As we come through

to the other side we arrive to the open book of love and creative potential. I stood on Bear Butte in South Dakota with my prayer. I did my cards, I brought with what was left to offer. I did that in ceremony. I made quite sure that the end was punctuated. Then I gave those things wings. It was thoughts, words and deeds. It came together in a nice tight bundle. I let it light up, and then the storm in the night of the Solstice took it up and away. I spent the whole next day in the car feeling the new feeling. I ate steak and cake! I listened to the last noise of loss, of less, of anger, of defense squawk and squeal from the back seat. I heard gossip and inuendo for the last time. I even was gifted with being called a liar, one last blast, loud and clear. Then I put my hand up and said, no more! Not now, not ever again. You will leave me and my mission and my knowings.  SUBJECT ended. You will not get an opinion about any choice I decide. I will never again be able to here/hear second hand data, coming through the smoke and mirrors and that toxic childish noise! SHUT IT DOWN NOW> My lines to that willing damage are now severed completely. I have supported youth at this place for 26 years and 15 horses of potential. I allowed the lost to stay awhile. I am that person and it was what I did. That now will go to one more benevolent then I am. Closing the doors to the passed/past has been done. I wish the broken hearted and the broke, all they can find. Be of good spirit you are free. My time as a tracker and light in dark are over. You all know what to do, and you are being watched and heard, every minute. See you in the NEW EARTH. I will be at the beach, where super consciousness awaits the arrival of those ready. My family at my side. KKKAT! If you know what that means you will be there too!!