Looking in the mirror

 As we move through the healing of the human here/hear, we are encouraged to share the bigger picture of the D N A . Not/knot to the naked EYE/I has it been before now. TWO/too little spirals dangling there/their/they're. Truth is there were 12 strands. As we disconnected from Source we snipped a few along the way.  Cutting the lines. The loss was colossal, the test had begun. Could we re-member the other spirals and reconnect to the larger energy source that is OURS to know/no?  In the next series here/hear we will explore reconnection and the MIRROR you are using currently.  Time to clear some things up.  I will use the resources of our Health, Happiness and Horses Healing Center and the manual I was taught decades ago. Weekend retreats will be offered monthly. Let's together with light and love and laughter, find the DNA you seek to add back in to this lifetime. I brought my 12 strands into service and they have reminded me of many things I needed here. My mirror in the year 2000 became my horses, and for 26 years they have shown me - ME...and YOU too. Just come and ride. Balanced, powerful, raised up and moving at full speed with full power. Leaving behind all that serves me no longer, Knowing first, it must be kind, second, it must necessary, third, it must be true AND fourth, it must be in my highest good and the good of all mankind. See you in the barn. Thehawc.com will have the schedule and  is where we can communicate. Looking to the future with full power plugged in and ready to be part of the solution. Hawk's Ridge Ranch in Hudson, WI, is commonly found under a RAINBOW!

SHADOW AND grace

 Both exist within the human framework. It is the one that you love the best that you embody. Shadow is sneaky energy. The trickster. The fool. Moving through your reality with a real force, and yet disappearing just as easily. I love the seeing. Grace is an eternal gift. Flowing into the energy of anything open to it. Ananchel is the Angel of Grace. We call her ANNIE. She has been in my sphere of awareness since I was 11. I was at the age that knowing she was real and available was critical to my life unfolding. I rely on her ALOT. Ask Annie is heard/herd here/hear daily. How do you roll, shadow or grace? Being seen/scene is happening now. The good, the broken and the wrong is being levered out of the dark shadows and shown to the beings it effects. When a parent is a shadow it creates trauma for the littles and the pets. Drunk, high, late, angry, mean or even worse, abusive or absent, will delay the love light connection a child needs to be healthy and safe, intelligent and WHOLE. Strangers are shadows. Dementia is shadow. A reality known only in the darkness of the shadows. It takes time to know and to trust another being, kids and critters are fully aware of the process and rely on the adults to offer it. Dumping an animal or a child causes their stress level to accelerate and they must search elsewhere for it. I adopted a kitty yesterday, she knew/new home here would be safe, warm, loving and a good place to be.  We need now to decide which parts of our life deserve grace, so you can bid the shadows farewell. Full disclosure is next. Let the sunshine in! See in the barn.

never if, only when

 All things great or small have a when. The questions answer with the when. It's focus is the distraction from the NOW. Are you in the know, now? How do you make the MOMENT the WHEN NOW? As a child I was very impatient with the NOT NOW! A snack? NOT NOW. A story. NOT NOW. An Adventure, NOT NOW. Seemed as though the world was NOT NOW, but to a child their/there is only .....NOW! ALL that is is.... NOW! The second coming is a focus of religion, although the connection and the story of love came long ago and has been alive all along.  WHICH ever story you choose. Scaring the when into the if.  Causing the cortisol and adrenaline to feed the frenzy of a moment that could be a miracle or pure magic. IF you were safe, or believe what I believe, is following the SYSTEM of if not when. I gave up the if's awhile back. I focused on the NOW is WHEN  we show up and we do our best. AND receive our best too. IF  must be set aside, and Divine Design SCENE/SEEN NOW! INTO the mystic we go. WHEN you wake up, start the day by entering your sphere of light and then close the seal  surrounding you with strength and intention. Once safely  inside your auric bubble begin the day. KNOW now that the energy within is YOURS ONLY. Receive by choice of intention of the NOW, all that you can handle, the rest will find it's rightful owner.  Yesterday a cat came, we just lost one and I felt it hard. Then I told the one who left I was sad. His name was Saturn and he spoke clearly to my heart. I did what I came to do, and now will come the next one quickly and bring you great love. SHE is here now and her name is OPAL, the energy of BALANCE AND INTENTION. Thanks for the when being the NOW! Do something NOW! You are hear/here - do it NOW! I will be at the YMCA today and then the barn!

RE - DO

 Given a chance to create an unlimited re-do of you, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Clear your karmic build up from life times of loss? The Law of Attraction keeps you in the Karmic Wheel. Forgive and let go is the key. Where you feel unable, extend the MERCY CLAUSE. That is how many can move forward without any delay. Humans who hurt the innocents here get mercy from me. I do not feel compelled to re-embrace them, yet for my sake I must LET GO! If I do not I will meet the same challenge again and again. The same people's junk shows up in my world.  On an NDE long ago I was chatting with Jeshua. He said the work I produced here was worthy and gave me the thumbs up to keep going. I said NO, I was cleared for take off and I wanted to go home. My children were grown and the world was in the hands of HEAVEN> He said NOT YET. Back I came, flying into my body like a drowning victim finally coming up for much needed air/error. Was there/their anything thing else to forgive??? Turns out their/there was. Keeping in the spirit of the re-do, the world is depending on each one of us to do our part with joy and love and hope and kindness. I do that best in the barn, see ya there! Where the WHEEL stops long enough to see yourself in the eyes/I's of a HORSE healing the broken humans that need a leg up. 

NOTHING is free

 All energy requires exchange energy. Energy does not disappear, just like the bell ringing carries on the wind or the butterfly wings flapping starting a hurricane. It carries on and on and on. Just as your words do, never forgotten once released. Carefully decide where/wear your energy is directed and with what will take it's place. I saw a lady fall to the ground yesterday. I sat down with her until the medics got there. I asked it she used drugs, and she said yes!  FREE ONES!! I suggested that she tell the caregivers at the urgent care for full disclosure. She said no, they were free and she would not let them go, they were making her thinner. She was 70, and not fat. I suggested they were a consideration in the FALL! Into the giant hole of nothingness she fell in to. FREE FALL!!! Damage done, worse to come if that free fall includes others, on the street, in the car, against the table corner. Assess your choices, NO-THING is without exchange. Period! Are we willing to lose because loss is what we want? WE CHOOSE> I choose life, light, laughter and yup, HORSES! See ya in the barn. 

Fear biter

 Animals and kids do that. When they rev their engines because of fear and insecurity, hunger or trauma,  sometimes they can bite you. The front teeth are hard wired to the kidneys and adrenal glands, it is to rip and tear that which does promote love and nourishment. They snap!!!! It is a child thing, or an adult response to abuse. I can handle the little kids bite, I know how to calm it and feed it something warm and supportive. Gather in the little explosions with confidence.  An animal or an adult poised to snap is a different story.  It is the reason for my Aikido lessons. GET out of the way, because I will help you to the GROUND if you persist with the negativity. Energy is the choice we make every day before our feet hit the ground. I choose love, light, laughter and to protect my auric field with a mantra or a song. Then we eat and drink and clean up and clean out. Ready for anything peaceful and fun. The day is ours to create, and we never miss a chance to smile, meet someone new and surprise someone with a laugh. YOU are deciding every single time you return from your dreams. Attract and receive the choice you choose, it is freewill and you will get what you give. See you in the barn.

Take charge

 As a little you look close up first, then further as you grow. With time your vision gets higher and wider. Some get to see from 6' 6 inches like my friend Billy. Others stay seated. The intuition adds in from the third eye/I in the center of the forehead. Becoming active and then balancing the other two eyes as you grow. My Grampa Anderson was blind for the 14 years I knew him, yet years of navigating his farms left him capable of safe movement. The intuitive radar becomes activated and you can feel the next safe step. I got up on a horse at the same time those in charge of me thought I should wear/where glasses. Primary school. My visions changed dramatically. Sharp and focused with glasses, high and wide and able to spin in any direction on the back of a horse changed everything. My intuition was needed earlier than average. I knew as a youngster how important this life on this blue planet was. I knew to take charge was paramount as there/their was trauma in my family to navigate safely. At age 15 I ventured off and went to the other side of my river. At age 20 I married, and at age 25 became a mother. At 33, I became a Naturopathic Physician. Now at age 68 it all makes sense/cents. Start with your intuition, ask your higher site/sight to balance your other I's/eyes. See the triangle on your fore/four head weld into one triangle symbol. Ask to see in visions, with sounds, and sight/sites of the GOOD and true here/hear. What you perceive and then believe, you shall receive. It is cosmic law. LIKE what you got???? If not/knot, change it if you need  different or better or more. I look for light and get up before dawn to see it. I look for laughter, so I hang out with funny folks, especially kids and critters, and I live where I love to live, so beauty and grace surround me. Intuitively I am taking charge of my own reality. YOU can too. I will be on my horse, looking around and adding scope to my intuitive self. See ya in the barn and today at the Dojo. It is Aikido lesson day. SEE???