When is enough simply enough

Yesterday I went to the sentencing of the thieves who ripped me off. I sat in the courtroom and read Joe's aura as he sat there with his buddy, both guilty of this crime and admitting it and others. They didn't care, neither of them were sad at the loss of their own potential and happiness, let alone the loss created with their families and others. This guy has a son, and parents who are connected to him genetically. He has severed the connection with his choices and now will freefall through Earth life alone forever here. It is hard for me to watch as one destroys their life and their potential, but choice is as choice does. I know now for the first time here, that there are those, although rare, that destroy that connection, severing the line with their actions and intentions. It is horrible. The damage done to family and community when one does that is enormous. Hearts are shaken and lives are changed forever. My father died when I was little, sad but true, the son of this man should be so lucky!! His legacy is one of darkness and shame, not easy to let go of, the reputation alone destroys with it's blackness, putting the light out of an innocent child in the offing. The other thief killed his own child in a drunken stupor suffocating him as an infant, that child was luckier than Joe Harwell's kid. Again sad but true. We are accountable, every moment will be addressed when you leave here, don't think it won't. We are a part of a larger group and being watched is part of that program, being judged off planet will be interesting won't it??? To those wavering- find the light in your heart and work in the open to fullfill the good you offer, those of you in the dark who fumble around blaming and feeling sorry for yourself - stop now and take ownership of your energy, it is free will even in jail that you are learning to use, use it for the HIghest good of all, especially your kids, dead or alive they are still connected to you and you are accountable to them, if not today one day soon you will face them! Namaste' Su

Please turn off your phone for a while

The electro magnetic fields of our electronics disrupt the fields of our bodies. When you are constantly being pulsed, then you are being thrown a curve ball. If you can catch one or hit it out the park - great, if not shut off your phone for a while. Your room at night needs to be peaceful and grounding, phone and computer not in there with you. If you keep it in close, it will pick at your energetic field and disturb your sleep. We are super sensitive beings and caring for our auras and energy field is caring for our bodies and minds at below the cellular level. It is the truth. If your house has a smart meter on it and your kids are troubled, they may benefit by having that removed too. Pulsing us over and over beats us up. Grounding in the grass or at the beach clears the static. Using salt lamps helps too. I can get a buzz just walking into a video arcade or a casino, zinging me and my adrenals into frenzy! I saw my horse drop and roll with a rider on his back, the emf's of the rider needed grounding, he admitted to being super stressed, and the horse did the work for them both, interesting to see that happen. Horses work with humans on so many levels, try it out it is amazing. Lights and equipment off daily and you will see a difference soon. Respect yourself and your body with a break now and again, respect your friends and family by focusing on them and putting your phone away while you do! Fat will insulate you from the emf's - if you like that as a solution then you are among the 60 percent of humans overweight now. It simply doesn't need to be that way, find the easy solutions, they are there, I can help you. Namaste' Dr. Su

MEMORIES

We are composed of a library of memories and they have a lot of influence over our thoughts, words and deeds. Like a loop playback. If we do not decipher the real and appropriate responses we want to have despite our memories we will remain forever in the karmic loop. You can leave the loop whenever you are tired of it but only you can choose that jump. One of the Jesus jobs accomplished 2000 years ago was a loop leap. Forgiven and free, through mercy and love, not earned but accepted and then the loop became a memory not an active programmer. If you live in memories you will remain in your own loop, dead people have a loop effect on us sometimes, keeping us in that time, not jumping to the now. Family traits loop us too, sometimes like a noose around our neck. Repeating the failures of our families yet giving us a chance to triumph when we want it most and are willing to break the chain. It is memorial day today, celebrate your memories, let the dead go and remember you will see them again, keep the good stuff and treasure it, release and forgive the challenges, addictions and abuses. It does not matter where you were any longer, it matters where you are today and who and how you are ONLY TODAY. If you love you - keep it up. If you have regrets - look at your loop, forgive yourself and take a leap of faith into the loving arms of life!!!! I always say, no matter hard you try you will not fail, in the end you will remember it was all a dream anyway and when you get home you will know that.

bigger and bigger

As the day wore on I realized that I am the one the only one who makes me happy or sad or a part of the whole. I can align with like minded people and love my life or endure other challenges and keep on trying to upgrade. Fooey!!! Enough of that. I am worthy of love and respect and friendship and yes even love from a partner. These are the end times and that end is here and who I am to think I don't deserve an ending too. In response to all that is good and right and in respect and balance let's celebrate our triumphs. We are an amazing group of beings, deserving and capable of so much, get it on everyone and let's create the world we have only dreamed of until now, health, wealth and happiness - remember we are what we see our selves to be - bigger and better and now the very best! Watch us grow from here!! Bigger and bigger and now free from the smallness of the past!!!!!

SMALLER AND SMALLER

I was sitting in a restaurant yesterday and the person with me took a call when we eating, and it made me feel small. I heard him tell the other person that he wasn't busy and had time to talk. I felt smaller again. Then I said, tell that person calling you, that I am here, and I say hello, that wasn't done either and I finally disappeared altogether. POOF - GONE! When the call was finally over I was completely gone. Dismissed, I took my leave. I went to a wake after that and saw what disappear looked like to those left behind, the sad eyes and broken hearts, the regrets, and then I knew that something here needed to be changed. I see it every day, people ignoring the people they are with. Walking beside one person, talking on the phone to some one else as if the one with them isn't even there. If we treat others that way, one day we will look up from our distraction and POOF they will not be there. Children are the most vulnerable of all to this sort of neglect. I feel their pain as they ride down the road in a car full of people and yet there is no one to talk to or with. Everyone there is on the phone or internet or playing their own games. I was told as a child to be quiet, paid by one who would have dismissed me if he could have. Bribed to disappear with candy for silence. It made me feel small, and sad and unloved. Who would deem me worthy?? If not my grandfather than who?? Think about this, treat each other with respect and kindness, show them that you are glad and grateful they are there with you, because before you can wink an eye they may be gone, never again to take up that space across the table from you again. Namaste' Dr. Su

Use Memorial Day to remember the good stuff!!

We spend so much time rehashing regrets. Wishing things were different is not going to change them. Look to the past now and celebrate and memorialize the magic!! Look and remember who loved you and why. Those special times that stay with you forever are the ones to rehash and repeat, the rest needs to simply be chalked up as experience. To be challenged here is to grow strong from effort, to grow wise from lessons learned first hand and to remain in love with the journey and all who share it with you. Remember those who challenge you most here on Earth - volunteered to do that job on the other side because they truly love you most of all!! Thanks everyone!

Where are we now???

For those of you awake and aware, you on the verge of the most beautiful comeback in the history of Earth, the time is now and we are here for the moment that was promised by those who loved you long long ago. We went into darkness to learn and be challenged by what a lack of love and light could do. That time is over now. Community is returning to the humans who learned that alone is not what it is cracked up to be. It is lonely and sad. Today be the one in your community to offer up a smile or shake a hand or pay someone's way. Work as a team with those you agree with and let others to their own teams. Agree to disagree now. Peace brings freedom like you have not yet experienced. Health and success do to. So here's to health, happiness and horses for everyone!! Return to your own power and be free!

venus retrograde for 6 weeks

This is a chance to clean up and clear out old ideas and junk in your life with your relationships. Look to see what you like or love and keep them by saying it is good and right to be with me. Let the rest wash away in your tears. Be at peace with the history or herstory of the old stuff. Many have done so much - some good, some not so good, this is the chance to review it all and choose the best of the best. I know a lot about Venus and the love that planet sends to us is awesome and life changing and life enhancing. When it withdraws from your world it takes that part away for a minute so you can feel what it would be like to go it alone forever. Without the love and beauty and charm in your world it gets very cold and lonely very quickly. This is your chance to come clean. Pick what and who and how and then cherish it. Own your reality, treat others the exact way you wish they would treat you and tell them nothing less will do. Then enjoy this crazy fun loving world you are creating and spreading around. I learned a cool way to communicate, make a list of what you must have to keep the relationship alive and healthy, give it to the one or ones that matter to you, then ask them to do the same for you and review it with love. If they communicate with you honestly you are golden, if not, take it as your cue to move on and never look back. You are worth the truth!! And putting truth and light into a relationship is the only way it will survive and ultimately thrive. This is a great gift to families and friends and lovers alike, there are unspoken questions that need answers or clarification, why not put it down on paper and give it to the ones you love the most. Be clear about what you need and expect and will no longer be without. This could change your life forever, I know when I did this, it changed mine. Namaste' Dr. Su

fragile

We are so so fragile. My friend told me last week that my tough guy facade is leaving my personality. She laughed and said she wondered when that would happen. I said I guess now is good enough. I was raised to take a beating and keep on going and I have done that over and over in my life. I truly know that all is well deep down inside and I never give up on my dreams, but the world here does not understand how fragile humans are. They cut and burn and abuse and criticize each other over and over and over again. Then they wonder why everyone has left them. It is the craziest thing, we are too fragile to live well like that. Oh we can live, but suffering is the order of those days. I want to live in peace and harmony easily and with out constant effort, like my breathing is. Natural and simply there for me. Treat one another as though you know they are fragile,love is fragile, kids are fragile, nature is fragile. Handle them with respect and nurture them every step of the way and you will receive the same exact treatment. It starts with you!!!!!

High and great expectations

I enjoy the gift of family so much. I always had and still do have great expectations for those girls of mine and they never ever disappoint me. I realize though that I also have great and high expectations for others as well and I am commonly disappointed in what I perceive as less than optimal behavior and performance. I believe in believing in people, and I think I really believe they will do what they say they can do. I look at their performance based on my expectations and Lord Almighty it is sad to me. Once in a while it makes me frustrated but mostly it just sets me back on my heels to rethink the whole deal. I want others to have high expectations of themselves and to strive to thrive and perform above the crowd. I just do. I think it is doable. I will believe in people forever, I will just not be so sad when I fail to get what I think is their very best work. I am learning to let it go. How about you? I will simply learn to be satisfied with whatever they have and pay only for that amount of energy. I am learning. This is a good day to stop mothering those who do need it and stick with the ones who love it the best, thanks boys and girls in my life!! I will always be your mama su.

Mother's day

The hardest job I truly loved the best!! When we look at the celebration of this time - we see our Mother's as our road on to this planet. They are the ones who commune with us nine months before breath and then after for a very long time. They are our road to us, shielding us and nurturing us until we can become the shield and nurturer. It is an endless cycle and most mothers love it. To feel the power of pregnancy and birth is amazing, to watch a child develop into their own being - awesome and daunting. Kids mirror us to us and sometimes when we see ourself in them we reel! Earth is about evolution not perfection, I evolve in the shared relationship to my girls every day. They show me - me, and in that I get to know them even better. So in honor of the job and the lifetime of events and evolution I say thank you mothers all. We are special and deserve to celebrate with our families and friends!! Those who have not mothered in the physical form often mother in other ways - here's to YOU TOO. Thank you all for your love of children and the beauty and joy it brings to our world. MOMs rock!!!

Where attention goes, energy flows

When I was a kid, the teachers at school knew that. If one of the kids was the source of attention - no energy flowed toward the teacher it all went to the attention getter. It was the way it was. There are times in our life where being the center of attention is the order of the day, it gives you a chance to direct the flow of energy or call it in to yourself. When you are in a good place that is a good thing. Those who stand on stage or at the front of the class room can use that to share great amounts of knowledge and wisdom. With love and light and compassion and generosity it can overflow energy to attentive learners. If it is used to create pain or conflict by sharing pain or conflict, then the damage is done. Media does that, creates negative attention and it spills into my world in the form of illness and unhappiness. I see it on TV or hear it on the radio, I read it in the paper and more than once in a while I even hear a human spew it out. Solutions are then sold to the learners, fat pills, antidepressants, junk food, sex toys and drugs and the list of soon to be addictions goes on and on, set up by the attention getter, creating a reality that THEY have the solution for. Then after people are broken by this, they show up out here at the ranch seeking a solution to the solution! Kids on drugs to settle them down and shut them up! WOW, maybe if a kid is squeaking and squealing there needs to be a solution that does not need another solution later. How about simply listening to their truth. Where YOUR attention goes, energy flows!!!! If you are not paying attention to your partner or your kids or your friends, they will seek another SOLUTION, and it will not INCLUDE you! It is an honor to do my work, to hear the squeaks and squeals of those who are miserable in body and mind and spirit. We have all been there. To create a viable long term solution the truth must be heard and then, a plan of action that requires attention, implemented. That is what I do for a living. Please listen, please focus on the good stuff so you can receive and deliver the good stuff back. Pay attention now - where YOUR attention goes - YOUR ENERGY FLOWS!! Choose wisely.

Nothing here is random

ALL IS IN PERFECT ORDER HONOR THAT. Do you see the signs? Do you know what they mean? Do you wish you were in alignment with your soul purpose? If you still feel like a victim to random accidents and choices and tangents and diviations then you are not focused on you. Your purpose is to grow and learn and come to the full real-ization of you. Are you proud of your self, the look, the behavior, the production? Are you with others the way you want them to be with you?? Look at that and make the needed shifts in your own choices NOW. I have gone it alone a long long time, even my cars were not made for more than two people and that was a space taken up by my dogs. So really I had to go it alone. I chose it, I chose people who honored that for me and reminded me that for now that was my life. I knew soon that would end and I kept on keeping on. Yesterday I bought a four door!! First one in this millenium, making space in my car and life for others now. Fun how it shows up when we are ready. You are ready. Be present in your life and with others. Be exactly want you want to receive. Nothing less will do now. Take nothing you can not return in full easily. You are not random nor are you disabled any longer. The lessons are chosen the losses complete, the peace and freedom from remembering and communing with self and others the gift. Be the gift, I am.

Find the familiar

I have seen and experienced many things in this lifetime, some sweet and some challenging. All good. What I need to share is that the comfortable and familiar is a sweet place to be if you can find it in yourself. We arrive here in a way that promotes forgetting our past and our heavenly roots. If we did not forget - we simply would not stay here away from love and light. This is the planet where free will rules - not divine will. Divine design is in the Heart of each soul here, but remembering that feature becomes harder as we get older and more immersed in Earth life and all the mayhem here. I have seen what rules and games and opinions and beliefs created by man do to people, the abuse of free will when it is directed upon you by someone else without the filter of love that divine will gives. The higher mind and soul always makes sure that the situation is not only in their highest good, but for the HIGHEST GOOD of ALL. TODAY use your memory to find in your heart that sweet familiar place and the design that you came with. You are unique and rare and gifted - every single one of you in your own way. Do what comes easily and naturally, skip the hard stuff for now. You will see yourself as perfect when you get to it. Designed by your higher self to do a job here and ultimately report home with the results. With that picture in mind - use your special talent as your job here. Being paid to do what comes naturally is never work! Consider the feelings of those you share air with and make sure their highest good is part of the plan too. Tell your truth, even if it makes you unpopular for a minute. It will set you free in the long run and you will find others like yourself and leave those who do not match you behind where they belong. Remember being different is not being wrong. This is a community here. First find yourself - that sweet familiar kid you loved when you were little. REMEMBER yourself, then you will remember me too. Then we can play nice and have fun all together.

SPRING CLEANING OF THE BODY

With the warm spring weather and the need to get outside and play - add in a quick body clean up and you will be energetic this summer. Skip supper for three nights, use a colon cleanser and a liver detoxifier - dandelion works great! Allow your body to heal and clean during your sleep. It will trim you down and fire you up. If your colon needs cleaning get a colonic and flush the out material out of your system. Add in the sunshine and the barefoot on the ground or on the sand, grounding to clear the emf's out of your body and feel the strength and positivity return to you. Asparagus cleans the kidneys and spring time is when it is fresh, get it and eat it alot. Your urine will stink and that is good news. Cocktail of choice for summer health and vitality is organic lemonade and cherry juice mixed together - add green tea if you need an immune or energy boost. This is delicious and healthy for everyone. NO POP!! Too toxic to even tempt you please. It is your body treat it with the utmost kindness and respect and it will give you more than you can imagine. We sell electrolytes to add to your water at our clinic that are amazing energizers and rehydraters - call and get some for your summer outings - you will feel fantastic!! Last but not least, go to the shoreline and breathe!!!!! The ionic air there is rarified, there is an extra electron there to breathe in and it will light you up!! Where water, land and air meet - there is magic!! St.Croix River - here I come!!!!

in spire en courage

I thought about what I do best and over and over I am told that I inspire people in my appointments with them. As I share the view I have from my life and experiences - it inspires others to follow the same road. Then I continue with encouragment. Look at those two words, A Spire is a tower to Higher knowledge - a communicator really. And well, courage is what it takes to live on this planet. We have all chosen to come here, and staying and being happy and helpful and finding peace takes courage every day. We are bombarded with negative thoughts and ideas that mold us and shape us, media and drugs and other's opinions all take a toll on us. Today in my offering - I will be a inspiration to those who seek what I know for sure and have first hand knowledge of. I will encourage those who like me need a boost of confidence and a push toward lightness. I will do this for those who ask and I will receive it in return. Today - find one person to encourage or inspire - a child will be so delighted they will squeal with joy, a grown up may act differently but watch their aura - it will warm up. I encourage you all to find your health and your footing. I have shared much about teeth and health and I beg you to learn more and get back what was taken from you. Your mouth is the fuse box of your body - bad tooth or root canal or toxic filling and the LIGHTS go out in that department - each tooth has it's own job - far bigger than your mouth - connected to all the other parts of you. Call us for a tooth chart - you can see for yourself. 1-800-801-0922 - will will email it to you for free. Inspire and encourage two great ways to spend the day!!

Along the way take a minute for gratitude

In saying thank you you reinforce the good stuff. I know so many reinforce the negative, the sick or sad or broken or frustrating. Talking about it makes it real and keeps it in your field of experience. I have learned to speak of what I love and need and admire, and to simply release by not discussing the other stuff. It will disappear all on it's own now. I can not focus on wishes when what is real is here and I love it. Enjoy the little things and say thanks, that is how they turn into big things now. We deserve the big beautiful things in life!!

ARE YOU A PRIORITY OR SIMPLY A CONVENIENCE???

i HAVE GIVEN THIS A LOT OF THOUGHT AND I REALZIE THAT TO MY OWN WAY OF THINKING I NEED TO BE MORE CLEAR. I CHOOSE MY RANK DAILY AND THAT IS MY JOB AND OBLIGATION. I NEED TO FOCUS ON THIS. To be a priority to myself I need to put in the right order all the parts of my day and my use of that day. Have you waited for someone to call or get back to you?? Are you the last to know or go?? Do you think that works for you or are you ready to play nice with the nice people?? After working my tail off for the past three days in Salt Lake City I need to prioritize myself again. Hot bath, good food, a walk with the animals and acoustic sunrise on the radio, that is the best Sunday AM ever!! That being said - move yourself up on the list, wait for no one now. Those who are morphing will be there automatically and those who are not will simply disappear now. yOU HAVE YOU AND THAT IS THE GOOD NEWS, IT ALWAYS WAS, SOON WE WILL ALL HAVE ONE ANOTHER TOO. CELEBRATE ONENESS!

Dr. Hal Huggins Amazing healer and teacher!

I just spent an hour with this gentle man whose life has been dedicated to the knowledge of how dentistry helps and hurts. At the end I cried, his passion and knowledge are awesome and the story of his study and experience endorses every thing I have learned about dental health and the body. The system as it sits is barbaric and that is the nicest thing I can think of saying. Root canals deadly, mercury amalgam fillings torture before death and the story is continuing. He is publishing a new book that I will encourage all that need to be healthy and know their truth - read!! Do not go to a regular dentist, find one who is trained to care for you properly, and one who cares more about you then his or her income. I am obviously angry at the issues we battle because no one stands up to these guys, Dr. Westin Price was ONE of those guys and when he published the truth after years of study they tried to disown and discredit him - but to this day can not do it. The Truth is simply the Truth. No smoke or mirrors or slick salesman! Take care of yourself and your family by learning all about this issue and live long and prosper!

I BELIEVE FOR EVERY DROP OF RAIN THAT FALLS A FLOWER GROWS

How about you?? What do you believe?? Is your belief system the product of someone else's or is it from your own heart?? There are bombarding ideas here, media does it, school does, church does it and family and friends do it too. The real lesson here it to listen to all the data and then with your gift of discernment decide which if any apply to you. Hopelessly hopeful, that is the view that some have of me, I love that. I am not only a faithful and steadfast character, I am joyfully hopeful in all my endeavors. It makes it so much more fun. I see with the cell the spark of life. I know if nurtured it can produce any thing at all - but it is chosen by the producer. Does rain turn into flowers - yes as a matter of fact it does, physics shows us how. There is an energy now moving through the masses with a wake up call attached. It is to remind you that you are in your own reality and no one has the reins that you did not hand them to. Take them back - drive your own wagon and hitch to a star - that 's what I did and the ride is remarkable.