance, not really in it? Only you can dream up the next phase. Decide what the best of things have been for you and add them in, then decide what new and different items you would like to try. This is the recipe for love and laughter, friends and family, work and play. It can be as good as you can dream it up, go for it now! No time like the present. The Virgo month of September makes it real and totally doable!!

Awake in the night

I have a very quick mind, lots going on all of the time. I love to sleep, go to bed and go to sleep and wake up ready for a new adventure each day. Once in awhile though, I lay awake and think. Ever done that?? Last night I did. When the day is too busy to let your mind consider certain things, sometimes the night is when it is best accomplished. I know many do this and it is understandable isn't it? So allow yourself your thoughts, the moon shining on them is the female energy and she is very loving. So in honour of the night and her personal perspective, thank you, I needed that.

Blessing

You are invited to be one to receive one. My friend is with the wild horses and being the blessing he wishes to receive is what is happening to him. He said it made him cry. Are you receiving the blessing you are to us? Set it up for yourself, take a moment to know how it looks and feels and what part of the echo effect you will be most grateful for. I have been a blessing many times, and in return received many back. Aiko told at show and tell that I was the blessing her mom needed to get well, she is 6, but blesses me back like she is ancient and wise and loving and knowing!! That's what I am talkin' about. The bigger the better, bless on......

None of MY business

I have been down that road before. My parents said it to me. You would not understand, or something else that dismissed me and my feelings, and my inclusion. People say that to one another way too much. YOU ARE MY BUSINESS, your health, your success, your happiness, it automatically becomes that for our world and that includes me. I am out there, you know what I think and how I feel all of the time. I do not pretend, I just say what it is and what I want. That is the business of me, the HAWC, and the ranch too. and some people love that. Others who are not so transparent will tell you, you have no business in their business. They don't have to tell you anything. Those are they ones still hiding. It is all one here, and our business is learning how to be there for each other in that ONENESS. Community is based on the sharing of your business and me sharing mine too. Think about that before you tell someone it is none of their business and then wonder why you are alone, with no business at all.

From a distance

the world looks different, green and blue really. People blend together and flow like rivers with energy and motion. E-motion is the dominant force here. This is that planet, blue emotion everywhere. People are working it out with their souls and their higher selves. Some will stay and work it out together embodied in human form yet, some will go home now and take a long deserved rest from here. I am fascinated by the whole adventure, always have been. I am a HAWK, I see it from the distance and know just over the next hill we find peace and health and harmony. I have known it all along, and stayed for that very reason. I am the HORSE on earth as that totem gives me form. There is my power and my glory in that gift and I teach to those who want to know what I know. I encourage a little distance right now for everyone. Stand back, allow the picture it's full panorama. You may be missing things when you are too close to it. In the distance comes the light and the love of the new earth, watch it rise up like a morning sun, stand and receive and enjoy the fusion. All good things come to those who have waited.

YOU CAN't make me!

I have heard that my whole life, and said it many times especially as a kid. YOU CAN'T MAKE ME. It is true, no one can make you. Noone ever did. YOU make YOU. Your words, your hopes, your efforts, and your inside voice and self, that is what makes you. I watch people feel made, yet it is an illusion. It the giving away of power that creates that illusion. Giving away power is to give up or give in to something that makes the hair stand up on the back of your neck. Doctors commonly make people do things they feel isn't right, ministers do it too. Politicians do it more than anyone I know and parents, unfortunately do it a lot as well. My daughter went west for love. I support that, love is all there is. Now she came home and someone said did you make her do that? I said NO, I do not MAKE anyone do anything. She made her decision for her and her love, and they made the journey together. Noone made anyone do anything. That is called going in and with the flow of real love. No pressure, no pushing, just feeling your way through and loving every minute of it. I love that how about you?

IN love or AT love?

To know love is to understand the way it comes through and manifests fully. You were created IN LOVE, no other way. You could not have forged union with sperm and egg, without union of love energy. Whether you get that or not, it is the truth. In love is ONENESS. Merging energy whether intentional or random, is still merging. Responsibility and accountability are a huge part of the future of that merging. Some stop themselves and stay AT. and never go IN. Being AT love is to show up and say this is amazing. To see it, to feel it and yet not be able to move in to the ONENESS that self love and love of all things, human and non-human offers. Many arrive here, very few understand what to do when they get here. To know God,and to say I AM GOD, is to be IN LOVE WITH GOD, committed to GOD, forever. Not a replacement or temporary or seperate, never walking away. Simply flowing together in agreement that love is all that there is and we are that love in ONENESS. The AT LOVE is still shopping not sure. I have seen it both ways. Like a kid walking by the pet shop, looking and wanting, yet not going in and getting their own puppy! Unsure of their own ability to have one. Then there is the flowing and ever growing of that brave love, that brave human, that IN - loveness, that marches right IN and becomes the love of that puppy's life!! I will love you forever, take care of your heart and your body, play with you and let you sleep by me all the days of your life, and then when you or I leave, I will wait at the other end of the Rainbow bridge for you!! Many are at a crossroads of in or at. You decide now - is it AT or IN for you? Starting with you first, falling IN love with YOUR Self AND YOUR CREATOR!!! If you are reading this you are already AT LOVE, when you are ready for IN, dive off the cliff and immerse yourself, I guarantee YOU WILL LOVE IT!!!

Riding through the storm

On a horse or a bike, you are exposed to the elements of the Mother Nature. She is fully aware that you are there. She can drench you or she can keep you dry. It is her choice, not really yours although you attract what you need on several levels. In alignment all things come together for the highest good. Understanding with love and compassion and humor that you are the variable, is a great way to live. So today I put out the sprinkler, and WHAM it started and shot me right in my face!!~ I laughed because my prayer today was to the water of forgiveness and it hit me right where I needed it - ON ME!!! There are no mistakes here, simply lessons and levels of understanding those experiences. The way to completion is to forgive and forget and move on to the next adventure. Looks like I will be there today, cleaned up and clear eyed!! Like a bright new penny!! The storm hit me and then the rainbow of full understanding was the result. Thank you Mother and Father for all the Universe shares with me!! Another rinse cycle has come and gone, and again I am free and clear to move ahead. WHEWWWWWWW!

Be my eyes

That is what I told my friend. I can't be there right now, but you are, so please be my eyes. I want to see through the lens of you. Next time I will go my self and use my own peepers, but right now, yours are what I need. Show me the truth and beauty of what you experience. Tell me the story, show me the pictures, email me the daily log of events and adventures. Have you ever asked someone for their own perspective? Their truth? Their way? We generally do not make that our priority, we insert our own issues, filters and words. Walking a mile in my moccasins is possible, if you allow me to share my reality with you without judgment or opinion. Thank you for considering this and thanks to my friend for being my eyes today!! It is an awesome gift and I accept!!

On the horizon

I have watched, waited and spoken of what is to come to our world. Many outcomes were possible in just one lifetime. The Harmonic Convergence gave us an opportunity to keep up and keep on. I was a voting member with full consciousness of my choice even back then. Since then I have spent the past 25 years in that new place, deciding a different fate for me and my children and the world I love. I have loved this world for a very long time and loved those in it too. It is time for you all to participate now too. The damage done to us and by us needs to be forgiven, healed and loved. For those ready it is on the horizon now. LOOK, you should see me right on top of the next hill. I'll wave! Happy you made it, I was waited.

Through your eyes

I say that all the time to clients, if you could see you through my eyes you would see beauty, health and perfection. Now how about letting me see through your eyes too. Tell the world, me included, what you see. Do you like it, do you need it, do you think it should change in some way. People are so used to being TOLD and SOLD, they forget they have their own eyes and ability to see for themselves. I can and always will tell my truth, use my eyes and share my visions. How about you now too???

Who can YOU count ON?

I have learned much in many lifetimes of human existence. Some lessons were magical, some were not so sweet. I have learned through them all to count on me first, trust me first, love me first, live with me and all of who and how I am - FIRST! That is not the way I was raised. Sacrifice was the word used when I was a kid. Brought through religion into the home. Somehow that was real and right for them. NOT ME. I know that the Creator is WHOLE, the Universe it WHOLE, the Earth used to be WHOLE and yes, people were whole too. Now they are shattered and fragmented and separated and labeled. Profiled. A Stock certificate is your birth certificate, you a number. YOWZAA!! I believe it is time to return to WHOLE! ONENESS is the way I am and seek with others. Those who are getting there will find me whole and happy and one with all things, You can count on that!

are you settling?

I have settled for less than I knew I deserved a zillion times. I knew what was ideal and yet I settled for something that was not. This is the day to upgrade your ideals and aspirations. Then offer yourself to that frequency. In the balance and harmony of who you are and what you want, an alignment should be immediate. JUST SAY IT IS SO and SO IT WILL BE. Simple and true for me and you too.

Turn your light and see who is right there beside you!!

That is what is going on now, all around us. The lights are coming on and as we adjust our eyes we are seeing one another. Yesterday a biker plunked down to me and started talking about the wild horses. One of my favorite subjects. The friend with me was enchanted by the interchange. Later he said how did that happen?? I said lights, my friends. He saw my light and the horses in my field, my aura, and knew I would talk about it with him. I love this world and the brighter it gets the nicer and easier it is. Later he said, YOU are the HAWC? And showed me the hawk feathers in the front of his bike. One visionary to another, saying hi, how ya doin?? and what's next?? Thank God, it was getting a little dull for a minute. Turn on your light today and see what is right in front of your eyes!!!!

I love German Shepherds

I have had at least one and sometimes two most of my life. They are beautiful, giant, capable and so loving. They are very smart and do lots of different chores very well. I use mine to guard me, a real strength in my life when I am afraid. I have to admit I was afraid for a very long time. In the dark one night someone came and my German Shepard spoke up loud and clear, you are not welcome here. I had never heard my dog so vehement. It made me smile. I have had Cody, Shadow and Cooper. Each bringing a gift to me in their special and rare way. Zion is mine right now, he has been here on the ranch his whole life, which is coming to a close soon. He has loved the animals, the children, the land and of course his master, with a passion that I sometimes think I do not deserve. I am writing this today to honor dogs and their human partners. It is truly a gift from a God that believes we deserve unconditional love no matter what. Dogs are the best and forgive and forget. They will bring the ball no matter what trouble just happened. That is magic and the miracle that a lot of humans need now. Dogs remind us we are worth it, it's all good. NOW LET'S PLAY!!!!

Someone put a flower on my door

I write daily and truly have little idea of who reads this. I write for me, not anyone else really, just me. I talk a lot and letting the expression of my life and choices and personality shine is what this blog does. I can rant and rave. I can vent and I can dream, see and say. I love that. It gives an outlet, no one can take it away or tell me be quiet here. They just simply do not care or read me anymore. Living freely is the key, speaking freely is my heart's delight. Not ever worrying again that I will be hollered at and told my feelings don't matter. It was a difficult life here for awhile, no one seemed to be interested in what I wanted to talk about. Especially those who were close in. Most disappeared now and have their own ways and lives. Someone must have read this yesterday, while I was out, they came and put a flower on my door. I love flowers, and surprises too. I wonder who and why, and will know soon enough. Hopefully they will call me and own it. I am the luckiest girl on Earth, are you attracting flowers too??? Put it out there, see what happens.

A pride

That is what they call a group of LIONS. I would choose a LEO, the LION to lead us in love here. That is what pride means to me. A group dedicated to us the highest calling and to the highest good of all. Are you in a PRIDE? Do you surround yourself with those you are proud to call family, friend, partner, co- worker, neighbor?? I have upgraded in the past few years and chosen gentler, more loving relationships for myself. I love my staff and my neighbors and my girls no end. There is pride in this, knowing they love me too and show me all of the time how much they care for and appreciate me. Decide about your PRIDE. Surround yourself with happy, productive, loving characters, and let the pride be there for you too.

When you have had enough, done enough, let go of enough, loved enough

Then, only then, can you come home. I can hear the words in my heart. I have been offered the chance to leave here and go home, we all have that choice everyday. I know my work has been good, my support of the human community something to be proud of. I also know that nature is happy when I walk on her and through her fields. I know my animals look for and to me with love. I just haven't quite finished yet. Are there things on your bucket list?? My friend rode in a float plane yesterday and he said he was afraid to do it, but it was on his bucket list and he was going no matter what he felt!! Are there things you are afraid to do yet, to say to someone, to try or fix?? Get out your bucket list, get it done now. The present is the PRESENT, no regrets if loving is what you are doing, anything else is simply not going to be enough.

Flowers say it!

The farmer's markets are full of flowers and giving a bouquet someone you like, is an awesome way to say I am thinking good things for you. You are beautiful to me. My client Amy brings me flowers every time she comes to see me. I GIVE MYSELF FLOWERS EVERY SINGLE WEEK. I teach the do it yourself way and doing it myself is key for me. If we wait we may wait forever! Go today, tomorrow may be too late. Get one bouquet for someone else and deliver it with a smile and then GET ONE FOR YOU! You deserve it!

Beneath the surface

I spoke yesterday with someone who needed something from me. I said, I have given it to you my way over and over and over. She did not see it nor did she feel it. Because of this, she was nervous. Then I said , I have never received any of what I have given to you, from you in return, not once, not ever. TWO different languages were being spoken. Her way is different than my way. I show, I share, I give gifts, I invite and celebrate. That is MY way. Her way is to compliment verbally, saying it out loud. So never the twain were meeting until we talked about it. She said, she was not aware, not conscious of what I was saying by what I was doing. Simply did not see it. I said, I was not aware by her actions that she was happy. What she was demonstrating was different. This happens over and over, different ways make people afraid, then they react instead of respond. ASK! Are you understanding me, do you know what I am saying. Being clear now is the only way we will have peace in this world. We are all different, different instruments in a giant orchestra, it is the way it is supposed to be. Learn the languages you do not know. Only then will we be able to communicate without being nervous. It is so worthy, beneath the surface lies the truth of you, and I want to know it and I want you to know mine too.

When did we stop having fun?

My friend said, you still are so much fun!! We were paddling down the St. Croix when he reminded me of that. I thought about it for a minute and said, yup, you are right and something stopped my fun for a minute but I am getting it back very quickly now. He smiled and so did I. I had a philosophy of if it is not fun do not continue to do it. What happened? When did we stop enjoying our lives, laughing really hard, dancing, singing at the top of our lungs, cooking fabulous meals, living large? I don't know. I can't put my finger on it. It did though. I got quiet for a minute, I sat still, which is not me at all. I felt like I was waiting for something or someone. Has that been going on with you too?? Stop waiting. Get your smile on, flash it at everyone. I told the kids last week to be the inviter, not wait for the invitation. That is how fun starts. Think of what you love to do, think of who you would love to have join you and then think of how fun it will be. Fun is here for us all, all ages deserve to have fun!! So smile and get er' done. I told myself enough now, there is never too much fun to be had, and we all deserve it! This is fun!!

Trust

That word means so many things. Used as a noun, a safe and secure place. Used as a verb the basis and only real foundation for any good relationship. Trusting someone to remain peaceful no matter what is what this looks like. If you were raised to trust, you learned it and can feel it in your being. It gave you the honest and open way of being. It supported your truth, no matter what that truth is. If you were raised with conditional love, you navigated through a childhood where trust was not established. It is one of the most difficult issues I have every worked with. It has effected every single aspect of my life. I have learned this the hard way again and again. Trust begins with yourself and how you set yourself up to live your life here. We must work to reestablish a trust within that can be counted on every single day. I know we slip and fall, but trusting that even in the bang, everything will be OK, is the challenge. Luckily I have angels that support me in this, humans were never available to me in this way. Humans taught me NOT TO TRUST, them or myself, raised to question my own worth. Because of that I have made choices that injured my heart many times and met other humans who have worse trust issues than I do. The law of attraction at work. Yet, living in my heart is the only way I know. I will trust my judgment, my way and how I feel is simply good enough. I do not need to look on the outside for what needs to be me on the inside. Safe, secure, cherished, celebrated, loved and respected within the best trust I have ever built. Can you trust YOU?? Do you set yourself up to really trust in your own outcome?? This is key, TRUST ME, Peace out.