Monday, March 23, 2026

Are you in alignment?

 Your alignment follows years of allowance. It comes in between. Appreciating the experience is where we finalize the details. Some plan the appreciation aspect, others not. I have learned that if my back is straight and flexible, my alignment supports me. I can bend, stretch, forward roll and backward roll. I can also stand on my hands and my head.  Trust is a part of alignment. Who and what is true, helpful, generous and on my team. Those are that which I align to. Smiling, laughing out loud, beauty, harmony and growth are the benefits. It is why I do the work I do. I love the kids! Autism was my first allowance. Then others disorders benefited from horse therapy and Naturopathy.  The horses and the land also support our vision of allowing only that which promotes alignment. The Wellness Center added great support. Our world depends on this being taught. My teaching began 35 years ago and continues into the future. Peace for our planet will be aligned to the children's visions. Teach them this, I will too. See you in the barn. Time to start with young pups!


Saturday, March 21, 2026

S P R I N G

 She came in hot! Sunny and bright. An astrological delight. I take all things into consideration and take what I get and embellish it with hope and laughter and unlimited potential. When those who surround me feel it, I do too. So those together in the sharing of potential gather. I know the new earth is putting together small groups of learners. Mothers are asking to be shown, kids are looking for the safe and vast great outdoors. Animals are showing up asking to be homed and shared with the ones without pets. Gardens are looking for seeds and groups together tending the whole. Stepping into the potential is now. Use this energy to commit to something promising. Ask and ye shall receive. I did, I do, I believe. See you in the barn.


Friday, March 20, 2026

Over Load

 Is it in your world? Mine too. Getting down to the most cherished parts are the benefits of becoming senior. My senior


horses will not be asked to carry too much load. They are healing horses, and carrying the weight of sad, sick, wrong, incarcerated, intoxicated, inner city, abused, indigenous, broken or even terminal is too much now. They need light, lively, loving and lots of it. Releasing to another reality is called SPRING CLEANING! Open the shades, lift up the windows sash, and let the light and the breeze open a path to spring and summer and sunshine  and growth. If you have not cleared out the used up anything, start today!!! Happy First Day of Spring. I will be in the barn! Let's open the space and clear the zones for a new era and age of peace and prosperity.

Thursday, March 19, 2026

Is it?

 Everyday I ask that question. I have to verify if it is or is not. Water, weather, feed, security, safety and access to it. Animals require that amount of knowing, every single day. Kids too!! I also have the need to make sure it is FUN! That is just me. I said all along, it is FUN? If or when that stops being fun, GO NOW! Do something else. Meet someone else. Live somewhere else. It applies to my job every time I meet someone. Ask yourself today - is it???  Will the result give me strength, health, a big smile, a ton of energy, good breath?????? Test it. In the offers you get, test them before you buy. WHO? Test it by asking these questions. Do I feel interested? I am excited? Is it worth the time and money? Will it provide the next step safely? Will I share it with others? Use your pendulum if you have one. Ask your higher self if you are on speaking terms. YOU are the ONLY one who can answer those questions. IS IT TIME NOW? Come and stay here for a day or two and we will share our experiences with you. We will have space for four of your crew too. Thehawc.com has the info about who and how. You and I will decide when, I will be ready for guests in April. Dr. Su and you. I will meet you in the barn. Email me your ideas and we will make it happen, health, happiness and horses. Saunas and Zyto scans, yoga and meditation. Fire circle and our tipi. Just for you.


Wednesday, March 18, 2026

Offer to compromise

 In the contract world there are structures in place to support the agreement. I have an agreement with Source. Time here well spent. The money, not my money. Kids and critters every day - laughing, smiling, singing and playing on a non- toxic land.  Adding in the Landmark Conservancy brought extra space and more places. The beach in the St. Croix Valley was extra special too. Look around and see what you is in your agreement. Is there enough to share? Ideas, duties, growth with the help of others.  Offer to compromise once in awhile. I have two sisters who do not invite. I do. Neither has kids, I do. I have had to learn to offer to compromise with both. Come here, play with my ponies and my kids and grandkids. No more waiting for us, too much non-resolution happens when we stay separate. Gather for a feast, a yard clean up, a happy hour! Time is not a given, use the offers to compromise now! You are a spritiual being having an earth experience, keep that is mind! We are ONE. Off to the barn now.


Tuesday, March 17, 2026

YOUR turn

 In all that I love that I do, there is the turn. Turning around to see what was. Turning my pen into a calligraphic story or message. Turning a horse's head to change it's direction. Turning over  a new leaf, when a new way on a new day is the only option left. Humans have been told to get in LINE. Fall into LINE. LINE up. In my powerful journey of earth lessons I knew I would come to learn and share the allow, align and appreciate in the order. ALLOWING the turns to come when they and will. The knowing of the set up of the line up, is how you turn it down. Accounting is key. WHEN I am given my turn, how will I take it? What will I do with it? Your DNA is turning like a spiral staircase in you. IMAGE IN that, step up to the next step while the rotation turns your vision to a new horizon. Let it be. Still able to see/sea in many directions yet turning! That roller coaster is your life. I love roller coaster rides!! Get on! The twists and turns of disclosure are showing you choices for your TURN. Make it COUNT, could be the smoothest turn you have even taken. I will be turning on the bareback of my horse, can't wait to see what is next.


Monday, March 16, 2026

Need a wellness strategy

 We all do. American Medical care is for urgent care. For those puzzled, or injured and uninformed or worse, misinformed about their body and how to handle it . I learned to care for my own body and share my passion for wellness. Me first. Then my kids.  I opened a healing center. I studied it with enthusiasm. Please do that now.  I spent time with those of like mind. Think of your body as a garden. Managing terrain is how to hold your ground healthy. Temperature is key. 98.6 degrees is harmony. PH is critical, not alkaline nor acidic in harmony. Diet according to digestion. Unfiltered sunlight is critical. Air quality.  Blood types tell the stories of the genetic codes and then you can go from there. Your natal chart supports the natural YOU. I use acupuncture, chiropractic, biological dentistry, and ME a Naturopathic Physician. I use meditation, and motion. Breathwork and environmental safety. Check the list! We are here/hear! Lots to share now as we move into the truth. Plus truth is, horses are healing and I will be in the barn.


Sunday, March 15, 2026

Butterfly or hummingbird

 We are choosing now the next step in human evolution. One is for here/hear. The other is a cosmic return. I was once called an earth muffin. I laughed since it was meant to hurt when in reality it raised me up. Am I a butterfly, a firefly, a hawk or a hummingbird? ALL of the AbOVE! Depends on the day and the job in front of me. Risking a return to and for the innocents here is my real reality. Looking at the earth and her little children has been my focus. Are we supporting the swim, the wind, the land. Each has a voice, and beneath it a volcano for those who believe they control it with the element of fire. There is also good and lots of gold there. Mostly it is the children who are the GOLD of the beings learning how to be. If you decide to stay, let them be the be/bee. Watch them, show them the joy of the hummingbird by feeding them only that which processes without trauma. Learn that protection is the biggest and most valuable work. Laugh out loud a lot. See into the distance to map your flights safely. Transmute your caterpillar to the  winged one. Let the night's lights shine into the divine feminine of procreation that ONLY a female human can perform. Remember...MY BARN does and her horses are helping. See you soon. 


Saturday, March 14, 2026

My need to read

 Curious? I am. Willing to go the extra mile, up hill in a snowstorm? I am. On skis or a horse or a paddle? I am. Reading is that joy. It is easy and it is fulfilling. It shows me the solve of another sojourner. The puzzle they have chosen and the road to higher climbs and even greater visions. Three books right/write now have my attention. Thomas Levy in regard to healthy dentistry. Another about 6 genius minds. Then there is always a story of  faith, hope and love. AND it usually includes kids and animals. A snowstorm is on the way, a good day to full fill the need to read. A book has energy, paper and ink in your hands, generating pictures of words and numbers to your eyes where they are filtered through the liver and the kidneys for the internal process of a R E A D. The BOOK,  Behaving as if the GOD in all things matters, Michelle Small Wright's book another generator. Seeing is believing, read about that too! I will not be in the barn, I will be in front of a fire with a great book and smiling at the new snow!


Friday, March 13, 2026

Speaking your truth. Biological Dentristry - the new normal for those looking for whole health!

 Kids do it naturally. So do animals. You can tell by the look in their/they're/there I's/eyes. Make sure you are LOOKING in those eyes/I's before you engage those ears and begin your considerations. I am a handshaker. When I meet you for the first time I take your hand. Some hands are handy and warm, some are electric, some are shrinking. Some are just too soggy to get a grip on. If the handshake is weak the words are also weak. The throat chakra where the truth comes from, is a circle of  robin's egg blue energy radiating out the neck over and including the shoulders and flying out the fingertips. Lightning or dense fog, and lots in between. When a silver necklace wraps the throat, feminine energy is prominent. When gold is present the masculine is supported. Add a jewel or a stone, and increase the frequencies. I wear a palladium metal necklace. If you have toxic mercury in your teeth it gases off constantly and it first moves to the throat and it's thyroid gland. Once attached it blocks the iodine it so desperately needs and the chakra becomes cut off. You are a map of mineral use with receptors too many to too many to share in a short time. It takes an Acupuncturist over 16 years to learn and support those 4,000 points. More training than nearly any MD has. Learn the truth. When I need support those Acupuncturists are my first stop! If I have an issue with my teeth, my mouth, or any misunderstanding of how it is effecting my TRUTH, my THROAT and my THYROID find a holistic healer who is interested in TRUTH. A Biological Dentist is rare and extraordinary and has TRUTH for us. Dr. Karl Anderson, thanks for helping my client yesterday. She is worth the TRUTH!


Thursday, March 12, 2026

FADE to/two/too B L A C K

 The auric spectrum has more colors, black is just the exit. Are you looking for the exit? Light is a reflection. White reflects all colors. When you sense/cents the bright white you feel the power and the energy. It is the color that those who are willing, look for. When they white lightings appear in a dream or a room or on a journey, it is an opportunity to stay and play. I say to any energy, particularly to those I am in the presence of trying to get my attention...stand in the light and tell me who you are. Are you here to stay, to play? Are you hungry? Are you lost? Are you sick? Are you just lonely? Have you forgotten something?  Tell me so I can tell you what you I know for sure. I share what I would do, and that is all I have to give. The black is rare, it is bold and sweeping, like a vacuum. It is worth a conversation. ONCE. Release the need to find black, the adrenaline of near death is not a building field it is a place of exits. Losing your footing in a black - out is ultimately terminal. Decide what your choices are that bring in the light, the bright, the colors of the rainbow. There is no/know black in a rainbow. SEE!!!!! See you in the barn, it is green and tan!!


Tuesday, March 10, 2026

In the BURN BARREL

 I use an abalone shell to burn my sage, I use a burn barrel to burn my garbage. I use my social circle  and it's protected space to burn my tobacco and I use a whole house heating system to burn my wood in my fireplaces. I am a double fire sign and burning things is good for me. I take saunas, I do sweat lodges, I sun bathe and I benefit from all of those choices. The release of that which has served it's term comes to surface  in fire. The smoke  and steam changes it into air/error. There I can see the choices. When the smoke clears so do you and I. Today burn the illusions that keep you in the dark and cold and separate places designed for the masses. Heat it up!! Light it bright! Let it rise and shine and show you what needs now to GO!! Into the winds of spring we arrive, let's use it to our best intention. See ya in the barn! That's where my barrel is, out back.



Monday, March 9, 2026

Defining RUDE

Feeling unscene/unseen causes a variety of responses. An unseen animal will leave quickly when they are ignored. Hit or lost or simply rehomed or rescued. An unseen child has even more choices. They will respond first, then if not seen/scene they will re-act. Ultimately they will disappear if no one is putting them in the scene. At the restaurant yesterday I feel unseen by the server. I read her aura and she was rude and uncaring. Why????? Only she knew. I responded with I WILL DO IT MYSELF.  I did. She then responded with excuses instead of apologies. I make no excuse. I am responsible for my actions and my reactions. I say this, keep it up and you will miss me when I am gone.  If it does not match, do not jam a square peg into a round whole/hole. She then spent energy on regret. Trying to get my attention. I was just too tired to care. I paid and left. Is this what life has become? People are RUDE! Some are angry, and most of the loss comes from fear, and secrets and sneaking around. As the spring sun rose today it was gentle and coaxing.  Feel that now. We are in an upgrade!! Use it or lose it. Begin again, let the losses go, find the new energy and put on it's new opportunity to flourish. It will warm you up, it will pull you out of hibernation and it will give a new view to YOU and Dr. SU. See ya in the barn. This is Connemara Ireland and her horses on a rude weather day!! I showed up anyway!!! MY CHOICE!

Sunday, March 8, 2026

The weight/wait is over now.

 The ballooning of American children has become catastrophic. TOO MUCH WAIT! Sit still, be quiet, here is a device to mesmerize you while you weight!! The burden a child of TOO MUCH WAIT/weight is destroying the joy of being a child. I had to wait for the LATE pick up all the time when I was little. The habit was a habit. Like  a nun, bound in massive cloth and head gear. Controlled by things told and sold by the handlers. Parents are the primary handlers, and many make a child weight/wait.  My friends were subjected to that same rude and controlling behavior when it was my mother's turn to drive. Living in the country, driving was a constant until I was 13 and could ride my bike the miles to town safely. Waiting was coming to it's conclusion, and I learned to NEVER be late. If that happened I knew I was way off balance. Projecting that on to others NOT OK. Look to the choice. It is YOU! What and who, are you waiting for. Just to it! MOVE. Leave the devices, the distractions, the jobs, the past/passed where you found it. It will not miss you I promise. As we move forward into the the gift of the new age, the ONE you were weighting/waiting for turns out to be YOU! As above so below, as within so without, SO MOTE IT BE. See ya in the barn. Today is spring forward time change day. SPRING forward easily!


Saturday, March 7, 2026

Sign UP

 As a child if you were interested, you had to SIGN UP. I signed up for music, animals, camp,


 swimming, skiing, deep tans, early mornings on my horse Jenny and shenanigans. My mother had to authorize it. I asked my brother yesterday if he thought our mom was a good mom. He said yes. He knew the death of our dad leaving three little ones was almost more than she could handle. He gave her grace in her imperfections. I understood that. She had signed up for a trauma and we survived. So did you! Me too! Now sign up for forgiveness, sign up for healing, sign up for knowing better and more every single day. Bring your child with you and sign them up too/two. Together we share the journey, the imperfections and the opportunities. SIGN UP for peace! Sign up for a different out come than you expected. I signed up for Aikido and I love it! See you at the Dojo!

Thursday, March 5, 2026

A Spica Star

 Under the light of that star comes an add on to my NATAL CHART. I was born beneath it on a snowy winter night. Do you know your natal tattoo? It was told by the powers that be that  the masses  should not be permitted to access the math. It was evil to pursue that knowledge and it would take you down a different road/rode. You would know where to go.  It was divination, and not for regular folks. It is math, clean and clear and simple. All of humanity is a formula unique under it's birth light. MATH. A lot of Sagittarius is in my sky. Sun and Moon both. No denying it ever. It means I am a high stakes gambler, a visionary, a dreamer, a truth teller, and a traveler. Joy is my best trait. I love horses and early mornings and I shoot arrows of energy. I ride, I do not walk, nor do I go slow.  I love that truth, it comes easily and honestly. It brings comfort in that fire. My Rising Sign is Libra. The air bender, the talker, the balancer, the justice NUT! When I teach someone new, I need to know their signs. I can jump right in that way. When you are told to be a way you are not inclined to, check your chart. Admit you are not a fit and stop trying to jam a square peg into a round whole/hole. Know your chart, know your temperature, know your prescription for healing. It recipe is as unique as you and your Natal Chart. Test it with your divining. Get a pendulum, learn to trust your own fields. A good way to know NO, is after a situation,


privatel
y ask your pendulum, this... is it true, is it right for me, and does it serve my highest good?? And when you are ready, ask about the rest of us too/two. Where we go ONE we go all, in the light and love of all this is DIVINE! I will be in my DIVINE Barn!

Wednesday, March 4, 2026

The VALLEY of SHADOWS

 On your way through you will experience chills, spills and thrills. Navigating in the dark with only 2 of 12 lines hooked to the lights is not for the faint of heart. Dim is challenging. You have to learn to use your feet, your hands, your gut, and go slowly enough not to get super hurt. I have stumbled and fallen many times. I was a kid then, broke a few bones, got some black eyes and fat lips.  As an adult I knew from experience it took too long to heal, so I slowed up. I learned that flexibility and balance was better for me than speed. Fit and fun, yet challenging. I like games like racquetball and slot machines. One hit at a time, and taking turns is the way I play. In the shadow I see the part of me still growing. Then the grace presents. Grace is like butter and velvet. It is like suede and silk,  and has a golden glow. It is always the way that surprises me with it's ease and beauty. TODAY - ask your shadow where it would take you to your grace. It is a royal destination. It comes. Your grace, the gift of the Angel ANANCHEL, who offers unending amounts upon request. In our retreat we will restore the 12 lines of energy, the DNA intentionally disconnected in the old age. Then we will null and void old contracts that no longer serve us. Re-examine oaths, vows, commitments that have concluded and now need to leave. We will remember the crew here that we knew from before we forgot. Those who knew us from another time and truly loved us.  With a fresh map uncharted in front of us, we will begin anew. See you soon, the barn time will be very special, horses make it that way! GRACE and POWER together restoring balance and a new higher view. Our ranch is the one under the rainbow!


Tuesday, March 3, 2026

The hidden full moon of March 3

 Under the eclipse we are called to be silent and contemplative. We all know on some level, we have completed our mission in Pisces. Duality, subordination, war, toxic overloads, and weapons of mass destruction. I came to share an opening to the New Earth and the next 3 plus decades would give the opportunity. We are now open. My business closed in 2020, the world changed. I was told to sit still and be quiet. And for those who know me, that was nearly the hardest thing I ever had to do. In 1987 the HARMONIC CONVERGANCE called some to duty. For those volunteers we knew what to do. Nothing NORMAL ever again for us. The time has been well spent. The world got a chance to see closures. Religion, racial bias, gender bias, land grabs, human losses, women and children sacrificed on so many levels for so many different reasons. Power was KING, not harmony, not balance, not healing, not protection. I was told then to simply say, STAND IN LIGHT AND TELL ME WHO YOU ARE, AND WHAT YOU NEED. Some did, some did not. The hardest energy I ever encountered was the spirit of self-loathing. That release gave me a headache! It was the job to track and offer one last chance. It left with a plume of sooty energy curling in resistance. Write/right your visions, they come in clear and light and bright. There/they're are those who have dreamed dreams, let your dreams of the wealth, the health, the JOY, and safety be now yours and yours alone to manifest. I am! See ya in the barn! It is where dreams come true for Dr. Sioux/Su and YOU TOO/TWO!     LET'S RIDE!!!!


Monday, March 2, 2026

When the ???

You can answer that question to only ask it again and again. I hear/here these ALOT. WHEN... will I, get pregnant, get rich, get a partner, get a career, get out of school. The question is the putting the needle on the album. Ask only one time.  Start at the beginning. Write it and then allow the alignment you will appreciate. The song is yours. There are many tracks to choose from.  It takes 90 days for a season to turn a seed into a flower or vegetable. You are your own garden. Your terrain counts, as does it's tending. Tend to the WHEN. Ask for what you want, make it clear. Say it out loud, write it down, and you will see the terrain change. When I was sick with interstitial cystitis back in the 80's I asked the specialist, Dr. Steven Siegal - WHEN will I be better?  ST. PAUL UROLIGIST'S top doc SAID never!  THAT was simply not true.  What he said was this, I CAN NOT provide you with the healing you seek.  Nor do I want to refer you to another source. You belong to this program. I CHOSE NO! Then I chose KNOW. On the alternative wellness program I engaged, I WAS better in 3 days, off all meds in 3 weeks and completely recovered in one year. I DID the work. That was my when. My calling, my healing and my open door to a career of faith , hope and love.  I returned to tell him my good news, and the story of the healing I know. He said to me - good for you, don't tell anyone, this could put me out of business. He was telling the truth. The when is NOW. The needle on the arm of the turn table is ready for a choice, the track is yours. MINE here at Hawk's Ridge Ranch and thehawc.com, home of the Healing Arts Wellcare Center, in Hudson Wisconsin.
 See ya in the barn.

Sunday, March 1, 2026

Clocks and calendars - the mystery of 12

 I received a trunk unopened for decades with the contents of my passed DAD, from 1959. One item was in that container that caught my attention. It was my DAD's watch. It needed winding, and it started right up. Then it stopped at 11 and has stayed there. In my meditations I ask those not in body questions that can only be answered from where they are. In the watch scenario my DAD said, you are in 11th hour!!! It is complete now as that shows us we are on the verge of a new age! A new earth is forming. With or without the knowing, you will all see it and those who choose to love it, will remain safe and shown. The sharing of the age of Aquarius will open new eyes/I's. Like little children the learning will start  with simple quidelines. LIKE water is life! Mni Wiconi.  AND more valuable than gold. Others will have freewill to determine their 12 o'clock hour. My Native Name is Mahpiya, One who sits on Clouds. Watchers! The watch is over, the river is moving, the energy is not only global, it is cosmic. 3-3-2026 will eclipse us at 333. let the triangle stand solid inder the transition. I say this every day, " Within the structure of time and light, I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM. In love, with light and laughter, thank you for the opportunity to be here on earth NOW!"  Then I head to the barn! My future is still health, happiness and horses!