The crying

 The release of the pent up frustrations comes in tears/tears. It will tear up the old contract. It can come from pain, grief, loss, frustration, hunger, fear and who else chooses whatever reason to cry. I cry when someone pitches in, picks up the mess, adopts someone or something, shows up, and what ever else surprises me that comes from the heart with heart. As a little girl of 2, the day my dad came home with a broken neck, my mother said to me years later about  my melting down as I saw him fading away. I had to hit you into the middle of next week to get you to stop crying. Although there was no logic there, IT WORKED. I stopped crying. Many times in my life I could have cried, but I did not. It was how it went, and it did me no/know good at all. Years later I saw the contract a mother made with a child, it was wrong. I had to rewrite/right it. As you see the world adjust now cry when you need to, it will take a tearing up of the OLD CONTRACTS. Tear up to a movie, an act of kindness, skip the less, lack and loss. We made it, cry for that. I will. It comes easy in the barn when the magic changes a human in contact with a  HEALING HORSE! Tears of joy, relief and love in the knowing you are unconditionally loved. Ask Peter, just returned from war in Afghanistan, tough and  hard, until the day Honey our beautiful horse, showed him how to cry again!!! He was safe here on her bare back. He was lifted up and balanced.  He surrendered and gave me his weapon and let it all go just in time for a whole new life. Thank you for the gifts that make ME cry every time they are delivered here at Hawk's Ridge Ranch!