Wednesday, October 29, 2014

If you believe you will receive

I teach that over and over. Say what you want and enjoy what you get, cuz you asked for it!! If you are still unaware, or not awakened to the power of your faith in what you believe and speak out loud and your ability to create with your words, you are missing the gift given freely to us all. Decide. Go big, go bold, be daring and outrageous! You are creating your reality every single step of the way with every single word you utter. I have a book I am writing about this ability. I am excited to share it. I have a partner with the other half of the book.  I better add his part in now. His story is super too. We were separate for many years, yet our journey matched all along the way. Sharing this will be our greatest pleasure. We are here for the story of us. Now let's hear the story of YOU! The Creator is excited to see how this gift is manifesting  and which ones woke up and got it! Be specific now, today I say - HEALTH - Happiness and HOME! What will you receive?

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Learning to trust

My puppies are teaching me to trust. I have struggled to learn trust along the way of this life. I have seen the results of trust  lessons again and again, sometimes they were tough ones. Choosing friends, partners, jobs and investments are the normal trust relationships. Truth is it is the self that we really came to get to know, to love and to trust here. My self is expansive, and trusting everyone was how I wanted it to go. I know deep down there is some light and love in every person, yet sometimes they are willing to do things that take away trust from us. Kids are the most vulnerable to this. To trust that being loved and feeling loved are real here we learn as we go. Our mothers and fathers make that contract to teach us this trust deal.  Many parents fail at that contract. They are angry, abusive or sometimes not even present. My puppies are reteaching me one simple lesson.  I show them love and direction, sharing what I want and need from them to keep them safe and in my life for a long long time. They want to trust that I am going to follow through. So every single day I feed them good food, I play ball, I pet them and praise them, I correct behaviors that do not work here in a loving way and then I tuck them in to their little kennel at night for a warm safe rest And tomorrow we begin the whole process over again. They can trust me and I am building trust in them as they grow. How about doing that with each other. Trust someone, share your truth and let's see what we can build back on this planet. Trust is the road to community and we all need one another to survive and thrive.

Monday, October 27, 2014

Aligned perfectly!

Now that you have pulled the goalie and taken those free shots, see your flow and let it align. It is energy I am talking about. You are a beautiful ball of energy, light, expansive, twinkling and colored. I see it when I see you, you are spectacular when you are in your flow and aligned. You are interesting and give me a job when you are less. I see that bridging the gap by sharing my vision, is a great job for me and I have done it for lifetimes. I was a diplomat in my last lifetime, this time I am much more direct. Some people love that, it is what they want and find with us to assist in completion. Others would rather diddle around some more, throwing out excuses, blame, and simply not doing what they could to align. Either way, that is Earth! So celebrate your choices,  every single one of them was YOURS ALONE to make. I have made choices lately that are my best yet!! Welcome home, everyone, we are here to win! Goals are counting up now and the celebration should start with this!!

Saturday, October 25, 2014

alignment

Spinal and personal, it is necessary for maximum flow. If you are pinched, blocked, rerouted or simply not in alignment, you will feel out of balance, out of energy and end up down and out. I know it essential for those who want to create, live fully and love every minute of it.  Proper alignment it needed for flow and  is available for everyone. There are body workers of all kinds who assist with this, chiropractors, massage therapist, acupuncturists, healing touch therapists and the list goes on. Here is my analogy for the day. It is time now to simply pull the goalie. See yourself with an open net, unlimited pucks, and lots of hand offs. Open the flow, take as many shots from as many angles as you can think of, fast and accurate, see how many shots align with your view of YOU! Bang! We got this.

Friday, October 24, 2014

Conscious? or not yet?

In my work I look at auric or energetic responses. I can see your lights coming on or dimming. It is the edge of consciousness. When we are awake we are aware that every second offers a choice. When we are wasted, too high, too tired, too upset, too needy, or however you waste your presence, it takes your ability to choose AWAY, from you. Then random or more often, other's choices are used instead. I have been to parties where when someone decides to party everyone simply follows along. I call it elbows and assholes. I see the mess of energy, people reaching into each other's space without thought, certainly not conscious and responsible and loving. I left that behind decades ago yet I can still recall the energy in my memory. I know that being awake and choosing each detail of my life has been wonderful. I have chosen a variety of experiences, classes, partners and friends. I am conscious of nature, so I not only choose it, I appreciate it and care for it gratefully. I am conscious of human disorder, so being a doctor and sharing natural solutions is my choice. What are you willing to be awakened to and aware of? What part of dim or dull or manipulated still holds your attention? You are powerful and have access to all the things of GOD. Have you forgotten that in your life? Come on, it is awesome and it will change your life forever, I promise that. Consciousness will save this world and her children too! Wake up, sober up, get up and enjoy!

eclipsing

Solar eclipse - Shining Light On Your Relationships

The solar eclipse is tonight! It's a big one! I mean, really. 

You might have noticed, the past two weeks have been intense. We're in between eclipses, Mercury retrograde and a cosmic cluster of chaos all in the relationships signs of Libra and Scorpio. It's getting real.  
Eclipses always bring awakening to your TRUTH and things previously hidden from your awareness. They're massive catalysts for long term change. The intense lunar eclipse on October 8th brought your relationship issues to the surface, while Mercury's retrograde is forcing you to revisit elements (and people) from your past. All of your communication hot buttons are being pressed!  
As frustrating as it seems, this is a real gift from the Universe to make sure your building future relationships on rock solid ground.  
Tonight's solar eclipse is during a new moon which is a super potent time for setting intentions. Be careful what you wish for - you have the power to make it come true!  
Today, we have three planets moving into Scorpio - our Sun, Moon, and Venus. Mercury will join the party on Saturday. Scorpio is a psychic sign that feels the "urge to merge" with others on a profoundly emotional level. You'll feel the need to connect with people more deeply.  
This is about PASSION! With Venus, the planet of love and attraction, so close with our Sun and Moon, you have everything you need to magnetize your heart’s desires.
During this new moon, set your intentions on bringing more LOVE into your life. Visualize yourselfliving your passions and fulfilling your dreams. Ask your Higher Self to eliminate anything that stands in your way of experiencing this bliss, and ask for the steps you need to do to MAKE IT HAPPEN.

Thursday, October 23, 2014

D N A

The HOOK UP to the stars. It is the literal Jacob's Ladder. Swirling upward, rung by rung, linking you home. Hard to imagine?? Yes. Most humans are so in their body only, that knowing you are a field of energy and light and design, hooked and fueled from some other location is new to you. You are not separate. You never were. It is an illusion to feel alone, albeit very educational, it is simply not true or real. I have watched Guardian Angels and Relatives stand beside their charges, unable to connect because the human refuses to open and receive. It is love, pure love, that they offer. Love is a powerful fuel. Support in knowing that you are divinely designed, hooked to a Creator system that is infinite  and very supportive that offers unlimited and unconditional love is the hardest lesson to believe and receive. It comes through in your DNA and it hooks you to family first, past and present and YES, future too. Close your eyes, see the chords of glittering light and say thank you. What you appreciate grows! Love should and will grow with this connection open to receive. ANSWER the call!! YOUR line is lit and yes, the phone of YOU, is ringing and ringing and ringing!

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Security vs Risk

I have chosen both. I love that I am secure in my faith. I love that I have a secure feeling in my knowing of who and why I am that I am. The risky part came in the Earthing of me. Earth is a star of great risk in the use of free will. I choose to use my freewill to impart and employ  Divine Will to lead me and my comings and goings and choices here. I ask daily that Divine Will overlight me and show me the bigger vision. It commonly shows me the risk and the road there. I have gone that road many times. I go all in, it's one of my greatest skills and joys. I know that from the view of love and completion, risking my security for the greater good is what I love to do. I truly have let go of so much so many times. I knew I was risking my reputation, my career, my relationship. I also knew that if I could put it all on the line and let the overlight of Creator's vision of love, life and laughter shine on it, I would win again and again. Can you risk your security for the Divine Design of you?? Something to consider - the world is ready now for those willing to go ALL IN!

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Full Impact!!

It jostles you, your life, your next step, even your beliefs. I have engaged in full impact before. I know it is ALL me. I can attract the reflection of me in so many ways. I know that when I come in to view in my own heart and with my own eyes, I will be impacted greatly! I know that the closer I allow someone or something to me, the greater the impact will be. I have done it at school, at work, at home and at play. Sometimes it brings pain, sometimes it brings freedom, sometimes it brings beauty and every single time, it brings Creator. I see me and Creator together creating impact. I do it on purpose and with those of like mind and spirit. Are you seeking full impact now, buckle up, it is going to be incredible!! A worthy and opening experience! Just breathe/breeze  through it, that's the best way!

Monday, October 20, 2014

Universal overview of YOU!

I have done natal charts for clients and family and friends for years. I know how valuable the data is. It is a chart of influences. I am influenced and imprinted at birth, and understanding my personal chart's imprint has changed my life for the better many times over. Knowledge, even that which has been forbidden or criticized is still knowledge, and  it  has lots of power. I have met people in POWER on this planet who used this information wisely and have done great things here, with proper timing and full disclosure. I applaud this. I am a questioning character, and when I am told no, I want to know why not!! I researched, meditated and studied this and found out that if we knew these truths and used them for humanity, being controlled by others would end. HMMMMMM....... We can do your chart for you, call us, it only costs $25! We will email to you and you will be amazed! Thehawc.com. or 715-426-7350.

Understanding Your Sun and Moon Signs in Astrology

Understanding Your Sun and Moon Signs in Astrology

Sunday, October 19, 2014

Health - what is it's real value?

Can you put on price on it? No, because it is worth so much more than you are taught. It is priceless, and also manipulated like all the other commodities on this planet. Yet, THIS IS THE ONE, you control. Whether you know it or not, you can! Learning to manipulate your health is the key to understanding it's power and value. Healthy, I am present. Healthy, I am strong. Healthy, I feel happy. Healthy, I can do whatever I choose to do. Impaired in anyway, now I look around for support. A pair of crutches for a sprained ankle, a drug for a sad heart, a pick me up for a slow morning, or just a box with pictures and sounds to quiet my mind and keep me company. I teach health, I live health, I own my own health and take responsibility for it's upkeep every single day with choices about food, water, air, sleep and movement that support it. I am not perfect, that is not the goal here, I am challenged often. That is the journey, the adventure continues and everyday I learn and apply something new to my health. And yours too, when you show up at the Healing  Arts Wellcare Center in Hudson, WI  !! There is the value for me!!

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Good Mornings

Are you ready to break-fast? All night we are fasting, resting, dreaming and  allowing ourselves an upgrade. If you stay up late or sleep poorly, you lose out until tomorrow night. It is a gift and to many a giant frustration. In the morning, we get to set ourselves in to motion here. I choose consciousness every morning of my life. I read, write, do angel cards, eat, drink and exercise. I speak to those I am close to and share my ideas for a happy productive day and life. It is the Good Morning that we all deserve every single day. If you are not starting off with that smile, that supportive conversation, that self loving launch to your day. Reboot. Let go of what isn't working. If someone is grumpy leave them alone, move toward someone happier and more supportive. I share my good morning thoughts on the blog here and it makes my heart sing to know that good morning vibrations come from this computer to our world!! PASS IT ON!

Friday, October 17, 2014

H O M E

Can we come home again? After all the running, chasing, hiding, losing, winning, trying, learning, loving and yes, even failing. Yes! We will all go home in the end. It is the only place TO go. My friend is coming home after 37 years on the road. The world was his destination, and he went there and did that.  Mountains, oceans, success and stresses too. Trying, and winning, and trying and not. He, now after 57 years,  said I wish to return home again. I said, come on back. Can we return to our roots and build again in a different way. Of course, that is the gift of rewriting your sacred contract. Most will go to heaven before they call for a redo on earth. Life after life, that is Creator's promise. I teach that death of the human it is not necessary simply optional. To come home again on earth, we must forgive totally and allow the new self to find space without judgement or reservation. Home always has your room ready!! It was reserved from the very start! You are loved and welcomed back, just like the prodigal son, another promise I love! GO HOME now, everyone without home in their heart or life, just go home. You are loved, you always were, you just forgot for a moment.

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Health care - buyer beware

I had a chance to experience American Medicine in two emergency rooms last month with the serious injury of a friend. One in Moab, Utah and the other in Grand Junction, Colorado. Night and day, were the experiences. The whole difference was a result of the people in the room. I see auras, I hear truth in people's words and I try to allow, align and appreciate every experience for what it teaches me. I must admit, the nurse in the Moab, Utah ER taught me alot. He was cruel, toxic and incredibly willing to spill his issues on to my fragile friend. It was amazing at how quickly he could snatch the light of hope and potential help from someone so vulnerable and in need of support and reassurance. I dismissed him as soon as his words starting terrorizing the patient. I was not loud, simply adamant. The next crew in the next ER were amazing. Although fearful they were honest, compassionate, and true to their task. They supported my friend by allowing me to remain and hold his hand for the entire procedure. Choosing was our right. We chose to switch. You choose daily in every way. If the people you come in contact with do not light your day up, give you happily what you require then choose to move to the next crew. When you leave, say WHY. The only way to get the upgrade is to PICK IT! We will get what we desire when we have the courage to walk away from what we do not.

Fresh start

Every single day you get the chance to make a fresh start. Change begins first thing. Some people sleep right through it. Some are so caught in their rut that a different routine or breakfast or route to work is unthinkable. So today think about a fresh and lively start for your day. I teach breakfast! I learned it from Tony the Tiger when I was in the 1st grade. Our class had a contest, we had to mark off the breakfast foods we ate each morning for a week and see  how much we could chow down on. My mom cooked me everything on the sheet, every morning, no kidding. I brought in my sheet after a power week of eating breakfast like a KING. They couldn't believe it! I did it though. So as life offers, I had learned a valuable lesson with that eating. Nothing in the morning - a nothing day. Lots of good stuff before 9am and I could win any contest I wanted to. Addicts skip food for substances that alter their perception, depressed people don't deserve good food and that  starvation feeds their insecurities and yes, it makes them FAT. Sick people skip it because it is too much work and staying weak and sick is their focus. Fresh start now, water first, lemon helps it work better. Fruit next, get the body zinged with enzymes! Then a breakfast that your blood type would burn fast and furiously. I eat eggs and yogurt and granola with lots of nuts! I eat power bars and then, for good measure I have a glass of Clearvite vitamin powder and liquid minerals and greens! No wonder I feel so good and can run this big ol' ranch!! Try it, Tony and I endorse this and I bet after you do this for 28 days, you will too!

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Married? AGAIN???

Last night my friend said his 80 year old dad was getting MARRIED! AGAIN?! I smiled. As part of the White Buffalo Calf Woman legacy to Earth, our delegation shared the brilliance of the ritual of marriage with the people. It starts with two hearts, separate, coming into the field with the energy of love, then intentionally in front of heaven and those watching, and Earth and those watching. It was made true and energetic as a vow, spoken into real time and real life.  Unending commitment. It provides safety, security, connectedness, loyalty and truth in all things, one another together above all else. The result of marriage was a future with hope and love, bright and blazing. Some marriages are so loving that children are produced and the legacy lives on and on. Other marriages are so powerful that the world is simply improved by that much love and light being shared. Where two or more are gathered, and my name is spoken, there I shall be also, all the days of your life! I love that!! The Creator, Mother, Father, Son and Daughter, here with us in this ritual and this contract, Add in now, and congratulations Cheryl and Jim! We are never to old to love, or be loved and committing to it is how it remains here on the Earth forever and ever!! And we need all the love we can get......don't we?

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Faith?

I have seen and heard stories of faith based lives. They say that they believe. I say what do you believe in? They say GOD of course. God is everything. I smile, that feels right to me. Then I say, what else?? Then they pause, I say who and how are you??? Aren't you God?? Isn't the Creator in you? Aren't you the manifestation in human form, GOD Almighty, right here, right now? I see the desire to believe in something or someone - OUTSIDE yourself.  A safe distance away. When you really get close, there is full exposure, total transparency. The result is accountability, then healing, then integrity and then, faith is reborn in it's fullest capacity. SELF, faith in self is faith in GOD. No Savior outside of your heart, you are that savior. Jesus said so. See me, cool huh? You are and will do greater things than this. I am watching, waiting and loving the unfolding of this truth. Faith, while on Earth belongs here now. Stop waiting, wishing or thinking it is not here yet. It has always been, and will continue with or without you. It is YOU!! And of course me too. I love that, thank you Mother/Father God for me and what I CAN DO here now. Namaste'

Monday, October 13, 2014

sleep disorders

I treat those in my practice all of the time, I speak about those to groups. I offer a zillion ideas on sleeping peacefully. It is one of the greatest frustrations of all for many people. So let me offer you this. You must learn that you flow in cycles. The 24 hour cycle we call day works like this. Eight hours of work, eight of play and eight of sleep. Three dimensional beings, require 3 dimensional days. If you overload  or underload in one aspect, you will have to compensate in another. If your sleep is off, then consider this. Sunlight, unfiltered daily, exercise that matches you, I told my partner to go ride his bike!! HARD!! He is a physical character and needs physical exertion to get sleepy. Working, thinking, problem solving - eight hours a day is enough of that. Laughter and lightheartedness - play time needs eight hours too. Down, when the sun goes down, up, when the sun rises. You are an earth being, and trying to override your natural system will cause haywire responses. TV, computer time, need limits and whole days offline. You are in need of a vacation option every ninety days to amp back up if your life is a still out of balance. Learn the circadian cycles, they show you how and why your body does what it does when it does it. Nothing to fear, knowledge is power. Power over your ability to sleep, well, that is an awesome - superpower!!!! Less food as the day goes on too will help. YOU DO NOT NEED food to sleep!

Sunday, October 12, 2014

The ROUND table whole again

I am a lucid dreamer and commonly analyze my dreams while still dreaming. I dreamed last night of a big round table in two pieces. One here and one way over there in the mansion of my work and life. It was being used that way, separately. As I came to the place in my life where I knew the changes must be made now, the first thing I did was put that round table back together. Then I put the chairs back around the whole thing and moved it into a position where it was perfect and usable every time we sit down together. The head was gone, it was equal and everyone was valued in such a way, that regardless of who you were or what you did, you were the same as the rest of us there. What a relief! I have watched silently and sometimes not so silently, as the head ruled the table with a iron fist and the other end served and never sat to eat or visit. It is finished. I am grateful. All together now, in communion, the way we were taught and they way we will heal our families and our world.

Friday, October 10, 2014

Why, why, why???? do these things happen????

Divinely created with purposeful existence and potential. YUP, that's us. Knowing this for sure and working toward the understanding of your personal purpose and your global commitment is the job right now. I knew from the 1987 wake up call I received and have worked in service for humanity intentionally since then. I love my life, my work is fun and fulfilling and my peeps, well they make my heart sing! As we progress now into our beautiful future we can move gracefully with the help of certain clearings. This is a mantra, a prayer, and a catapult all in one. Enjoy, and thank you Patricia for speaking it into our reality here and sharing it forPatterns Of Perfection For The New Earth
I AM my I AM Presence and I AM One with the I AM Presence of ALL Humanity.
As One Heartbeat, One Breath, One Voice, and One Energy, Vibration, and Consciousness of Pure Divine Love we Invoke our omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent Father-Mother God, the Cosmic I AM—All That Is—and the entire Company of Heaven.
Powers of Light, join with the I AM Presence of every man, woman, and child on Earth as we breathe the patterns of perfection for the New Earth through the Portal of Precipitation, and into the world of form through every person’s Heart Flame.
And we begin...
I AM magnetizing the Infinite Flow of God’s Abundance, Opulence, Financial Freedom, and the God-Supply of ALL good things into my life and the lives of ALL Humanity.
I AM magnetizing Eternal Youth, Vibrant Health, Radiant Beauty, and Flawless Forminto my life and the lives of ALL Humanity.
I AM magnetizing perfect Health Habits, perfect Eating and Drinking Habits, perfect Exercise, Work, Relaxation, and Recreation Habits, and perfect Spiritual Devotion, Meditation, and Contemplation Habits into my life and the lives of ALL Humanity.
I AM magnetizing Divine Family Life, Loving Relationships, Adoration, Divine Love, Divine Sexuality, True Understanding, Clear and Effective Communication, Open Heart Sharing, Oneness, and the Unification of the Family of Humanity into my life and the lives of ALL Humanity.
I AM magnetizing Eternal Peace, Divine Government, Cooperation, Fairness, Balance, Harmony, and Reverence for ALL Life into my life and the lives of ALL Humanity. 
I AM magnetizing Self-Empowerment, Success, Fulfillment, Divine Purpose, A Rewarding Career, Self Esteem, Spiritual Development, Enlightenment, Divine Consciousness, and Clear Perception into my life and the lives of ALL Humanity.
I AM magnetizing Open Heart and Mind Telepathic Communication with the Company of Heaven and the Angelic and Elemental Kingdoms into my life and the lives of ALL Humanity.
I AM magnetizing Creativity through Music, Singing, Sound, Toning, Dance, Movement, Art, and Education into my life and the lives of ALL Humanity. 
I AM magnetizing Laughter, Joy, Playfulness, Fun, Self-expression, Elation, Enthusiasm, Bliss, Ecstasy, Wonder, and Awe into my life and the lives of ALL Humanity.
I AM magnetizing Heaven on Earth, our Planetary CAUSE of Divine Love, and our Renaissance of Divine Love into my life and the lives of ALL Humanity.  
I AM my I AM Presence and I ACCEPT and KNOW that these patterns of perfection for the New Earth are manifesting in my life and the lives of ALL Humanity with every breath I take.
I also ACCEPT and KNOW that my Father-Mother God’s 5th-Dimensional Crystalline Solar Violet Flame is instantly transmuting any thought, feeling, word, action, belief, or memory I may express that would prevent these patterns of Divine Love from manifesting in my life or the lives of ALL Humanity.
In deep Humility, Divine Love, and Gratitude I Decree,
It is done.  And so it is.
Beloved I AM, Beloved I AM, Beloved I AM That I AM.
Return To Christ Consciousness
 us all to use!

Thursday, October 9, 2014

Falling OK, not getting back up with a smile, well....

That song is about falling. WE all fall, fail and F-up from time to time. It is the freewill/fearwill way of Earth. It is the pause, the pain, the less, lack and loss that we descend to so that up is the only way to look. So today, look up, ascension is happening. Light becomes us with breath and of course-a smile! That twinkle in your eye, that willingness to admit and forgive and let it all go is how we get that fall, to do what it is to do - allow us to resurrect! It was taught, it is written, now give it a try, it is the gift of the fall. Fall is actually my favorite season, now I understand why!!!!!

This Isn’t a Typical Boy Band. What These Guys Did Stunned Everyone And Got A Standing Ovation.

This Isn’t a Typical Boy Band. What These Guys Did Stunned Everyone And Got A Standing Ovation.

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

full moon, poof! gone for a minute, then BOOM!

Moons are feminine energy, silvery and inward. They control the tides of this world, outer and inner. I sat beneath the eclipse this morning and watched the hitch in the get along, when she went totally dark. It is a reset. Sometimes we can not keep going at the same pace. Sometimes we need a little bump, or skip, to catch our attention, wake us up. I have been bumped before, and I am used to it. Yet this sweet bump seemed different. I feel Creator lifting the arm of the record player and putting it back down on a whole new song! Life as we know, disappeared with the eclipse today. Life in the dawn of the new day - lighter, brighter and offering to create community now as the four directions come together and our races end. One race, the human race, protecting our Earth star, our children, our hearts and our future!! Namaste' to us, Namaste' - I honor, love and respect us all and our journeys here.

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

silver ware/wear, do you know what it really means and is???

It comes from the light of the  moon, that will shine it's magic on this earthstar tomorrow fully. It is the silver of that divine feminine moon that will upgrade our world again. The silver in your world is healthy and beautiful and strong. It is a natural antibiotic and protects  you when you eat with it, wear it and understand it fully. The power of gold is awesome, yet it is only one half of the real deal. It is the silver that promotes creation, home and family. We have lived in a gold driven society for too long now and adding in the silver, the female, the family, the home - will balance it back out. I am going to use my real silverware from now on, I deserve to eat like the Queen I am!! Under the blood moon, remember you must  protect the women and children, nature and animals, you warriors, you golden ones!! Then come home to us and we will feed you with love, light and laughter! Balance and harmony, forever. Silver and gold together now!

Love is ALL that is and in the end will withstand

It is a force, the energy of existence and creation. There is love and the absence of love. PERIOD. Fear is the place where love is absent. It terrorizes by separating. It is simply empty. Nothing exists in that emptiness, not even us in the end. On the way there, there is a lot of resistance and drama. It can reveal itself in pain. rage, risk, deceit and ultimately, loss. I have seen it up close many times in the dis-ease response. That is my work here, releasing disease and allowing love to light the path to wellness.  Humans believe in dis-ease and that belief alignment is the place it begins. I recently saw it through the eyes of the addicted. They will risk everything and every one in their circle to FEEL something, anything at all. When we show them love and light and laughter, they come in closer. It feels warm and looks lighter. That is how love works. It is all embracing, filled with warmth and lights up every dark corner and reveals every single hidden detail. Neato how that works.  Love something or someone today. Hold nothing back, be warm, honest, joyful and engaged. Expect nothing in return. Then when the glow of love starts a fire within you, say thank you to the Creator for it's very existence and your chance to feel and be loved. It is all there was, is and truly ever will be. That is a promise I am banking on.

Monday, October 6, 2014

The VOW to love, honor and cherish

I said that. I would. I wanted to. Yet as my life unfolded somehow I missed the mark. I never stop loving. That is forever, together or not, loving us here and in heaven is easy and makes my heart whole and filled with purpose. Honoring is different. I honor that which causes me to look up, allows me to look deep and loves me for the effort. Humans have issues with honor. They forget that to honor outward you must first honor inside. My health, my relationships, my abilities deserve that honor. To honor one another now will take us into  a new reality where judgement does not live, love does, understanding does, compassion does. So let's forgive that shortcoming and try again. So here we go again.  I honor our Creator for this opportunity, I honor humans for giving it another day to do better and I honor myself for the gift that I am, and for those I bring here.  NOW that is something to cherish!

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Michael's writings

I read some yesterday  in preparation for his funeral tomorrow. They were revealing, as he intended them to be. He would take my notebook and add in from time to time. I found a page where he described being in a coma, alive and awake, but frozen and unable to connect to those around him. He felt sad, then frustrated, then he feared anger. In anger he would drink and numb the self loathing he felt at his inability to crack the shell and make the connections. He felt undeserving. I know we have all felt like we were on the outside looking in from time to time. It is a cold and lonely place, when you tap on the glass and no one looks up or hears you. Today, for the sake of life and love here. Tap louder! We want to hear you, know what you need and love. This is not a competition or a race, this is humanity discovering the hearts of  each one of us deep within. It first comes in solitude, then it can communicated. Separation from GOD/heaven literally means HELL. Living on Earth can be hell for those who feel separate here. Add in, we need you now more than ever before. Love like mad, live for today and dance and sing like no one is watching!! Michael will be, and smiling too. Godspeed my friend, see you on a new sunny day!

Four/Fore Sight

It has to start with one, two and three sight first. Four/fore sight is when you get to the heart, the fourth chakra, and combine it harmonically with the first three physical chakras. It is imperative to have it. With the other lights burning there can be to foresight and ultimately no real future. You must love yourself today, just the way you are, before you can plan on tomorrow. It is clear and it simple and yet not being done. Banking it away, stock piling and hoarding are not foresight. They are fear in action. Love casts out fear. Live and love for today. FOCUS, self first and then those you encounter. The benefit will be exponential. Here's to hearts, united, looking ahead to a loving, laughing, living future.

Saturday, October 4, 2014

The New world order

People fear it. They think it is something that will take instead of give. I am part of that New world order and we in the New Age know you will soon understand and welcome it. We on earth are ready for the millenium of peace, that will take order, new and better. An upgrade for human existence is occurring as I write and you read. Our behavior here has been barbaric. We act like scared mean little kids much of the time with power being the theme. Now that is giving way to partnership. Service to one another is the basis for abundance for all. It is here and now ready to be revealed. The hoarding will end, and with it less, lack and loss.  Nature provides all that we need, she always has. Humans need her and one another and that is the Best it can be. Open your eyes, look around, give away what you are not using, call someone you have disagreed with, make up a reason to get along with your family, pick up junk you see. Before you decide anything at all, if it is chosen because you are afraid, find someone to help you find peace first. Your intuition and mine together make strong friends. Peace is here, it is my heart, how about yours? A new age for us all, we made it!!

Friday, October 3, 2014

Life after life after life......

If you really believe that, as many claim they do, then death here has no real power. It is simply the release of the breath, back to the light, the origin of our existence. I often say that death means nothing really,  yet it does mean something. It means, the spirit in human  form has had enough now. It can come moments into a new life here, or go until 100 years has gone by. In the gift of love longevity is real. When love dies, so does the human. I have taught over and over to love yourself first and best is the primary objective. Then surrounding yourself with other people and things to love too is necessary and vital to your life force. I have loved my girls, my friends, my patients and my critters and the earth too, with as much love as I can find within. That is what I live on and with each day. It sustains me. That is a promise from Creator and I believe it to be real.  Life after life here, can occur too. A new day with more love and light can upgrade our humanity. Let go of endings, they are just fresh starts really. And no matter how they come, they are to be honored. Thank you Mother/Father for Life after Life after Life. We deserve this gift and are grateful for it.

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Don't blame GOD

We choose every detail of our life here, beginning with the beginning. You stand in the heavens, waiting and then choosing when, and with whom you will become human for a minute. Our Universe and it's Creator support this process fully. They are available for consult and consolation any time you need them. They are not here to blame or wait for or expect them to do ANYTHING you are not partnering 100% on. I hear religious excuses for behaviors of abuse and neglect and arrogance and fear more than any other excuses. The church is the people, the people are you in partnership. Not separate or above another. You and I together must agree to disagree on certain details because we are all unique and have our own very worthy way of looking at living and loving here. God is all that is, as you are God in human form. Big responsibility, big opportunity. Blame only yourself if it is not what you like, or want. YOU ATTRACT your reality with your thoughts, words and deeds. Be specific and accountable and yes, loved and this will shift quickly.

Fathers and Mothers, where are you?

I talk to parents of broken, sick kids all of the time. I always find a broken parent who really is still just a kid too. I just smile and begin where I must. I had no father, he died when I was 2. My mother remarried and she had a husband. That was the best she and he could do. There is no other one, there is  really only the parent. Some are so lost, broken, childish, sick, and unaccountable that the child has little hope of getting what they need even at a minimum. I see mis-fed, drugged, toxic, lonely, lonely children in my work. Lord they are so angry and afraid.  It is so challenging to my heart. Yet it is my service to humanity here. My mind unravels the mystery very quickly and my voice rings out the truth of what I see. I am here to protect the innocents, nature, animals and yes, children. That is all I want to do, but I need the parents to pitch in, show up, get clean and clear and fall in love with their kids by falling in love with themselves first. This is critical, this world will not straighten out with out parents who are well, happy and healed. If you need some support in your ability, go get it, and stop taking out your shortcomings on your kids!! Treat them as if they were very fragile, and children of the King, THEY ARE!! You are too!!

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Michael David Vangsness, oh my!

My friend died yesterday. He took his breath to another place. He loved alcohol, and it managed his reality for a very long time. Whether drinking or not, it was always on his mind. In his world, it made him big to himself. It set him free to be more, to be who and how he really thought he ought to be. Minutes before he ended breathing here, he said to me, I loved you more than you loved me. I said that was not for him to judge, love has no measurement. It is all there is, was and ever will. It is the creative force of all that is, it is the Essence of the I am that I am. It is the essence of each one of us as well. He could not find that reality, he was always comparing, and NOT measuring his own worth as big enough. So there was no task he would not endeavor to try. He loved to help, encourage, nourish and laugh with others. He loved to be big on the back of a horse, it made him tall and gave him a vision that was bigger than ever and it made him smile. Yet it was not quite big enough and once again he needed alcohol to expand his reality, his belief in himself. To love and honor one another for whatever size we are, is the only solution I can come up with. Loving each and everyone of us as perfect  that is BIG and GOOD enough. Say only loving positive words of encouragement to each other, with no judgment, not now, not ever,  is all good. You do you and I will do me and that is how it is to be in harmony and balance, true love allows, aligns with light and appreciates all the curves and the edges!  He knows that now, and that is GOOD and he is finally BIG enough. I love you Michael David Vangsness, you know that now for sure and forever, and that is BIG!