Appointments with Dr. Su

Thehawc.com has all the connections for me. You can order product on my Apex Energetics store, set up an appointment, sign up for classes and yes, read this blog. You can follow my visions, past and present. You can have an appointment with me, just for your turn to talk. I love to be of service, and this part of my practice was reserved for those on the back of one of my horses. It is now also available in my office, the cost for an hour of my service, is $200. And that is about the amount of time we all need when we are sharing and caring, and making a plan for a better tomorrow. I love you all, and I am glad to be able to open the doors for this. Classes will be held monthly on a Saturday starting in 2020. First date to reserve your space is Jan. 25 for a cooking and eating and learning about our food class. It is $99 per person and space is limited. Professional Chef Alyssa will share her gift and her passion for food. AND then we will eat, drink and be merry. Have a wonderful holiday and I will see you at the ranch or in the clinic soon. Namaste' Dr.Su

Have a wonderful thanksgiving.

S NOW

That is my version of snow. IT'S now! Get your boots, and your skis, and GO GO GO> Across or down, the puzzle of winter is easy to work. I like both ways. Cross country and down hill. It can come in the dark of those long nights, it can pile up against the door, and yet, SNOW is what I love at this time of the year, almost as much as my Birthday month which always comes in a snowflake. Enjoy the crystalline energy, you are a snowflake, beautiful and white. This is the magic of the season. See you on the hills.

No such thing as good bye

See you on another sunny day, somewhere, soon. That is what I learned to see as a child. I have been involved with Earth and her children for a long time. They get scared when goodbye is offered. They feel terminated, abandoned, and unloved in some way. They cry, squawk, hit and resist, and sometimes they pee. That is temporary. It is something to outgrow. It clears a path to the new day, the next things. As I said good bye, see you soon, to my Stepfather, Irvin Kalland, yesterday, I knew that to be true once again. As I say good bye to others in this lifetime, it is the same. We are infinite and eternal, filled with potential. Our light within guides us</b> on to where next, is the best place to be. I am guided, guarded and gifted, every single day of this lifetime with that simple truth. So to the man who took care of my mother, see you on another sunny day!! NAMASTE'

Queen for a day

My mother won that honor in 1960. I saw her on TV that afternoon from my grandparents house in North Dakota. She had gone to California after the death of my dad in 1959, and that was the first time I saw her in quite a long while. Under the weight of the robe and crown she crumbled to the ground, small and weak and defeated. Left with three small children, she was in despair and told me later in my life, that she saw no future for herself. It took a toll. Yet those prizes came to us, before she returned. Mixer, washer, dryer, juicer, and also a college scholarship. That was her wish, to go on to school and do something important with her life. Raising our families has not be a worthy priority in the past few decades. Women were struggling under the weight of the responsibility of not being that queen. When my daughter Jessie was born, the queen in me was also born. I stayed home with her, and knew that was royal treatment for me and my child. I also knew the limits of leaving myself last, and working on the outside instead of the inside would have wiped me out. It was a challenge, my friends and partner did not understand my position. And I fought for that right from then on. I was told my life was a parade, a never ending party, because I did not leave the house to work. That was true, it was. I was in my element as queen, not for the day, for the lifetime of my girls. To be a queen alone is fine, to be a queen for a family, a neighborhood, a health practice is a great honor. I honor tomorrow, all the QUEEN FOR A DAY LADIES coming the clinic for a class worthy of women! Thanks for knowing you are royalty! We need you proud, and supported in your journey and your reign as women of this world. QUEENS!

The spirit of the child

It shows up here in a huff and a puff, as a mother pushes it into 3-d. From a seed to a being, fresh and ready to live it's existence among other seeds here. All different, all worthy of love and attention and honor and respect. Some are here to smile, some are here to sing, some are here to push the limits of those they encounter and others here for a myriad of other reasons too numerous to list. In the offering of a seed sprouting and then ripening, some humans miss the whole process and it's amazing metamorphosis while they see only their reality and use it to judge another. I see light, I see energy, I see colors swirling around and watch and process that scene/seen. Then, eventually I see the thin line of grey smoke form and I know the light is leaving, the breath is shallow, and the withdrawal soon to be complete. I saw my father do that, I saw Rick do that too. Although it is final, it is a wonderful exit leading to a new dimension. Many years ago, my friend Fred withdrew. On the way out he said, Baby write down what I tell you about the process of death. I DID. He then said, read this at my memorial service, I DID. During the delivery of the message of transition, an eagle came and flew above my head. Then in the wink of a breath, a huff and a puff, another eagle came together they disappeared into the light above. We all smiled as the spirit of that child, now 70 years later, flew to it's next adventure. Watch while they are here, for in the wink of an eye, they shall fly. To all who have gone on before me, I will see on another sunny day, have fun until I get there. In the meantime, I will enjoy all who remain, they are worthy and I love this world.

LIfe after life, Death becomes us all soon enough, please live now.

Humans are alive, just like the Universe is alive. We forget that sometimes, and live like zombies. I see that blank look, that trudging walk, that lifeless smile, in the faces of those who live without hope, or light. Some feel sentenced in this life, to a life of loss and separation. I felt that in the beginning of my life, the loss of my dad, Wally Anderson, and the loss of all that he represented, and how it created a lifelessness in my family. I see suicide in the eyes of those who see things out of the line of light and life. Living a life of pain and feeling punished is no life at all. There is life after life, infinite and eternal, and it starts where ever you start. That spark within is all you need. Is your world full of life, mine has pups, ponies, kitties, friends, and lots of lively things to care for and about. The grass and her insects, the sun and it's warmth, create life all over this place. I see the energy, and speak to it and of it, and yes, FOR IT even. Our Earth loves our life, she is our Mother-ship. No judgement, just joy. I am the gambler, who see life in the cards. I call to it, and it smiles and brings it's friends around. Life is risky, it will terminate when the cocoon has serviced the soul long enough. Wings are then ready to dry and fly! To the Step-father, Irvin Kalland, that helped my mother and her way of life, congratulations, you are free! Fly to sky and to those you knew long ago, and we will see you again on another sunny day. Thank you for your life here. Namaste'

Kids....

I like kids. Kids like us here. The ranch appeals to the kid in every human on some level. The sun up and sun down way it sits, animals, plants, insects are at home here. Even weeds have their own area. Milkweeds are everywhere, so are the Monarchs that need them. It is a living breathing place with it's own soul, the soul of a happy healthy KID. It houses healing, happiness, and me. It offers classes, and projects that the kid in everyone need. Our class on Saturday is for the kid in the women signed up. If will be fun and full of energy, it will inspire the kid within to attract the kids around the neighborhood to share the magic. You are magic, and deserve to have your top hat and wand. The show is YOURS, and I am a good kid watcher, when you do you being you, with the energy of a kid, I see it. Then I know the kid in me, did her best work for the kid in you. See you Saturday.

How does this feel?

Unless you know through personal experience, you are not to answer. Only those with the memory in tact fully need reply. Abortion, addiction, obesity, poverty, abuse, loss, rage, depression, anxiety, and the list goes on and on. There is nothing on the outside that will cure the inside without the memory of hope, love and the faith that YOU are enough, will heal it. In your knowing/noing, you become your own medicine. I know/NO those fears. I was that child, shamed for my way of being me. Yelled at and hit until I was black, for being free and honest. My mother called me the PIED PIPER. I SAID ok. She said, no way! Her aura would go black and she became the judge and jury. Funny though, I could lead you in a song, on a horseback ride, on a canoe trip and in a yoga class, and yet those were unacceptable by her INNER GODs of JUDGEMENT. She said to anyone who listen that I was in need of redemption, for on the road to hell I was born and never got off in her world. How does this feel? All good, because of her and that life, I became ME with my life. My family and friends and job all speak to healing and happiness. My daughters show it daily in their work and their play. My animals love the humans who come here for their unconditional touch~ We will teach the women on Saturday Nov. 23, 2019. Thehawc.com has the sign up sheet. It is time now take our authority and our abilities, and take care of that which needs us now. Feels right doesn't it!?!

Hawk's Ridge Ranch in Hudson Wisconsin, who belongs here?

In the dawn of 20 years here, I remember. I remember why I bought a corn field and some horses. I remember why I build a little clinic and a large arena. I remember why after 8 years, I decided to build a log house and move here for good. It was for the children. I love kids, I believe in their stories and their glories and the RIGHTS and yes, their lefts too. I have worked with human's who have special needs, health problems, been in prison, addicted, abused sexually, emotionally, physically and spiritually, poverty and inner city dwellers. I have seen miracles here in the lives of so many. Health, happiness and horses became my banner. I still carry it high and proud. My oldest daughter Jessie Syfko Ruof will be a mom soon. Her birthday is tomorrow, and I remember. It was children, mine and those of others too, that I came here for, to help, to support, to teach, and most importantly to believe. To remember fun, freedom, laughter and light. Acceptance and unconditional love were all I had to offer at first. The child in me and the child in all of us deserve our ranch~ Happy Birthday Jessie Su! Because of you, I am Dr. Su.

Matters everything matters

A book I love - Behaving as if the GOD in all things matters - Michelle Small Wright, changed me forever a long long time ago. I knew I mattered, I knew you mattered too. As a child it was in the eyes of strangers that I knew I mattered most. They saw me, spoke to me in a way my family could not. They had the same telegraphing energy as animals and water did. I could see it, feel it, and I LOVED it. I mattered to a larger vision of family, an earth family of color, creed, and different design. I could see a particle of light in a cold dark corner and I was drawn to it. I would tenderly try to add in my light, my laugh, my song, but sometimes it did not take. Other times, it was all the spark that mattered! YOU MATTER! I MATTER! All matter in the eyes/I's of Creator.

The tiny fairy of Hawk's Ridge Ranch matters, and she shines in the light of being loved and seen/scene here.

what happens when pride goes away??

PRIDE - defined as being conscious of one's own dignity. When the pride dies, the family breaks apart, they go off and try to find their own way back to it. I spoke to the social security guy yesterday, and he said marriage of more than 10 years had value and was something to be proud of. I said 21 years was the limit, then I needed to establish my pride all over again. I had changed jobs along the way, and the person I married took no pride in my work as a Naturopathic Physician. I thought I could live in two worlds, naturopathy and that other one, at the same time but it took away my pride. I would go to work and feel great about what I did, then I would come home and be told not to talk about it...there or anywhere that he was present. Same thing about my piano playing, I would be told to wait till he was out of the house before I could play. I stopped being proud of my music for awhile. In the history of my Father's family, the Dakota/Blackfeet relatives lost their pride too. Then the families fell apart. I never got to know them, because the false pride of my mother made her stop letting them see us. No photographs were ever displayed, and we knew nothing of our father and his pride, his family or his heritage. I learned alot about pride from the very start of my life. It is why I do what I do the way I do it. I am proud, loud, and willing to be proud of those I care about and everyone else too, until they show me that I should not. Then I do the best I can. Today get up, dress up and show up PROUD to be YOU! Don't worry about the rest of us, you are enough. Thanks for giving me a job, a family, and a place on Mother Earth that I am SO PROUD of, God is WORTHY AND SO ARE ALL OF US, proud to be here and heard. Dr. SU/Sioux

Resonance?

You and I deserve this feeling. One that vibrates healing, balance and smiling. One that offers deep sleep. Our world has a song, listen to it. You can find it in Nature or online. It is the Schumann resonance. I played snowflakes on the piano the other day, Mother Gaia can play snowflakes all day long if she chooses. You deserve resonance, warmth and light, and balance. All part of the MAGIC of Earth. You are her child, resonate to that!

Saying good bye, when it is see you later instead

I am infinite and eternal. So are you. When my Mother died, I said I will see you again. She knew what I meant, and asked it she could come with me to where I was headed. I said sure, my Stepfather said NO! It was a definite NO, and that was our final goodbye. In the door way of the house I grew up in, I shook her hand as he reached out to block me from her, and I was dismissed. But not eternally. She died shortly after that day. I know how fear rules realities here. The fear of good-bye caused separation and an exclusivity that I do not support. All creatures great and small, being created by the Supreme Source of ALL that is, make us infinite and eternal, and all will get a chance to continue on.See you again on another SON/SUN day we say, and it will be true.

class for the worthiest of women

It is a lesson for us all. To take the reins/rains of our health and the knowledge needed to keep it up and running. I learned in the 80's that if not ME? WHO then?? Turns out it had to be me, and I am so glad. I learn something new and worth sharing every day. So I am doing that very thing. Nov 23, 10-3 at Hawk's Ridge Ranch, Hudson WI. Thehawc.com has the sign up sheet and there a couple of spots left. A great lunch is part of the day, $99 per person gets you so much! See you soon, Dr. Su

truth or consequences

It will be one or the other now. Hidden was the past by a cloak dense and dark. Weaved into a beautiful fabric that kept the attention of those looking. Blocking the whole/hole to the truth. I see through. I am Sagittarius - Sun and Moon. Big in a view of what is out there. Multi faceted eyes, like the insects we swat. Seeing and processing without judgement. I am here for that as a SEER. You are here for all the other cool stuff. Together we will make it our lives work to move toward health, happiness and for me, horses. For YOU?? YOU DECIDE. Truth or the consequences of letting someone else tell you what to do, say, eat or believe. CHOICES are every where, enjoy. It is up to YOU!

A breath of FRESH AIR...

Is that how people perceive you? Are you a breath of fresh air? It is a great way to see how and who kjndles and lights up your fire. In the air element, fires are fanned. In the air element, we humans look and feel better when our air is clean and clear and fresh. If yours is not, go somewhere else. Find a new place, or friend, or mission. One that lights you up, shows you the way, and warms your heart too. Fresh AIR for us all now. We deserve it.