thank you to those who attend to their children

I know how kids are vulnerable when unattended. They are here for our future, yet there will be no future if they are not here. It is our job to hold them close, shine a light on their path, and attend to their needs, day and night. It is the job of the parents to make sure all is well and safe, and that they are protected and loved. I chose that road with my kids. I attended. They are delightful adults who attend to matters of our world now. Please put your family first. If you do not do it, WHO then? Trust that NO ONE else is going to. No leader, teacher, preacher or coach, can do what you are supposed to do. I treat kids every day here, and the ones who are loved and supported and played with and helped, thrive. Those left alone, unattended, first howl and wail or lose interest, and after they are medicated into less they run off and get lost. Some die young, others live in pain. Sorry to talk about this, but it is time to put them first. Play in nature everyday with them, teach them to cook, and read, and play games with you. Answer questions, all the questions. And tell them every single day, that they are yours and you are theirs and together we can be here, in love, light and laughter. Here we are and now is all we have!

2017 a one year!

Numbers matter. All things have a number, a weight, a height, a way of describing itself that ensures it is real here on Earth. I am a number 9 and I am very real. My numerology is all 9's, meaning completion is what I do in my reality, and anyone who crosses into my territory is seeking that final outcome that I represent. You do not know me if you are not in the completion stage of some aspect of your reality here. I am invisible to you. Your need to know me tells me that completing something important to you, and it is your stage now in the game of life. I am at the end when you get there. Health issues under the light, become complete when understood and remedied, no longer your lesson. Life issues also are in that process of full cycle with my reality. Timing is everything, and the end for much of how we struggled in the past 9 years is going to mark the sweetest completion I have ever accomplished. Let's say good bye to many old cycles, old relationships, old injuries, old health dramas, former wealth challenges, and any other life issues not supported with love and full disclosure. Let's say goodbye to loss, prejudice, separation and all the messes those realities made. Let's say goodbye to fossil fuel, war, and religious toxicity too. It is a new year in so many ways, and opening the time here now to a fresh start, a clean slate, a loved life and way of being human that supports our new earth is where I will be. A ONE year is up and I for ONE am going to relish it! Good bye, and Godspeed to eons of time, never to be revisited again! Hallelujah, it is complete.

Going in new directions

The riders of the Dakota 38 plus 2 have all headed home now. New directions being chosen during the moving prayer of that long horse back ride back to the Mankato Minnesota hanging site of those warriors on Dec. 26, 1862. My family is on that list, we are the Cloud people. My own father's neck was broken the day after Christmas in 1959 to tell me the story can not die until it is fully known and healed from within. History will repeat itself until it is corrected. That is personal for me, and global for the world's acknowledgment of these atrocities and those long term traumas left in their wake. To understand our time here is connected to all time, is a part of the new direction now. There are those who have lost connection and lost time, being simply too sad, or tired, or scared to look at the history and stop what has not been helpful or loving here. New directions are needed now. My friend, Keith Nichols, who helps the ride and the riders and those beautiful horses, is off on a new direction. He was honored with the gift of a HORSE of his own. That is a direction UP and over the top! Anyone who is looking for balance, harmony, and then full power, can start there. It is how we roll here at Hawk's Ridge Ranch in Hudson WI. Congratulations to all who love that ride, it is a step in the right, new, and healing direction every single year. Namaste' to all those who braved the cold December winds. You are forever changed, and yes, so is Keith! I'll see you and your new pony, Austin, at our his new home here soon.

Easier than you think, just DO IT

So... she gave up pop, and she lost 15 pounds of weight. She was surprised, I was not. He gave up cigarettes with chemicals in them, and his cancer went away. He was surprised, I was not. He stopped complaining about hard, and life took a turn for the easier. He was surprised, I was not. They got their mercury fillings out and their healthier teeth made their body healthier. Horrid diseases like MS and RA, went away. They were surprised, I was not. Thinking you are trapped is THE TRAP. It is in the changing of the mind, the vision, the direction, that all sorts of other results become real and present themselves. Over the years I have seen so much healing in so many ways, all of which came with a JUST DO IT, AND DO IT NOW, willingness to try. It is so much easier and more simple than people think. Try one thing different. Chemicals OUT! Sunshine on your body! Water, known to be pure and mineralized drank every day. Food - single ingredient, whole and in original form, NOT processed, preserved or microwaved! Smiling, yes smiling, is the best medicine ever. Try it, you will be surprised, I, will not, but I will smile too. And that is the easiest way I know.

Holiday reboot

This is the season, the reason, the miracle of the chance to reboot yourself. It is the time of the year when a quietness appears along with the chaos of the holidays this time sprouts light, love, music and togetherness. It does not matter which you choose to celebrate, only that you do and you share that spirit of joy. See the gift YOU are, and the gift YOU bring simply by showing up and being present. Let that be worth so much more than anything else delivered in a box or a bag. Life is ALL there is here, you are that life, that light! Supporting it with a reason to celebrate, a holiday, a birthday, even just a SUN/SON day, that is good enough for me. Get out there and smile and shake it up, Merry Christmas everyone.

Lady and Logan, rescued in 2014, remind me that I am a gift, to them for sure, in giving them their awesome farm life now, and to me as they make smile every single day! Come on, family is everywhere!

Are you are fear biter?

I work with animals. I have cats, dogs and horses. They live here with me in harmony, well cared for, full and warm and loved. They have no need to bite, not me. Humans who are cared for that way, get along with themselves and one another without biting. Those who are afraid, hungry, confused, insecure, tired or cold, fear bite. It is the rush of adrenaline the body shoots through to transport them to a space where they feel safe. It is a gift, for that very rare occasion where it could help. It can lift a car with it's strength. Unfortunately, humans use it all the time now, and it hurts them as much as it hurts us. I call it the sex, drugs and rock and roll, the need for speed and the abuse of sugar used to sweeten a life gone sour way of living.In the new reality here, fully exposed in the light, fear biting can now be understood and controlled. A cornered, injured human is capable of biting. Even biting off their own leg to get free, I see that with addiction a lot. When you are there on either side of that surge of adrenaline brought on by life, step back and take a breath. Keep your hands at your side, and your words in your mouth. Breath again. Own it, it is your energy, and biting us is never the solution. We also will step back, some of us will walk off! I will keep me and mine safe and warm, and they will purr and nicker all day long. Let's do that with one another. Teach this lesson, and take the foot of the pedal for a minute. Smile your way through the fear and be loved and safe here.

Choose health, please learn to thrive!

I see those here daily who choose health. They want to feel good. They want energy and fitness to be a natural part of their reality. They want to learn new ways to get that way and stay that way too. I teach all that I know, then I add in others who teach additional aspects of healing and health as a part of their long term solution. I know that when we are kids we learn what our parents do. I have seen that over and over and tried to break that spell. You will repeat what does not get healed. It is called the buck stops with you opportunity. It is DNA telegraphing. It is energetic and determines directions. So, if you like how it turned out with your grandparents and parents, then carry on with a big smile. If you saw them suffer, or suffered because of them, it is time to stand up, take a deep breath and say NO now. Whether it is healed gets it's chance to heal with you! Grow up, and grow a pair, the courage it takes to withdraw from abuse, disease, loss and the damage it does to your kids and their kids and all kids, needs brave warriors now. Eat right, real food, laugh at your mistakes, stay sober enough to be accountable, go to bed and get some sleep, admit when it didn't work or fit, and also reject the things done to you that hurt you long ago. School, church, medicine, bullies in their own way, were not for everyone. Let them go. It is the way to get back all we have lost, choose health in body, mind and spirit. Speak life affirming words of encouragement and forgive all other words as simply too limiting. I will not be limited, and I want you free from limits that thoughts, words and deeds can put on you. Use your mercy and grace to relieve the burdens you carry, with forgiveness, not forgetness. Then we can work on the planet, her health needs our attention too. Water is life, you are water, pay attention and you too will begin to thrive here.

Hawk's Ridge Ranch and Tula

How do YOU celebrate?

A season with a reason to celebrate at the end of the year. It is worthy simply of gratitude for another year on Earth. It does not matter who, where or how you express that. Only that YOU DO express that out loud and in front of everyone! Even if it was a year of loss or pain, you still remain, and that deserves a grateful heart. I have seen and housed sick, poor, angry and lost humans in this practice of the healing arts at Hawk's Ridge Ranch. My horses have held the energy of children who were left out, left behind, and in left field, alone again. My ranch has sheltered the addicted, to meth, alcohol, trauma, abuse of all kinds and those who fell down that rabbit hole. I have also seen them raise their eyes to the sky and the light of our rainbows and pull themselves out of those deep dark holes. That is a reason to celebrate, to be grateful and to help someone else who is where you were. I was sick back in the 80's. Miserable, medicated and nearly hopeless. Then I found Naturopathy and healers who knew how to teach me how to recover. I did that, it took a year, but I did it! The Medical Doctor who lost me as a patient, was disappointed and told me so. That made me mad and inspired me to be a Naturopath. I celebrate that every day, and after many years many of my clients celebrate that too. Although 2016 was quite a ride, I again will celebrate for the 59th time. I will tell the Universe and our Creator, that I will stay for another year. For that chance to do better, I am grateful. Namaste' and Happy Holidays! Here we are, again, let's raise the bar, and be here for our planet and one another.

Seen in the light

My college friend said he saw me in the light. The light of the fire, under the light of the moon, and he remembered me. He never forgot that and it followed him through his life. Forty years later, he told me that same story again, he had seen me in the light and knew he was to know me. Lots of us are seen that way. In the light of a life remembered to be in the light only. I love the light, I love the Creator whose SON/SUN shines it's light on us daily to remind us to look up. It causes us a view of things hidden in the dark. Beneath, behind, below one another is over now. All of us now are standing side by side, hand in hand. Now we shall face our future here. And of course, fully in the light in shall we now proceed. Happy day after the darkest day of the year, it is time to move into the light again.

Day one, year 60 what to do, what to do.....

I do not remember that I agreed to this life lasting this long or not. I remember that I was a kid and have been all along. Now all of a sudden out of nowhere, it appears I am a grown woman. Someone embarking on her 60th year of living on earth, in yet another lifetime of human existence !! I KNOW I DECIDED to show up and THIS WAS TO BE MINE, YET wanting to be a grand lady was never my priority in this lifetime. So as I step into the role, new to me, I will endeavor to savor every moment. As I kid, long ago, I was in a hurry to grow up, then I grew up and was not in a hurry any longer. It seems that lasted for a good long while. I got to play every day, outside with the weather and the animals and lots of kids. I love that. I will still do that, yet I see now that other things are being added to the mix. It appears I may be answering questions now too. Yesterday, Gus, a young man I have known since before he was born, asks if I was a hippie long ago. I smiled and said, if I were old enough then, I believe I would have been. In a community, in the garden, in the sunshine, in the music, yes, I think I would have. Now that I am old enough, maybe I will be one now!! How's that for an idea on the first day of my 60th year?! Sounds like another segment of life and laughter and love is showing up for this next leg of earth life. Thanks Gus, I don't know if I would have thought of that one on my own, but it sounds like fun! And I am all about that! Happy first day of the 60th year, looks like fine sailing ahead, and where are my beads and my headband?

Looking to the judge

Yesterday I spoke to the judge. I do that. I was going to be in law but medicine needed me more. I love words, language really, and using them to their highest degree here is what our laws are made of. Knowing that some are not supportive to normal people is coming to light. Many people are raising their eyes and now their voices, questioning the whole system and asking for clarity and a rewrite. I read those law books, and then speak or write when I need to. We all need to reconsider this now. There is so much to be seen, and cleaned up, starting with the LAW and our use of our words, written and spoken. I always said I would write a book for this subject, and one for insurance, and one for banking and another for health. I guess I better get to it! Judges are here now, in many capacities. Landing on this world, looking for justice to be done here. Judge yourself first, and then ask for opinions that support a healthy happy healing process, for you and me too. Time is up, all is being revealed and judging what we had let happen, well ......

Dr. Su's blog

I was asked to share my thoughts on this computer. I have. I know many who also share theirs. I know now, that good news is really the only news we need now. I have seen so much magic, so many miracles, in my practice that offering the hope they bring has been a gift for me and from me to you. In this season of gifting, let yours be the greatest you have ever offered. It is a time of giving, of loving, of thinking of another first. I know that you have an idea on that. Get a shelter pet, see an old folk, bring some warmth to a neighbor. Listen instead of talk. Be last in line instead of first. Make sure everyone has what they need. Timing is everything, and it is time for peace now. Food, water, light and warmth are what humans need. And a friend! Be that, it is the greatest gift ever.

What is YOUR great idea?

I am looking for great ideas now. New ways of being here, in a healthy, happy, productive way. It is time that the complaints are silenced, and the solutions are front and center and openly discussed with joyful thoughts and words. I have worked in the field of healing by sharing nature with those who forgot how cool of an idea it is. It works, it always has. It supports us in every way. Nourishing not only our bodies, but our spirits. The beauty, the grace and the divine design all for our pleasure and our sustainability. Today, think up some great ideas. We are ready to receive them and put them to the test. I know you have many, and we are here to help. Thank you for reading my blog, and supporting our future. It just got a lot brighter, happy holidays, happy birthday to me and happy solstice party! See you this afternoon!

beaches

I love them, I live there, I have always worked there too. Life guard, swimming teacher, and naturopathic doctor, were all beach jobs. Beaches in dreams are where consciousness meets super -consciousness. I know that seeing this life from the beach offered two angles, it worked to my benefit and was my contract with Creator. Being elevated to new digs means that the foot in two worlds way of living is complete for me. I get to move to the penthouse now. I saw from there so much of what needs to change here. The waste, the debris, the mess we have to clean up will be my new focus in a big way. So from here forward that is where I will be, cleaning up around here. Our Earth deserves it, so do you and I. Eden was the plan and I will do everything I can to restore that idea of healthy, happy and green again. See you in the garden.

ZZZZZZ dreaming under the full moon

It is an awake time, a time of enlightenment. Especially here in December when days are short and light is abbreviated. That night when the moon light is so bright reflecting off the snow that you can see forever. In the dreams of that night much of the inner working parts of YOU are revealed. Find a dream book and look at what you did and saw there. Who came, what did they say? It is revelation personal and specific to the dreamer. I dream so loud sometimes I speak in my real voice out loud. It comes to me in such strong vibrations that I actually broadcast it. This is a special time of year, a quiet healing comes with a hibernation from the summer sun. Let that dream time change you, upgrade you, cause you to feel forgiven, remembered and yes, no matter what, loved. We are LIGHT BE-ing human, and sometimes it is hard to remember that. But then the full moon comes and reminds us of who we are really and we can dream again of a better world here with us all together in that light. Sweet dreams!

inner to outer, just getting warmed up

As a little girl my mother could see my inner being, as most mothers can. She was critical of it and chose to make it unacceptable. I believe it reminded her of HER and the inability to express her true gifts as a young woman. She somehow knew it to be just to difficult. She had a NEED to help, especially children. It took her away from her real world, the North Dakota child she was, and her father would not support that dream. She was to marry and have a family. That's what PEOPLE do here. Not dream of travel and college. She was a woman and that was her job. Her gift was not to BE in the beginning. It was not to BE until years later that she realized that dream. Only after her own children grew up and her father's wishes had been honored could she let her inner self out. Then came her education, her college degree and her happy time. She became a minister. She traveled the world, dressed as a clown ministering to kids, painting their faces and telling them they were loved. That was her inner warmth. I did not get to see it much, but my girls did. So did the other children she shared her warmth with. It is never too late to let your inner light BE. It needs to be now, as the world moves into a new place, the healers, the lovers of the planet, those who carry deep within a light, an idea, a willingness to be of service NOW. There is NO time like the PRESENT, the season is upon us, you are a gift, share yourself with those who see your inner light.

We are WHO we are, because of LIGHT

WHO we are, is the light of the Universe. It is the shining. It is the energy in motion of love and breath in form, human form. That is us. I see it daily in the auras I see, and I am enchanted. I am willing to see them, therefore I can and do. I make a career of it, and sometimes a hobby of it too. I love the lights that come on in the scope of an offering of love. I do that on purpose. I also shut the lights off, when they are blaring in my face, or my ears, or my reality. If they are too bright for sight, I say stop. I have to, or it will push others off the edge. I see when light is light and when too much adrenaline makes too much electricity and is going to blow someone up. It is how we roll. Use that light of WHO you are to see your way, and shine it my way if I ask you to. Be the master of your own light. If you are not in control of your light, you may lose it. One spark can start a fire, and it is your job to make sure it is warm and inviting. Not too hot or wild or wasted. It is the measure of who you are and your responsibility. Lights are us! Now and forever to burn brightly with love and peace.

what are you afraid of?

It is that thing which drives some people, their fears instead of their passions. I see it in health all the time, they get a diagnosis and that is the word they utter over and over. They tell everyone. It is also the way they perpetuate the situation. If you say you are focused on something out of balance and do not want that outcome, then it is key to sit quietly and focus on something different. Your outcome is yours. You speak it into your field. I know that people are growing when they are squawking about something. It is how some share their needs. I prefer for them to say I am out of my element here and I need some support by someone with more experience please. Please be faithful that you are capable. YOU ARE. Focus on a positive outcome, and you will receive one. Let the rest of us rest please. It is all going to be fine. It truly is.

the unexpected departure

It happens, someone gets up and goes without warning. I had it happen with my daddy when I was 2. He died. As I grew into my knowing, I realized it was certainly not unexpected, just too soon for me. He knew when to come and when to go. I just resisted his timing. In resisting, I felt lonely, left behind really. I believe in the bigger reality of us. I believe that I, as a never ending story, dictate my own movements. I know that when I am gone, I shall remain for a very long time in the hearts of those who knew me. Then if I decide to, I can return here. It is the greatest lesson in being present. Not to waste one moment. I saw someone wasted the other day and thought of that reality as an empty time, not producing fruit. It is imperative in living gracefully that we live awake, alive and present. Period. Then even the unexpected is not so unexpected. All things working together, understood step by step as we go, loving ourselves and each moment, knowing the next one may be very very different.

Indians and soldiers, forgiveness for everyone asked for and granted

The wars we are about to say goodbye to forever are being forgiven. Not forgotten, forgiven. Mercy is being asked for and received. The few who made it to Standing Rock stood up for the many who wanted to go but could not and asked. The veterans who went to support the natives in protecting their water came together in a ceremony of healing. They asked for forgiveness for the wars here in America. They need to know that the future is free from anger, loss and blame. We all need to know our future depends on that. Looking back, letting go and moving into the light has to happen now quickly. It is the only way to heal our planet. Working together here, side by side, smiling and yes, remembering without pain, the key. Find someone and say you forgive them and ask them to forgive you too. We are all in need of love and that is what will fill in those holes! Thank you Creator for the Standing Rock energy that is opening the doorway to our future here, we are forgiven and moving forward now.

How and why YOU DO YOU...

is what counts here, that is the way we see you. We are here to see one another now. Hiding, separate, ashamed or afraid no longer, as we awaken and do us doing us. Music, farming, wellness, builders, cooks, shoe makers, snowboarders, and the list in goes on forever. That is some of WHAT we do. How we share our gifts and our process is one key. Then, why we choose to deliver it that way, another key. I can do the same job as someone else, yet get a completely different result. Frequency, or what I call bandwidth counts. Delivering my gift to a variety of receivers, like a radio station with great strength as opposed to a weaker energy only getting to the few. I like how and why I do Su/Sioux. Do you like how YOU DO YOU??? Yesterday Monica and Andre took us snowboarding and skiing at Vail. They both work here and perform well. They showed us a route that we could enjoy, a mountain they know well. They shared a wonderful and kind and generous day with three women thirty years their senior. Now that is what I am talking about. How and why they did that, magical! The three aunties were enchanted and had a great day on the mountain. Thanks kids, we love you doing what YOU DO so beautifully!!Namaste' Monica and Andre, you rock.

where from here - Standing Rock and the future

It took a very long time to come together in the advent of so much loss over long years of isolation. Those days of separation need to be over now once and for all time. The Standing Rock Water Protectors have a new lease. A new lease on life lived in peace for a higher good for our Mother Earth and one another too. It is just the beginning and I am delighted. It is amazing when we realize that miracles can happen and that prayer really does work and people, no matter what race or age, or sex or experience, all have great value and as a team are unbeatable and truly wonderful. Together we stand and united we shall remain, this world is counting on it and so am I. Thank you Water Protectors! You are loved.

10 days - sing it!

Sioux Z went to North Dakota to be with the water protectors from her Navajo home in Arizona. She said, my family said, see you in 10 days. It has been 10 weeks since that good bye. They talk everyday, they say MOM do this thing! We are so proud, and we are so there, in spirit and with our love and support. Then she was seriously injured by DAPL security hitting here with a tear gas canister, point blank, exploding it at her head and her eye was damaged. So she came to the ranch, Hawk's Ridge Ranch here in Hudson, Wisconsin. We do recovery work here. We talked about it, then we sang, and then we sang some more. We sang until the healing began. It is time! 10 days, 10 weeks, 10 months, or even 10 years to sing, to heal, to get together and support one another and the planet. Sometimes that is all it takes, a song. Sing everyone, sing loud. The earth is listening, so are the angels, the aliens and the ancestors. Sing out loud now, our future here depends on it!!

Bored? Come on over

Over the past few years the world has been awakening. I am glad for that. It was a dopey, groggy, slow to respond and a lonely place to be. Now there is some life happening. A bored child is a child in trouble. It has always been that way. I knew kids as a kid who went home to NO ONE. They were bored. No one to tell anything to, good or bad, scarey or exciting. I knew them, and now they are dead, some while we were still kids. I believe they died from boredom that caused them to choose other things. I would see them disappear energetically and soon after, they were truly gone. I knew they felt neglected and unworthy. I would talk to them on the phone just to keep them company. I was not bored, I had a pony, a pup, a river with a beach and a bike. I had friends who loved to play outside and I played with them a lot. I loved to bake and so I baked. I loved to be tan and fit, and so I was. I loved to talk and there were those who I could talk to. I still do. If you are bored so are your kids, find a friend furry or human and let them talk, this life of technology is fun but boring really boring. Humans are designed for sunshine, grass, snow, water, and fresh air, lots of fresh air. I know this is a recipe for success, that why I share horses with people. They are NOT boring. Join us and all of our horses, for a solstice celebration and drumming on the 12-18 at the ranch. It will be a fun afternoon and we need to see your smiling face this year. This is the time to get a plan, a life, a pet or just a good friend, a time to be on the Earth as a human being human. I know you will love it! It is never boring.

On the wings of the Eagle

We use the eagle's feather for a lot of things. Head dresses, fans, flags, emblems and prayers. It is the way of the light, bright white and very revealing from high above. A raptor with great vision and incredible strength here on earth for her children's support. Some call the USA the eagle, when recently the USA was far lower to the ground, more like a rodent than a bird. The gift we were given 248 years ago of the eagle energy with was not used properly or for the good of the people. Some took it as their own, when it is really for us all. It was used to bully our own people. In lots of forms, it took power from those who could of used it in peace time, and gave it to others less peaceful and used in a bad way. An eagle feather can be used by an indigenous person for the power of prayer, it has not been available to any one else. Isn't that interesting? If a non-native person got caught with one feather they would be fined and it would be taken away. Powerful energy from one feather can change things. Those eagle people know who they are, and they are stepping into authority now. Standing Rock has many eagle people, as do others across the land, using this gift now to call in the Highest Light and it's authority. Today, stand outside and call to the eagle. On the wings go the prayers of the people to their highest place, and there cometh our help! It is time to use our gifts to their fullest potential, and the eagle is one such gift. Megwitch.