Gift of DIS-EASE

 It is hard to comprehend as it is not/knot taught that we  can embrace the dead-end as the fresh start. It could be the gift is truly is if we looked past/passed the end of the old ways. Some people see the death on the cross and stay there wearing/whereing that horror show all their life.  I see the ascension of the being, after the resurrection. The cross was the  worst of the dis-ease. It was terminal to those who were seeing only the dead-end. FEAR moves in and takes the place of love and the lifeforce it fuels. After being sick in the 80's and finding the pot of gold at the Rainbow's End in Naturopathy and it's offerings I saw the gift, the resurrection  of health and happiness, and the continued momentum of the Ascension Path it offered. Terminal became a stepping off point, to get get that next train. I did that, training as a Naturopath was my resurrection. Knowing I was worth it was my first lesson. Trauma from childhood and death of my dad when I was 2 made that early childhood worth rather iffy. My mother left right after the funeral and we were stranded and our worth diminished as the burden of 3 little kids became the focus. We were the burden creating the dis-ease. Luckily I had wonderful grandparents who loved us and took us in. In teaching healing arts I always start with, What is this worth to you??? What do you want, and do you want to take the train to your next level of understanding. To some it is the ticket to freedom and healing as they train. To others not now or not yet. That is how we move forward. See the gift, understand your story. Find your worth, you are pure gold! ME TOO! See ya in the barn. WHERE I take the train with my horses every day, learning something new every time I show up.