Life is sweeter than you think

I got a message from a friend yesterday who told me another guy I had met a while ago wanted to make sure he greeted me. He said the guy had found the gift of honey I gave him last year in the trunk of his car and remembered me. We sometimes forget how important we are. Every minute is a chance to do something good and well and right and generous. It can impact people in so many ways, it changes lives sometimes forever. I know that and make that effort much of the time, it is fun. The best part is when out of nowhere I am reminded or thanked and told the story of impact. That rocks! I had told him that life is sweet although we may have forgotten that for a moment, a year later he was again reminded of how truly sweet it can be and smiled and remembered me. Now that is what true communion is, remembering each other and smiling!

Fight for what is right, the wrong will take care of itself

I have learned to allow. Allowance is the faith to know that if I put my energy into something it will energize, if I simply withdraw it will die. That is how we must work smart to change our world now. If we look to the conflict and toxicity, the liars and cheaters, they will stay alive. So let's put our energy and focus on what we want to survive and then thrive. I personally love kids and animals and land, so there is where I will focus. Loving them into health and life with my gifts. How about you, what do you want to see now flourish?? Choose, you are the driver of your life force. Put it where you want it to energize something or someone, let the others simply disappear with our neglect of their choices. Choose well! Peace out.

The Earth Mother may get pushed but she can and will push back

We are at the end of the calendar and the reboot of the lights that had been darkened for a very long time. The 12-12-12 is the final hook up and after that the end of the Mayan Calendar. Focus on the now, support each other in the shift and tell our Earth Mother that you trust her. She is going to rebound and handle this one too but not before she responds to the pokes of a few toxic humans. We are her children and she does love us and tries to take good care of us always and when she is crippled by stupid human behaviors she has to regroup and sometimes strike. Hold on to your hat the bear is awakened and she is angry. Pray for those who will feel the effect of her raging response and look to a new day here as we move back into divine order. Mother Nature deserves our respect and cooperation and we better get to it!

karma is simply your magnetic personality receiving you!

What comes around goes around, you get what you give, all that shows us to be magnetic. The torus that surrounds our body is a recycler and sets into motion your words and deeds. If you speak words or do deeds negatively you will reap that bounty. So for today, forgive, forget and reform your words and deeds. Start with comfort for yourself, then when you are sure of your ability to create that, move on to something bigger for yourself and those who surround you. It is so fun and totally doable. I love my karma, I have created beautiful things with my words and deeds and as they revisit my field I am often amazed at what one little girl can do!! Thank you Creator for the abilites and gifts that add in to this world and living here everyday!

article on thyroid disease

It makes me sad when a discussion is opened up and only part of the issues are discussed. Tiptoeing around the elephant in the room because that elephant has more money and power then you do. If your thyroid is low or autoimmune the first place to check is your teeth and then your reactions to vaccines. Both of those issues can impair thyroid function and need to be addressed. I do it daily in my practice and when the thyroid is cleaned up and put back on line people are happy, digesting, warm and they remember all sorts of stuff!! We deserve the whole truth!!!

find your note in the song of life and truth of you will be revealed

I was explaining to our staff MD about frequency today and doing what we can to match it best to add strength to the person. I said if I said something mean to you, you would weaken, if I paid you a compliment you would energize. Simple physics. I hope we all find our note now and sing it with joy and fervor! Matching up with your pure self and doing that for the rest of your life will result in a happy host for the visiting spirit being of you. It is that simple and truth and revelation of the truth that is you open the door to a strong and long life here. Do only what you love, surround yourself by those people you love too. Put up the world you fit in and can sing out loud in and this will shift easily. I look forward to honesty and willingness to share our truth with each other. No more pretending is necessary! Be you in all your glory!

Focus everyone

Keep your eye on the prize now, peace and harmony, health and success and then there is that love thing. There is enough for all of us, and we may have forgotten that. Let's focus on the big picture - see it perfect and beautiful. Enough said

Happy to just have survived

Remember that back in 1987 a vote was taken and this time for reformation was chosen. Many chose to leave and those of us who have stayed - survived! It is now time to thrive! Watch the movie online THRIVE and see your new reality and begin to live like you have never lived before! You will begin to re mem ber so much, data and downloads will fill your mind giving you energy and vision. WAKE UP! It is time now. This is going to get real real fun!!!

Hemp House

WE HAVE TO LOOK TO A HEALTHY CONSTRUCT FOR HOUSING AND THIS COULD BE IT!! I take care of sick people and have found moldy houses a huge issue. In an effort to find a solution I have investigated a variety of options. Then along came hemp - illegal in the US and yet brillant and perfect in every way. Carbon footprint clearing our toxic world with your housing material? Look it up and tell me what you think, time for a change huh?? Healthy homes healthy bodies healthy minds. No more manipulation of the weak and poisoned, time for the healthy and bright to step and take their rightful role now.

As the world turns over

Is everything turning upside down? Did you know that you had been in line for that to happen?? We have shaken, rattled and rolled our way to the reality that is here and unfolding before our very eyes. We have chosen every detail in our reality to ensure the challenge and the test to be the best we can master. I have personally shifted gears so many times that my reality is truly winged now. No more 4 on the floor, it is flying on the pegasus of my dreams and coming into view on the horizon, clear and solid. You are me and I am you, together we are shifting. Fly if you want to or stay on the ground, both will offer amazing futures!! This is our time, celebrate it, we are in a place of no turning back now, what is past is passed forever. Get your binoculars out and see what I see, it is awesome!! Thank us all for the effort and the ability to get the job done. We are blessed!!!

Brain function GOT ANY??

So close to the teeth and yet so far from the truth. Your mouth is the truth speaker, your voice box wrapped in your thyroid the seat of that truth. You are responsible for the clarity and strength of it's energy. If it becomes toxic so do your words. Your mouth needs healthy components - period. No flouride, no amalgam, no mixed metals on your teeth, no GMO's, no chemicals, then your thyroid will clean itself up and your abilities will improve. It tells the short term memory what to Re -Call, it is your happiness, it is your digestion, your energy, and your temperature. When those aspects are regulated properly you truly become invincible and brillant. Think about it if you can, if you can not see a health centered dentist and a naturopath and clean up the mess!! We did and it changed everything!

I love the revelations of the new age

From so many sources now the truth about so many things hidden from view by a few who could pull it off. The hemp project, the organic revolution, the conspiracy on the banking world, and the war machine. It is great that these brillant kids are here now and they are taking our world by storm. Fearlessly standing up for the truth, the light and the community of Earth. Join the party it is going to be a very bright tomorrow. And as I always say - the more the merrier!! Let's get this done and get on with truly living the dream!

Dying dentist their choice

When I was a kid my friend's dad was my dentist, a real nice man. I did not know till later he was ill. He was an alcoholic and suffered from depression, he died young. I know how sad that made them, I didn't know what I know today about why that happened. Mercury toxicity is a huge issue for all of us, but especially those people. I have helped the staff and the dentists of many clinics clean up their bodies and restore their health, mental and physical, by teaching them what I know. I also need to get the word out about the toxic effect it has on our environment. They say 70% of what gets into our water comes from those dental offices and their run off, although your spit is sucked into a hazardous waste container. Did you know that?? Let's create a wave of change now and fire those who will not be accountable for the poisoning of our children, our bodies and our world. I am angry about this, how about you. Anger is correct when fear says it is time to protect yourself and the innocent!!! Let the adrenaline flow and Join our fight! It is high time we take these matters into our own hands by firing anyone who does not fit the new healthy matrix. Simply say, YOU ARE FIRED!!

Open to the possiblity that everything will change now

Are you a believer that the new age is here and that the quickening is upon us??? Do you understand all the turmoil is stirring the pot that has grown thick and stale. I know many of us have come for the shift and waiting has been tough. Seeing the drama that others choose is also tough, since many of us know it is simply not necessary. You do not need to be sick, you choose it. You do not need to be angry, you choose that too. Addictions are rampant to behaviors that keep us off the course of love and light and laughter. Get back on course by doing something simple that you love. Cook and share it, clean up a mess, give someone a hand or a leg up. Commit a random act of kindness and then tell someone what you did. It is that easy to start again. Do it now, start over, fresh and clean and ready for action, it is here and making itself known. Don't say we didn't tell you - we have!! To all those rejecting the new matrix of love and energy here, see you again on another sunny day in another sunny place.

Hostages held in their own mind.

Feeling powerless is rampant, people have become puppets to others who pull their strings. They have jailed themselves in their own limited minds and wait for the SAVIOUR to arrive. The Saviour is PART OF THE self, the part of you connected through the silver cord to heaven, offering a link up to higher knowledge and power that comes with it. Watching the eyes of the fearful has become a part of my experience here. They simply cannot look into my eyes and speak their truth. I do not need to agree, as a matter of fact I commonly do not. That is not necessary. To be in my power I must be able to see and feel the situation from the higher position and know that there is so much more then this one little thing. The hawk rises up to see the surrounding terrain, that is what we must do now to get off the ground with our freedom. You are free to come and go as you please - sovereign in every way. If you give up your freedom and turn your choices over to someone else you become a hostage to that limitation. There are no gods down here, only people just like you trying their freewill choices on. Is someone using their freewill to rip you off or tell you what to do,or convince you their advice is better than your own, or worse curse you or Doom you??? Somehow that became normal, churches do it, so do doctors and judges, even teachers curse their students with their words of negativity. UNDERSTAND THIS, IT IS ONLY IN YOUR MIND! Simply walk away, the opinion of others is none of your business, unless you choose it. It is your opinion and feelings and choices that count. Do the right happy healthy thing despite what the masses do, they will see you and hopefully save themselves too. SMILE, THE MIGHTY OZ HAS BEEN REVEALED!! AND HE IS JUST LIKE you!!

When people go septic it can be treated

I am praying for a human I have not met. She is very ill and hanging in the balance. It prompts me to say what I know for truth. This year has been one of study and in those studies we have seen the DNA that comes from the root canals of cadavers. It is so stupid and toxic and it makes me nuts to know that responses to external stimuli can tigger one of these locked up pus pockets to explode into the body. Staph and strep and viruses and fungi and parasites of all kinds get locked in those dark rooms left when the lights are turned out by a root canal. Your mouth is the fuse box of the body, connected to every single part of you, call my office and get a chart, then you will see. Do not give in to the lazy way of treating pain by disconnecton. Years ago when I had Interstitial Cystitis, I, in severe pain allowed wires to be put in to my spine and a tens unit hooked on my belt could be turned on and the pain would get zapped. It was a quieter of the noise of that constant pain. I allowed that surgery which was experimental - twice. I was then offered an implant that would zap me for about five years. I asked Dr. Steve Siegal my urologist what then?? He said the damage done to the bladder over that time would necessitate removal of my degenerated organ and I would need to pee in a bag!!! Whoa there buddy, that is not an option! That was the beginning of my recovery and my new career as a Naturopath. When I returned to him after a year of lifechanging events with my Naturopath, to give him the good news that this horrible disease was actually totally fixable, he told me to keep it under my hat, cuz that kind of knowledge could effect his business!! You can not shut off the electricity of the human body without damage, root canals are done daily with a blind eye to that inevitable end. Please study this for your own health, it can save the drama that many suffer from when another external stimuli attacks. We will need to do this ourselves as the KEEP IT UNDER YOUR HAT philosophy continues to rule for a while yet. American medicine and dentistry will need the shift to come from us, fire them if they are not willing to move up now to the new matrix of healing. It is time for us to be well all of the time!

The world is upgrading - got your ticket?

God's math, otherwise known as astrology has helped us through since time began. Those in positions of power used these amazing stellar trends to catch the wave. Those powerbrokers also told the common man, that is was nonsense or witchcraft or whatever they could say to throw us off track. The pope has astrologers, so does the president and the queen, Nasa has to have them since they are the only ones that can do the math it takes to play up in the stars. Following the trends and getting into the most comfortable position is how it is used and I have used it for years and years. If you know my story and my success you know that astrology helped me with the win, over and over again. It also took me through the storms of change without giving in or up, knowing change was occurring and patiently waiting for the shift. We are in a time of great change, the last time this happened on Earth, Lindbergh flew over the ocean. Think about that, what a paradigm shift that was. Over the next few years we will be doing the same magical shifting, opening new vistas for humankind. Get ready, your are worthy of knowing the truth and getting in a comfortable position for our upgrade is a choice. GOT YOUR TICKET?

Value - where is yours???

In or out, you or them, present or future, stuff or effort??? It is coming to the end of 2012 and the values that we have are going to soon be set in stone for the next segment of human existence. We cycle again, and this time I hope it is an upgrade. We must consider what we value now and focus on those values. Let go of those things which you invested in that have no good return. Look around and fall in love with the things and people that bring you joy and peace and comfort. The ones that do not, wave goodbye as the negative value must stop with your choice. List them, the valued and put them near to your heart. What you value will go with go, what sucks the life from you will keep you there with it. You decide NOW.

Rider without a saddle!

She said yesterday that she was not aware that the saddle was her safety net and without it there is a whole new way of riding. To ride a horse is to feel your power in it's explosion of size and speed. When we partner up with a horse our tailbone and their spine become one electrical hook up and a cross is formed or truly a medicine wheel. They are the horizontal line and we are the vertical. On the top is the turret head of the human focusing and telegraphing the place in the distance we are heading. The horses are seeing two pictures, one on the right and one on the left, staying aware and alert to all the surroundings. This experience is life changing for those who are ready to experience true power. To surf or ride on the back of a horse is one of the most powerful rides there is. We deserve our power back, take a chance and join us for a bareback ride, no saddle needed!! It will change you forever!!

There is strength in numbers!

Where two or three or more are gathered in my name, there I am also. It is true. I see the light brighten as those of like focus put their energy together and believe with all their heart in a change and use the faith, hope and love part of their being to get the job done. We are energetic beings, our breath is a part of that. It comes out in words which have frequencies and colors. Learn your colors and use your words to affirm and you will create with intention. Only you can change your reality by changing your breath and your words. I say I am perfect when asked how I AM, reminding the airspace around me to keep me that way, healthy, happy and loving every minute of it. It is the gift you have and need to learn to use! Add in with others in love with your beautiful words and BAM! Exponential growth of the same set of words. It is why we go into church buildings and there is a spire on the top. We that take the wishes and dreams spoken into the room where many gathered and shoot it up through the spire to heaven. Did you know that?? Inspiration is to hear the beautiful words from God's mouth to me and we have a way of sending ours back up to heaven - and remember there is strength and added power in numbers!

Survivor or victim - which is it????

As I child I was a survivor. Although the time spent as a little kid was rough and lonely and sometimes brutal, I had a horse and lots of friends and music. Those were my main focus and they gave me the strength and joy that promoted my survival. I never gave in to the depression that was felt by my siblings. I fought back all the way. I remember my sister begging me to simply be quiet and stop antagonizing them. I could not. As time went on I had to make choices over and over again to survive. My friends were not able to, they died. In clearing the past from my future the survivorship features need to be my focus now. The behaviors done in fear of loss or less have to disappear now. I have felt guily over time in the loss for others, they would flourish with my love and light, but as I would withdraw and move on after a job well done, they would get angry and resist and threaten me. That hurt. Now looking back on that I realize that to choose daily - survivor or victim was the lesson in loving others and myself that I needed to learn. Do not be a victim, love yourself first, your choices are the most important for YOU. You are not here to babysit others or convince them that you are worthy of their time or affection. Let's just truly set an example of loving ourself and our life now here, without the fear of loss or less. It is time. Those who are truly here to love you will, all the others will move on. Both choices are valid and I will honor them without regret or fear of loss. In the end it will all be as it should and that gives me hope!!

Start listening to your own heart

When we are ready for success we will find the way to our own heart where the desires of your divine plan are stored. The walls built around your heart were put there by you over lifetimes of experience. The Jericho call knocks them all down. It is the call of HOPE! Believing that there is something special there and saying it out loud with joy and fervor. You can move mountains, I think we have mostly forgotten that. You can see, if you stop complaining and crying and closing your eyes to the truth. Ask to know what to do, ask yourself and your guardian angel, they will have perfect directions for you. If you do not know how - we will teach you. The HAWC teaches meditation classes that offer that skill, check in with Janet at 715-426-7350 and she will put you on the list for our next class. This is life changing stuff, are you ready to change yours?????

The air that surrounds you - you create it

I see what happens to the air that surrounds someone when they are happy and when they are not. You color your aura with your words and projections. Words are the colorant. Light words- like fun and laughter- brighten your field and then that seeps into our air here. Dark words filled with negativity do the same thing. The old addage of "if you don't have something nice to say then do not say anything at all" is really necessary for us to clean up this place. You get stuck in the mire of your own air pollution. It is sticky and murky and can hold you back or down. I am always entertained by what people think they are getting away with, you get your own words- they create YOUR reality!! Healthy, happy, successful people speak in those colors and use those words consistently. No drama is needed to state your case. Be truthful, direct and positive. Say what you want to have happen. No blame or excuses are needed. Failure is not an option here, this is free, and with focus you can do this too. I hope to see light surrounding everyone and words being spoken that encourage our growth and happiness. YOU ARE THE BOSS OF YOU! Be the best boss you ever had, I am.

Animals deserve to be healthy too

I have horses, dogs, cats, chickens and african guinea hens on my farm. I keep them healthy by following nature and her wisdom. They are given mineral free choice all organic daily, they are given liver support, called milk thistle,acidophilus and digestive cleanser, called diatamaceous earth on full moons, their water is from the ground with no additives and they are all free to live their life here in a loving and nurturing organic environment. They live super long and healthy lives this way. No drugs no injuries. Interesting huh?? Vaccination damage occurs with farm animals too and it is simply not necessary. Learn how to take holistic care of your critter and they will love you forever! Mine do. When extra care is needed, which is rare, my vet does accupunture and chiropractic adjustments - cool huh?? Works every time. Try something new with your pet, upgrade their food to holistic healthy food, stop with the drugs and make sure they get lots of clean water, fresh air and sunshine, same goes for us too!

CLOSER AND CLOSER

The longer I am here the closer I get to home. Heaven on earth is a real vision for me. I believe that we are all being given a chance to clean up our act and begin with a fresh new world, under the supervision of the lighter beings here. We were dictated to by those they call shadow people, others call them dark ones, I just say that the freewill game we played revealed a lot of shades of color. Some of them were menacing, dishonest and ultimately will be left out of the new order. Too many secret and agendas not in line with divine design and law. Others of us stayed the course of right and good and healthy and happy, and those are the one moving in closer and closer now. The community of the future needs us in close proximity to one another because truly united we stand. In the light of love we will become a community worth our weight in gold. And in the bright new light, all shadows will simply disappear. Bye bye!

Botox can cause Botulism and make you very sick

How do I know that, I have had patients who had that happen to them. The risk in injecting microorganisms into your skin are vast. There are so many people out there with sub normal body temperatures that are super vulnerable. Check your temp when you wake up, do it before you step out of bed to be accurate. If you are not 98.6 you are not as healthy as you need to be and certainly not as resistant. Pay attention here, do not start a war in your body that some of you will not win. This is critical data for everyone to know. We can raise your temp if it too low and help restore your balance. One of the keys to health!!! Ticks with Lymes are the same issue, carrying a microorganism that a healthy body temp would destroy on contact. Think about it!

The joy of riding

My friend joined me for a ride on Saturday. After riding we chatted about our childhoods and the faded memories. He said he needed to return to what was good then and bring it forward. I can certainly understand that. Riding horses has a way of setting into motion some of the peace we need that truly is missing in many people's lives. Restoring balance and power are what horses do for us and remembering that we deserve to feel that way every day is a memory worth reviving. Remember when you were invincible! Brave and true and willing to try again and again??? Get up on a horse and relive your glory days, then recreate them today and forever, we deserve it!

Step in to your new reality- Medical Doctor joins us at The H A W C

What you seek you shall find. I have always sought a way to give people the knowledge of their body to maintain to their energy and health. I have done that for years now. I now have a Medical Doctor joining me in my clinic and he will be the bridge between those who are still in mix of meds but who are seeking the more natural approach. They will need his experience and knowledge to mentor them into a safer way of keeping healthy. Drugs create their own diseases. Nursing homes and hospitals are full of people sick from their own meds. It is a crisis. Drugs take your memory, your sexuality, your vitality, your sight and then your life, but not until you are out of money. We have created the place here where we want someone to take care of us and tell how to be healthy, trusting them with our life. That has back fired in a big way. Fat, toxic, chronically ill and pained people cannot take it any longer and want reform. We are endeavoring to assist with that. Contact us for an appointment with Dr. Matt, he will help you through the shift. Thehawc.com has the contact info! See you in the wellness center, Dr. Su

To be pleasing

You are pleasing in my sight. That is how God sees us - as pleasing. What does that look and feel like. To me it feels like lubricant. Making things go easier and smoother and assisting the flow. Many are not flowing right now, money, health, work, relationships,simply not flowing, certainly not pleasing. So as a leg up for today, be pleased. Please yourself, please others too. Let the pleasing begin with you and let's see what begins to flow. I believe you will be PLEASED!

As Saturn pulls out!

Check your horoscope, I like astrologyzone.com Saturn is moving and man oh man is that big news for alot of us!! Asleep at the wheel or tortured or other fantastic challenges will be ended today and this truly give many cause to celebrate. Let the Universe do her math with you and she will guide you daily. It is amazing. See me dancin' in the street!!

Liver flush magic!

As we proceed into our futures here, doing it with clear eyes, good energy and a positive attitude are keys to a brighter future for us all. The flush softens and clears the debris in our liver/gallbladder. The resentments of our life are stored in those stored jewels, emerald green and all different sizes. The longer they are stored,as resentments or frustrations, the larger the stones. I have seen them released as large as a golf ball. Think of the freedom of your flowing digestion with those big blockages out of the way! My colon therapist, Kristin Burich assists in further clearing the pipes by using healing touch to help with the emotional release as a clearing the colon with a fresh water colonic. Softened by the process, the are like jello. As many as 700 stones have been counted in the release by a client of mine. Restored her health to a new level and she was never the same again. I will say to have a therapist assisting with this process is prudent, simply to answer questions and cheer you on as this can be a long process for some of us. There are books on the subject too. Happy liver flush! Happy human!

Star Elder conference 12-12-12

I have been somewhere and done something for every triple date since the 1-1-1 and this is the final hoopla. I do not have to do anything for this one but simply attend. The Native Americans have a vision that matches mine and they are sharing a large part of that vision in Carefree AZ that week. I will be there. Look into the events surrounding that date and BE somewhere!! Community will be a real force at that time and being in the community you want to be with in your future is crucial. Since the last solar eclipse of the millenium in Avebury England I have been told where to be and what to do while I was there. We are connectors to this world from an energy from above and lighting it back up has taken awhile. The 12-12-12 is the final set of lights and the hook ups will be complete. Let's see what it looks like down here with all the lights on!! I am pumped!!

WAKING UP TO THE NEW DAY

In my dream I was given 2 tickets to the concert of the century - front row. I was ushered through the first aid station to get to my seats. The guy next to me said where is your partner, I said I do not know, he said do you have that ticket and said no I left back where I was. We are all being ushered to our seats in the shift, with or without those we love and know. They can or will come on their own or not. This is the time that only self can dictate the ending. You are your own savior in this. I teach you are your own healer and savior - connected to the I AM presence and that connection gives you all the data you need to complete this task at the top of the class. No more waiting. No more letting someone else do it all. In communion we are taught ONENESS, that is the concert I am attending now. Community, integrated with common goals to support our world and each other. No more of this 5% running the show and controlling all the knobs and the channels. It is a new day, our time has come and we are prepared to take our place up front now. Sing and rejoice at this, it will be amazing and YOU have your own special note to add and we are glad you are present!

When it is everyman for himself - you all drown!

This is the blue Planet, filled with water and the emotions that we all feel and the choices we make all tied together. BLUE! I have spent years trying to team up with other care givers and professionals who put the client first. Thinking of the well being of the person with the issues as the priority. I have made a million referrals to a lot of people in an effort to create that community. A real team that worked together for the client. Over and over those people just took the money and ran, keeping the client for themself or not sharing their findings or simply pretending the referral never happened. I do not have time to check up on every one and every referral, so when I get a referral from someone I send them 10 bucks and a thank you. That way we are in connection and they know I am on it. I do not know what to do any more. No one wants to team up - it is every man for himself it seems. As I see that reality - all I see is all those individuals drowning in the blue choices of freewill. WOW, what a waste of a chance to team up. I am looking for some partners - let me know if you know teamplayers, who care about others and want to create a community that supports itself and those who need the help. I am interested in those people now!!! Thank you for wanting to be a part of the new world!! All for one and one for all!!! AND LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT

Open to your new reality

As we allow ourselves gracefully to become who we were meant to be without interference or opinion of others, it is a peaceful and easy feeling. We choose to be pushed and pulled for many years trying to find safe haven and those who truly understand us. I needed to first understand myself, how about you?? Wishing for the approval of a family who didn't or couldn't and untimately wouldn't, delayed my self approval for a minute. I looked under every rock and into every crevice for that thumbs up and it never came. I do, however have a letter from my maternal grandmother Susie telling me long ago that she saw me as a wonderful mother. I kept that letter, still have it. It could be that those little pieces of fitting in skipped a generation or two, look back down your line, I bet there was someone in the pack, just like you. Secretly admired, but scarey or annoying or just too plain wild! I found those folks too, but from the 1800's. We are all connected and the lineage doesn't make mistakes. You are real, right and on time too. Be at peace with that thought. It will soon unfold and the safe haven here on Earth with those who understand you, will appear right before your eyes. Keep up the search! It will be so worth it! See you there. Dr. Su

The Hardest Lessons

My friend Lilan taught me long ago the lessons that hurt the most were brought to me by those who long ago in another place promised they loved me enough to deliver the blow. Off with her head so to speak. Knowing that, I have been able to keep the faith under tough circumstances. Little kids know me from another place, sometimes they say out loud - this is the lady I dreamed of, or say they know me, although we just met here for the first time. If we can remember this we can forgive anything knowing that we choose these lessons prior to arriving here. Also that we lined up our helpers at that time. I have been tested lately in many ways, the past 12 years the hardest tests of all. Keeping the faith was ok, keeping up the energy to continue sometimes not so good or easy. Hopelessly hopeful, a real gambler knowing that in the end I will win. I always do. We all will. So to say thanks to our teachers is to end the lessons gracefully. Let's say grace now and be the community of love we came to be. Remember it is your chosen experience, experience how ever you choose it to benefit you or repeat in again later. Namaste' to all who have challenged, injured or disrespected me, I appreciate the support and the love, thank you for your role in my advancement. Dr. Su

Jamming a square peg into a round hole

That is what life can feel like for us sometimes. Making something fit or work when it simply doesn't. I give parents the Natal chart of their kids when they have their first appointment with me to help to prevent that from happening. I know that there are many out there who wished we would have done that for them when they were young. Families trying to make you fit into their idea of what YOU should be or do. Sometimes it truly becomes abusive, for the fear in the failure of self is projected on to the kids and there is where the remake begins. My mother was never truly herself or happy until she became the missionary she had always wanted to be. It took her 50 years to get there but she did it and that was when she was the nicest and easiest to know. My girls loved her, for that was who she was to them. Her fears and failures were put on me in childhood as I was the oldest daughter and she really thought I should fulfill her dreams. I could not, nor would not ever! Yet everyday I realize in many way I did anyway. Service to others was her gig and it is mine too. So there MOM, check that out and be proud. I AM. Let the jamming and remaking stop now. Tell yourself and your kids no matter how or what they become it is ALL GOOD and improving. I am still healing the bruises from long ago but everyday I get better and better. Be authentically YOU, and all will fall into place! Forgive and forget and move on, it is the only way to heal.

I saw something that made me feel sick

Has that ever happened to you? It does often on this planet, doesn't it? I try not to take it personally but sometimes the hit is direct and I took one today. At first we want to retaliate but learning to be still and hold that thought is truly what we need to do to remedy the pain. As it reverberated through my body I wanted to puke. I didn't, maybe I SHOULD HAVE THOUGH. Then I wrote the scenario down and expressed my horror and my sadness. Then I simply erased it!! That was a first for me. I usually allow the feeling to penetrate, sometimes it effects me in a big way. This time I felt it and said "go right through me now and back to your source". You are not my issue and I will take no responsibility for someone else's choices. If we can learn to let it go, we can get through this. Together we can create a community that can trust itself and it's people. Right now there is no trust out there and people are hurting and then hurting others in their pain. Sometimes unconsciously and sometimes intentionally. Learn to be still and acknowledge the truth. Thank it, the feeling, for the notification and send it back or send it into the light. I find that sending it into the light speeds up my own recovery. We are quickening now and lessons at the end are coming in super fast. See, feel, acknowledge and release. Stay in tune with your own song and be the blessing YOU want to receive. It is truly that simple, good luck to us all!!

HOW TO show love

I listened to a political persceptive for awhile yesterday and then said if you keep this up you will have indigestion from all the grumbling and negativity. I meant it and he heard me and stopped with the rhetoric. I wish others were that respectful. That was showing love for me. I appreciated the consideration and said thank you. People are unhappy, frustrated and very verbal about their dissatisfaction now. From revolution to literal destruction they will stop at nothing to voice or express their issues. I can only take a little of that. I know if you do not have something nice or good or positive or constructive to say it is BEST to remain silent. At the very least there will be no the disturbance in the air if you do. We are abused by words and manipulated by them too. They form into energy that can bombard, breakdown, break up and even kill other energy. When I withdraw and become silent everyone notices and asks me what is wrong. It is that different around me when I am quiet. I TALK ALOT USUALLY. I have a way of speaking that is direct, blunt even. The truth comes out no matter what, even if it seems unpleasant to those who don't want to hear it. It is what makes me good at my job, sometimes the truth has been withheld from you. Doctors don't tell you EVERYTHING, they want you to return for more. I do not like that way of helping, I would rather teach you HOW by sharing the TRUTH with you! Showing you is loving you, believing you are capable of healing is loving you and allowing you the lessons you choose to be yours and yours alone, is loving you too. Let's all love each other better now. No complaining is necessary. If you are in a jam, be quiet and think it through. Being upset or loud and telling it to the world just makes it worse. Love is the only energy that gets anything done around here. Find even the tiniest piece of love for yourself or your situation and add to that. If there were a fire you would not go after the non-burning stuff, you would focus on the flame to put it out. Your pain and your negativity and your fear is your fire. Look at it and use your love and honestly look to see WHY YOU STARTED IT. Then you can put it out easily. That is loving!! That is what will get the job done. I know you can all do it, you were born to succeed, so focus now. Here's to health and happiness for everyone, that is my loving word for you today.