Who is a player? I am that I am, my Authentic Self revealed.

I am a player. A Sagittarius Sun and Moon, living large with Jupiterian enthusiasm. I love to play, I always have. I live to love to play here.  It doesn't matter with who or how, just that I do. I have scanned the crowd for a playmate since I could see. My mother knew if I was gone, I had found a friend and was having fun. I knew that that was my gift and that it still is. I am also good at sharing. Others knew that about me too. Some enjoyed it, others took advantage. I can get up and go with the joy of spontaneous energy and I love that.  I can let certain things wait until I return, knowing they would be ok without me. I can hit the slopes, the open trail, the game tables or just the back yard and play until I need a nap. When I do that, I am healthy, happy and whole. My success is the end result of knowing how I am and using it for the good of me and anyone else who likes to play. I have a horse ranch, a chicken farm, a dog pack, and more kitties than an old maid. I have a beach, open trails, and a hankering to ski to work every day, and I do when I can. I am authentic, I am me.  I am a cowgirl and an Indian too. How about you, who are you and are you being true to you? We are all each a part of  the I am that I am. A unique aspect of a great and glorious presence here. I am the player, who are YOU?

The Mother load is here now

So the Commisioner of the NFL says if 10% of the mothers in America don't let their sons play football, the game is over. I thought about Mothers who would step up and say no, my child will not be battered and ultimately SHATTERED, this way. If the mothers of earth would defend their children, there would be no war here either. Healthy happy whole mothers by nature will not sacrifice their children for an agenda not from the heart. Front lines would be filled the brilliant peacemakers, and dreamers and thinkers of solutions. Energy, force, courage, strength and it's magnificence would be put to uses that we could use for all time, not for clean up and burial later. Early death of our finest athletes is crazy to me. Dying scared from brain function loss due to CTE is  a crucifixion  really, since the suffering it demsonstrates with the horror of it, is seen by others and lasts a long time. Mothers are moving into position now. Authority is being returned to the feminine energy. It is taking it's rightful place in balance and it will be heard. Enough is enough. It is time now, our children are our legacy, they are precious and the greatest gift we receive. It is our sovereign duty to protect, educate and inspire them to make this world well and restore bliss here. Pay attention here, this is a final key. It opens the door to the new age, and I, for one, am stepping through. See you there.

Loyal, it is not just for dogs

My friend posted a beautiful perspective on  what it is like to have a loyal and loving relationship. It took my breath away. He has spent a lifetime finding this truth. I have watched him since he was a little boy. Honest and authentic and putting someone right in that space with you is his conclusion. I am so proud that there are those out there who do not give up on this part of their journey. Many are alone because their loyalty was to something other than love, or light. Loyal to their anger or their fears or their addictions to choices that keep them seperate. Secrets, lies, adrenaline rushes, competitions, battles, putting them out of the balance range that a true loyal and loving human deserves or loves. Entitled to a life alone, is how many have decided it goes from here. Sad, humans need community, communion and common purpose. Their is no entitlement here, we are all the same. Loyal to one another for the love that is in the heart must find it's place. Quickly throwing someone under the bus for something less and then feeling sad because the loyalty card was not played needs to stop.  I have been loyal and know that even when it gets tough you still love in spite of that. I am proud of that ability, even after the dust settles. Our journey ends with those who were loyal and loving, trotting off together to  celebrate the victory!!! Don't give up, it is a real way of living, I promise. The Great Mystery has been loyal to us humans all along, never giving up  and sometimes I wonder WHY, when we are such a challenge. And then I hear/here the response, because I love you, I smile and say I love you too. Loyal to the end.

CONCUSSION!

Yesterday I saw the movie and felt the IMPACT! I sat next to Dr. Matt, former running back extraordinaire and listened to his fears. The not knowing. When it should have been the NO-ing! I lived with that fear in my hockey player, who would say, I have lost my thoughts, my words......I am afraid of what all that damage did to my head. I better have a drink and then he would drink the whole bottle. Putting our kids in the arena and cheering wildly when they smash each other to smithereens is simply encouraging early death by torture. Iron Mike died tortured for your entertainment at the age of 50. The movie showed real life situations where this was a GAME Changer for most of the players!! I have said that we will look back at this last hundred years and say it has been the MOST barbaric of all time. This is just one way we have hurt our children.  And a new day, and a new way of love, respect, honor and yes, competition will emerge. I will rejoice and be glad in it!

Remember......ME TOO?

Where do you fit in and with WHO? How many times have you said - ME TOO? Our first cat was named ME-TOO. She came with another cat named Sophie. Me-too was the little one, the black one, the one that was hard to see, distant and guarded. And she wanted to be with us too. Period. She wasn't taking no for an answer either. They were a set, a team, they had been together a long time and if Sophie got a home, she would have a home too. So she came along too even though I might have missed seeing her at first. I see this in people all the time. From behind another they will say, ME TOO? Can I come, am I invited, included, even considered. I am a more the merrier person, the fishes and bread loaves believer. I know that there is room for us all. I never say never. I don't care if you come with not much to offer, just come. Our world is shifting and for those who feel left behind or left out or out in left field. YA! YOU TOO!! The community we are building now is to save this world, and all hands on deck please. Time to stand up and shout ME-TOO!, be counted and be a part of the new family we are forming. Our turn to offer and YOU TOO, are invited.

Just make a decision now

I watch people vaccilate. Back and forth, never really deciding on anything at all. I have seen it in my practice for decades. I witness the early demise of those who were taught and knew it was true and just couldn't get the job done. They often seem half awake,only half able to get something done. It is why long ago I decided not to take clients that someone else decided should come. If they did not choose, neither would I. The first thing to do is to just decide. If it makes you smile, show up, curious, or enthused, just do it. If you do and it is not what you thought, start again and do something different. It is how we win here, we choose it.

Be golden now

I have worn a golden cape for years and years. I love it, it looks and feels great. And I can take it off whenever I want to. Just recently  I was given a golden horse named Hawk and he matches that cape perfectly. He is powerful, beautiful and masculine. Before now I spent lifetimes living in and with silver. The feminine energy. I resisted gold, the masculine just because. Then I started my shift and moved toward balance. First, I got a gold ring with diamonds in it and it FIT! I knew I was moving toward the center finally and I could accept that. Then my daughter and her husband gave me a gold necklace and it fit too! As a female, I needed to break alot of rules to demonstrate to myself that I COULD. I could be bright, strong, healthy,daring, energetic, attractive, enthusiastic, graceful, forgiving, happy, fun and productive and very brave. Then I was to show integrity and accountability with all of those things in place. I took that task very seriously. I focused, I performed, I went out on a limb again and again, I invited issues and challenges into my life over and over, and in the end, when the limb broke. I flew!! That is my golden moment! Today we align with a universal flow that is so powerful that nothing here can block it or even shift it in any other direction. Aligning SUN and MOON together, flowing in powerfully as ONE beam of LIGHT!! Own it! You waited a very long time for this, enjoy!! We are golden!!!! I am and you are too!! Welcome to the age of Unity!