Navigating

 Doors open to memories and commitments made and forgotten. When I was 40 years old I went for hypnosis to recover the reason for using tobacco. The therapist said, OH I CAN MAKE YOU QUIT.  I said so can I, I want to remember. I went backwards in my memory and my commitments. Long story for another day. It started an upgrade and a wider view in my personal commitment to my kids and my field of work  and my genetic codes. Tobacco is the energy of protection and a covenant so sacred and blessed it is regulated by government, just like GUNS are. A T F is the governing body in the USA. See who is governing what and who and most importantly WHY for yourself. The church is another regulator. The universites are too. Medicine is another.

Time for FULL DISCLOSURE. I will be in the barn. AND....Happy Birthday to Kitty and Mike Anderson - Life is good.

Show me the way

 Or how about this? Show me A way.  I have my own ways of doing things. Some of my ways are very different than other's. As you open to the possibilities the ways show you. The 12 o'clock hour  is different than the 3 o'clock hour. Both legit. December is different than May, still both legit. A 4 year old is different than a 16 year old. I used to make others insecure when I would show them my ways. It has become more understood now. I used to be called the witch doctor, or the voodoo queen. It was not meant to support my way, it was to point me back around to those who fear and tried to keep me in the way they lived. It was a threat of loss. It took some getting used to. I went my own way.  I have hope. There are those without hope. There are those without faith. My way is about the love of those choices. Look around for choices of hope, choices of growth, and expansion. I am that I am all that I can be - loved, guided and guarded. The showing of those now is for the courageous, and those ready to be well. See you in the barn, where horses heal in a wonderful way.

Are you in alignment?

 Your alignment follows years of allowance. It comes in between. Appreciating the experience is where we finalize the details. Some plan the appreciation aspect, others not. I have learned that if my back is straight and flexible, my alignment supports me. I can bend, stretch, forward roll and backward roll. I can also stand on my hands and my head.  Trust is a part of alignment. Who and what is true, helpful, generous and on my team. Those are that which I align to. Smiling, laughing out loud, beauty, harmony and growth are the benefits. It is why I do the work I do. I love the kids! Autism was my first allowance. Then others disorders benefited from horse therapy and Naturopathy.  The horses and the land also support our vision of allowing only that which promotes alignment. The Wellness Center added great support. Our world depends on this being taught. My teaching began 35 years ago and continues into the future. Peace for our planet will be aligned to the children's visions. Teach them this, I will too. See you in the barn. Time to start with young pups!

S P R I N G

 She came in hot! Sunny and bright. An astrological delight. I take all things into consideration and take what I get and embellish it with hope and laughter and unlimited potential. When those who surround me feel it, I do too. So those together in the sharing of potential gather. I know the new earth is putting together small groups of learners. Mothers are asking to be shown, kids are looking for the safe and vast great outdoors. Animals are showing up asking to be homed and shared with the ones without pets. Gardens are looking for seeds and groups together tending the whole. Stepping into the potential is now. Use this energy to commit to something promising. Ask and ye shall receive. I did, I do, I believe. See you in the barn.

Over Load

 Is it in your world? Mine too. Getting down to the most cherished parts are the benefits of becoming senior. My senior

horses will not be asked to carry too much load. They are healing horses, and carrying the weight of sad, sick, wrong, incarcerated, intoxicated, inner city, abused, indigenous, broken or even terminal is too much now. They need light, lively, loving and lots of it. Releasing to another reality is called SPRING CLEANING! Open the shades, lift up the windows sash, and let the light and the breeze open a path to spring and summer and sunshine  and growth. If you have not cleared out the used up anything, start today!!! Happy First Day of Spring. I will be in the barn! Let's open the space and clear the zones for a new era and age of peace and prosperity.

Is it?

 Everyday I ask that question. I have to verify if it is or is not. Water, weather, feed, security, safety and access to it. Animals require that amount of knowing, every single day. Kids too!! I also have the need to make sure it is FUN! That is just me. I said all along, it is FUN? If or when that stops being fun, GO NOW! Do something else. Meet someone else. Live somewhere else. It applies to my job every time I meet someone. Ask yourself today - is it???  Will the result give me strength, health, a big smile, a ton of energy, good breath?????? Test it. In the offers you get, test them before you buy. WHO? Test it by asking these questions. Do I feel interested? I am excited? Is it worth the time and money? Will it provide the next step safely? Will I share it with others? Use your pendulum if you have one. Ask your higher self if you are on speaking terms. YOU are the ONLY one who can answer those questions. IS IT TIME NOW? Come and stay here for a day or two and we will share our experiences with you. We will have space for four of your crew too. Thehawc.com has the info about who and how. You and I will decide when, I will be ready for guests in April. Dr. Su and you. I will meet you in the barn. Email me your ideas and we will make it happen, health, happiness and horses. Saunas and Zyto scans, yoga and meditation. Fire circle and our tipi. Just for you.

Offer to compromise

 In the contract world there are structures in place to support the agreement. I have an agreement with Source. Time here well spent. The money, not my money. Kids and critters every day - laughing, smiling, singing and playing on a non- toxic land.  Adding in the Landmark Conservancy brought extra space and more places. The beach in the St. Croix Valley was extra special too. Look around and see what you is in your agreement. Is there enough to share? Ideas, duties, growth with the help of others.  Offer to compromise once in awhile. I have two sisters who do not invite. I do. Neither has kids, I do. I have had to learn to offer to compromise with both. Come here, play with my ponies and my kids and grandkids. No more waiting for us, too much non-resolution happens when we stay separate. Gather for a feast, a yard clean up, a happy hour! Time is not a given, use the offers to compromise now! You are a spritiual being having an earth experience, keep that is mind! We are ONE. Off to the barn now.

YOUR turn

 In all that I love that I do, there is the turn. Turning around to see what was. Turning my pen into a calligraphic story or message. Turning a horse's head to change it's direction. Turning over  a new leaf, when a new way on a new day is the only option left. Humans have been told to get in LINE. Fall into LINE. LINE up. In my powerful journey of earth lessons I knew I would come to learn and share the allow, align and appreciate in the order. ALLOWING the turns to come when they and will. The knowing of the set up of the line up, is how you turn it down. Accounting is key. WHEN I am given my turn, how will I take it? What will I do with it? Your DNA is turning like a spiral staircase in you. IMAGE IN that, step up to the next step while the rotation turns your vision to a new horizon. Let it be. Still able to see/sea in many directions yet turning! That roller coaster is your life. I love roller coaster rides!! Get on! The twists and turns of disclosure are showing you choices for your TURN. Make it COUNT, could be the smoothest turn you have even taken. I will be turning on the bareback of my horse, can't wait to see what is next.

Need a wellness strategy

 We all do. American Medical care is for urgent care. For those puzzled, or injured and uninformed or worse, misinformed about their body and how to handle it . I learned to care for my own body and share my passion for wellness. Me first. Then my kids.  I opened a healing center. I studied it with enthusiasm. Please do that now.  I spent time with those of like mind. Think of your body as a garden. Managing terrain is how to hold your ground healthy. Temperature is key. 98.6 degrees is harmony. PH is critical, not alkaline nor acidic in harmony. Diet according to digestion. Unfiltered sunlight is critical. Air quality.  Blood types tell the stories of the genetic codes and then you can go from there. Your natal chart supports the natural YOU. I use acupuncture, chiropractic, biological dentistry, and ME a Naturopathic Physician. I use meditation, and motion. Breathwork and environmental safety. Check the list! We are here/hear! Lots to share now as we move into the truth. Plus truth is, horses are healing and I will be in the barn.

Butterfly or hummingbird

 We are choosing now the next step in human evolution. One is for here/hear. The other is a cosmic return. I was once called an earth muffin. I laughed since it was meant to hurt when in reality it raised me up. Am I a butterfly, a firefly, a hawk or a hummingbird? ALL of the AbOVE! Depends on the day and the job in front of me. Risking a return to and for the innocents here is my real reality. Looking at the earth and her little children has been my focus. Are we supporting the swim, the wind, the land. Each has a voice, and beneath it a volcano for those who believe they control it with the element of fire. There is also good and lots of gold there. Mostly it is the children who are the GOLD of the beings learning how to be. If you decide to stay, let them be the be/bee. Watch them, show them the joy of the hummingbird by feeding them only that which processes without trauma. Learn that protection is the biggest and most valuable work. Laugh out loud a lot. See into the distance to map your flights safely. Transmute your caterpillar to the  winged one. Let the night's lights shine into the divine feminine of procreation that ONLY a female human can perform. Remember...MY BARN does and her horses are helping. See you soon. 

My need to read

 Curious? I am. Willing to go the extra mile, up hill in a snowstorm? I am. On skis or a horse or a paddle? I am. Reading is that joy. It is easy and it is fulfilling. It shows me the solve of another sojourner. The puzzle they have chosen and the road to higher climbs and even greater visions. Three books right/write now have my attention. Thomas Levy in regard to healthy dentistry. Another about 6 genius minds. Then there is always a story of  faith, hope and love. AND it usually includes kids and animals. A snowstorm is on the way, a good day to full fill the need to read. A book has energy, paper and ink in your hands, generating pictures of words and numbers to your eyes where they are filtered through the liver and the kidneys for the internal process of a R E A D. The BOOK,  Behaving as if the GOD in all things matters, Michelle Small Wright's book another generator. Seeing is believing, read about that too! I will not be in the barn, I will be in front of a fire with a great book and smiling at the new snow!

Speaking your truth. Biological Dentristry - the new normal for those looking for whole health!

 Kids do it naturally. So do animals. You can tell by the look in their/they're/there I's/eyes. Make sure you are LOOKING in those eyes/I's before you engage those ears and begin your considerations. I am a handshaker. When I meet you for the first time I take your hand. Some hands are handy and warm, some are electric, some are shrinking. Some are just too soggy to get a grip on. If the handshake is weak the words are also weak. The throat chakra where the truth comes from, is a circle of  robin's egg blue energy radiating out the neck over and including the shoulders and flying out the fingertips. Lightning or dense fog, and lots in between. When a silver necklace wraps the throat, feminine energy is prominent. When gold is present the masculine is supported. Add a jewel or a stone, and increase the frequencies. I wear a palladium metal necklace. If you have toxic mercury in your teeth it gases off constantly and it first moves to the throat and it's thyroid gland. Once attached it blocks the iodine it so desperately needs and the chakra becomes cut off. You are a map of mineral use with receptors too many to too many to share in a short time. It takes an Acupuncturist over 16 years to learn and support those 4,000 points. More training than nearly any MD has. Learn the truth. When I need support those Acupuncturists are my first stop! If I have an issue with my teeth, my mouth, or any misunderstanding of how it is effecting my TRUTH, my THROAT and my THYROID find a holistic healer who is interested in TRUTH. A Biological Dentist is rare and extraordinary and has TRUTH for us. Dr. Karl Anderson, thanks for helping my client yesterday. She is worth the TRUTH!

FADE to/two/too B L A C K

 The auric spectrum has more colors, black is just the exit. Are you looking for the exit? Light is a reflection. White reflects all colors. When you sense/cents the bright white you feel the power and the energy. It is the color that those who are willing, look for. When they white lightings appear in a dream or a room or on a journey, it is an opportunity to stay and play. I say to any energy, particularly to those I am in the presence of trying to get my attention...stand in the light and tell me who you are. Are you here to stay, to play? Are you hungry? Are you lost? Are you sick? Are you just lonely? Have you forgotten something?  Tell me so I can tell you what you I know for sure. I share what I would do, and that is all I have to give. The black is rare, it is bold and sweeping, like a vacuum. It is worth a conversation. ONCE. Release the need to find black, the adrenaline of near death is not a building field it is a place of exits. Losing your footing in a black - out is ultimately terminal. Decide what your choices are that bring in the light, the bright, the colors of the rainbow. There is no/know black in a rainbow. SEE!!!!! See you in the barn, it is green and tan!!

In the BURN BARREL

 I use an abalone shell to burn my sage, I use a burn barrel to burn my garbage. I use my social circle  and it's protected space to burn my tobacco and I use a whole house heating system to burn my wood in my fireplaces. I am a double fire sign and burning things is good for me. I take saunas, I do sweat lodges, I sun bathe and I benefit from all of those choices. The release of that which has served it's term comes to surface  in fire. The smoke  and steam changes it into air/error. There I can see the choices. When the smoke clears so do you and I. Today burn the illusions that keep you in the dark and cold and separate places designed for the masses. Heat it up!! Light it bright! Let it rise and shine and show you what needs now to GO!! Into the winds of spring we arrive, let's use it to our best intention. See ya in the barn! That's where my barrel is, out back.

Defining RUDE

Feeling unscene/unseen causes a variety of responses. An unseen animal will leave quickly when they are ignored. Hit or lost or simply rehomed or rescued. An unseen child has even more choices. They will respond first, then if not seen/scene they will re-act. Ultimately they will disappear if no one is putting them in the scene. At the restaurant yesterday I feel unseen by the server. I read her aura and she was rude and uncaring. Why????? Only she knew. I responded with I WILL DO IT MYSELF.  I did. She then responded with excuses instead of apologies. I make no excuse. I am responsible for my actions and my reactions. I say this, keep it up and you will miss me when I am gone.  If it does not match, do not jam a square peg into a round whole/hole. She then spent energy on regret. Trying to get my attention. I was just too tired to care. I paid and left. Is this what life has become? People are RUDE! Some are angry, and most of the loss comes from fear, and secrets and sneaking around. As the spring sun rose today it was gentle and coaxing.  Feel that now. We are in an upgrade!! Use it or lose it. Begin again, let the losses go, find the new energy and put on it's new opportunity to flourish. It will warm you up, it will pull you out of hibernation and it will give a new view to YOU and Dr. SU. See ya in the barn. This is Connemara Ireland and her horses on a rude weather day!! I showed up anyway!!! MY CHOICE!

The weight/wait is over now.

 The ballooning of American children has become catastrophic. TOO MUCH WAIT! Sit still, be quiet, here is a device to mesmerize you while you weight!! The burden a child of TOO MUCH WAIT/weight is destroying the joy of being a child. I had to wait for the LATE pick up all the time when I was little. The habit was a habit. Like  a nun, bound in massive cloth and head gear. Controlled by things told and sold by the handlers. Parents are the primary handlers, and many make a child weight/wait.  My friends were subjected to that same rude and controlling behavior when it was my mother's turn to drive. Living in the country, driving was a constant until I was 13 and could ride my bike the miles to town safely. Waiting was coming to it's conclusion, and I learned to NEVER be late. If that happened I knew I was way off balance. Projecting that on to others NOT OK. Look to the choice. It is YOU! What and who, are you waiting for. Just to it! MOVE. Leave the devices, the distractions, the jobs, the past/passed where you found it. It will not miss you I promise. As we move forward into the the gift of the new age, the ONE you were weighting/waiting for turns out to be YOU! As above so below, as within so without, SO MOTE IT BE. See ya in the barn. Today is spring forward time change day. SPRING forward easily!

Sign UP

 As a child if you were interested, you had to SIGN UP. I signed up for music, animals, camp,

 swimming, skiing, deep tans, early mornings on my horse Jenny and shenanigans. My mother had to authorize it. I asked my brother yesterday if he thought our mom was a good mom. He said yes. He knew the death of our dad leaving three little ones was almost more than she could handle. He gave her grace in her imperfections. I understood that. She had signed up for a trauma and we survived. So did you! Me too! Now sign up for forgiveness, sign up for healing, sign up for knowing better and more every single day. Bring your child with you and sign them up too/two. Together we share the journey, the imperfections and the opportunities. SIGN UP for peace! Sign up for a different out come than you expected. I signed up for Aikido and I love it! See you at the Dojo!

A Spica Star

 Under the light of that star comes an add on to my NATAL CHART. I was born beneath it on a snowy winter night. Do you know your natal tattoo? It was told by the powers that be that  the masses  should not be permitted to access the math. It was evil to pursue that knowledge and it would take you down a different road/rode. You would know where to go.  It was divination, and not for regular folks. It is math, clean and clear and simple. All of humanity is a formula unique under it's birth light. MATH. A lot of Sagittarius is in my sky. Sun and Moon both. No denying it ever. It means I am a high stakes gambler, a visionary, a dreamer, a truth teller, and a traveler. Joy is my best trait. I love horses and early mornings and I shoot arrows of energy. I ride, I do not walk, nor do I go slow.  I love that truth, it comes easily and honestly. It brings comfort in that fire. My Rising Sign is Libra. The air bender, the talker, the balancer, the justice NUT! When I teach someone new, I need to know their signs. I can jump right in that way. When you are told to be a way you are not inclined to, check your chart. Admit you are not a fit and stop trying to jam a square peg into a round whole/hole. Know your chart, know your temperature, know your prescription for healing. It recipe is as unique as you and your Natal Chart. Test it with your divining. Get a pendulum, learn to trust your own fields. A good way to know NO, is after a situation,

privately ask your pendulum, this... is it true, is it right for me, and does it serve my highest good?? And when you are ready, ask about the rest of us too/two. Where we go ONE we go all, in the light and love of all this is DIVINE! I will be in my DIVINE Barn!

The VALLEY of SHADOWS

 On your way through you will experience chills, spills and thrills. Navigating in the dark with only 2 of 12 lines hooked to the lights is not for the faint of heart. Dim is challenging. You have to learn to use your feet, your hands, your gut, and go slowly enough not to get super hurt. I have stumbled and fallen many times. I was a kid then, broke a few bones, got some black eyes and fat lips.  As an adult I knew from experience it took too long to heal, so I slowed up. I learned that flexibility and balance was better for me than speed. Fit and fun, yet challenging. I like games like racquetball and slot machines. One hit at a time, and taking turns is the way I play. In the shadow I see the part of me still growing. Then the grace presents. Grace is like butter and velvet. It is like suede and silk,  and has a golden glow. It is always the way that surprises me with it's ease and beauty. TODAY - ask your shadow where it would take you to your grace. It is a royal destination. It comes. Your grace, the gift of the Angel ANANCHEL, who offers unending amounts upon request. In our retreat we will restore the 12 lines of energy, the DNA intentionally disconnected in the old age. Then we will null and void old contracts that no longer serve us. Re-examine oaths, vows, commitments that have concluded and now need to leave. We will remember the crew here that we knew from before we forgot. Those who knew us from another time and truly loved us.  With a fresh map uncharted in front of us, we will begin anew. See you soon, the barn time will be very special, horses make it that way! GRACE and POWER together restoring balance and a new higher view. Our ranch is the one under the rainbow!

The hidden full moon of March 3

 Under the eclipse we are called to be silent and contemplative. We all know on some level, we have completed our mission in Pisces. Duality, subordination, war, toxic overloads, and weapons of mass destruction. I came to share an opening to the New Earth and the next 3 plus decades would give the opportunity. We are now open. My business closed in 2020, the world changed. I was told to sit still and be quiet. And for those who know me, that was nearly the hardest thing I ever had to do. In 1987 the HARMONIC CONVERGANCE called some to duty. For those volunteers we knew what to do. Nothing NORMAL ever again for us. The time has been well spent. The world got a chance to see closures. Religion, racial bias, gender bias, land grabs, human losses, women and children sacrificed on so many levels for so many different reasons. Power was KING, not harmony, not balance, not healing, not protection. I was told then to simply say, STAND IN LIGHT AND TELL ME WHO YOU ARE, AND WHAT YOU NEED. Some did, some did not. The hardest energy I ever encountered was the spirit of self-loathing. That release gave me a headache! It was the job to track and offer one last chance. It left with a plume of sooty energy curling in resistance. Write/right your visions, they come in clear and light and bright. There/they're are those who have dreamed dreams, let your dreams of the wealth, the health, the JOY, and safety be now yours and yours alone to manifest. I am! See ya in the barn! It is where dreams come true for Dr. Sioux/Su and YOU TOO/TWO!     LET'S RIDE!!!!

When the ???

You can answer that question to only ask it again and again. I hear/here these ALOT. WHEN... will I, get pregnant, get rich, get a partner, get a career, get out of school. The question is the putting the needle on the album. Ask only one time.  Start at the beginning. Write it and then allow the alignment you will appreciate. The song is yours. There are many tracks to choose from.  It takes 90 days for a season to turn a seed into a flower or vegetable. You are your own garden. Your terrain counts, as does it's tending. Tend to the WHEN. Ask for what you want, make it clear. Say it out loud, write it down, and you will see the terrain change. When I was sick with interstitial cystitis back in the 80's I asked the specialist, Dr. Steven Siegal - WHEN will I be better?  ST. PAUL UROLIGIST'S top doc SAID never!  THAT was simply not true.  What he said was this, I CAN NOT provide you with the healing you seek.  Nor do I want to refer you to another source. You belong to this program. I CHOSE NO! Then I chose KNOW. On the alternative wellness program I engaged, I WAS better in 3 days, off all meds in 3 weeks and completely recovered in one year. I DID the work. That was my when. My calling, my healing and my open door to a career of faith , hope and love.  I returned to tell him my good news, and the story of the healing I know. He said to me - good for you, don't tell anyone, this could put me out of business. He was telling the truth. The when is NOW. The needle on the arm of the turn table is ready for a choice, the track is yours. MINE here at Hawk's Ridge Ranch and thehawc.com, home of the Healing Arts Wellcare Center, in Hudson Wisconsin.

 See ya in the barn.

Clocks and calendars - the mystery of 12

 I received a trunk unopened for decades with the contents of my passed DAD, from 1959. One item was in that container that caught my attention. It was my DAD's watch. It needed winding, and it started right up. Then it stopped at 11 and has stayed there. In my meditations I ask those not in body questions that can only be answered from where they are. In the watch scenario my DAD said, you are in 11th hour!!! It is complete now as that shows us we are on the verge of a new age! A new earth is forming. With or without the knowing, you will all see it and those who choose to love it, will remain safe and shown. The sharing of the age of Aquarius will open new eyes/I's. Like little children the learning will start  with simple quidelines. LIKE water is life! Mni Wiconi.  AND more valuable than gold. Others will have freewill to determine their 12 o'clock hour. My Native Name is Mahpiya, One who sits on Clouds. Watchers! The watch is over, the river is moving, the energy is not only global, it is cosmic. 3-3-2026 will eclipse us at 333. let the triangle stand solid inder the transition. I say this every day, " Within the structure of time and light, I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM. In love, with light and laughter, thank you for the opportunity to be here on earth NOW!"  Then I head to the barn! My future is still health, happiness and horses!

FOLLOW and LEAD

 It is the process of growth. The choice of listening and learning and applying that which serves you and humanity to it's highest good is the job. The DNA that was withheld is accessible to those willing to upgrade their connection. I have.  I had an internet provider for years, they were mean and unhelpful and cheated with the money they took and kept. The personalities of those involved, all the way to the top, was toxic. I left them behind with a glad heart. I know when I am finished  I AM! Ask anyone.  When they think that cheating serves them they all find out - IT NEVER DID, nor will it ever. Look at your world, healthcare for the innocent was perverted to create an unending dis-ease process. Women and children were targeted. Pills pushed, procedures performed, needless suffering was the gift they kept on giving. Return customers was the goal. My job was to see and say. I wanted my clients to learn and grow and become accountable for their own bodies, minds and souls. My daughter Jessie Syfko Ruof, posted on the Lifetime Aion Vest site that the job she has now is the favorite. After years of learning, she is now leading. My other daughter, Carly Syfko, is more popular than she even knows, and truly adored by all who she reaches. FOLLOW those who give you heart, make you laugh out loud. and leave you better every time you hang with them. THAT is how we get this thing done well and right! See ya in the barn. Retreat season opens April 2026, set one up for you and yours, we are ready to lead again. Thehawc@gmail.com starts the process.

If I were you I would promise to live life for all it's worth!

 I do. That was taught to me when I became a Naturopathic Physician. I accepted the terms of that contract. Full steam ahead!!! I looked at what I had, I kept that and those I liked. I re-leased the rest. Some were confused, others were mad at me. It was not personal. It was simply correct for me. I am an Indigo human, I see best with my third I/eye open. Once opened it will not close. Seeing things others did not yet perceive was my calling. It used it in many ways. Mostly to remain here and upright and moving forward in my world. A couple of times I was surprised, KSTP surprised me some. I knew/new that what would result would be what I had chosen. I chose well.  I chose Health, Happiness and Horses, kids and critters, and NATURE natural and treasured. I call now to those interested and interesting. HOW are you living life for all it's worth? Are you taking all that you have been given and leaving a loving mark upon this earth? Day/night retreats here will help you get some footing. Email me at thehawc@gmail.com and I will out line my vision for you. 12 to12 - 24 hours of light, love and laughter, come and stay a day - $500 bucks! Horses included.....

Walkin' on egg shells!

 When you are in the presence of someone who has you walking on egg shells, stop, say NO and then walk away! My sister reminds me of those I have known in my past/passed who performed that way. Our childhood had that vibe of black energy often. I have seen it.  Addictions of all kinds, gnarly, unexpected and used to create the egg-shell energy caused by the self-loathing that they carry. Vibrating at a level of trauma and noise causing all animals  and children to simply run! Like a whip, it can come from no where. Kids fail to thrive. in that field.  Women find their own peace away from the vibration not safe in that space, but will commonly remain to protect the innocents.  Water turns cloudy, just like weather does when it is provoked. Adrenaline is activated. Storms can form. I have invited to change many who seek an upgrade, as that is my calling to offer a larger view of choices not including that toxic behavior. I can not do any thing more than that. As the years went by many did their work and got better becoming accountable. Some literally hung themselves as their exit strategy. Truth is now,  those days are past/passed. If you are in the situation where you are subjected to the whip of egg shell energy, NOTICE is given. Time is up. The world will upgrade without that any longer existing in the new earth. Thanks for the experience of choice, freewill is the GIFT that keeps on giving. See ya in the barn. NO egg shells there, our light ship has landed and all it scene/seen. Our Lady ship is safe and in her rightful role. Thanks to all the MOTHERS!

I N V E S T I N G

 Taught at school. How is it NOT/KNOT? Basic information to consider. If I make the choice how will it pay out? I chose kids. I like kids and believe them to be a good investment. Our world has pawned them off. Let someone else teach, care for, allow, coach, medicate, discipline and shape their soul. Private is risky. Anyone telling you it is not is lying.  In full view is better. I love Nanny Cams. I always thought them to be a practical perspective for those who haven't learned to INTUIT their days and nights and that of their children. Seeing auric energy assures me a choice I am the one responsible for. NO one but me is investing and my kids were the very best investment I made. Kids have been the focus of this ranch and the Healing Horses along with the Healing Arts Wellcare Center and it's magic. I see them come here - all ages. Adult children traumatized when they were just kids trying to put the pieces/peaces back together. Invest in your littles, so others don't have to clean up the less, lack and loss of the children that no one who truly loves them - INVEST IN YOUR OWN. The world is waiting and watching and ready. I will be in the barn.

Here-ing/Hearing DISTANT DRUMS

 From the passed/past we reemerge on earth as souls. Connected. This world strives to disconnect us through illusions of separations. Some are older, wiser, sharper, others not. Phases of development are chosen. Some hear/here a job, a family, a destination. Others find a career, a lineage, a journey. THEN there are the volunteer INDIGO crew, returning to be of service to the new earth as the prophecies come to their conclusion after thousands of years of development. Variables on so  many levels. The drums, in the distants/distance beating to the Source's Heart, a cosmic message of love. I listened to Banks and his pals beat the "hec" out of the drum I gave him when he was too little to play it. They used a bat, a drumstick, a racquet and what ever else they could hit it with! We heard/herd them loud and clear and NO ONE there gave it a second thought. I DID. I knew they were communicating to the WHOLE> Kids know, let them beat their own drums. I wrote on cardboard as a child, the different drummer, how ever distant or far away, LET ME RECEIVE the support. Allow the drums now, align to the rhythm that makes you feel like dancing, and APPRECIATE THE WHOLE SYSTEM coming on line!  It is finished. 

Hidden Gems

 In plane/plain sight/site they attempt to get our attention. The human on the earth journey looks for treasures, huge and lavish. The hidden gems are everywhere, sometimes tiny and scruffy. Like an abandoned puppy or an orphaned child. Low lights hidden the dross commonly overlooked. People's hearts are the same. Some are large and loud like the heart of Secretariat, the famous race horse. Others dimly lit under the wait/weight of life here barely ticking. When you grow up the heart comes fully on line when the WISDOM TEETH lock into the jaw and start transmitting energy. The smile gets big, the ability to use oxygen at full capacity is activated.  The soul purpose begins to take shape. The palate that was incorrectly sized caused many to never get that full power hook up of healthy intact wisdom teeth.  Each tooth has a job and when not transmitting a detour is the only route. Banks my grandson turned 6 and his little 6 year old molars are anchoring him to the life of a child ready to ride. I teach teeth. The skipping of the lessons as the arrive with the teeth and loss of teeth explains so much. When we detour without the knowing it can be scarey, people can get sick or sad or tired. Learn about the hidden gems of your magnificent teeth. My clients have learned along the journey the hidden truth! Knowledge is power, know this for sure! See ya at Bank's Party! 

To trust...

 that all is well and improving is natural. Then it is un-learned. Whittling away at what my intuition knows is true and organic. My structure stands tall in is the current matrix in the love and light of life. Luring the innocence/innocents of one born to trust has become a real issue here. A competition of ownership and even destruction. If you find this happening, look them straight in the eye. You will know when your skin crawls. Reposture your energy, reposition your body and allow the feelings. In the allowance you will KNOW. Then you can NO if need be.  I see light fields, I know a liar from their aura. Dis-ease is the matrix, telling the truth is easy, and the difference in energy projected is massive. In Aikido we learn to slip and slide, moving the energy easily. In and around, in front and from  behind. Hands and feet leveraging the motion of my choice. Rolling away like a wave pulling back from the shore. As natural as the tides themselves. I trust my body. I trust my ability to allow learning. And I trust that you teach your women and children and seniors how to do this magical gift. See you at Aikido!

Mni and Jack

 This ranch has a pair of Shepherds named Mni and Jack. Both rescued. Mni as a puppy and Jack as a grown up. They became joined together in their love of me and where I go and how I am. They are alert, funny and very intelligent. They are magical too. Over the years many Shepherds have guarded me. I thought as I brought home the first one that I would train her for search and rescue work. I bought the books and followed the vision until she showed me that she was crippled. I took her back to the breeder for his analysis and he said she was worthless and he would replace her. I said yes, I will take another, but I will keep her too. I DID. She was giant and strong, Cooper, her replacement,  was smaller. He adored her, like she adored us. Together they were whole.  He was not a search and rescue candidate either, yet the both guarded my children as perfectly they knew. When I built the ranch neither wanted to come here, they knew where they belonged and staying at the river house was their calling. Then came ZION. A giant all black shepherd. THIS ranch was his to guard. Guard he did! WHO guards you? Is the search and rescue of my work here the same as it could have been long ago. Yes. No matter how we do what we do - it is the same only different. Like people, the journey the same, only different. Tell your stories of diversity and the same only aspects of your version of healing. THAT'S what gets the job done. That's what we do. I carry the PIPE of PEACE, the pieces of the diversity are what makes it powerful. Smoke your pipes, smudge your world in your abalone bowl, and let's clean up the conflicts.  See ya in the barn.

The crying

 The release of the pent up frustrations comes in tears/tears. It will tear up the old contract. It can come from pain, grief, loss, frustration, hunger, fear and who else chooses whatever reason to cry. I cry when someone pitches in, picks up the mess, adopts someone or something, shows up, and what ever else surprises me that comes from the heart with heart. As a little girl of 2, the day my dad came home with a broken neck, my mother said to me years later about  my melting down as I saw him fading away. I had to hit you into the middle of next week to get you to stop crying. Although there was no logic there, IT WORKED. I stopped crying. Many times in my life I could have cried, but I did not. It was how it went, and it did me no/know good at all. Years later I saw the contract a mother made with a child, it was wrong. I had to rewrite/right it. As you see the world adjust now cry when you need to, it will take a tearing up of the OLD CONTRACTS. Tear up to a movie, an act of kindness, skip the less, lack and loss. We made it, cry for that. I will. It comes easy in the barn when the magic changes a human in contact with a  HEALING HORSE! Tears of joy, relief and love in the knowing you are unconditionally loved. Ask Peter, just returned from war in Afghanistan, tough and  hard, until the day Honey our beautiful horse, showed him how to cry again!!! He was safe here on her bare back. He was lifted up and balanced.  He surrendered and gave me his weapon and let it all go just in time for a whole new life. Thank you for the gifts that make ME cry every time they are delivered here at Hawk's Ridge Ranch!

Favorite things

 In the SOUND OF MUSIC the favorite things song always reminded me of just that. WHAT is my favorite thing? In teaching the health of what wellness offers you come here/hear as NOT/KNOT the favorite thing client. THAT is the THING that causes you to shift, to move, to make a different choice. It can be for many reasons that humans get sick. Some make it fast and hard, others make it long and painful. Some choose it as terminal while others have MIRACULOUS recoveries. Choices we help identify. Is it your water, your food, your location, your partnership, your genetics, ALL YOUR choice! Choosing a favorite healing mode is like spinning the Wheel OF Fortune. Spin it and see what the Universe has in store for your next step. Nothing is random. I chose horses and health through equine guided education along with my clinic of Naturopathy. Not all clients went to the arena, not all riders came to the clinic. BOTH choices worked. People were invited to their favorite things. In the new year, the FIRE HORSE is present. Use the timing to mount up in the direction of your favorite things. I will be in the barn. Hawk's Ridge Ranch and the Healing Arts Wellcare Center will be here too. Hudson WI is my home and I love the healing/heeling. 

The JOY of feeling SAFE

Kids deserve this every single day of their/there beginnings.  When not if I wander, will I still be safe? Kids wander. I got my kids dogs. They wandered together. I got horses and we wandered all over the place. I have both now and for a long time kids of all ages came to feel that JOY that comes when they feel safe with dogs and horses. Find the peace and joy that come from the natures of those incredible friends. CATS are different, they are watchers. I love that, I love that I am that worthy that a cat would want to watch! Bo was here forever and Linus is still watching! We recently were adopted by OPAL and we love her. There is joy in nature and her friends are in need of that recognition. Kids and critters!! If you cannot have one at your place, visit them in the shelters. Read to them, take them for walks and have talks with them. They are here for us, and we should be here for them. See you in the barn, where they wander and play and make my life magic!

I's/eyes in the crowd

 Little kids look through the knees of the crowd. Babies rely on a bigger person to set their sight/site. Teens get a variety of perspectives as the by pass some grown ups young. I did. My mother was short. My Grandmother was not short. In the balance of my view, I need clean and clear whatever height I choose. For perspective get on your hands and knees and see. In my martial arts class we are on the ground often. We roll, forward and backwards. We hit the mat with our hand to tap out. It is amazing. Crawling first is the foundation of the journey. Cross crawling is therapy. Before you enter the crowd you choose, make the choice of where you fit and see to be. Let your intuition and your heart math lead you. If your heart is uneasy, get to a different position. The choices are there. Let your vision be of you safe and smiling. Radiate that through the crowd! Nothing makes me laugh harder than a baby laughing!! Happy Valentines to us all!  Hearts and flowers to everyone. I will be at Aikido. 

ONLY YOU decide what is steeling/stealing your HEALING

 Not all things for all people. Choice is sovereign. The gift of being an earthling is free-will. YOU WILL and it becomes yours. WHAT will heal you? The light within is your guide. Let it fire up. As you enter a room, a relationship, a job, a neighborhood, a choice is made every single time. When you are sick you make a choice to stay or go. WILL I live or die, flourish or fail. Suffering is designed to turn you down or turn you around. It says go look somewhere else, this is the gift you are given. I have made a long and successful career in the healing arts. I needed to remember that healing comes from within. My childhood relied on the with out part. Looking everywhere else for sovereign except within. All choices for healing cause joy! Celebration and relief are a part of the journey. Humans live to lament the loss, they howl like wolves in the dark. It attracts other's moanings.  TODAY decide what you love best, and then take the weekend to apply it to your process and your evolution. When we get a chance to see in the light, the loss, we also get to walk on. Let go, the Year of the Fire Horse will put you into the ride of a lifetime, healing, happiness, honor your healing. STEEL IT! No one can take that from you. I will be in the barn, where/wear healing with horses lives here/hear every day.

Dream Book

 I ask if my clients DREAM. Part of your life is your DREAMS. Hopes and wishes are noted as well. That is a different story for another blog. The dreams however come in the deep sleep of night. To write/right them in a book when you wake up is helpful. To look them up in a dreambook dictionary is more so. I have dreamed of making the world a safer place for decades. I wrote it in my books. I followed my dreams. When I look back into those old notebooks and the stories of the dreams I had,  a safer planet is the main theme. Animals and children safe in their homes, on their land, in their clubs and lessons and schools. Appointments that were watched, and humans that were exposed as not safe. Left out for too long without the loving attention they require, they will run. They will hide. They will disappear. AND they will get sick and sad. Dream of the solutions your family needs to prevent this. A teacher asked me to read the auras of her students, after which she knew much more about their lives and frustrations. She had taught for 33 years and this was her finale'. Her tears said, I wish I would have known then what you have shown me today. Dreams can show you. Ask before you sleep for your showings. No debate, just truth. The tough answers are your night mares delivering hard realities. LOOK, LISTEN, and LEARN! In the day you can say, STAND IN THE LIGHT AND TELL ME WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH YOU. I dream we all do that now. SO much to reveal, and you are the one who is here/hear to help. Me too, and off to the barn I go!! A dream come true where kids are safe!

P O S T

 A position or station. It is your choice, the post, no one but YOU. People commonly accept rather than except, the assignment, the post. Teaching discernment and the choice of disregard is not/knot offered to children. They are told when and how high, over and over, and punished for lack of compliance. Programmed to the POST> Add in the trauma component, and top it off with continued  stress and you have a SYNDROME that becomes a POST. A way of being, a job.  It gets harder and harder like cement the longer it is allowed to reinforce. As a child a MINISTER gave misinformation to my confirmation class, claiming it as truth. It was a lie. I called him out on it and said YOU ARE DISTORTING THE WORDS TO SCARE THESE PEOPLE, IT IS NOT TRUE. I was immediately posted to the coatroom and locked in. When my mom showed up to get me I was still in there. POSTED! After I explained, she said that what I said was correct and it was taken out of context and used to manipulate those 8th graders. I learned in that moment that one person can change the stress and relieve the trauma. CHANGING my reaction into a response. I NEVER WENT BACK TO THAT CHURCH.  YOU can choose to except or accept any post offered. If the one you have now is not supporting your joy, your creativity, your love for yourself and others too.   E X C E P T   I T,  throw it out, and heal the wound. Be in charge, you are! Be exceptional!!!!  Horse therapy is a great tool in learning to post your way, your  truth and your light! It is with in. YOU deserve the position you are best at, feel the most comfortable with and shine as.  POST THAT! I will be in the barn at Hawk's Ridge Ranch in Hudson, Wisconsin. POSTING mine.

Strategy

 I got an opportunity to tune into 3 clients yesterday over a meal. I love brunch. Mid day, sunny out, and great food. Champagne and music were flowing. Conversations were real. Travels, healing times, laughter, connections, old and new choices, memories, and service to the self and the next in line. A kindness was prevalent, as all are mothers. Generosity is normal for them. Then the strategy started to form. WHAT would the future look like, and how would they and me influence it for the highest good? Horses, trips, classes, and not stopping yet as we age. were the top answers. I am a tracker, born to be a detective. I look at the larger energy and start working with the worst first. WHERE/WEAR is the darkness and the coldness and the disharmony doing the reverse spin of life? I have 12 things I consider. Find a strategy, use the number 12 for it's order. Ask questions and answer back with, let me see/sea. Take pen and paper, or a recorder, or another human to hear/here, and start with YOUR beginning. Childhood trauma bears the scars and wounds that become adult issues. Find the track that heals that experience so you do not pass it down the ladder. Take the time for the strategy to get it's just or balanced due. It takes 90 days in nature to change a seed into a fruit. The feast begins then. I will be in the barn, that strategy in aligning with nature and nurture includes horses, and I have been blessed to offer their healing to those interested for 26 years, ME included. Namaste' A PROVEN STRATEGY!

What are we wreckin'/reckon

 Two ways of being, one is destroy, the other is remember. I have my wreckin' days. Tear it out, rip it up, take it to the dump days. Then I have the I KNOW days because I remember when there/there were choices. The only one accounting for all of those days and my choice, is me, and of course, my children. I would say for us as we enter the time of the prophesy of light, take a good long hard look at what has been wrecked here/hear. If it was not necessary, kind, honest or in the highest good, what would be the re-medy of the reckoning?  Peace and freedom sang about, love and light desired, health and happiness keys to success, and of course SAFE and Protected. All women and children need that last pair. I could not find it easily. In the Martial Arts Aikido classes I take I am learning to use the power of the other guy as the power of ME! I see it weave in and out of the choices and the moves I am learning to make. It looks like a dance, a Tai Chi move, a yogi posture and it reminds me of being a MOM. Disarming a wreckin' is learning the power of the self. Moms are masters at that.  I want to sail smoothly on rough water, especially is it is a human in my space rockin' the boat. The reckoning is now, the end game is February 17. Rubber will meet the road. Get that wreckin' ball under control and make amends to those you have hurt or wronged in any way. Write a letter, send it or burn it, get it into the air. Let it go! Let's get on the healing and happiness gig  we have worked for at Hawk's Ridge Ranch for 26 years. See ya in the barn. A new age of power, vision and balance, for any one in need!

Let's make a deal

 Every choice you choose is either deal maker or a deal breaker. Kids get 18 months from conception to 9 months old to decide to stay or not. Like a watcher, they only get to absorb, not speak. They do not talk, walk or participate in the day to day, they only observe. They require 100% of someone else's deal. Those who choose to remain, get to learn. There is a list of deals you made before you were incarnated. I would like to learn about??? I chose death of a parent as a little. I chose corporal punishment allowing the abuse of the BELT. I chose high energy, being talkative, seeing things with different eyes and willingness to try just about anything once. I chose outdoors instead of indoors. I chose fast instead of slow or maybe not even at all. I chose health lessons, and then shared them with those who also chose health issues. Those were some of the deals I made. WHEN the truth and justice deal appeared I took that opportunity and spent four years in courts. Local, state and then Federal. I won every single time. Lessons learned, deals completed. Do you remember your deal? Healthy, happy, rested, teachable, beautiful, fit, lean, fun, talented, successful, likeable?? So many to good ones to choose from. OR did you choose something less? Angry, jealous, late, poor, ill, crabby, insecure, or just STUPID? The list is unending. I suggest you tackle one or two deals made at a time. Rewrite/reright your deals. There are the MUST HAVES! Then there are the NO MORE EVERS! Compare your list to those you engage with. Family, friends, and others you impact first. A new deal is in the air/error. You are timing out now, FEBRUARY 17, 2026 in the back of the deal. Now or never. See ya in the barn where/wear I choose horses and yes, for those who want to know,

MORE HORSES!

What if you knew new?

 New to you, not new to others. I knew I would learn something new every day, it was in my contract for this lifetime. When that is not/knot the case, I will go to the next. Could be a job, a location, a state of mind or health, a relationship. In the light I can not pretend that I did not know, because I can see/sea. When someone tells you something once, it is for you to know. If they have to say it twice you are almost OUT!  Yet there is still get one last shot to take. Third strike and you are sitting, and you are waiting again for another try, another wife, another job, another different because you did not hear/here! I told my mother she had one try to be a GRANDMOTHER. She had missed too/two many times in my life, her swing and hit hit me as a child. That would never happen again in my world! She listened and she heard me. She was a good grandmother. My girls benefited, as did I. What if you fail to here/hear the words of your kid, your partner, your boss, YOUR LORD???? This is the time we we're here to have, listen carefully! Stay quiet, ask a few questions if you need to. NOW you know! Say NO when it is the best for humanity and you two/too. The golden rule applies, love your neighbor as your self, honor, respect and trust yourself first and always. THAT's all there/their is. No one is going to tell you again. See ya in the barn!

A head of the times

 HOW on EARTH did you know that? You were so ahead of the times. Looking forward is one thing, looking over the top of the crowd is even more energizing. I have been up on the back of a horse since I was 7. Going fast uphill was my exciting. Jumping over stuff was fun too. Swimming in the St. Croix River with my horse beneath me as one unit, by far the best. Still is my top choice. Power from the horse is unlimited. Learning to use it for the highest good is the gift of the horse in my lifetime here. The fire horse year starts soon. The timeline of earth will split. The neurodivergent children will find the footing as the miracles of the gifts becomes the strategy for the future. I see auras, learning to read them my challenge. Using that for the highest good and best interest of all, isn't always the most fun. Sometimes I just have to stay home and go to bed early. It does however offer me the chance to get up early ahead of everyone else. I LOVE THAT. As you move the the 17th of February 2026 - mount up, with wings, and land in the timeline of your choice. ONE and done. This is a one time offer.

Consider the SOURCE

  WHAT and WHO do you believe in ...??? Source energy is a key feature for a human to embrace. So many choices. So many names. So many beliefs. Only you can define SOURCE for you. Religions, cults, schools of taught thought.  Neighborhoods, gangs, tribes. Coming into the 18th year of life here, the child has been exposed to a variety of choices. Some in family, or online, or on the TV or on the road. Journeys taken with neighbors, clubs, friends, all looking for home and place to feel needed, loved, understood, and allowed. WHEN I allow someone to stay here at my ranch they are free to choose their Source of support. Are they here for the big bathtub, or the sauna, or the horses, or just floating? Taking more than you give depletes the SOURCE in human terms. Divine Source is infinite and eternal, just as you are inside. Linking up to the DIVINE sources your light, your joy, your education, your nourishment and ultimately your longevity. If you are seeking sources and want options consider the sources you already have. Are the still viable, creating energy? Or are they dried up, or simply old news? Listen carefully, ask questions in earnest, consider everything quietly. That is your best bet. AND I AM betting you will find what you are looking for, so keep on looking until the DIVINE Design is locked in. You are one the one you came to meet, SOURCE is an inside job, never ending. I hope you love what you align with. I do, I will be aligning with my sunny winter day and my beautiful horses! See ya in the barn.

Gift of DIS-EASE

 It is hard to comprehend as it is not/knot taught that we  can embrace the dead-end as the fresh start. It could be the gift is truly is if we looked past/passed the end of the old ways. Some people see the death on the cross and stay there wearing/whereing that horror show all their life.  I see the ascension of the being, after the resurrection. The cross was the  worst of the dis-ease. It was terminal to those who were seeing only the dead-end. FEAR moves in and takes the place of love and the lifeforce it fuels. After being sick in the 80's and finding the pot of gold at the Rainbow's End in Naturopathy and it's offerings I saw the gift, the resurrection  of health and happiness, and the continued momentum of the Ascension Path it offered. Terminal became a stepping off point, to get get that next train. I did that, training as a Naturopath was my resurrection. Knowing I was worth it was my first lesson. Trauma from childhood and death of my dad when I was 2 made that early childhood worth rather iffy. My mother left right after the funeral and we were stranded and our worth diminished as the burden of 3 little kids became the focus. We were the burden creating the dis-ease. Luckily I had wonderful grandparents who loved us and took us in. In teaching healing arts I always start with, What is this worth to you??? What do you want, and do you want to take the train to your next level of understanding. To some it is the ticket to freedom and healing as they train. To others not now or not yet. That is how we move forward. See the gift, understand your story. Find your worth, you are pure gold! ME TOO! See ya in the barn. WHERE I take the train with my horses every day, learning something new every time I show up.