inner to outer, just getting warmed up

As a little girl my mother could see my inner being, as most mothers can. She was critical of it and chose to make it unacceptable. I believe it reminded her of HER and the inability to express her true gifts as a young woman. She somehow knew it to be just to difficult. She had a NEED to help, especially children. It took her away from her real world, the North Dakota child she was, and her father would not support that dream. She was to marry and have a family. That's what PEOPLE do here. Not dream of travel and college. She was a woman and that was her job. Her gift was not to BE in the beginning. It was not to BE until years later that she realized that dream. Only after her own children grew up and her father's wishes had been honored could she let her inner self out. Then came her education, her college degree and her happy time. She became a minister. She traveled the world, dressed as a clown ministering to kids, painting their faces and telling them they were loved. That was her inner warmth. I did not get to see it much, but my girls did. So did the other children she shared her warmth with. It is never too late to let your inner light BE. It needs to be now, as the world moves into a new place, the healers, the lovers of the planet, those who carry deep within a light, an idea, a willingness to be of service NOW. There is NO time like the PRESENT, the season is upon us, you are a gift, share yourself with those who see your inner light.