Michael's writings

I read some yesterday  in preparation for his funeral tomorrow. They were revealing, as he intended them to be. He would take my notebook and add in from time to time. I found a page where he described being in a coma, alive and awake, but frozen and unable to connect to those around him. He felt sad, then frustrated, then he feared anger. In anger he would drink and numb the self loathing he felt at his inability to crack the shell and make the connections. He felt undeserving. I know we have all felt like we were on the outside looking in from time to time. It is a cold and lonely place, when you tap on the glass and no one looks up or hears you. Today, for the sake of life and love here. Tap louder! We want to hear you, know what you need and love. This is not a competition or a race, this is humanity discovering the hearts of  each one of us deep within. It first comes in solitude, then it can communicated. Separation from GOD/heaven literally means HELL. Living on Earth can be hell for those who feel separate here. Add in, we need you now more than ever before. Love like mad, live for today and dance and sing like no one is watching!! Michael will be, and smiling too. Godspeed my friend, see you on a new sunny day!