Evaporate - that's what happens in the sweat lodge, the sauna, the sunshine. Take the stored energy, the packets of information and allow them to surface. If you can take the HEAT, you can e-vaporize them back to Source. Holding on for WHAT? It's your body, your life, your soul contract. When you are ready, e-vapor them to where/wear they belong. LESSONS LEARNED with gratitude and grace. See you in the sauna, the arena is going to be HOT today!! Sunshine in September is pure magic, go get some!
Love, light and laughter, with health, happiness and horses! Total personal and planetary alignment with purpose, and community, partnering for the highest good of all. Following an ascension path and sharing my adventures with those interested.
Tuesday, September 30, 2025
Sunday, September 28, 2025
Lilacs
Mine are blooming in September. Beautiful white lilacs are here. Better late than never. Many are now waking to a new life and new self awareness long held at bay. In an effort to fit in many allowed less, lack and loss into their lives. If you tried to help, it was a never ending endeavor. Seemingly nothing was enough. Moving into the 5th dimension now we are being offered the magic of vibration. Gagaliel the Angelic embodiment of vibration is busy sharing the magic. Sound, movement, breath, inward and outward, change everything all the time. It will not be contained. The wind although unseen carries great power. The winds of change are picking up speed. Use your wind in love, in light, with purpose. Make your apologies, trumpet your loves, it is a glorious upgrade. When my horses whinny and nicker, I know the world feels the magic and the power takes her rightful place in my heart. Lilacs grow out of season as the warm winds wake them, and the scent/sent is from heaven. They were my mom's favorites! See ya in the barn.
Saturday, September 27, 2025
The THIRD I/EYE
Children are the 3rd component. Only in the vision of unity do they even consider showing up around here. They CHOOSE. You can offer, some offer again and again with no takers. Others get a herd/heard of kids. It is all part of the DIVINE DesiGN! Take a LOOK. Is your third eye, your pineal gland rotating??? It does that when it is free and healthy. It gives the balance and harmony of the day and night. It keeps everything even. Like the teeter totter kid who jumps up in the middle of the up and down pair. THREE, trinity, sacred, the first half of your Merkaba. B A L A N C E... Find your balance now. Lay down the burdens and waits/weight. Breathe. You are ready or you would not being reading this. See you in the barn, where balance is KING! Or QUEEN!!!
Friday, September 26, 2025
ONE thing right now
If we are to step up, the staircase is right in front of us. The DNA spiral has been there/they're/their for any and all ready to move. Stepping up requires the lifting of the I's/eyes to see the step first. One right choice is what it offers. Feminine or masculine, is the first one. Are you external or internal in the offering. MOM or DAD gives us the prime hook ups. Then there are so many more to come. I have 12, and have chosen the steps to use the connections to add in to my journey here. The basics are faith and hope and love. Then there is joy, adoration, unity, peace and on the list goes. What do YOU seek. Healing??? Happiness??? Horses??? me TOO! SEE YA IN THE BARN! Made those steps 25 years ago, and still loving the upgrades!
Thursday, September 25, 2025
Draw your LINE
The cue, or the line you stand in is your choice. Are in line for a promotion? Are you line to get a shot? Are you lining up simply because you see others forming lines? Circles are more powerful. Try that. Circle the gift on the list you made when you were young. The one that you thought Saint Nick would get. Think of those choices. The ones when you were innocent and clear and didn't know any better or any worse. Ryan wants to drive heavy equipment. Patty wants to ski. I always wanted to be outside in the sunshine with critters and water. Rivers, mountains, oceans, lakes and even pools were fine. Singing away!! As we come into light in the Age of Aquarius, choices will offer circles and toris energy. Moving and groovin'. Hear the music, move to it in the direction you are flowing toward, NOT/KNOT being sucked into. If it offers peace, freedom, love and full disclosure accept. If not, DRAW A LINE! Take your rightful position. You are ready, Me too. See ya in the barn.
Wednesday, September 24, 2025
Consider - ate?
could you, would you, and should you???? I have been direct. I have been quiet. I have been in warrior mode. I have been in servant mode. I am not any one, but all of those choices. Being CONSIDERATE is a choice. I do not have to like....anything or anyone I choose not to. I must, in accordance with Divine Law, LOVE everyone and everything. It is the consider - it choice to use. I can speak to certain topics with authority as I am experienced and educated with those choices I speak to. I do not speak to that which I have not had first hand experiences with. I can not discuss gay, I can discuss abortion. You see?? I choose consideration in both topics. At the end of the day, I re-lease it to Source for sorting. I dream of peace, freedom, health, happiness and of course - HORSES! That is what I consider often, so that is where I will be. See you in the barn. Consider joining us soon!
Tuesday, September 23, 2025
I remember...
pretty much everything. Totally annoys some people. Autism. I remember was what we said it was. When someone twists the energy of a child with chemistry, and take notes, without telling, it becomes dis-ease. Dis-ease is a managed situation here on earth. Fear promotes the dis-harmony creating uncommon dis-ease. Nature calms it, heals it, and offers respite from it. I remember... It healed me. Find the healing now, look for the love of the light, the truth is being offered. Make no bones about this, there will be a CHANGE! I offered those injured, HORSES. They saved me a child, I remember....and they continue that healing work. I will see you in the barn - remember? Hawk's Ridge Ranch - Hudson WI is magic.
Monday, September 22, 2025
T I M E
and money. Measurements used in the world live in. I gave up my Indiglo Timex watch in 1995. I liked it a lot. I also threw away my scale. No more weight/wait checking. They were done. I learned there was NO time like the moment. No more waiting/weighting either. I needed to accept the MOMENT. Knowing it became my next step. Using it wisely as journey all unto itself. Meditation showed up, I used it to see and feel the moment. Yoga too. Breath and light to see and regulate Auric energy. Bareback horseback riding for me and kids with special needs was the gift I received. It balanced us. It gave us a vision above the dross of the day to day. It made us excited and willing. The beauty was amazing. The JOY never ending. It expanded. Addicts, kids in really bad trouble, guys fresh out of prison, humans with terminal conditions, suicidal characters, paralyzed people, inner city and poverty level kids, gang members, water protectors, and financial planners, doctors, lawyers, shaman, and angels too. They took their time and their money and became a part of the magic. In this moment we choose! Time is UP!
I choose the barn, see ya there.
Sunday, September 21, 2025
Taste it TEST it! PAY attention it is life saving on every level
When you touch something to your tongue, the body either opens to receive or it causes a shut off that could lead to a shut down if forced. It will make you spit it out if the it fails the tongue touch to taste test. Kids and critters respond naturally. When the body is toxic that system becomes disconnected and it fails the test of spit it OUT it creates risk and disease. Learning the system of the taste test is a key to understanding who needs what and what NOT/KNOT. If you force a child to eat something not easily processed by that system they will over-react in a self protection mode. WATCH. LISTEN. LEARN.
Adults need the information to create safe space for the children. Feeding things that overload causes issues like fight or flight. Teachers, parents, nurses, day care providers, coaches, first in line to need to know. Built in systems, free to learn, should be used for the highest good of all. Are ready for your knowing? My horses sure know what they like! See ya in the barn.
Saturday, September 20, 2025
In to IT I GO FREELY
Your intuition is a superpower that needs exercise and exploration. My client from 45 years ago, a Radiologist recruiting another Radiologist for his practice hired me to help. I started recruiting. I needed more information about the specifics of his skill set. He said intuition was key. I said NOT science?? He said this, MY intuition about receiving and believing the sHades OF GraY in my field of expertise, are my super power. He wanted another medical professional who was highly intuitive and aware of it. ARE YOU? Kids are, dogs are too. Cats are super intuitive, that is why the do the choosing. In to it I freely dive and swim around, immerse yourself in your intuition. Go safely, check your work, and have the faith to know that all things done in love with light shining on them are intuitively supported. Check with your Creator, your Source, your respected elders, and you will be safe. Intuitively I am guided to my beautiful horses today! SPOT ON intuition!!! Showing me the way, the truth and the light! SEE YA IN THE BARN.
Tuesday, September 16, 2025
Standing on the too/two/to
Two feet, two legs, two hips, two balls. Yup that's what I said. Women - females carry the eggs, in those silken ovaries, given as a gift to the mother-ship - is the mother lode/load. I carried that load for the past 50 years. It was the hardest job I loved the most. My daughters have heard me say that many times. It is the biggest challenge of all. Nothing at all ever is more important than those eggs! Golden, every single one. When you sit on an egg, your patience and direct attention is needed. FOCUS matters. The warmth is key. The safe and loving energy that nurtures the new being - BEING here belongs to the mothership in the first 9 years. If you are smart and in a loving partnership there are two legs to stand on. The next 9 years from 10 - 18 use the fathership to navigate. I did most of the standing, one legged. We girls navigated solo in the teen years. Lots of learning occurred. Before you lay your egg, check on those twos. TOO is not want you need. Too cool, too rich, too alluring, too cool for school, not helpful for the eggs. TO truly raise an egg is TWO. So to you all to-day, stand on your two legs and let the smile, the light, the love of the two leggeds and those eggs,
be your joy. I love the four-leggeds too!! So I will be in the barn.
Monday, September 15, 2025
TWO/too/to HAVE and two/too/to HOLD
You cannot keep that contract as a ONE. It is designed for two or more. Jeshua said -WHERE/ WEAR TWO OR MORE ARE GATHERED IN MY NAME THEIR/THERE I AM ALSO. Singles are those who come for a solo flight staying it alone. It is a rare and wonderful choice. The others are contracted with the others. Consider the haves and consider the holds. Jobs, relationships, families, and earth connections to name a few. Ask yourself, am I, can I, do I want to, and is it reciprocated? If in the four directions you do not get an affirmation, reconsider the contract. I have lots of critters, I have a contract with them and nature to provide all that they require. In return, they do the same things for me. I LOVE THAT! In the world of humans I do that in my family and also in my calling as a doctor. It is time to reconsider the terms of my commitments as I am now in y 68th year. You all get to do that too. TOO HAVE could be TOO MUCH, I will keep you posted. In the barn for today!! Just right for today! Friends having a fun day are always a have and a hold, thanks girls for your silly!!
Sunday, September 14, 2025
the SEE/SEA
As the water connects the lands, so do the sees/seas connect the people of earth. What you see/sea is what you get. What you see/sea is where you land. I tell my bareback horse riders to look into the distants/distance. Choosing a destination is paramount. When someone other than YOU thwarts your end game with a siting/sighting of doom or gloom or bad news, FIRE THEM! Your game is your choice. Kids need adults who keep them focused on the prize of each day, one step at a time. Celebrating success in the movement and the balance. Grown ups are in their own crow's nest. How far in the future can you envision a positive outcome and a solid landing? Through the moving clouds of this world comes through the rays of light and warmth. The sees/seas respond to that energy. Winds of change or stillness are out there for your use. The see/sea is us, we are the water, and yes, WATER IS LIFE. Mni WICONI. See you at the beach today, the barn is too hot!!
Saturday, September 13, 2025
True Colors
In energy, colors are the flags of process. On the journey the dawn is the first color of the day. Red sky in the morning is the sailor's warning of weather/whether ahead. Do you know what the whethers/weathers hold for you today? I saw bright warm light in the dawn today, that indicates fair weather. I will take the cue and go to the river and swim in the warm end of summer water. Each color has a vibe, a focus and a direction. Fall is sunset for the summer. The colors of gold, orange and red put those 1.2.3. chakras in action for a winter of healing in hibernation. You heal while you sleep or rest. To push through is of no help. Nature knows this, and offers it annually. Look and learn, find your favorite and paint it on your wall. Indulge your sense of knowing, of peace and of beauty. You are a sensory being, color and sound are hear/here for you! Learn how they work together for the highest good, and be safe and well. I will see you in the barn!
Friday, September 12, 2025
The jury of my PEERS
Who are the peers that are to be the ones you match? The ones who peer at you? Do they care? dO THEY KNOW you??? You are the one who peers, first from within and then with - out. Children are born to peer. They come to join a herd/heard. First the parents, the family, the neighborhood. Then the game players show up. Hide and seek, tag you're IT, Kick the can. Kids are the gold of the world we live in. Posing to them, is offering peer development. Is it you or someone else in the peer group developing their heard/herd? I posed to my girls - music, sports, nature and honesty, along with a hearty breakfast each day. I put them on the bus with a smile and a wave, and told them to ask Arch Angel Michael to be close. THEN I showed up where they were to see the other peers they were with. Being that available was the important part of my parenting. I chose other mothers as peers and that helped alot. When I saw another human not promoting healthy peer development for my girls - I SAID SO. Sometimes I even said NO/KNOW. Your jury. At the end, the judgement will come from within. Look in the mirror and decide now and every day along the way - who is the jury you choose? Who are your peers? And what are you and them choosing to do? It is not religion nor politics, it is life and love and laughter that make our lives full and beneficial. Focus on what makes you do the things you do. I do horses! And kids too!!
See ya in the barn.
Thursday, September 11, 2025
Do you want to change our world?
A question many are considering. I did. When I was diagnosed with IC, and the loss of sleep, the chronic gnawing at my bladder and the inconvenience of a disease, it made me wish there was an alternative to the NO CURE diagnosis I had been given by Dr. Steven Siegal, the fellowship trained Urologist who was supposed to Know. St. Paul Urology was reputed to be trusted as an authority. Turns out there was a higher authority was more truth and healing. He knew only what he could understand. I Knew/New alternatives were everywhere for those who look and see and believe. I found mine, and it became my way of changing the world. Thirty five years of changing. Mostly it changed me. The gift of tracking a gift here is being willing to open your heart, open your eyes, open your wallet and let the Oneness of this world become your love. The children are looking to us to understand that. We are all connected, and
changing the way we feel pain, loss, less and lack is the GOLD! You are loaded! Git er' done. I do, in the barn!! See ya there.
Tuesday, September 9, 2025
Why do they call it the MOTHERLODE!
The MOTHER is the center of the universe and brings to life the MOTHERLODE. With out her, there is no YOU. In the journey of my motherhood I took a lot into consideration. I had to revue the mothers I knew. Some I thought qualified, others not so much. The kind ones, the patient ones, the fun ones, I would be attracted to. The loud ones, the hurried ones, the hitters, not so much. Some had superpowers, like cooking or sports, or animal love. Others not so much. Mine was always late. That was a not so much to me and those waiting with me for our ride. Some left before their children, some dropped them off with strangers, others handed them a package of FOod which turns out was not food at all. I will share my motherlode load - the richest most abundant mothering I know in a seminar soon here at the ranch. I would have loved to know then what I know now. Health, happiness and horses became my system of motherlode energy. I offered it to my kids then kids with special needs. I still do 25 years later. Let's share our version of mothering. Men too often mother and bring much to the role. It is time to honor and uplift the MOTHER energy. She is needed now more than ever before. I will hand over a tool box of support like I wish I had long ago. See ya in the barn, and soon I hope to set the date for our gathering.
Saturday, September 6, 2025
on the watch
To be awake is to be on the watch. Not so much the time of it but the willingness to see the bigger picture. Watching out for traffic is a mandatory safety precaution. Who gets sucked into traffic without awareness. Kids can, animals can too. Adults too out of whack can, wandering the streets of life with out watching where they are going or who they are teaming up with. let's choose to watch out for all of that. On watch today, see the weather/whether. The choices of alert, awake, and aware. If I eat that will I get an ache or a pain?? If I say that will I get something I don't need or want? Watches are forming everywhere. Your greatest gift is the ability to watch and act as if the God in all things matters. I will be watching the horses in the barn, making the view from up there even better!
Thursday, September 4, 2025
Wisdom teeth where have they gone?
Expanding the palate makes room for the wisdom teeth. They are the direct line to the heart. The heart is the middle, the balance, the ball. When a child leaves the little and moves toward the middle, those teeth healthy and built in love with a structure of strength provide the field and the body with a life filled with love and energy. A chip filled with knowing. If broken or decayed or removed changes to the future of the human need to be offered in another form. Lots of support make life a journey and a destination all at the same time. I love those kids, I know how it feels when the heart is not fully connected as the teeth have been displaced. I spent a lifetime of trial and error choosing those aspects of heartfelt carefully. Horses helped. Nature became the mother energy. Children became the fire of my focus, and helping the helpless a career. Learning about the keys of teeth is paramount. IAOMT is a great resource, I am too!! Smiling is being in the barn, see you there!
Wednesday, September 3, 2025
BOOT camps
There are many kinds. Mine were ski boots and riding boots camping out in my own life and yard. I always said you can never have too many pair of BOOTs! I gave my girls boots when they were littles. Little tiny ski boots were theirs as were the rollerblades! They were grounded in a good way and able to zoom off too. I use boots to teach bareback horsemanship to many. Autism was the start, recovery was in my fields and it took boots on the ground to get out there and heal those children. Prisoners newly released, old and young, inner city, paralyzed, addicts, terminal patients. Minority groups of every minority. Women were the most present and asking for a leg up. Native Americans too. as The DAKOTA 38 plus 2 and Standing Rock became a part of our programs . We also shared our magic with world of music and those musical savants that showed up here. Now I know what I know. BOOTS on the ground is going to change the world for the better. Stay tuned, we are about to unleash the dogs, the horses, the ZYTO scans, the astrological charts, the musical vibrations and the 12 strands of DNA READY FOR your connection. What a glorious place to share our version of BOOT CAMPs. see ya in the barn.
Tuesday, September 2, 2025
Finding your peaces/pieces
In some lives the pieces are all there/their/they're. Right before the eyes/I's of a child. The family members each offer one, a piece at a time. In other families the mystery is the only thing they have. Kids without truth, without family, without extended family, only guess at who they are. No stories to hear/here. No history or herstory to embrace. Secrets are the order of the day. I was lucky by half, my maternal grandparents were important and played a role in my growth. Taking me in as a 2 year old and being solid in the structure of love gave me peace. The other half of my story took decades to piece/peace together. NOW I know why, who and how the structure of my human is the way she is. I like her, a lot! Help the children build the puzzle with the pieces/peaces they need. If your hair is curly, know why and who did that to you. It is how we build deep roots in this earthly experience. The peace that passes all understanding is available, just don't skip the journey, it is so worth the effort. GOOGLE yourself, you may be surprised at who you are related to! I know I am horse family! A little bird told me! See you in the barn.
Monday, September 1, 2025
You will know them by their lights
Kids sense warmth. Kids move toward lights. They will know instinctively which direction to move toward. If someone interferes they will protest loudly. As we age we become conditioned to become silent and accept uniformity. These new kids are not falling for it. They are moving toward the lights. It is up to us to radiate that light, that warmth, that love. We are ready now. Animals and children are to be watched and learned from, they will show you the direction home. See you in the barn, where home is here for us.




























