From the distance......

I hear those words in my head over and over I have for a long time. I waited for the rest of the sentence and it  would form.  I am not the most patient gal on the planet and that waiting thing not my best ability. I expect to travel with a nose wiggle, I expect healing to be the minute someone decides to change their mind and their ways. I expect forgiveness to be the instant someone says they are truly sorry and would do anything to fix it, and not ever do  that  again.  So what is this thing, from the distance..... ? I did the best I could with what I had at the time and I waited.  We all need to look up now and see the horizon and the dawn because coming to us now finally is the reality we came for. I did not come for war, or drama, or abuse, or poverty, yet I found them here when I arrived. I came for peace, love, relationships, music, beauty,  nature, laughter and integration of ideas. The joy I feel in my heart everyday wants to be met with that same joy everywhere I look and in the eyes and words of those I spend my time with. That is what the distant future held for me for a long long time. Yet, I never stopped dreaming of it becoming my reality. I never stopped talking about it. I never stopped knowing it. Look up and see your dreams coming true now, unfolding right before your eyes! This is that time spoken of for what seemed like forever. We are HERE!

Starting over now

All of my life I have been linked to someplace or someone. Finally in 2013 I  spent the first summer ever learning to let go and be linked to just me. I believe that has been the case for many now. It is as if you awaken one day to find yourself alone with yourself! Looking around and seeing no one else is there, just you, with your thoughts, dreams and ideas. I needed to do some weeding in the garden of my life here. I had chosen really intense experiences in many arenas, and that needed to settle down, settle up and settle out. I had gone way out of my way over and over to make sure others had what they needed, leaving myself for last and then feeling sad that no one noticed. I would do my work happily, then take on someone else's too. Good lessons, good growth. My process of awakening is mine alone and I love it. I share it with those interested, I say what I see fearlessly and with the intention to be of service. That sometimes is embraced and sometimes rejected. I had to learn not to take the rejection personally and just let my truth sink in whenever it gets there with a no-attachment to the outcome position. WOW! I can't imagine how frustrated Jesus got with that attitude, love with no conditions. Angels are allowed to help only when asked, and they ask for nothing in return. I see them watching, guarding and waiting for their human to notice and eventually partner up with them. It is time now to start over again, fresh and new, with a vision of healing, happiness and horses first in my mind and then in my life, that is what has always been in my heart. Let's see what comes from that now! We are there, ready to start over! Let's get it right, say what you love, be who you really are on the inside and let the rest find their own self too  and this will be exactly what we dreamed of!

In my dreams

is my truth and my reality. A movie of upcoming and past events, and how I am going to navigate them. Sometimes I am fully conscious of them like last night. This one was epic. It left me grateful and filled with love. It made me cry and speak my truth. In the end of a long story like dream I came to a place where a group of people were fire walking as a test of their strength. The passageway they were in seemed to be the only way out, so in I went. They looked at me and said go for it, so I did. BUT I FLEW! Along the ceiling the whole route. When I got to end I landed again and someone took my temperature to make sure I was ok. I was fine!! He said wow and I said, yup I do that a lot, fly when I need too, when it gets too hot down here, I just fly right on through. It became a book in my dream, pictures and all. Remember I spoke of AngelHawkVisions, well the dream has now made it my reality. I look forward to sharing more and more with anyone interested, more then healing and seeing, maybe even in flying!!

I know

thank you for loving me.

Guarded, guided and golden -

My whole life. It is the truth and I am grateful for my story. I have shared my healing with many, who in their understanding of what I learned and did to get well, learned and got well themselves. I have seen it all, cancer, MS, depression, Lyme's and on and on. They stories associated with me and my work are awesome and often bring people to tears with their beauty. Outcomes of dreams, hopes and wishes. From now on, in my practice of an ANGEL- HUMAN, BEING a HUMAN being, I will document and log in all that I experience and see. I have known for decades that my gift as a story teller is my greatest ability. Now I have been shown how and why I can use it for my highest good and the highest good of all. Angelhawk Visions will be my new web page and forum. Pictures and stories will reveal all that needs to be revealed for the health and wellbeing of us all here. FUN HUH?? New job, nah, I have been tellin' stories forever, sharing visions and dreams with anyone who would listen. I just needed to wait a minute or 26 thousand years for the time to be right to share them with the whole world. Please enjoy, cuz this is gonna' be FUN, and FUN is my middle name along with FAITH, which is another story for later!!!!!!!!

I am always amazed

by the common use of chemicals in this world and in the human body by smart people. I see the look on the faces of those who read the Physician's desk reference on drugs when they are researching their own symptoms. They are incredulous and commonly disturbed or even upset. The truth is there for those who care. It is your only way to health and long life. You have no other advocate than you, everyone else is trying to sell you something. I am here to teach that you are all you need, you have the where with all and the ability to find out what, why and how to fix it, YOURSELF. I DID. I am a good teacher, and even better cheerleader, a way shower really. You will be amazed, as I am, at what you are capable of. If you use chemicals, buy the PDR for 2013, it is cheap and valuable all at the same time. Start by looking up you and your families chemical choices and then make your moves. It is designed that you should live free and clear and long and healthy, all on your own. Real whole organic food, water, air and sun mixed with love and laughter, the best recipe of all.

Wild Horses

I talk about horses, since they are such a great part of my life. In our world the gift of the horse is the gift of power. Sleek, strong and agile, beautiful too. Our wild horses are a part of the America's and they represent that which is powerful and free for humanity. Protecting our own freedom is protecting theirs. Each animal represents an aspect of humanity, each with their own specific gift for us to relate to. Who do you relate to, and how does that support your journey? All things work together for the highest good of all, nothing separate or left behind. Think today about that, what that looks like for us in our future. Sustaining humanity is truly about sustaining nature and all of her connections to us. Culling from the herd is a process of separation, have you been culled from your herd? If so is it time to create a herd of your own? I did.