In for something

Are you ready to be a part of something BIG? We are in for something and so many of the people are not aware. There is a wake up call going on and many of you have heard the bell, but there are so many ignoring the ringing of the alarm. How do we proceed? We take the bull by the horns and forge into the newness with all the enthusiasm and hope we can muster. We must lead the charge and set the mark very very high so when they wake up and look up, they will see you involved. Time to be in the spotlight. In the dark and quiet and submissive structure implemented it is hard to break free, many of you are free now to be who you came to be. Do not judge or criticize, just focus. Pick your passion, mine is health and horses helping humans and my native heritage. That is all I can do and I do it with a love that knows no limits or boundaries. Using what I have and care about is easier than trying to fit somewhere that I do not belong. Those who love what I do, love me, that is the easy part. The others are not in my life and that is ok too. Time to rise and shine!! You are IN FOR SOMETHING BIG!

LIve how YOU want to presently

I have learned a lot of things in human form and the suffering part of what human's do is one thing I do not like or understand. I see people who suffer needlessly, waiting for something or someone to come along and change their life. I believe the programming is religious in it's origin, since that is where the Savior idea comes from. Jesus said I AM YOU, YOU ARE ME, WE ARE ONE! Does that save you, it sure saved me. Communion!! There is nothing to wait for, YOU Are ALL THERE IS, THE I AM THAT I AM, THE GOD IN HUMAN FORM. THE CREATOR OF YOUR REALITY AND LESSONS. Why don't you have a wonderful life, a happy loving home filled with all the things you love, to surround you and the people who you care for. YOU CHOOSE NOT TOO. You choose sickness, lonliness, isolation, frustration, anger and ego drives it. You go to a job you hate, live with a partner you don't know or like, and you feed yourself junk when food should be your only option. You wait for someone to invite you instead of you showing up and inviting and including them! To get service, you must be of service. To attract love you must put love out there constantly. You can't give it and take it back again. To be a success you must believe that you are a success. To get these things in order now, do a vision board. Put pictures and words on it and be specific. You should let your mind focus on this every day. You can achieve what you can conceive if YOU BELIEVE, YOU ARE WORTHY!! No more waiting, if you want something SAY SO!!! DO IT!! LOVE IS FREE FILLED WITH ENERGY AND POTENTIAL, GET TO IT PRESENTLY, AND LIVE HOW YOU WANT TO LIVE!

Kids know

My daughter Jessie used to tell me when she was a preschooler, about her visions of her carmel colored babies. She spoke of them as is they were already a part of her life here on earth. My mother was prejudiced and I would say, ok, let's not mention that to your grandmother please, it will just make her upset. Maybe I should have let her, but that is past. Today I laugh, as I look at her and her beautiful carmel colored husband!! She knew, she really knew and I listened and let her dream. I NEVER EVER LET HER STOP DREAMING. Her dream has come true and that is my job her as her mom, to facilitate her dreams. She is the next generation of ME, my legacy left here when I go home. I pray for our kids each day, they deserve this. They know WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY NEED TO DO. They do not need us as much as love us and want to be with us in every way. They also see what is disharmonic and diseased and want to fix it and KNOW HOW!!! LET'S WoRK ON THIS. Those of us who can see the bigger picture need to step up and create solutions and options and facilitate dreams now, it is how we win!! Kids know, so we can remember.

Disturbing the peace

I hope one thing that my blog does is disturb the so called peace. The complacent ones who do what they are told need a little disturbing. I get so frustrated when what is so obvious to me, is so hidden from another. I watch kids so sick and sad and drugged and left out because their parents are too submissive to take a stand, do something different or simply walk away from a system that injures that child. I did not like school, it was boring to me. Yet, I am social and athletic and musical and artistic and that needed a place to be, so I went to school for awhile. When I was old enough I stopped attending regularly, no one knew but a few close friends. I was smart enough to get a decent grade even without being there every day. Truth was I was getting WASTED. I drank a little, played alot, wasting my ability and talent since there seemed no other choices available. Really there were no other options at that time and still today! I need to vent about that. You are looking at the brightest stars in the Universe here now in the bodies of children. Old souls, angels incarnate, and a variety of ET's from other parts of the Universe here to help us. Listen to them, help them find a way to live and learn and create that matches them. Do not drug them into compliance, or criticize their sensitivities and gifts. There needs to be a new option for these brilliant souls, help me think of more things for them to do. I have a ranch and horses and a wellness clinic, I teach yoga and meditation, simply because those things saved my life. Think about that please. If you need to come here and be a part of this process of creating something bigger for our kids now, let me know! I will help us all with all that I have and do, that is my job, my mission here and my real passion, and I AM GOOD AT IT, even without learning it at some old school!

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MY HEART SAYS TO SHARE THIS WITH ALL WHO HAVE EARS TO HEAR AND A HEART TO OPEN

Who reads blogs?

Funny, I wonder who reads this or why they do. I am so used to writing every day, in a journal, that doing this too, seemed a natural part of sharing my life and my progress. I love the stories that relate to me when I read them, I hope my stories relate to you somehow too. I have led an amazing life and sharing my healing and my perspective gave me some peace along the way. You gave me someone to talk to. I love the truth, the way, the light and the gifts this world offers us. I love people and their stories interest me, it is why I do my job so well. I am a good listener and I care about people. It is something of a passion for me. I am thinking about quitting this blog now, I do not think I have anything much left to share. I have told the whole truth and the ride was wild, the prophecy real and the ending as it should be. If you have an opinion about this let me know, if not, see you again on another sunny day. Thanks, Dr. Su.

Choices

Like a giant candy store, open for your choosing, Earth life is that candy store to us. You can be born to who you want and need as parents. You can succeed or fail, be free or in prison, be healthy or sick and still in the end, be accountable in every way, no matter what you chose. There is no hiding, or getting away with anything. I think it is funny that people think that. As you sneak out the back door, you will be greeted by the same Creator as I will meet at the front door. The reunion may be different though. They will play the movie back for you and you will see the whole thing quickly. Missed out pieces caused by stubborn egos will be a big issue for some, staying trapped when escape was right there might bug someone else. I love this planet, the options are unlimited. The ending the same though. Going home to Source and making your plea will be interesting for some and a real pleasure for others. I for one am grateful for the trip to this candy store, the treats are all of us here, some so sweet and some so tangy!! I choose now friends and experiences with my full consciousness and awareness, and boy oh boy, what a great future we have to create together.

pretending is for kids

I see that there is a wave of pretending going on now as we are shifting into the light. It is funny to see who has been hiding behind what. I have always given everyone the benefit of the doubt, got me into all sorts of deals that taught me great and intense lessons. Nuff said about that. As the lights come on around here, it gets easier and easier to see who is who they claim to be and what they are all about. Trusting one another now is paramount. I remember a preacher I had as a kid who pretended to be good and righteous and then ran off with a girl not a grown up, from the church and ditched his family. I knew a guy who had an internet relationship and when he went to meet the girl of his pretend life, it was a nightmare! There are people like that everywhere, saying one thing and doing something different that they think no one knows about. They think we are not aware. Well, awareness is part of the new game here, authenticity and exposure are a part of it too. No more secrets, no blame, no lack of anything, including accountability. You are the ONE! The one who makes every part of your life your choice. Pretending to be OK when really it needs healing or forgiveness or communication or connection. This causes our awareness to see you in distress so you need not pretend anymore. If you have issues within that need to be cleared now, stop pretending you are OK, or right, or whatever it is that drives you to your FEELINGS of pain and seperation. DO NOT BLAME ANOTHER, THEY ARE NOT IN CONTROL OF YOU. This is the time to celebrate the union of souls and the coming in of the light. Stand up and let that light shine on and through you, the veils will drop away and the you beneath the pretending will get a chance to breathe and grow and show itself. REMEMBER, YOU WERE CREATED PERFECTLY, OWN IT NOW!

Monsanto March for NO NO NO to GMO

Did it today, 350 cities around the world did it too. It is time to take back what has been taken. We are no longer going to be fooled or sold on something that is not in our best interest. There is no OWNERSHIP here, only stewardship. That includes seeds!! We are visitors on an amazing planet. Being a steward with good intentions is key. Glad we were there together today, there is power in community, and unity. Support local farmers who are staying free of genetically engineerd seeds. Ask and they must tell you, then you choose! I for one want to evolve free of toxins. Thanks for asking.

Over the waterfall we go!!!!!!!!!!!!

As we wake up today and shake off the night and the eclipse and the transition, let it be. Peaceful integration will support your life and your vision and manifestation of your future. You are special and the lessons well deserved, difficult or not, are done now. You got what you came for. You knew before you were born, who, how and what you were going to hunt up. AND man hunt it up we did. Even when there seemed to be no real reason for the drama, we cooked it up anyway. A reason to holler, or run, or fight or get high or feel sorry for ourselves and hide. Sickness and lonliness illusions for lesson time. How much do you care about YOU???? You can not love another until you truly love yourself. It is simply how love works, from the inside outward. Today wallow in your self love, splash around in it! Soak it in. If there is someone you want to extend it to, tell them. Splash them with it. Say I DO TRULY LOVE YOU IN EVERY WAY. Time is up. Who you are today is who you are forever. Love it to life and purpose and unlimited potential. SEVEN ECLIPES COMPLETE. I am happy, here and ready to rock!! How about you?

Keeping up?? No worries.

I walk real real fast. Very few people walk as fast as I do. I was conscious of this when my girls were little and I carried them in a front and back pack. We were fine like that. I now do not carry anyone any longer. I still walk very fast and if you are in stride with me, we are talking and laughing, if not, you will need to match up with someone, else cuz I ain't gonna slow up. Find your stride and then look around and see who is keeping up with you. You will be plesantly surprised by all that you have now to keep company with. Someone said, when are you going to do YOUR WORK? I said, been there, done that, I have forgotten alot of what some are just discovering. It is all good, we all are being invited to go at our own pace. Don't mind me if I zoom on ahead, this is exciting for me and I want to get there now! In the end we all will meet again, and oh the stories we will tell. Till then the only one you need to keep up with IS YOU!!!

Trying so hard to fit in??

Seeing the forest through the trees. It is what humans miss. Right there, in front of their eyes, all they desire. Yet, just too close and too real to touch. Scared it will disappear. I have watched people look around when right there is what they have been looking for. Funny how we are. We deserve to be present and in that presence/PRESENTS all we desire is right there. I love this planet, and will embrace those things up close and personal as all the gifts that I have attracted and manifested. Lots to love and lots to build on. That is what life here is all about, you and your own energetic field. Validity is a personal perspective, self is only one that has the power to validate you. Not your dad, or your boss or your preacher. Fit in with YOU!!!! No one else matters. In the end, you are the only one who God will ask, how you DID and if you found where you fit.

With a grateful heart now

We have all had our ups and downs and ins and outs. Our lives tossed about like a ship on stormy seas. It was a bumpy ride for sure. Our earth and her family have gone through the fire and as we are being reborn into a new reality - now it is time to be grateful. When the storm is over and you are still alive, be grateful. When the divorce is final and your future yours alone to determine, be grateful. When you are fired from your job and now have to time to decide what you really want to do, be grateful. When you wake up in peace and have the whole day to create something good, be grateful. It is in gratitude that your receivers open fully. To say thank you to someone or something is to receive fully the gift of knowing. We are quickly aligning with knowledge that every detail, belief and manifestation are all choices here. Jail, a choice, disease, a choice, drama, another choice. Be grateful for the knowledge of this truth. In feeling gratitude and acceptance there comes peace and love, and all the hippies know that is all there is!! Peace out. Dr. Su

Alignment now

I teach physical harmony, by partnering with nature. That is the job of a Naturopathic Doctor. It has been a great gift to me and from me to others. It is in alignment with my soul and my life here. Are you waiting for your true purpose, the alignment of self and all of it's parts? Today as we journey into the darkness of the eclipse and them back into full reflected light from our moon in Sagittarius, ask. Pray, write, meditate, find a quiet place and listen. You are all being offered a moment of clarity, that once embraced will produce alignment. Our spine needs to be aligned for our body to work in an orderly fashion, our teeth too, need to be fully fuctioning and healthy and ultimately in alignment as well. Decide which areas are your priority and be ready to receive. Health, mental or physical or both, career, home life, family, friends, life purpose, spirituality, hobbies, the list is long and choices vast. Only you can receive your alignment, another does not have that power over you, do not let other people direct your alignment. Make a list, check it twice, take it outside and light it on fire, let the smoke take your message to the Universe. Then be ready to take notes, they will come. You are about to download the data that offers freedom and truth, and of course, fun!!

Walk on

Into the light of that lights your path. No one else may see it the way you do, but still.....just walk on. You are guided by the lights you knew before you were born, the beliefs that you still hold true and dear, and nest to your heart, and the direction that just comes naturally. There is the yellow brick road of love and happiness, look for it, tomorrow it will show itself true and bright. The expansion of the eclipse and the light of the full moon should leave nothing in the dark now. You are on your way - GO GO GO, wings out, steady and fleet. You are who you are, loved and ready for love and launch. Launch yourself into your new life NOW. It is the time of prophecy and truth and exposure. Prepare to be naked in front of us, all of us. This is the greatest time the earth has ever had and I for one, am super happy to be a part of it. As I always say, it will make good stories to tell the grandbabies. Or as MIss Polly says, good cocktail conversation!!!!!!! Good luck and God speed.

Two magical things drive me

I am a double sagittarius, Sun and MOON too. That means day and night, masculine and feminine all under the same influence. Truth and freedom are my two magical things. Always the game for me, always the win. Tomorrow we have a Sagittarius Lunar Eclipse. It is all about truth and freedom. Get ready, set and GO GO GO! You have the where with all!! You have the faith, hope and love. You have you and you have me, too, and we have all of US, together now forever!!! Can't do better than this!! Namaste' Dr. Su

THE SACRED VOWELS ( PINEAL GLAND )

Please know that healing is a choice of the self, this is so helpful and it is free and the understanding of it's power will change everything now.

I'll walk in the rain by your side

A friend sings that to me, he has for years. Dead or alive he has the same voice, the same message for me. You and I never walk alone. Although it seems to be not true, it is so true. Your guardians, guides and yes, even your ancestors are watching you. Sometimes when queried they even answer. For sure when hollered to they reach out. You have been in community with the higher light beings all along the way. When you fell they were there, when you almost died they talked you in to staying, and when you knew you were with them they smiled and nodded and even applauded your sensitivity and your knowing. I do not like to walk in the rain, I never have. It wrecks my hair. Wade says that is not true, that I just feel so sad when the emotions of water wash over me, they overtake me. I can swim or soak without any issue, but to be showered on or over I can not stand that. Let the water of life shower you now clean and clear and let the company of heaven be there when you are all shiney and bright again. It is tough to let things wash away, it feels strange to drop the coverings we have spent lifetimes covering up with. They are there for us and they are the ones who are bringing the rain. Let it rain down on us and let us begin again fresh and renewed. It is time and we are ready for it. Hair or not hair, here I go!!!!!!!

New friends, true friends

Have you searched for those who Get YOU???? Has there been a gap between you and others that needs filling. As we awaken our ability to attract those who match us becomes greater and greater. It is sweet relief when someone understands you. Particularly if you felt misunderstood up to now. Some had parents who never got them, or a partner who could not understand, or just a way in this world that didn't fit in any where. Time for being alone is over. There are communities forming and love is there, a passion for the same things you have passion for. I met some awesome new friends last week and they instantly got me and me them. At our final breakfast together, we laughed and said, WHAT a relief, not to have to explain anything, because we just know. It is time for old friends to re-introduce themselves, past times, past lives together make it familiar and fun. In the new age of light and truth, there will be no need but to show yourself and have fun. We are safe now, and our world is changing because we have awoken. Rub your eyes and look around, new friends everywhere, true friends forever.

Important to you - tell them that, every day

I hear stories of lost loves and lost lives. I was sad when my new son in law's dad was injured in accident and unable to be with us last week for their wedding. He may never get a chance again to say I love you, I am so proud of you, I wish you the greatest marriage ever or even just a wow, so glad you are in my life. It is never the wrong time to speak your words of caring to another person. People need to know you think they are special. In the wink of an eye they may not be there. If you are waiting or can't find the words, do it anyway, figure it out. You will never ever regret it! I bet he wishes he could have.

Fitting in

I was told to wear a shaper under my dress for my daughter's wedding, SO I WOULD FIT IN. I HAVE NEVER DONE THAT BEFORE. I WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN. I am special in my own way and it took a lifetime to remember that. I, like others, chased around looking for someone else to remind me, to treat me that way, to be more convinced of that then I was. I know that it was and is me who needs to think that way and believe it everyday. It is human to want to fit in, it is divine to love yourself just the way you are. Enlightenment gives us the bigger picture and there is still a lot to learn and do with that as your teacher. It has been a great friend, and being on the road to enlightenment has been a great life. Lighten up and live free! That is the next step for this little country doc.

White light

It radiates out in all directions and it reflects all the colors. It banded my daughter's head as she stood and married the love of her life. Interesting, and real. Check my facebook page and see it. I know how we are evolving toward light and that specific reflection is changing and upgrading constantly, this is a perfect example of this gift in 3-D. Hold on, this party is just getting started!!

I love gifts

I receive amazing things from people, gifts make me smile. If someone has taken the time to know me and show me that they care, that is a gift to me in every way. I have a letter that is 40 years old, a gift of knowing me from an old friend. He told me about me in that letter and that no matter what, he said, I mattered. One of my greatest gifts. We all need to know we matter and the gifts we get from those who believe that and want us to know are the ones that last forever. Bring that gift to those you love, give them that and they will know for sure you care. It can be simple, a note, an invitation, a hug, a rock as long as it comes from the heart, it is a gift that will keep on giving. We all benefits from sharing gifts!

You must give to receive

Space is fluid, like water in a glass. It must be emptied before it can be refilled. People are the same way. Those that hold on to the old stuff never get much of the new stuff. Nothing released nothing replaced. It is time to let down the walls, open up the windows and let the light shine in. Only then will the airing out and emptying out make the space of self open and clear and available for the new love and energy. It is what we all seek, a fresh start for each day, each relationship and our life here together. Let it flow, you MUST give to be open to receive. Period, nuff said.

How does it make you feel?

I watch as we try different things, and then wait to see how it feels. Food, sunshine, friendship and even love. How does it make you feel?? When you try real hard to feel good and healthy and loved, it shows. Smiling faces, great energy, and the ability to have someone else feel what you feel too. It becomes contagious. That is the clue you are flowing. If you are still limited, then exercise the willingness to extend your happy things to another. I buy gifts that I love, I send pix that I love, I say words that I love. As it turns out, others love that too. Good to know huh? Loving starts with YOU! Sharing that friendship, that generosity and that gift is your choice and you get back what you feel and then give. I hope I give it all that I have, time is short and the world hungry for the sweet things.

Want to be my friend?

Remember when you were little and you asked anyone who looked interesting, hey, you want to be my FRIEND? Sometimes it worked out and other times it didn't. No worries. It is time now to do that again, aligning with like minded friends, loving our world into light and standing in peace and love together is the order now. You are being given choices and those who match you will be with you for a very long time now. All others will go their own way. It is the story of the chaff splitting off from the wheat. Enjoy the ride. We are blessed and deserve the relationships that build us up as a community of one. Last night I got a chance to sing Koombaya with one of those groups and it felt great! Align now in the light, you will recognize each other by your lights.

Let the sun shine on, in and through you!!!!

Passing through these x flares for those who are clear is easy albeit tiring, for those with density it will be life changing and body shattering. Let it flow through you. Resist nothing now. Be the blessing you want to receive and you will receive it in spades!!! Allow, allow, allow, and smile you are on being watched, guarded and guided to a new life. Thanks for playing!

The union of two committed souls-celebrating real love

My daughter is getting married on Saturday. I have thought long and hard about what she is doing and why. The truth is my attempts at marriage before now were ill-fated. A lifetime of choices made for others, not for me. Pressure to perform, to conform and to be out of the line of fire dominated those choices. Ridiculous now, yet real then, very very real. She, on the other hand, is marrying for love, true and committed to a union of two souls through the ritual of a wedding ceremony, on a day chosen to be surrounded by loving friends and family. Building a lifetime and a family as priorities, forsaking all others for this relationship forever. Something to be honored and respected and supported by me. I am grateful that my girls found true love and have partners as committed as they are. I am grateful for the chance to be a part of their day and I want to remain a constant source of love and support in their lives. It is human to want to be together, it is divine to find the one to do it with!!! Namaste' Jessie and Martin, may life from here forward be all you dream it to be. I love you very much!! MOM

when you do not know which way to turn, turn within

Quietly reviewing your circumstances under the protection of silence and without the opinion of another reveals so much of what you are looking for. Every one has a point, a perspective. You only need your own, earth self and higher self engaged in a lively conversation about life here. I write it down, everyday. I need to step back from the noise, the history, the woulda, coulda, shoulda way of choosing. I need to be in the present, forgiving the past and then loving the moment that my reality matches my dreams. Try it, I think you will like it!!

Lack of coping skills?

When the adrenals kick on, the race is on, fast and furious it goes. FIGHT OR FLIGHT, the only two options. It is the way of earth people and their lifestyles support it with junk to eat and watch and hear and breath. Lack of sleep, lack of sunshine, lack of whole organic food and water, makes for a lack of coping skills that are necessary now. Drama, gossip, health issues, money troubles, pointing out want you believe is wrong instead of what is right, the list of complaints goes on forever it seems. The real issue is the lack of true enlightened understanding and the coping skills needed to determine the peaceful loving way to handle any situation. You have seven human chakras, each capable of much. Activating them all and using them together as a team is key here. Adrenals are the number 2 at the bottom of the human experience. Moving up to heart is very helpful, loving without judgement and integrating that back in creates stability. The knowing comes from the higher chakras, the crown opening will connect you to God and all questions are easily answered there. Coping is one step in the right direction, it takes choice and strength to hold still and deal with something. You are all strong enough, remember that. Tell yourself it is ALL GOOD, tell yourself YOU ARE ALL GOOD, tell yourself YOU ARE PERFECTLY MADE AND CAPABLE OF COPING EASILY WITH any and all situations. This is the way to handle everything as you start to wake up and take your life back now. If you need a little help - ask your guardian angel for support, they can only help you if you ask, otherwise they can not interfere only stand by and watch until summoned. That is how miracles manifest, the faith in things unseen but believed,this can and will create whatever the dream or wish is. With love all things are possible. Remember, be careful what you wish for, you are maker and breaker of your reality. Creators - all of you!!!! What have you created lately? Can you cope with it or does it need adjusting? 7 chakras, use them all now. PS: YOGA HELPS!

Family secrets, really????????

Drama and the stress it makes has got to end now. The secrets kept by family members and the losses those secrets promoted need to be released into the light and be forgiven now, once and for all time. I have felt the wrath and felt the pain of fearful people. We all have. It is part of how we dealt with things that happened that we felt we could not control. Sex, money, addictions, lots of wierd hooks. I was raised by a fearful mother and her behavior was manic at times. Knowing now more than I ever have about her life and her choices, I truly can not understand why the truth was simply not spoken. The church, the elders, the schools, and the communities that judged had a lot of impact, didnt' they? I truly think that every single family has a least one secret to air out now. If you seem influenced in some way other than happy and healthy, ASK! There are those who know why and when and what really happened. Forgiving and the forgetting the pain is going to help us all. Family of origin healing cleans up the lineage forward and BACKWARDS too!! IF NO ONE WILL SHARE OR THEY ARE LONG GONE, meditate on it, ask your higher self, or your guardian angels or your ancestors, they all have energetic access to those who seek them out. We never die, we just lighten up and without density and the fears here, the truth is easier to find. You and I deserve that now. Peace and freedom in the light of the truth and the love for one another and the acceptance that all will be forgiven. GRACE the key here.

Solar flares and us- BIG STUFF!!

AS OUR AWARENESS BECOMES CLEARER and ACCEPTING, THE MORE LIGHT IT LETS IN. Secrets are being revealed in the light. Solar light is purging our world and the shift is dramatic and inevitable. Relax and let the light shine on you, it will cleanse you, it will change you too. The heaviness of the old programming will be burned up and the unveiling of the higher light programming will move in to postition within the structure of humanity and the Earth too. There are structures built below ground for those who fear the light. I think that is telling, don't you? If you can not stand the heat, then get out of my kitchen. I don't know who said that, but I agree. The kitchen is cooking up some new grub and I for one am ready!! Do not fear this, this is exciting and we knew it was coming, we are here on purpose and those who choose to embrace the light will be very blessed. Those who resist, well, see ya later.

Gotta love a real fixer upper!

My whole life I have loved the fixer upper. Houses, land, animals and yes, even people. I am a seer, a reader and love to fix up the broken down and dirty. The sick and injured and sad are my favorite, and the lonely too. From the time I was little I was always attracted by the most in need of the fixing up skills I had. Loving it to life was all I ever really did. I know now that by doing that I was loving the broken down parts of me back to life too. I threw everything I had at it and me. Money, education, skill, and lots of energy. Sharing my thoughts and visions freely, and doing a lot of big physical work too. Land and animals are easy, they respond quickly and gratefully. People not so easily. Some want the help and make an appointment, others want the help and when you offer it they reject it. I used to take that personally sometimes, I now know they were never rejecting me, only their own ability to believe and receive. We all could use a little fixing up from time to time, it truly comes from helping others. What we love becomes us and we become them, fixing that is key. You are me and I am you and as far as I am concerned - we are perfect in every way. God said so and I believe it. Figure out what THAT is, fix THAT, LOVE THAT and everything else will fall in to place.

In the silence you can hear everything

We lose a lot in the connection when we only hear with our ears and speak only with our mouths. You said WHAT? AND WHAT WAS MEANT BY THAT? In the listening heart the silence speaks. It is the vibration, the feeling, the frequency of energy. It brings with it the truth and the stimulation for a communication pure and clear. It has no judgment or fear, it is primal and totally connected to God. As our mad God-like skills make their way to the surface they are formed through belief and experience, genetics and history. Then there is gender,age, color and scarring too. That changes everything and individualizes it. What would be perfect and beautiful to one listener may be hard and cruel to another. It takes 20 minutes of silence to hook up with another being. Speaking through the eyes and the aura make the connection directly to the heart. My third eye receives the data and it also transmits it when I am focused. When I am very angry I whisper or say nothing at all, and I LOOK. Yesterday I got angry and said nothing but later my daughter mentioned my look and she had seen it before and knew what it was clearly communicating. I know this is a skill we need to build on for the future of our peace depends on it. I will be silent and watchful and forever loving to our world, and speak only when it fills may heart to do so. A whole new way of living now. In this new silence we will hear the rocks talk and listen we better, for our world is calling to us and only we have the ability to hear her.

Mothers

I am one and I had one too. Two completely different yet very much the same thing. Lineage is lineage and the hook up never goes away. So in looking forward I needed to look back. My grandmothers were strong and wise and both victims of their time. My one grandmother got pregnant before marriage and it troubled her her whole life, the shame of it. My other grandmother, secretly Indian felt shame and fear, both at the same time, in an era that threatened her in every way. Her marriage illegal, her children in risk of being taken and a heritage that was best forgotten. Certainly my own mother would learn from them and do better. She learned and became more afraid and more ashamed. It took a toll. As I grew into my feminine energy I was able to review all of that, and HONOR IT and honor them. It did not get my respect though. I loved them all, and yet respect is earned and none of three earned it from me. They did the best they could and that I love and honor. In my own parenting, I had to decide who I was and how I was going to proceed. I said only two things that I felt mattered. One, was that no matter what my kids did, there would be nothing ever that would stop my love for them. Period. The other, was if it is not fun, stop and go do something else. Be present all of the time. Be proud of who you are in the present all of the time. So in honor of all mothers, who are doing the best they can, namaste' it is the hardest job I have truly loved the most! The bonus is that I did end up respecting myself and the lineage continues with one less thing to remedy. You go girls, do better than me, our future depends on it. I love you.

Chance it! Reveal your true self.

There are chances now being presented to the people of Earth like never before. A chance to hook up and heal your self. A chance to read right away anything said in any part of the world and decide with full disclosure on what you think. A chance to get a college degree over the internet. A chance to find yourself in all your glory here and now. You must take that chance. Be who and how you really are. My friend told me yesterday her mom said that she was the odd child. Didn't fit in, didn't understand, made too much trouble and noise. We laughed, because that is what my mom said too. We also know that we found ourselves outside of the normal that was presented and the beatings we took to keep us in line, didn't or couldn't stop us. As we chatted we could smile now at the success that our bravery and focus brought to us both. We agreed it was worth the pain, although difficult, it will make good stories for our grandchildren. Take the chance, step out of the box and light yourself up. See who sees you and falls in love with your spirit and your truth. It is a great way to live here. Communities are forming around these very choices, time to find yours!! I have found mine and I love it. It is chance you should not pass by!

Channel - which one are you dialed to?

We all hold frequencies within our bodies. The higher the frequencies that you carry and can use to receive information the lighter you are. Light is energy and longevity and happiness. Slow, low, heavy and dark are those channels hooked in the 3 dimension way of living. What would you say if I said there is a 12 dimensional way of living and we can achieve that if we choose to? I visited there, the 12th dimension, a few years back during a session of healing touch while on one of my wellness trips. The therapist/healer was afraid when I returned to my body, saying I had not breathed for 30 minutes and she thought I had left my body forever. I did consider it while I was gone believe me it was tempting. Earth is tough, dense and thick. Being light here is limited by a lot of things. It all depends on which channel you are on. There is the nature channel, which I like. Sun, animals and fresh air all being a part of that hook up. It matches my career as a Naturopathic Doctor. There are technology channels, ET's, government, money, religion and on and on it goes. Find your clear channel. Anyone one that flows without static. Get in to it and see what is coming to you. Don't compare your channel to mine. Just find an alignment that inspires you, educates you and keeps you smiling and glad to be here. That is a great place to begin now. This is new, but old, taught for a long time through human metaphor. You be the TV or radio or cell phone. Dial up the one that gets you excited and motivates you into the light. If it scares you, or makes you want to go to bed, change channels, dial a different number, the choice is and always was YOURS!!

DREAMS,Turns out different sometimes

I am a dreamer, in every aspect of what dreaming is for us. Day dreams, night dreams, visions, conscious dreams and dreams that I sit down with paper and pencil and create from my heart through my mind on to paper. Many of those dreams have manifested. My girls for sure. I couldn't have dreamed of two more fabulous women to share my life with. They are truly a dream come true for me. My ranch, and my work, the same too. Many others also see the dream alive here and fall in love with it. Health, happiness and horses, fantastic dreams that became my reality. Other dreams of unity and common ground and matched goals, turned out different. I thought I was sharing a dream and it turned out that was not true. One person just wanted the STUFF, another the MONEY. If your dreams are true and real then let's attract dreamers that are dreaming the same things and unite the energy. The most sacred relationship on earth is the marriage of two like and loving souls into one, dreaming of a life here that is magical and leaving a legacy of love for their families after they are gone. HOW ABOUT IT? Take it to heart and dream it into existence, there is no higher calling!

Are we sorry? Or are we ready?

Living life as if it is a miracle can not happen if you are sorry about something. I see many people who live sorry lives waiting for something that only they can change to happen. If you feel regret, remorse, or are just sorry about something, say so. Forgive yourself and anyone else who needs it. There are many people who need to hear that those times are over now. Getting on with the living instead of the waiting is what needs to be done. Many kids are waiting to hear from the parents that they are sorry, or from the neighbor, or the boss. Sorry is looking backwards. Please be in the moment now. In the present if you are missing something then go get it. Tell yourself that you are worthy of a fresh start, as a human every day is just that. Being born again with the sunrise is the miracle of living here and there is nothing to be sorry about anymore. You are the maker and breaker of your reality, make it fantastic!

Hurry now

Get up and face the Sun/Son of the new day. You will get a blast of light and it will warm your heart. It has taken awhile for it to reach here, yet it has finally arrived. Feeling the day instead of trying to navigate through it as if it is seperate from you some how. Feel your body, you will be able to know what it needs and desires. Feel your feelings, no more denying the truth. Feelings has been insulated by the many who can not deal with them. I have had a difficult time with them myself. I cannot bear many things from my past, and yet I need to respect them as truth. It is time to just find what feels right and allow yourself to go safely there. Nothing else matters. The birth of the new age depends on what you put your energy into and the feelings of love will grow what ever that is real real fast! Potential like never before is available, tap into your feelings and find out what lies beneath and let it out into the light now. This is an amazing gift, open it up and use it!

Yesterday - ignition Today - lift off Tomorrow?????

LIKE A CHILD ON A SWING, YESTERDAY. HEAVY AND HARD TO GET GOING. PUSH PULL PUSH PULL. TODAY WITH THE ECLIPSE - IGNITION! The key is turned and the lift off is now, rising up and above over the tree tops. Tomorrow the landing. Being catapulted or swinging in to position to the correct frequency or dimension that you have chosen for yourself. Some will feel bucked off and land hard, and others will simply fly!! We are here together one last moment, say I love you and wave as your ship departs. Namaste' it is going to be a grand and glorious day!! Pegasus - the horse and the hawk take me to my next adventure!! I love this life!

Linked

The aqua net of lightworkers has completed the linkage. You will recognize one another by the light in your eyes and the feeling in your heart. It will be instantaneous. No more trying, effortless really. A family of light that has known and loved each other forever. Enjoy the reunion. Love the unity. The coming is complete and it is us who have arrived together as one now. This will be fun, and that is truly why I am here! Fun, fun, fun!!

Bi-polar

To be able to swing from one extreme to another, changing horses in the middle of the stream so to speak. It is a by product of human existence brought forth by toxicity in body and mind. I see it often with heavy metal poisoning. The unstability it creates and the need to run to a completely different way of thinking or being. Saying one thing and doing something completely different is the end result. Like skipping meals and then later eating way too much. Like wanting a person then throwing away the relationship without any effort to save it. Like getting a job and then trying every which way not to have to show up. I know humans are frustrated with this behavior, it is exhausting and causes a lot of stress. I watch as people struggle through, never finishing or sticking it out or working it out. Divorce, desertion, disappearance all symptoms, and the only one really hurt is the one swinging from the branches. The rest of the people just watch since there is no way to help or stop them. Please know polarity is what humans choose, and as we end that experiment it is union that will find. We are all one, what we do in that field together will be great. Clean up your yard and I will clean up mine and soon we can all meet in the middle.

resist - it will persist, embrace to release now

What you hold in the dark and hidden corners of your life and body, pretending it is not there, or that it acceptable some how will persist in dogging you until it is embraced and brought into the light. I have met and been fascinated by multitudes wanting peace and freedom and yet thinking what they have hidden or denied will simply never be discovered, and it will never be revealed. All will be revealed, every secret, every habit, every choice, every word, every thing you have ever done! It is time to embrace the self, the goodness beneath. You were created as light, and in the light you can reveal, embrace and live. It is all good for those who know this to be true. Here comes the light let it wash you inside and out and be free now to embrace all that you have.

We all deserve FULL DISCLOSURE

Here is the rest of the story. Many here now have a memory of a table where we sat and spoke of today. There were 24 of us at that table. We disseminated energetically into 144,000 points of light here on Earth at this time. We are light dispensers and hook ups for the energy of the central sun and the hopes and wishes and dreams for a better day and a successful conclusion to this experiment. I know this to be true. I am proud to be here and to be linked to those with this vision. I have held true to my calling for a long long time and now that time is over. The Passover begins today. There will be light and fire and a purging of density as foretold, a holy wind will blow hard and anything clean and clear and true will not waver, anything with density will be effected. You have been shown. What you do now, is what you decided to do with the freewill concept we have all exercised here. Choosing divine design and complete release of any density will result in your ascension, the rest, we have no opinion about. We are who we are, you are who you have chosen to be. Namaste' we truly honor those who have worked through the Earth Experiment, we feel we have exceeded our expectations and the Creator is pleased. PEACE OUT.Dr. Su, it has been a pleasure serving you. Thank you.

The obvious

My friend said her friend said you seem heavier than last year, and she said in return, thanks for pointing out the obvious! I AM FULLY AWARE! That is fantastic! The perfect response in every way. Funny how there is a need in some to shine the light on themselves by pointing out the obvious. The words you speak are YOURS ABOUT YOU only!!! Your words have no bearing on me or anything or anyone else, EVER! As soon as we all understand that, conflict and criticism will stop altogether. The squeaky one is the one who needs the light, not you. It is like throwing crap on the inside of your own vehicle window. It simply goes no further but sticks and blocks your view and stinks up your place. Seriously people that is what your words do. Now if you want to be in the light all of the time, clean off the window and don't throw any more crap out of your mouth at it and you will start to see clearly and that will be amazing! You should see what is really going on out there, it is so BEAUTIFUL AND MAGICAL!!! You deserve to see it, and then we will all move together in the dance of ascension.

There comes a time

when you and only you will be called to review all of your thoughts, words and deeds. It is called your life review and you and Creator will determine based on that data what your next step will be. I know that many want to move up the chain. The inspiration of the enlightened one's calls to them, they are attracted to that light. I also know that many will continue to repeat until they can release, heal and go with the flow. This means taking total responsibility for every detail of their lives. Light will not be blocked, and the energy it takes to stay dark, or dishonest, or deceitful, or just plain mad is enormous. I have spoken to those who have had Near Death Experiences and then returned to the same human form to change everything about their life, IN A HURRY!! Once you become aware of your ability and understand that you alone make or break your behaviors, your success, your health, and your future, you will stop looking on the outside for support or assistance and go within. You carry the answers within your own heart and accessing them is key. Admitting mistakes is the first step to stopping them from recurring. Admitting that we are in need of love and becoming accountable for loving is how we get it. I love you all very much, and helping with health and horse back riding is my way of showing you how much I care. Sometimes people ask how or why I do this, since it is a rather big project for a girl like me and I smile and say because it is what I love and sharing that love is my best thing, FOR ME!! Luckily that benefits you too!! That is how this works, start with YOU!

Flow or Blockage?? Which do you live with??

I teach YOGA, and the flow that comes from flexibility and breath is life changing. Words can flow and create patterns of joy and healing too. Food also does the same thing. Preserved means for LATER, I do not eat for later I eat for NOW. Flow is NOW, moving and avoiding obstacles simply going around them as if they are not there. Are you flowing or are you spitting and sputtering and spewing as you slam into the obstacles of self? Loud and cursing and pointing out what is wrong is not flowing. It is just recognizing your issue. Criticism is not flowing it only points out the blockage which belongs to the pointer!! I hear many call out as if they are summing up another's issues when in truth they are simply announcing their own junk. Fear is frozen energy and anger the spew, sadness is stuck and mucky and isolating, and shame is bound up. You are a plethora of feelings and memories. They either promote flow or they lock down energy into one of those emotional blocks. If you move in a certain way and it hurts or won't bend, then see what it matches to emotionally. Bach Flower body maps help alot. You can see what holds you back or down by analyzing the area and applying the right remedy. This is the time, to loosen up, lighten up and go with the flow, if you can not figure it out, get help, we are here to serve you. Namaste'

Click and pop!!

That is what my eyes do when they sense energy that needs my attention or doesn't match mine. I do not get afraid I GET NOTIFIED. So at breakfast yesterday they were popping so much the guy across the table noticed and asked why they were doing that. I am a seer, not an empath, not a clairvoyant or clairaudient, a seer. I see energy with my eyes and my mind. I can tell how it is and how to improve it and lighten it up with that sense. Nothing escapes me. I know how we are, trying our best every day. Some doing better than others. Positive energy creates success which manifests itself in many ways, health, fitness, happiness, success,good friends and so forth. I can see where you fit in and where you would need an adjustment. I teach health and generally adjust people that way in our appointments. As a seer I also know when to cut bait and leave. Many think I wait too long to do that, but I am a faithful and hopeful creature and as long as there is one beam of light, even though faint I will stay and try to add in if asked to. That is my job. I have been appointed to that position in this lifetime and will not change that appointment. Learn your gift, remember it and use it for the good of all now. Many of you are ready, many of you are able, some of you are even willing to do you no matter what. This is the time, click and pop and manifest your own magic, we all brought some along, get it out and use it!!

The Heart

It is the fire, the chakra or home where spirit meets body. It sends current through out the body via meridians fueled by oxygen sent through water. It can spread it's energy in the wink of an eye. It can also stay static and blow the heart up. Fifty is the heart opening age of last resort. If you are stuck, tired, unloved, it is your heart that needs to open. Find a way before a way finds you. I know many who have had near death experiences just to open their own heart. No need to create so much drama, just ask. You can find all you are looking for in your own heart, and become a SWEET HEART, to yourself and then to others. Cool name for a great way to be and live. I am a sweet heart, lots of people say so and I love to hear it!! You try too, I bet it will make your heart sing. Then you are truly living!!!

Survey your surroundings to see what you project now

It is like living on a mirror. All that you create and surrounds you, is YOU. Look at it, see how each thing happened. Are you consciously choosing what you create? This is the time to take stock. Keep what works, discard the rest. Your environment should inspire you, it should look like you too. Flow is necessary for progress. If you are stuck, or rigid or locked up or in, you will slow down your evolution. Be honest, get help, speak your needs, admit your mistakes, ask for a fresh start. Let each new day be a chance to do and be better. These are your days, your life and your world. Take responsibility for every detail. It will benefit us all.

Today may be the only day you have

Living in the moment creates a vast array of memories worth remembering. I have spent the past few days making memories with my daughter before her wedding to the love of her life. WHAT A GRAND ADVENTURE. It is living in the moment and not thinking about anything but today that adds in so much light and love and laughter!!! Let go of the future, it will arrive soon enough. Be here, be now, it may be all there will be for some! Invest in now!!! You lose out on now, when your mind is somewhere else. DREAMS ARE FOR NIGHT TIME, Days deserve your full attention! So do those you love the best. Give it all you have and it will return to you expanded and filled with love!

People do not make you feel better- it comes from within!!!

The closer we get to people, the bigger the image in the mirror in the eyes of others, the more intense it becomes. Look to see what you are having reflected back to you. If you have to stand way back because the up close is too much, then accept that and back off. You are getting a chance here to work on your own issues. Just remember that the up close is where intimacy and affection and true love lives. Finding the space within your space of acceptance and forgiveness is the key. Let go, opinions by others are fruitless to anything but the ego. If you are with EGO and being right, then you will always end up alone with that. Own your own regard, self esteem is simply that - SELF - ESTEEM, not ego. Stop running around looking for validation, you were valid when you got here. If you lost it, you did it to yourself, find it within, that is where you left it. Talk to Creator about re validating yourself. Cleanse and purify your soul and self, treat yourself with the utmost respect and love. Then start over with that in place and treat everyone else the same way. Put the love and generosity and respect out there that you want and desire. It is up to YOU, no one is here to save you, you must do that all on your own, and you are so divinely designed you can if you want to and really try. NO EGO necessary. This is the greatest lesson of all, and the challenge is ON!!! Some of us have shifted already. See you on another sunny day!

It is never too late

I know a lot of people who say it is just too late, I may never recover or be able to fix that or get a chance to apologize or make right the things I could have done better. Let me offer this. Grace and mercy are what Creator provides so that you always have an open door back to that which needs fixing. The linkage of DNA even gives a chance to heal with those already gone on. You are given a chance with each breath you take to fix yourself. A baby starts with a sperm and an egg, so small and yet so alive. If there is one spark then there is a chance and choice. It is never too late to offer remedy to the injuries of your life. Damage done will require repair, you are the healer. People say I have a gift in that area, I do, but not as a healer. The only one I can and do constantly heal IS ME. I do have as a double Sagittarius, an arrow of accuracy and a truthful way of speaking and a vision of what is needed. That can be purchased as counsel and many people heal themselves availing themselves to my gift. It is who I am and what I do best. It is not too late, as long as you hold breath and the spark of life is in your heart you can heal yourself and repair any damage you choose to. It is time now for us all to be healthy and in love with yourself.

Respond or react - you choose

One is soft and flowing and the other sharp and abrupt. Earth people are reacting to life here constantly. Pushed and pulled by media, money, weather and competition and so forth, it is hard not to. I teach horse. Horses live by fight or flight to stay alive in the wild. Ever aware, ever alert, they will react based on their feeling of what is going on around them. When they are safe, in a herd with a strong leader and loved and fed properly, they stop bouncing around. They respond to that situation with a steady way of being. That is where real power is. It is in the response that is steady and strong and alert without the darting or fear based REACTING! People are choosing now, which will be their way. You are going to hear and see many amazing new and wild things coming up and how you take it to heart will be your choice, react and it will slam you, respond and you will go with the flow. Ask to feel the difference. Ask to know those who demonstrate that behavior so you can see how to emulate it. I am a visual learner and watching and learning is my way. Watch my horses, they respond with such grace and beauty and pure strength it is hard to want to be like them. Over the past fifty five years they have taught me well to respond not react, that way I will never get hurt again. Thank you Mother Nature for your gift of horses and they lessons they provide to us humans.

Born to do something

Everyone has a gift, everyone. Down's syndrome humans bring unconditional love to every situation, pure angels. I love that they do that, it is so needed here. Do you know what your gift is? My daughter and I spoke of her gifts last night, and had a lot fun running through the choices. She is a new human and being here for her is like being in a candy store, raising her was fun since loved to try everything. Now she is thirty and finding that one gift to share with the world her next step. It will come, it always does. Do you know yours? Authenticity makes it so much easier and letting you be you is the way to finding that gift. Sit quietly and remember the times when you were happiest, most productive, and filled with energy. That is the way a gift is delivered. If you feel pushed, pulled, tired or forgetful, you are in the space that is not authentically yours. Comfort and a great fit are the feel of the true self. See it in your mind, write about it and speak it to others, then see where it takes you. You deserve to know you, you deserve to be you, you deserve to fall in love with your life here and the time you spend living it. Remember who you really are, you were born to do something very special, very YOU! And we are now ready for the real you and the unveiling of your gift.

Livin' the dream

Our dreams speak to us without interference from our rational mind. We are programmed with belief systems that hinder our ability to see the whole picture. Buttons are pushed when the ego, the intellect and the emotions are triggered, and that can halt the information download. When you are sleeping you are outside of that playing field and your dreams can communicate many details that would have been overlooked or misunderstood. Those from the other side can also sit and chat with you as though they are alive and that can be very supportive. Our dreams and our awake times are melting together now for those who are adding in light and shifting their energy. Let them come to you, remember to write them down when you wake up. You will expand much quicker if those 8 hours add in to your life, free and clear and filled with the bigger picture for you to see and know. Dream on!! Then live the dream, you will love it!

Everyone knows everything - did you forget that?

Whistle blowers and tattlers are everywhere lately. If you would just spend your energy on the good and new stuff instead of the old stuff you would advance much quicker now. My mom told me these stories when I was a kid, I watched and felt her fear. It shaped her and our life as a family. I know that living in that drama is counter productive, talking about it recreates it. You have been guarded, guided, loved and cherished all the lives of your earthly experience. Only those who forgot that and all the other stuff they know deep in their hearts, are in that place of alarm yet. Stay away from the noise of those sirens, they are not here for us, they are for those who need the ALARM CLOCK! Funny how it works. Send them love, light and laughter, kids will be kids, and when they decide to calm down and focus, the alarms will go silent and love will rule the world. You do YOU peacefully awakening to the dawn of the new world. Relish the quiet, the loving and the most powerful truth of all, it is all going to be just fine.

Your words not mine

They create your reality. I see and hear words all the time that create an aura of energy that surrounds the human and dictates the day, the health and the attitude and reality of that person. We think so that we can filter that which needs filtering from our reality. Thinking before you speak, or write is critical now. You are manifesting at a rate of speed like never before. Do you see the dis-ease, dis-comfort, dis-illusions? They are YOUR reality if you put them into the air. Please think first, speak only when what you share is constructive, loving, inspirational and supportive. This is another key that needs to be shared with everyone. The awakening is upon us and the abundance it brings and evolution and healing is unlimited now. We think we advanced in the last 100 years, I know that we have been before and are destined now, to such greater things that if you spend your time dreaming and speaking them with love, they will come quickly now beyond anything here. If you choose to rehash the past mis-takes of humanity you will only serve to re-create them. Come on, let it go, who cares anyway????? Time for fresh and new and light and lovely! Your words, your reality. I will choose mine carefully filtering that which does not add in love, let's see how this turns out. If you feel adrenaline over what someone says to you, back up - the lesson of horses, fight or flight, your choice. I choose peace and re-creation and yes true love too. I am Native American and being reminded of our past does not serve our future, we must stop reliving that and begin living in the moment now.

Waiting over

I am totally on this one. I waited for what seemed like forever to get here. As a kid in the car, rides seemed endless. I just wanted to be THERE! Well we are HERE NOW! I am so glad. The journey was long, and yes, the result so what I knew I would find. We have arrived - truly in every way, on every level. What we do now is so beautiful and creative and filled with such potential that life on Earth will be sought after by Galactic friends. For a very long time, they weren't very interested in our little conflicted world. We were in our own evolution. We made it past the point of no return and now we have the attention of many who may have given up on us. We should be proud and grateful all at the same time because it has been quite a feat! Find your true north, the compass within you and set your sights now for the life you came to live. YOU are the only one who knows YOU. Time to own up. Analyze your dreams for details, sort through memories and keep and on build on the good ones only. Only those who love you the most, who gave you the most energy, war or peace, stimulated you to awaken. I know my perceived foes were the greatest teachers. I am grateful for the experience. It is TIME now, the ride is over, hop out and join in, this is going to be so COOL!!!

Really?? How about thinking for yourself now??

I have been there and done that, waited for or wanting approval or support. Looking around for a pair of eyes that said I am with you on this. I see people so hungry for a place to fit in, they run around like chickens with their heads cut off, bouncing off places and people like a rubber ball. They are the ones who just keep on movin' in and out of life. I know how hard it is to think for yourself here, opinions are sought after constantly. Legal advice, medical advice, financial advice, and on and on it goes. They keep you running, investing, always playing the game with you. It would be funny if it weren't so sad. Marriages made or destroyed in minutes. Children discarded like they are replaceable. Quit, split and start again. Don't you guys get tired?? It is never the other thing or person you give up on, it is YOU!! If something has value it is worth all the effort in the world to preserve it and love it back into reality. Everything disappears when the self love is not there to build on. I know we want someone in our corner, I get that, yet you must clearly know what your corner is and loves and represents and be clear in that first and foremost. Loving me is loving you and this whole world. Doubts or seeking another's approval or support are giving away your power. Thinking for yourself quietly, alone and with a connection to Creator is key here. Fighting makes more fights, agree to disagree. It also allows others their own self love without threat of departure or demise by your insecure feelings and lack of real unconditional SELF LOVE. I was abandoned as a kid, my dad died, and my mom tried suicide when I was two. It left me alone, afraid and insecure in every way possible. I had to heal that on my own. It took me years to power up to a place of self love that would give me roots and stability. I have been strong and secure now in my life, my work and with my family for a very long time. I did not need someone's approval or advice to do this, I had to do this on my own. I had to take a stand for what I knew was right for me and stick to my guns. It is how we heal here. Think for yourself now, take the time and spend the energy on YOU! When you remember WHO you really are and WHAT you really desire, go after it with all of your effort. Leave nothing good behind, clean up your messes and LIVE like today is the only day you have got!!!! It is.

Letting go

Can we just let go of a way of life and living that does promote our success?? People make a lot of money on your failures. Entire industries are created to feed on that. Those who try to control you by scaring you are on the way out. In reality everything about being human is a success. This was a hard place to live and love. This density created a lot of blockage, and letting go and learning to live with a flow is new to many. So today, focus on what you love, really light it up. Let everything else go. Do not become distracted or redundant with your thoughts. You and I deserve to live richly, with joy and unbounded potential. If your hooked to something or someone that impedes your progress, or even your smile, just let go. No drama, just move off. As you step into the reality of love and success and energy those connections will disappear fast. Imagine a perfect world, a perfect partner, a perfect body, a perfect career, then let it saturate your thoughts. Believe you are worthy and receive all that you desire! Free and easy!! Just do it.