I love that I can't fix everything! I just now figured that out.

And I try, I really do. I am handy, hard working and willing to learn. Yet if you look to the opening of this blog there is a typo. I can not fix it yet, I have tried. It simply doesn't want to change. There are humans like that too. Some come to change, they want a recipe for an upgrade and to fix that which is broken. I do that work with a variety of tools, seeing their aura, scanning their body with my ZYTO, talking and listening and then at the end hoping and wishing for the outcome of their dreams. Others are not fixable. They come to complain or throw down a challenge. They will not give up or give in to real change. They say they want to change but inside they refuse to. It is like the alcoholic who was here recently, drunk most of the time and foolishly thinking we were not noticing. Or like the newly released prisoner who thinks we are not watching his every move too. They acted entitled to cheat or lie or even steal, and that is something no one can fix. That one must want to fix themselves or quit and go home. I wanted to help, and have now been told that job is not available here any longer. They say only fix what YOU can, let the others fix their own stuff. Do not judge their process, and they will be just fine. Luckily there are those in authority who are in charge of this now and I for one, am glad I don't have to fix everything anymore. I am calling the handyman today!! How about you??? Ask for help when you need it and we will soon learn to live together again!

One With The Herd Teaser

The littlest angel

I think it is a story I heard as a child. It was inspiring. There are times when I felt very little. Other times too big. Never before now, just right. The Libra rising of my chart has given me the gift of that goal. The just right, the good enough, the one that fits. I know from years of experience in the wellness world that I am not the only one who feels that way. We sacrifice and take way too much some times. It is the human dilemma. The balance being in finding the center of the circle. The four directions are in the circle. As I move to center now I freely acknowledge and embrace the gift that each direction offered. I have been sick, well, rich, not rich. I have been loved and dishonored too. This is all coming to light as my Saturn returns to me for the second time in my life. I am excited for the new structure it will provide. I bet my family will like it too!! How about it, everyone just move to center for now and let's see what a balanced position offers!

Earthquakes and changing terrain

That's how she does her deep work. Our Earthstar can ebb and flow with the moon and tides. She can rain or snow and blow. She has a life of her own which we have poisoned. It is non-sense, as it is her who feeds us and keeps us safe and warm. She is our mother energy, our nurse and our best friend. She can cheer you up with a rainbow! She is now getting ready to buck and twist. Just like bronco in the rodeo, she wants the rider who is spurring her OFF now. There will be a winner and it will be her. We always knew that. She needs to begin to create new terrain, healthy, balanced, nourished and sustainable. For that alone she will need to focus on the new, not the old. The old is gone now. We are awake and quickly taking an accounting. It is time for the balance to begin. Closing the old books, the old story, the thorns and whips and all that stopped us from healthy and happy is complete. The fear ruled our days has been erased and brave loving humans are moving into position. New terrain for us all, good news!!

re-leasing pain

Pain needs a new lease. Not one here or with me. I have endured the relationship to pain for a long time and for a variety of reasons. Now as I take steps into the light of the new world, I see those last feelings rising to surface for clearing. YIKES! I have never felt pain like this. When I had pain in the 80's it was the key to the door of my future here. It was IC, a bladder pain that never stopped until I changed my life. Now it is hips and legs showing me to I set down roots here for the second half of my life. As I change again for my highest good I will share what I did and how I did it. First I owned it. I didn't ignore it or deny I had caused it. Second I dug deep for the root, the emotion, the lifestyle choices and the remedies. I used every single resource I have, every healer I know who is true and delivers, and I made a choice. I spent time, money and meditation on it. I prayed, I read, I rested and I began to heal. Re-leasing pain is a huge commitment. I know I will learn a whole new way to help others by enduring and curing these pains. Relationships, loss, toxic addicted humans, and choices were all let go of. Past passed now and with them, the pain. Come and see us and we will share our legacy of happy, healthy and in love with everything! Pain free and having a party, that's how I like it!!!!

The shower

I dreamed of the shower last night. It was two sided and brisk. It also was running while the doorbell rang. Then I noticed the window to the bathroom not covered. I could sense others watching and pulled the shade. I shouted to the doorbell, come in and wait for me and tried to finish that shower. We are all under the shower right now. It is a gamma ray shower from our sun star and it washing over us like a shower of light. It is clearing the way for a new field of being. The matrix of our cells is upgrading in the codes of light we are receiving. To accept the upgrade and move into first class, we must first shower off. The old residue, the past with the pain and loss lessons must be left behind. There is magic coming. There in the light of the son/sun is the bright new day and a new way to live and love life here. I am taking that shower today, a clay bath, a healing touch session and a walk in the field of dreams. How about it, see you there.

The calm

I use calcium to stay calm. It gives me structure and strength. It is a mineral that my heart needs to endure the changes we are making. My heart is where I work, I live here too. I refuse to live or work anywhere else. My life is a heart centered experience and calcium keeps it in rhythm and calm on a stormy day. Use minerals, that is how we create the framework for this body and this planet.