Looking in the mirror

 As we move through the healing of the human here/hear, we are encouraged to share the bigger picture of the D N A . Not/knot to the naked EYE/I has it been before now. TWO/too little spirals dangling there/their/they're. Truth is there were 12 strands. As we disconnected from Source we snipped a few along the way.  Cutting the lines. The loss was colossal, the test had begun. Could we re-member the other spirals and reconnect to the larger energy source that is OURS to know/no?  In the next series here/hear we will explore reconnection and the MIRROR you are using currently.  Time to clear some things up.  I will use the resources of our Health, Happiness and Horses Healing Center and the manual I was taught decades ago. Weekend retreats will be offered monthly. Let's together with light and love and laughter, find the DNA you seek to add back in to this lifetime. I brought my 12 strands into service and they have reminded me of many things I needed here. My mirror in the year 2000 became my horses, and for 26 years they have shown me - ME...and YOU too. Just come and ride. Balanced, powerful, raised up and moving at full speed with full power. Leaving behind all that serves me no longer, Knowing first, it must be kind, second, it must necessary, third, it must be true AND fourth, it must be in my highest good and the good of all mankind. See you in the barn. Thehawc.com will have the schedule and  is where we can communicate. Looking to the future with full power plugged in and ready to be part of the solution. Hawk's Ridge Ranch in Hudson, WI, is commonly found under a RAINBOW!

SHADOW AND grace

 Both exist within the human framework. It is the one that you love the best that you embody. Shadow is sneaky energy. The trickster. The fool. Moving through your reality with a real force, and yet disappearing just as easily. I love the seeing. Grace is an eternal gift. Flowing into the energy of anything open to it. Ananchel is the Angel of Grace. We call her ANNIE. She has been in my sphere of awareness since I was 11. I was at the age that knowing she was real and available was critical to my life unfolding. I rely on her ALOT. Ask Annie is heard/herd here/hear daily. How do you roll, shadow or grace? Being seen/scene is happening now. The good, the broken and the wrong is being levered out of the dark shadows and shown to the beings it effects. When a parent is a shadow it creates trauma for the littles and the pets. Drunk, high, late, angry, mean or even worse, abusive or absent, will delay the love light connection a child needs to be healthy and safe, intelligent and WHOLE. Strangers are shadows. Dementia is shadow. A reality known only in the darkness of the shadows. It takes time to know and to trust another being, kids and critters are fully aware of the process and rely on the adults to offer it. Dumping an animal or a child causes their stress level to accelerate and they must search elsewhere for it. I adopted a kitty yesterday, she knew/new home here would be safe, warm, loving and a good place to be.  We need now to decide which parts of our life deserve grace, so you can bid the shadows farewell. Full disclosure is next. Let the sunshine in! See in the barn.

never if, only when

 All things great or small have a when. The questions answer with the when. It's focus is the distraction from the NOW. Are you in the know, now? How do you make the MOMENT the WHEN NOW? As a child I was very impatient with the NOT NOW! A snack? NOT NOW. A story. NOT NOW. An Adventure, NOT NOW. Seemed as though the world was NOT NOW, but to a child their/there is only .....NOW! ALL that is is.... NOW! The second coming is a focus of religion, although the connection and the story of love came long ago and has been alive all along.  WHICH ever story you choose. Scaring the when into the if.  Causing the cortisol and adrenaline to feed the frenzy of a moment that could be a miracle or pure magic. IF you were safe, or believe what I believe, is following the SYSTEM of if not when. I gave up the if's awhile back. I focused on the NOW is WHEN  we show up and we do our best. AND receive our best too. IF  must be set aside, and Divine Design SCENE/SEEN NOW! INTO the mystic we go. WHEN you wake up, start the day by entering your sphere of light and then close the seal  surrounding you with strength and intention. Once safely  inside your auric bubble begin the day. KNOW now that the energy within is YOURS ONLY. Receive by choice of intention of the NOW, all that you can handle, the rest will find it's rightful owner.  Yesterday a cat came, we just lost one and I felt it hard. Then I told the one who left I was sad. His name was Saturn and he spoke clearly to my heart. I did what I came to do, and now will come the next one quickly and bring you great love. SHE is here now and her name is OPAL, the energy of BALANCE AND INTENTION. Thanks for the when being the NOW! Do something NOW! You are hear/here - do it NOW! I will be at the YMCA today and then the barn!

RE - DO

 Given a chance to create an unlimited re-do of you, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Clear your karmic build up from life times of loss? The Law of Attraction keeps you in the Karmic Wheel. Forgive and let go is the key. Where you feel unable, extend the MERCY CLAUSE. That is how many can move forward without any delay. Humans who hurt the innocents here get mercy from me. I do not feel compelled to re-embrace them, yet for my sake I must LET GO! If I do not I will meet the same challenge again and again. The same people's junk shows up in my world.  On an NDE long ago I was chatting with Jeshua. He said the work I produced here was worthy and gave me the thumbs up to keep going. I said NO, I was cleared for take off and I wanted to go home. My children were grown and the world was in the hands of HEAVEN> He said NOT YET. Back I came, flying into my body like a drowning victim finally coming up for much needed air/error. Was there/their anything thing else to forgive??? Turns out their/there was. Keeping in the spirit of the re-do, the world is depending on each one of us to do our part with joy and love and hope and kindness. I do that best in the barn, see ya there! Where the WHEEL stops long enough to see yourself in the eyes/I's of a HORSE healing the broken humans that need a leg up. 

NOTHING is free

 All energy requires exchange energy. Energy does not disappear, just like the bell ringing carries on the wind or the butterfly wings flapping starting a hurricane. It carries on and on and on. Just as your words do, never forgotten once released. Carefully decide where/wear your energy is directed and with what will take it's place. I saw a lady fall to the ground yesterday. I sat down with her until the medics got there. I asked it she used drugs, and she said yes!  FREE ONES!! I suggested that she tell the caregivers at the urgent care for full disclosure. She said no, they were free and she would not let them go, they were making her thinner. She was 70, and not fat. I suggested they were a consideration in the FALL! Into the giant hole of nothingness she fell in to. FREE FALL!!! Damage done, worse to come if that free fall includes others, on the street, in the car, against the table corner. Assess your choices, NO-THING is without exchange. Period! Are we willing to lose because loss is what we want? WE CHOOSE> I choose life, light, laughter and yup, HORSES! See ya in the barn. 

Fear biter

 Animals and kids do that. When they rev their engines because of fear and insecurity, hunger or trauma,  sometimes they can bite you. The front teeth are hard wired to the kidneys and adrenal glands, it is to rip and tear that which does promote love and nourishment. They snap!!!! It is a child thing, or an adult response to abuse. I can handle the little kids bite, I know how to calm it and feed it something warm and supportive. Gather in the little explosions with confidence.  An animal or an adult poised to snap is a different story.  It is the reason for my Aikido lessons. GET out of the way, because I will help you to the GROUND if you persist with the negativity. Energy is the choice we make every day before our feet hit the ground. I choose love, light, laughter and to protect my auric field with a mantra or a song. Then we eat and drink and clean up and clean out. Ready for anything peaceful and fun. The day is ours to create, and we never miss a chance to smile, meet someone new and surprise someone with a laugh. YOU are deciding every single time you return from your dreams. Attract and receive the choice you choose, it is freewill and you will get what you give. See you in the barn.

Take charge

 As a little you look close up first, then further as you grow. With time your vision gets higher and wider. Some get to see from 6' 6 inches like my friend Billy. Others stay seated. The intuition adds in from the third eye/I in the center of the forehead. Becoming active and then balancing the other two eyes as you grow. My Grampa Anderson was blind for the 14 years I knew him, yet years of navigating his farms left him capable of safe movement. The intuitive radar becomes activated and you can feel the next safe step. I got up on a horse at the same time those in charge of me thought I should wear/where glasses. Primary school. My visions changed dramatically. Sharp and focused with glasses, high and wide and able to spin in any direction on the back of a horse changed everything. My intuition was needed earlier than average. I knew as a youngster how important this life on this blue planet was. I knew to take charge was paramount as there/their was trauma in my family to navigate safely. At age 15 I ventured off and went to the other side of my river. At age 20 I married, and at age 25 became a mother. At 33, I became a Naturopathic Physician. Now at age 68 it all makes sense/cents. Start with your intuition, ask your higher site/sight to balance your other I's/eyes. See the triangle on your fore/four head weld into one triangle symbol. Ask to see in visions, with sounds, and sight/sites of the GOOD and true here/hear. What you perceive and then believe, you shall receive. It is cosmic law. LIKE what you got???? If not/knot, change it if you need  different or better or more. I look for light and get up before dawn to see it. I look for laughter, so I hang out with funny folks, especially kids and critters, and I live where I love to live, so beauty and grace surround me. Intuitively I am taking charge of my own reality. YOU can too. I will be on my horse, looking around and adding scope to my intuitive self. See ya in the barn and today at the Dojo. It is Aikido lesson day. SEE???

DIV erging paths

 I chose the BRIDAL PATH. The job of HORSES moving forward with humans on the ride of their life. The MOM job, and the safe space for all the kids and critters. I became the PhD who lives what she teaches and invites those at the END OF THEIR/THERE ROPE on to our divergent path. Diverging paths I saw in autism back in 1982. A beautiful 2 year old boy, on a totally divergent frequency. Only music in the marches of John Phillip Sousa would pull him back to earth. The beating of the drums. Then my divergence in the IC diagnosis I got, that they said was incurable. 1987 the Harmonic Convergence became my divergence. And down the rabbit hole/whole I disappeared. The old self had to release to reclaim. I had children to consider, so no option would be acceptable other than the one I chose for us. I have met many, and released many too/two. Some divorced, some died, some moved on and moved out, some proclaimed me as mad. All helping me in their own way to move quickly into my right and left winged bird I was embodying. The HAWC was released in 1992 as a healing center, and she has held her vision of the bridal path all the years of her freedom. Our ranch is where those who have no other path to heal, come. Diverging paths side by side. You on yours, me on mine, all healing in the direction they need. See you in the barn. Where/wear we honor the path of life, light, love and laughter!!!

Self Protection

 It is an inside job for humanity. It develops under the parental influences. Scared, angry, sad, you learned that. Happy, lively, willing, you learned that TOO/TWO. Keep what you like and leave the rest behind. Levels of energy in growth are to be delivered along the childhood path. SAFE first, loved and nourished next. Some children lose footing right out of the womb. Born into a mess, the incoming soul has time to decide the next level. There are brave souls here, who have endured and flourished. There/they're are others who gave in to the less, lack and loss, survived but did not thrive. They became entitled and in the stealing from others to fill a hole/whole they carry, they terrorized humanity. Self protection is here/hear. Listen to the Prayer of Self Protection you can use anytime you like. Michael Above, Michael Below, Michael Lord Michael - WHERE/WEAR EVER I GO. The support of the Guardian Arch Angel Michael is simply for asking. Long ago a SEER I met stopped me as I walked away from her. I turned to answer her call and she said, never in my life have I seen/scene a GRIZZLY BEAR GUARDIAN as fierce as yours. I smiled and said, thank you for noticing, My GUARDIAN Lord Michael, has shown you what others can only sense. I am grateful. My children learned to call out each day for the gift of self-protection. It is free! Your words of request carry the highest healing frequency of all.  Learn it, use it, and share with the people now. It is time for our  GUARDIAN GRIZZLY BEARS to watch over our children as we upgrade the energy. When someone has hurt a child, stolen from their world, abused there/their innocence, the Grizzly Bear of Love will answer. I will be in the barn. Knowing that the light, the truth and new age is opening the next BOOK of KNOWLEDGE. PEACE OUT!

Carry in the QUIVER

The first arrow I carried was a quill, a feathered quill. As I committed to my journey, I wrote. Page after page, notebooks full. Calligraphy was my style. Feathery and light it came through to the paper. THEN one day I was done. Another arrow came from the quiver. It was my PIPE. My peace pipe, one then another now the final one I carry to this day. It brought the TOBACCO of protection added to the SAGE of purification I grew and burned here daily. SMOKE, our new kitty, just got here and BANKS, my grandson, is over the moon with her company. Again my visions shifted. The older I got the higher my view got. MANNERS became important. The manner in which you exist, starts with your thoughts, then your words and ultimately your deeds. Health and Happiness the bullseye I kept taking aim at brought AIM here. Along with Rick MacArthur an AIM member - MIN WICoNI, the Standing Rock decision, and the German Shepherd he chose to keep me safe and in site/sight of my ranch. Then Jack Anderson, the other German Shepherd, showed up and hears/heres everything in order to keep order. My quiver so far has provided every single I have ever manifested. SO when you start to shake and quake - you are being cued to grab an arrow from the QUIVER you carry. NO oNE else can do that, it is yours and yours alone to access and let fly. In the beginning there was the word, let the arrows in the quivers, become your bolts of enlightenment. Take aim, I know many who have and made the world a better place - the bullseye is YOU! Your heart the target. If it is fibbing, you are ready. See ya in the barn! WHERE my HEART sings every day.

The WILL

 The future is about the WILL. You are the conveyor of your will. I am the conveyor of the daily mantra - I WILL TO/TWO/TOO WILL THY WILL, Oh THOU CREATOR AND SUSTAINER OF ALL THAT IS - THE I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM. In the dawn of each day the slate is clean. As you stand to greet the light, make your will known. OUT LOUD and PROUD. It may not/knot match mine, and that is fine. It must however match yours. YOU are not/knot an accident, a loss, nor a victim. You are a willing participant on this earth plane. In the authority you were born with, will it to be thus as you have decided. Your opinion of another is none of their business. They will do their/there own willing. WHAT will you will today? I will be at the ranch with the critters! As I willed it into existence long ago there shall she stand strong and in harmony. Hawk's Ridge Ranch in Hudson WI, offering health, happiness and horses.

The STAR of DAVID

 The MERKABA. The vehicle. The gift that keeps on giving. Then when it connects as the OCTOHEDRON the tree sided triangle of being human merges together in the connection. It is the HEART space. That comes with a plethora of gifts. Today is numerological a ONE. You are a ONE. A drop in the ocean, connecting with others DroPS> In your heart chakra you will see and radiate the love of stuff. People, places, things, experiences. As the heart becomes stronger, the radiance gets bigger and wider. A strong heart is needed to to NOT/KNOT wobble. The balance of you is right there in the center. Take a deep clean fresh breath! Exhale more than you inhaled. Let the weight of the liver/gallbladder, chakra number 3, release any resentments you hold. Go fishing! Ask for a vision of what holds you tight and strangles the life force of the heart and makes you mad. In pictures I can see, with sounds I can hear/here, in words I can understand, make it abundantly clear now, the whole truth! Let me see, the one drop of me in the sea of humanity, sink or swim! Take another deep breath and rise to surface! The sun is shining and you are floating like a feather. It is done and you are well. Your merkaba is that vehicle of light, I wear one every day of my life, knowing I am a mobile unit with the wings I need to move freely in the ocean of humanity. Today AKIDO, moving freely on the mat as I learn that NO One CAN GRAB AND HOLD AND HAVE ME,

WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. The barn is going to have to wait today. Ready for FLIGHT and LIGHT!

Disturb the PIECE/PEACE

When you get a zing, a bang, a break, a scar - where ever on your body it is, it is disturbing your peace/piece. When I get an alarm like that, I start with the emotional component that flower remedies address. I use BACH FLOWERS. I learned to use them in the beginning, and still do to this day. It allows me to focus on the human component and it's story in today's healing need. My Mentor, Dr. Tom Lile would carry the remedy Cherry Plum in his pocket. When I inquired as to the reason, he said he knew if someone was suicidal and they came into his view, this would be an instant game changer. GOOD THINKING! Lessons will present again and again, let them be, new or old, but always progressive in your healing. We are hear/here to upgrade constantly. If you feel fear - LEAVE! Immediately. It is the opposite of LOVE, the greatest force on earth and the quickest and safest place to be. The feeding frenzy of fear causes bolts of lightning to flash and bang and rearrange everything and everyone.  It will disturb your peace/piece. GO home and take care of your self. You are the one you came to save! I will help the littles and critters while you upgrade. It is about faith, hope and love, and that is where we survive and ultimately THRIVE. In the barn is all love and that is where I shall be. Namaste' Dr. Sioux/Su Give yourself a blank screen and begin again!

Require transparency

 Look me in the eye/I. Show up, stand up and speak up. What do you wish for, want and NEED?  As a child I wished often. I dreamed always and I spoke directly. I came to the front, even if I was afraid. I made sure someone heard/herd me. I have often helped others in my work here to open the gate and bring them out of the  locked pen and be heard/herd. In that person was a dreamer, a wisher, a hoper, a believer. Looking for a clear route, and an opportunity.  Some saw  the way, others did not. When we absorb the loss, or less, or lack of a darker version of humanity, scarcity becomes the relevant reality.  Locked in to the illusion of that daily life, they became angry and scared and very sick and vampiring. In the emulation of the dark, the fears and insecurities take the place of transparency and progress. Scarcity is an illusion. We live on EARTH and she is abundant with life. She allows us to live and learn here. When we forget that the waters become muddied. So do the people, and stagnant and stinky shows up. Then the toxic overload wins the hand. Today find a glass of pure clean water. Wrap your hands around it, and speak to it. Ask to SEE/SEA - Unity and prosperity, peace and freedom, and a safe space for the INNOCENT Children and critters we are charged with caring for and ABOUT! Drink it, put it in your tub and soak in it, throw in the air and breathe it. Water is life, and it is yours  free, clear, clean and teeming/teaming with life!  Time to embrace the team you are looking for, see them clearly and drink them in. They are joyful, honest, and loving. And they are looking for YOU>   See you in the barn, cuz I need to fill their/there water tank!! Those beautiful horses look for me every day, I have teamed with them for 60 years and it is magic. All my dreams come true.

PRE- school

 I did not attend one. Kindergarten was my first experience with structure of that sort. When I got there I was thrilled. I loved the kids, the music, the recess. The teacher was awesome, and then it was over. Learning was easy, it was fun, albeit slow for me. I was always in a hurry to get through the schools. I knew I had a special job to do and it was taking too long to get to it. Now I know the time spent with those kids was my job. From where/wear I am that I am, I see those children of all ages everyday in my dreams and my days. The fears they shoulder are real,  the lessons ready, the threats they express are theirs and they have been taught and learned and now are evident in their lives.  Noise, spit, hit, and threaten are some of  the expressions of an uneducated and under loved and misunderstood  and misguided child. TODAY for the highest good of this challenge, ask for a spirit of kindness and accept clarity in the response you receive. Tell the person, place or thing to STAND IN THE LIGHT and speak only the whole truth. If not possible, dismiss it, and they will return to the level of school that they have yet to complete. Years back an angry boy was brought here for help. He was going to be kicked out of school. The Grandmother and the Mother came along. I saw the rage and loss of trust in the mother's eyes, and knew to help the child we must educate the mom. I sent the boy outside to wait. When I was finished with the mom and the grand mother, I went to see where that kid has gone. He was right there in the front holding the meanest  fightingest ROOSTER I have ever had. IN PEACE. Rage is contagious, So is PEACE. Mason chose peace, the lesson was the mother's, who had not grown up yet and learned the lack and loss from her own mother, the challenges were coming through him. School was open, she, the mom, saw her childish role and it's effects on Mason. Changes happened with the truth of kindness shown by a little boy who came to earth to help a preschool behaving mother grow up and SHOW UP. DID the world change after that? SURE DID! When they came again my rooster jumped straight into the arms of a child who had been rescued by his own lights, and the mother who was helped under those lights of truth, kindness and full disclosure we helped unmask. UP TO YOU NOW. What grade are you in? Manners matter. Check in the mirror and if you have not learned this, do it now before it is too/two painful.  Children deserve adults as parents. HOW you are and what you do embody.  I want my girls to embody LIGHT and LOVE and lots and lots of laughter. I will be in the barn. 

Time for a break/brake

 You choose to break something when the direction you are going in becomes unacceptable. Throw a glass, hit the brakes, take a time out, break a contract or commitment. All breaks/brakes. When it becomes about someone else, you are given a choice as an adult . Adults have unlimited choices. KIDS never get a break. They do not choose - YOU DO as their/they're/their guardian. I work with children who are BROKEN. Shattered and broken by the field they exist in and with.  Some get a chance to come to the ranch and get a break from the reality they exist in. Marika has ridden bareback on our horses for 15 years, she has seizure disorder and from that condition there is NO break! Up to 30 seizures a day. Yet on the back of my horse when she seizes they know and stop and hold her in the heart energy of what only a horse can offer. TWELVE times the power of a human. SHE smiles and sits back up and off we go again. Others are drugged, screamed at, bullied, rejected, hungry, terrified, cold, dirty and NO/KNOW break/BRAKE is in site/sight. They are the CHILDREN we HAVE been WAITING for. Put them in that sacred place. Welcome them here, treat them as though they MATTER.  GIVE those children a break! Come home to them with a smile on your face, wake them up with a song in your heart, and listen to them. The GOD in all things matters and we seem to have forgotten that for a moment. Ask your littles and the littles you are contact with, what kind of a break would they like to take? There are those who have been entertained by ANGELS unaware. YOU are now aware. YOU decide what is most important. I will be in the barn with Marika and the horse we call HONEY!

Normal

 In the lessons I am taking I am having to look at yet another version of NORMAL. Aikido is ancient, Japanese words written and spoken accompany moves that use someone else's energy. Anyone can do it. Yesterday there were 5 of us. I was the oldest and the youngest and the newest and the least experienced, all at the same time. All in WHITE. Others had colored belts. Green, purple and black.  Use of energy is normal to me. Allowing someone to manipulate my energy is my choice. To me energy, large, looming, daily, positive and negative, ever present and colorful is magic. The ZYTO I use to test energy is normal. It has been for 36 years of Naturopathy work here. Some can not see it, nor do they believe.  Can you see the wind? Not really, you can however see and feel the results of wind. I see auras, they radiate, swirl, sometimes bright, sometimes dim, colored and once in awhile - BLACK. That black field is daunting to a child, but not to an owl. It is NORMAL for an owl. It is the only time a falcon is at risk. The owl  has the advantage in the dawn after the dark.  As I learned I watched and imitated. That how humans learn. Learning and teaching energy is what I do. Horses are how I share the potential. I share them to promote peace and joy, power and self management, along with balance, a higher line of vision and amazing power. The outcome is the choice of the rider. Find another NORMAL that suits you, I will be in the barn practicing energy use. Time to learn something OLD! Then make it my own version of the next normal.

I N N O C E N T

 Who are they? I asked Source. Source said the children are innocent. Who is in charge of protecting the Innocent Children? The MOTHER and then the FATHER.  From 0 to 9 years old, she is front line and fully accountable. First and foremost her child is her commitment.  After her comes the FATHER's duty of the next circle bringing the child out of the mother's womb space into the soul space he overlights for the child until 18. Introducing under strict over sight, the world we live in.  In the years from 18 to 27, a child is a child no longer, and the triple blend of souls braids into an accountable human being the being they will be accountable for.  Abandoning a child along the way is Broken Cosmic Law. Ask Jesus if you have any doubts or arguments.  We have circles that surround them. There are contracts and no exceptions. Children are the most valuable energy on this planet.  Worth more than gold or silver or the party that gets your adrenaline fired up! WHO NOW will take care of those children whose MOTHERS have sacrificed the MOTHER CONTRACT. A system out there will take that child in a heart beat, and the stories of less, lack and loss will crush you. The abuses are horrific and toxic and deadly. A life started without the love and protection and nourishment of a parent is a battlefield commonly resulting in torture.  WHO do you choose? I chose my kids.  The battlefield was still out there, and so was I with them in heart space and real time.  Then I chose other kids. HELP us protect the innocent. The rest  of them will need to wait. There is no higher purpose on earth. See ya in the barn with ponies and the kids. Love wins every time.

Humans - FIGHT or flight? 2nd chakra activating- YOUR CHOICE

 Sleepless Nights. Quick over reactions. Need to holler. Adrenaline Junkie. This is how you can quickly cut your roots here/hear. 1-2-3. The chakras of being human growing in childhood. Roots, then energy, then the shield. All should be attended to in childhood training. When we hit age 15, the heart comes on line- the wisdom teeth show UP, the network is activated and the soul purpose starts pumping out data about the soul contract. It gets personal in the back of that heart space. You can FALL IN LOVE. Those are the gifts need to be received and locked in to proceed to independence and the purpose of you choosing this lifetime. As we open to the knowing of NOing, say out loud in the mirror. I AM STANDING in the LIGHT, show me who I AM. TAKE a good long look. If you are not/knot working in your heart, your fear will disconnect you, and your roots here will be severed. I tell my clients if you have a heart attack - it will occur at 12 or 12 - night or day. We can jump start you with a jolt. If your kidneys fail, spent till gone, on fight or flight, you will not survive. PERIOD. Your kidneys are gossamer, fragile, and knee jerk. When your knee jerks, your kidneys are asking for help! When your ankle rolls you think you are a one man team.  AND when the baby toe makes you piss in your pants, the we we we all the way home, is the outcome.  You are being shown. Healing and happiness are a divine right. If you need some support - Ride a horse, get your energy under control, raise up your vision to see over the mess of this planet, and balance out before you power up. It is a gift, use it. See ya in the barn. Where special needs have been riding bareback for 25 years here, Look up James Williams - autism his specialty, horses were involved. Healing is now his career. He told me once this worked for him because when I spoke he could here/hear me in his HEART! Listen to the HEART!

HOPE is the security key

 It opens those locked doors. It is the key to next level of your evolution. Wishes, dreams and hopes are how I end my appointments with my clients. I write down three of those for their/there future. It comes with the end of their time with me. It is the beginning of the newly unlocked and opened door in their healing. Pushing that door open takes hope that what comes my way is what I hope for and my next chosen step. Aligning to your highest good is a journey of wishes and hopes and dreams. Take a moment to see within and without, all that you desire. Ask if it is in your highest good, is it good for those who surround me, and Does IT serve humanity. Two out of three ain't bad. Security is the key to confidence, they are one in the same. It requires confidence to say NO/KNOW to those who do not/KNOT have your highest good in their structure of connection.  I see auras, I know with a glance who is generating light, and LOVE. I also look for the laughter component, cuz if it ain't fun I ain't doin' it. It needs a step up, forward and then INN/IN. Remember- their/they're/there, are those who have entertained angels unaware. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT. I DO. See ya in the barn. YOU are safe now and fun is our middle name.

R U N

  2026, the year of the horse, reintroduces us to the RUN! You can run away, run with or run into. YOU choose. Kids start about age one. The front teeth hooked to fear and the kidney adrenal system want to get to the run.  They are programmed for energy and security. They will warn with anxiety the wrong direction. They already were on their front, then their back. The roll over was a big thrill. Then the CRAWL, four on the ground before the climb. The walk was next. Hold on or hands free. Inside on flat surfaces or outside with hills and holes. Weather/whether made choice more interesting. Was I prepared for the WHETHERS/WEATHERS that my travels would present???? The run was the GRAND finale to the toddling. I still see a lot of toddling around. Adults toddle, knot/not stable nor grounded. GET IN YOUR BODY< it is your vehicle to use in this lifetime. If you can not run, bounce or vibrate. Music, motion, laughter and light will shake you up and back in the race. HOLD your water, the kidneys will support you. Fill the water  you drink with choices. I use jewels in my water to program it's offering for the day. You can use anything you want to manifest your first step of the day. Then once it is in, start the RUN, I chose a run of luck and laughter and friendship, with a run on my skis and my horse. You are toddler no/know longer. Get up and take off. This is the year of the HORSE - run with it, you may never get another chance, it comes every 60 years! I have waited since I was 8 for this the return to my reality.  See ya in the barn where everyone is invited to run!

Contact

 Teaching that contact has vast ramifications is rarely discussed. In the beginning of my practice as Naturopathic Physician I tested the electrical system with EAV contact. I held the hands and feet of my clients. Then I tested the BTA, Biological Terrain, blood, urine and saliva. Then temperature, blood type and PH levels. Natal Charting too.  The contact has many connection points. Some are here with star knowledge connections, some with familial connections, others with geographic places  connectedness and some float. Teaching the power of contact begins with childhood. I knew even as a little who to trust. I was vocal in protests about dark energy, and toxic humans. I said it out loud. I never met an animal I did not love. Their energy was honest, even if it was out of balance. HUMANS lie, cheat and steal, they also bully and lord over with entitled attitudes. TEACH your children and those in contact with them the importance of this learning process. CONTACT your Guardian Angel, contact your grounded self and then let your highest self do the best choice. AIKIDO is a great tool. Power is in choice and knowledge, NOT brute force. Remember you can not see the wind, but the WIND is on your side, call to it when you need help. Dark to light, learn to navigate.  I will be in the barn. 

What is it worth?

 Ask someone. Straight out, straight up, in the I/EYE. I do wellness. What is that worth? Plenty to some, worthless to/too/two others since it not/knot the primary goal. Attention, empathy, restoration, more to their directives. Some still feel the worth in this reality. Others get sent/cent home with no/know supper. I am not here/hear to sell/cell. I am here/hear to tell. The story of my recovery from Interstitial Cystitis is encouraging to others with the same irritation in the bladder. That story is old. Still worth telling. For the new year, as you shed to skin of the snake, ask what the new 2026 has for you. IS IT Worth SOMETHING?  I am ready for the year of the HORSE. Freedom, power, balance and incredible beauty are in that matrix. AND yes it is worth it! See ya in the barn.

Self-protection

 I always loved martial arts shows. Billy Jack was the start of a long infatuation with protection. Yesterday I started aikido classes. Energy used to protect is magic. Parents are the first protectors, mothers start the party. Fierce in pregnancy, and that story rarely ends. The INNOCENTS require strong protectors. Kids, critters, and the nature spirits can not thrive with out that protection. Predators, as well as just those not accountable or just not paying attention, make this world a tough place for an innocent. As the new year opens bring that responsibility back to the forefront of earth life. Lack of safe space is over. If you have failed to keep them safe and loved, ask for forgiveness. Then break the contract you have with that lack of accountability. Tell the Source you want the gift of protection for you and those you are to be watching. Finish with... How  do I fix what I have broken? You will be given a dream, follow through or the next lapse will be personal. Your children and the other innocents are watching, they are counting on you, or they will disappear and you will be forever with the regret that you missed the chance

. TIME NOW! I will be in the barn. 

TRUE COLORS

 Gangs wear/where colors. They want to be seen/scene for their/there authentic selves. Fight or flight or heart centered or something in-between. In the coloring of the new ONE year of 2026 - show us your true colors. Run it up your flagpole. Kids try to do that every day. Behavior, looks, energy level, health degrees, choices that show what they are feeling and seeing and living and learning. They are reflecting you! Littles up to age 9 reflect the mom-ness. 10 to 17 - is the dad-ness. This is genetic as well as environment, manifesting in growing BODY<MIND>SPIRIT. Know your details, ask, take notes, detect the hidden. From 18 to 27 they throw in the 3rd part of the triangle, blending all info obtained into a human being a human.  Did you give them good info, were they safe and loved? Do you see their/there true colors?? They are YOU forward. Do you want well, happy, fit, lean, intelligent? Do you want kind, funny, safe??? Look at what you have put out there. You can not unring their bell, nor can you unbeat their drum. If you want those kids and critters, the garden and the neighborhood to be better - YOU DO IT!! Start now, it is a ONE year. I begin today at AHKIDO, Ok MIKE ELLEFSON, Midwest Center for Movement, here Nana Bobcat comes, ready to learn something new! Then I am going straight to the barn to practice this new lesson on my HORSE! See ya in the barn flying my true colors.

WANNA' know what works???

 I did. I also wanted to know what needed the NO!!! I SENSE/CENTS all things. Value??? I wanted value in all I do, say, have and live with and spend time at. I wanted my choices to show value for me and mine,  and then for the whole/hole. I wanted to know how I could increase that value too/two/to all. When we see the hole, allowing it to challenge me gave me great value. I took the risk, held the trust, and believed. Those are the tools I use to find out what works for me. I tested products, locations, relationships, processes, procedures. I found riding good, horses or canoes or skis all worked. I found that anything that enhanced the balance, gave me great peace/pieces. As the new/knew year opens, test, ask, intuit. All things work, but not/knot for all people all at the same time. Find your crew, your next habit, a new friend, and you will know what works, and then go find what PLAYS. That is where I will be, playing in the barn. A light will break through, let it come to YOU! If you need a start say this - STAND IN THE LIGHT AND TELL ME EVERYTHING. It will, if it is the truth. THAT WORKS>

Year of the HORSE?

I have lived with horses most of life. I have worked with horses for 25 years. I chose special needs humans for my bareback therapeutic riding program back in 2001, first come first served. Then came the others. Ex-prisoners, executives, engineers, ex-addicts, water protectors, diseased and dying clients, minorities, inner city, newly engaged couples, and the list goes on. Tears of joy overcame tears of fear. In partnering with 1,200 lbs. of  happy, healthy horse energy, a gift is offered. The limbic system of the horse, fight or flight, merges with the person. Power, vision, harmony are amped up nearly 12 times. Under the influence, comes the MORE. Add in - anything you like and it is MORE. Decide this year 2026, for your horse power is here. Peace, prosperity, joy and love,  OR less, lack or loss.  War or peace. I will see you in the barn, and I will show you your options. Health, happiness and horses are still my go-to program! AND unlimited JOY and beauty, adds too/two/to. Hawk's Ridge Ranch in Hudson Wisconsin opens In-vision Farms. It's been a long ride home. Happy New Year - 2026 is now!