wanna know how it ended?

Well ,here you go. It's all good and improving. Your letters of support and truth added so much energy to this ordeal, that all I can say is thank you, thank you, thank you.

I know that there will always be those who wish to stay angry, and feel the world needs to feel their pain. I'm sure we've felt that way before. But only for a short time, thank God. Others never let it go. Illness after illness, diagnosis after diagnosis, reasons to still be sick and wanting everyone out there to feel sorry for them and their choices. Unemployable, too much time on their hands, grandstanding are just a few of the results of this life. Blaming person after person for their yuck.

Lying, rearranging the truth and omitting the good stuff, for the purpose of inflicting their pain on another must stop now and yesterday it did. It all came out, the delusions of one very sad panda and her partner, who is even sadder. We are finished with them now. They have been exposed. They will make amends to all of you who have been hurt.

Enough said. It is complete and now we will move on.

Look for us, we'll be there, not sure how or what yet, but we'll keep you posted. I love you all, here's to choices in the light of a new day and another way! NAMASTE' Dr. Su

Remember?

How long does it take for us to remember that we are loved?

Sometimes we never remember, in a whole lifetime.


Well last night I read all the letters you all have sent on behalf of my work, and I remembered that I am Loved!!!

I know that each person has their own way, their own place here, but I lose sight of love when I feel stress. How about you? And this stressed me out cuz I wanted to help in every way I could. Sometimes people don't want help or truth, they want their own drama and attention. And some poor poor me thrown in.

It really is just ONE bad apple that spoils the whole bunch, and that is what this is, JUST ONE VERY BAD APPLE!!!

I listened to you telling me how much we helped with our thoughts and training and hopeful was of being, and then today I heard that my optimism and hopefulness, were their problems with me. Well, simply, I would not trade all of you and the great things you have accomplished for that pair of bad and very very sad apples.

So here's to triumph and recovery, let's see how the universe turns this one into a graceful, loving and very divine ending!! Thanks everyone, I love you all, Namaste' Dr. Su

CRYING?

WHY DO WE CRY?

IT IS THE RELEASE OF STORED FEAR AND STRESS AND PAIN, AND IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO CLEAR YOUR FIELD OF OLD ENERGY.

Everyone, and I mean everyone who comes to the my office cries the first time. I use more tissues in my work then I do remedies.

When we are full to the top, the brimming over of tears is your body's way of making space for something new to be brought in. I didn't cry for years, and it hurt not to.

You all know that I have been wrongly accused of hurting someone and that will end now, but in the meantime, there has been a lot of crying. This morning I read the newest letter of support and cried harder then I have yet. The beautiful expressions of gratitude and love and the willingness to defend my work brought forth from so many people, makes me cry! You all make me cry, from the joy of knowing that I belong and that I am loved and needed. We all need to know that.

We should tell each other today that we are loved and needed and even though we sometimes disagree, it's ok, no matter what. So to the woman, who has made my life a living hell and her lost husband, I forgive you. You both cry at your troubles but you should look inward for your answers and stop looking to blame someone else. YOU ARE THE ONLY ONES TO BLAME IN ANY OF YOUR CHOICES!!! Feeling alone and alienating people with your drama is your choice and it should make you and your children cry until you can take in the new energy of self love and responsibility this life has to offer. NOONE, at the beauty parlor, the YMCA, The store, Dick's Bar or at the police department, wants to hear your complaints anymore, it's your turn to do your own work now.

So in favor of crying and life brought forth anew, I thank you all, your love and letters and stories will help this in every way. I love Hudson Wis and all her people, I love natural health and all it's magic, I love that I grew up in such a loving community, but mostly I love you all!! Thank you and Namaste' Dr. Su

Surrounded by mirrors

The dynamics of energy are such that what happens happens. A storm makes a mess.
Knowing that you are the center of your own world and the dynamic of reality is simply yours and yours alone is a truth that if we take it to heart will change the world very quickly.

I attract the pain and injury I need to heal myself. There are no accidents. Everything we are and do and experience is a choice. Could be at a level that you are not conscious of just yet, but this is the planet of freewill still, and it rules all things here.

So, look around, what is going on in your world, are your children screwed up? Is your house a mess? Are you struggling with financial shorts or are you just lonely and angry? All of these are the mirrors of your existence. There is no fault or blame only choice.

If you are ready to improve your circumstances simply say this, I choose now to overlight my freewill with divine will, and I embrace divine design in all my world.
I take total responsibility for all of my choices and set myself free. Then select the mirrors carefully, if one is broken or distorted forgive yourself and move on to the next. Let go. Freedom and peace are the mirrors of love of all things. Give it a try! Namaste' Dr. Su

The joy of being innocent

The calculated choices we make to live our lives through the lives of other's is so interesting to me.
How do we hook up?
Why do we allow certain hook-ups and keep them connected?

Two very good questions.

The drama of the human experience is only perpetuated by DRAMA, where ever you can dig it up. It's always on TV, especially the news. It's in your family, in your office, in your relationship and so it goes. The ability to turn the other cheek and move ahead peacefully is the ability to stay innocent.

The Bible and the Hopi both say look to the children, for they shall lead you. It is their innocence that provides that leadership. Their honesty and willingness to forgive and forget. I have seen a lot drama just in the health issues that we whip up. Each one tells a tale. Yesterday we spoke of feeling trapped by our parent's fears. Me, in a pair of red sneakers I hated and didn't want in the first place.
So as a little girl I created some big drama by tipping the roto-tiller over onto my foot and wrecking my shoe and also my toe, scarred to this day. WILLING AND ABLE to create a drama that showed my feelings when no one seemed to be willing to pay attention to me. GOT MY WAY. The new tennis shoes I got were the one's I wanted in the first place. Now that was not so good for me, since it showed me that sometimes drama ruled.

I spent my life in that cycle of drama, and now I know through much experience that it's the honesty and the innocence that work better for me then the need to make a fuss. Learning to say no was one of the first new choices I had to remember, then the other stuff came easier. You are not here to please. You are here to grow in your own self love and the knowledge it brings. Remain honest and innocent. Your truth may not match other's, so what, agree to disagree. Turn the other cheek, but also remember to walk away before the next blow comes. It's good to be a kid again, play nice with each other, use your words and this adventure will improve daily in the light of being a child, innocent and free! Namaste'

Onward and upward!

Yup, you did it, two eclipses, lunar and solar. That's a lot of shifting. I hope it felt good and right and you know that all is well and improving. There was stuff to release and stuff to remember, that is where we are now. Expect the unexpected now.

Yesterday I received an unexpected gift from a gentleman from Montana, who said he saw my inquiries on the Blackfoot website and would be very proud to share his knowledge with me. I learned more about my family and their lives as peacemakers.
They did wonderful things for the people in Montana long ago and are remembered fondly for their contribution to unity. I always expect the unexpected, yet this was so beyond my wildest dreams that I smiled about it all night.

We long to know we belong, and that there is value in our being here, we carry with us the DNA of our heritage and share those messages in our lives. Two strands going back easily eight generations and now the ability to call that experience to mind.
We are wondrous and complicated beings and remembering is fun and beneficial to self and all around you. Ask about your family tree, see why you feel the way you do, look the way you look and love what you love, you'll be amazed at the miracle of being a human container of knowledge and his or her story. I love it!

Symbols of Love

The heart is the first one we think of. Then we see the cards and the pictures and then we see even the arrow piercing it. What's up with that?

Let's really look at the heart, the muscle that is really is, the joiner between the heavens and earth, the spiritual and the physical.

The center of your human machinery. The ticker of time. The broken and wounded and the repaired and explored upon.

I really think that in our need to know the heart we have allowed a lot of strange things to be done to it. We cut it, we drug it, we shock it, we break it and then replace it. Wow, weird science.

Ok, let's see the HEART for what it is designed to provide. Ready, here goes.

The beautiful container of the divine memory of your divine design. The holding place of the knowledge of love and potential and unlimited knowledge beyond our understanding. No wonder we are fixated on it.

Today, see your heart as an open book of healing and the knowledge of your value, which is immeasurable. See it healthy, strong and beautiful. Not pierced or injured or damaged in anyway, but perfect in all it's glory.

BELIEVE THAT WITH ALL YOUR BEINGNESS. FAN IT'S FLAME WITH LOVE AND LAUGHTER AND LIGHT AND PEOPLE.

THEN, heal yourself and all the world will heal with you.

It's time now...

For the former feelings of separation and pain and loss to let go of your heart.
How's that?
Anyone ready?
WHEN WE ARE BORN WE FORGET WHO WE REALLY ARE!!!
If we remembered I doubt that most of us would stay. It's daunting every day and downright terrifying on the other's.
Alone here even in a group. Brave fronts, that's what you are putting up and putting up with, until someone breaks, then the doctor's called and you all gather around each other. WHAT'S FUNNY IS THEN YOU PRAY. Not usually every day or together but in crisis mode. Weird huh?

So in an effort to move into the heart of your being and the love and security it provides, ask in a prayer, every single day for just that. If you need assistance ask for that too. I call out loudly every single morning to helpers in the realms of faith, and every single day they are there, front and center, ready and willing, I often laugh when I remember that I used to forget to do that. I loan my personal Angel Annie to alot of people, and although she's always with me, she is still there for them too. EVERY SINGLE TIME THEY ASK. Makes it simpler, and reminds me that I am in a larger place then what it seems, and that there is more going on then I know in the 5% of brain that is being used.

Ask and you shall receive, knock and the door will open onto you, seek and you shall find, really it's true, you will!! and IT'S TIME NOW.

Truth, justice and the American way.

I remember that from when I was a little girl, I think it went with a show I liked. I love that saying, I love heroes. Beauty and the Beast, Law and Order, Touched by An Angel, all shows that ended right. Even when it tough and painful, it still involved truth and justice and sometimes even threw in LOVE. Now for me that was and still is a win-win.

I believe that everyone knows everything, that underneath your fears and challenges lays the truth of love and light, and if you can get to the bottom of piled up stuff that we are here to learn from, that that is all you will find. Many people never get there in one lifetime, so then what? Luckily the Creator has nothing but time and love for people, so there really is no finish line. You will get there when you are ready and not one minute before. The story of the Prodigal Son demonstrates that philosophy doesn't it? Both were at the feast in the end. So don't compare yourself to another son or daughter, the race you run and the lessons you learn are yours and yours ALONE. There is no BLAME, you simply attract whatever it is you need to learn higher concepts of grace, faith, hope, and love. I know that may seem harsh, rape, war, poverty, disease, and all the tough stuff seem so unfair. Yet in truth and for justice and even the American way, which is freedom for the rebel, it's all yours!! If you are tired of it then stop saying it, doing it, seeing it and believing in it.
Stop lying to yourself that you are somehow a victim. The only victims here are the Earth and her nature, and the children, and not for long.

Use it for the Highest Good now, You First, then the Highest good of all!! Let that be your prayer today and you will see the hero in you emerge!! It's time we all became the HERO we've been dreaming of and looking for, we've been right there all along!!

ALLOWANCE

I got one when I was a kid, didn't you?
How much was it?
Was it ever enough?
Did you spend it right away or save it for something larger?

Now I realize what allowance really means. It was a chance to exercise my own judgement and choice in freedom from opinion or choice of another. MAYBE IT WAS JUST A LITTLE ALLOWANCE AT FIRST, but then as my choices became obvious and positive I was allowed more allowance. I was even encouraged to get allowances from other sources. Now I get the most allowance I have ever gotten, and I believe it is because I use it for choices that create positive things in my life and on this planet. That's how I attract more allowance, by giving it just the way I receive it.

Lots of people hold on to theirs. Saving it. I never understood that, what are you saving it for, who or when? Living is an ongoing creative process, when I stop creating and living, I stop growing and learning and adding light to myself or this planet, then it's time to leave not to just sit around and live off the passed/past.

Why are there so many depressed people now? Isn't there enough allowance for them?
People are in every sense of the word BROKE. How do we remedy that? I think allowance is due. Not allowing you your choices and your lessons, takes away yours and my allowance. I don't want that. I want to do all the things I love, be with those that love too, you too, maybe with or in some other way completely, but allow yourself that love. Love has only allowance, it never goes into debt, it overflows with energy and potential, allow yourself that. This weekend love something like you have never loved it before!! Dance as if no one is watching, sing out loud wherever you are and smile with allowance at every single person you see, now that is freedom on the 4th of July!! The more allowance you put out there, the more you get back!!!

HAPPY HOLIDAY, Dr. Su

The human body

Simply intricate and intricately simple.

We all know that stress is the number one problem, it is the pushing and pulling of and on one's beliefs. Money, relationships, career, hobbies, sex, religion, and the list goes on and on. I have learned much about stress in this lifetime from the death of my father when I was 2, to the death of my marriage when I was 50. Lifestyles die, friendships die, hobbies and habits die, all bringing and relieving stress. Often times those changes bring about diseases, mental and physical. Then that simply intricate and intricately simple body of yours sits you down and teaches you some much needed lessons. Earth lessons for earth people. I love Louise Hay's books that describe the stresses of individual diseases, I love that Dr. Bach remembered which part of the body specifically manifested stresses and in what capacity. I love that science is only one third of my make up and my reality in this world.

So just for fun and health, let's get simple. Clean it up, clean it out, clear it from your day and your life, anything that stresses you, anyone who stresses you, any food or drink or smoke or other substance that stresses you, take a break now. Media, mess, opinions of how you should be or what you should do, take a break, say simply,

" I am doing the very best with what I have and who I am and that is perfect and perfect is good enough!!!".