Walking in two/too/to worlds like the wolf

A creature mystical and even scarey, the wolf is pure magic. Beautiful and fierce all at the same time. Like the pack that travels together and knows where each one is - in order. Our alpha horse is gone now, she kept the order of our herd. It will be fun to see who steps into the role now. We have been overwhelmed i this life with alpha energy not truly alpha. SELF-CENTERED energy, with out order. Tula our horse leader was not, she was fully conscious. I knew to see her was to know all was in order. If she was upset, there was dis-harmony. You are the alpha of your body and the life force it holds. You are the wolf, navigating night and day, sun and moon, life and death. As the alpha of your own energy, let's focus of the harmony of accepting the role with total self care and others at the same time. No blame, you are the one you have been looking for. See you in the barn.

I'll bring the wolves.

Thankful

Time is our measurement of choices. How long do I work to RE-TIRE? Seems like a funny system. Thirty days before your birthday you get time to strip off that which serves you no longer. It is commonly a challenge to allow the visions that will re-lease that which needs to go. Thirty days after the date of your embodiment - you add back in the new you. Today my 30 days are UP! What will 2025 look like? It will promise to be worth it. Worth the wait. Deciding who, how, what and why, is the key to the balance we need to remain human - in health and happiness. Waves of change are here, we are surfing energy in ways only dreamed of for ages. Stand in the sunshine and take back your light. It was cold and dark for a moment, and now we can get up and move around again as spring looms on the horizon. Let's be thankful, for life is special. See you in the barn.

Alpha Tula McCrackin - our leader has dies Tula will never be forgotten!

She came as a filly, before I had a barn. She was a BABY, so that was her name in the beginning. She did not tell us her full name for over a year. She ran with Danny and Daryl, the two roping horses to learn how to be a horse. AND then she became Tula McCrackin our divine feminine master teacher. Stories from 25 years of helping, children especially will echo in this place forever. Programs for ex-cons, addicts, homeless, abused, autistic and then every one who needed a horse in their life came! Power and a motherly discernment were her gifts. She hugged a child who at age 12 had never been hugged and was lost and on his way to jail. WE cried at the gift she gave Corey that day. I knew if someone ever took her, it would be him who got to feel the massive mother energy she shared. She could push you to the limit of your energy, and love you at the same time. You could stand on her back and she would hold you safe and sound and support you with those four legs. She stood over a suicide, and stayed with Tracy until they were found. She walked him home, all the way to heaven and then came back to me. I knew then - she knew what to do. She did it beautifully for the past 25 years here, and never missed her mark. When she alerted me to come and say goodbye, my heart broke. But as the warrior she was, she stood one last time, looked me in the eye, and peacefully accepted my words of love, gratitude and appreciation. I knew to remain in my own body would be hard but luckily Dr. Dale and Diane Magnusson kept me calm. So that was a miracle. We need each other, and they have my gratitude!! This world needs the Tulas and the Dr. Su's, wild and crazy, and yup, in the barn. That's where I will be still for that is where I am free. SHE IS free now in the galaxy running full speed, and still watching us forever! Thank you Creator for the gift our Alpha, you will have fun with her! She is something very special.

I was alerted

I am often alerted in my soul. My phone does not ring, my heart rings. In accidents whether I know them or not, I know I must respond. My horse rang by heart-bell yesterday. Answering the alert was next. I saw death. AGAIN. I said NO! Hopped in my Jeep and went flying to the vet and asked for an overview. He handed me a homeopathic and said stop the shock! Mine or hers? Truth - we are connected it belonged to both of us. When I got to her and put the remedy under her lip, she changed. Running for a bucket for the blood was next and when I got back she was standing instead of dying. I did what I could do, but mostly I kept saying - I LOVE YOU TULA! That is what we must do, every time we feel the alert, we must simply resort to the bottom line. Love is all there is, the creation of all things and the answer to every question. Be alerted to that! I is ALL that matters. S

ee ya in the barn.

Better than you found it

Take your trash with you, said the ranger to the camper, before he ventured into the wilderness. Trash in, trash out, no exceptions. I take it one step further and say - you will leave this place, human, experience, relationship, job or whatever you are doing - BETTER THAN YOU FOUND IT. That is our promise. Lightworkers were told that was the goal. We were asked if coming back to the earth school although we had completed our time here was the opportunity available. GO BACK, FIND YOUR SPACE, YOUR PLACE, YOUR CALLING, YOUR FAMILY, YOUR PEOPLE, and leave it all better than you found it down there on Earth. It did not matter what we did, ONLY that we did that. Upgrade the matrix by being there while they switch channels. We are now in 5-d. I came for the switch. It switched. 1987 the Convergance blew the whistle and set us in motion. Leaving behind the worn out, toxic, controlling behaviors, locations, choices, politics, religions, educations, became my calling. Teaching that freewill is the gift of wellness my choice. Grab it and use it for the highest good. Justice and balance will be the result as wellness becomes a viable option. First for your own soul do the work, then spread it out. So I got sick, really sick, then I changed my mind and changed my body. Your heart is your center, your balance, your pivot and your justice. Keeping it in perfect time, beating to your own loving drum is an inside job. NO ONE can do that work for you! No doctor, no judge, no teacher, no mentor, can validate or justify YOU. The peace and freedom you seek comes from within. You are hear/here to sing the SONG OF THE UNIVERSAL SOURCE OF LIFE, and with that knowing of that music,

you will decide many things. Stay or go? Just leave it better than you found it! See you in the barn!

Smiling?

If you are downloading, you will smile. If you feel it, you will smile. If your heart is singing, you will smile. In the sunshine or the moonlight, you will smile. I smile often, as it is the road I chose. It must bring joy, challenge, fun, learning, and wellness with balance to play in my yard with me. If you are looking for more smiles, allow it in your world first. If you are dis-eased find a video that makes you laugh out loud. It will speed the ease. Ease is brings the KEYS. On my pianos, all three, there/their/they're are 88 keys, black and white, sharp and flat. when I play often, it comes with ease. Healing my world, entertaining those close enough the here/hear and truly making us all smile! Pianos in the barn??? Allowing the music to bring the ease, YUP!

See you there.

Full Moon provocation

Provoke with in or provoke with out. Ask to share the feeling you get when you poke the bear sleeping with in and with out, for it is your guide. I was provoked in the 80's by having children and seeing that letting someone else take care of them would unbalance me. As a mother my instinct was to spend my days and my nights with them in their days and their nights. Natural, instinctive, and swimming against the current I chose to stay home with them. In those day the moms I knew worked in the workplace that forced their children into daycares. I refused to allow a stranger to raise my offspring. I was heavily criticized for my knowing. My marriage changed, my friendships ended, and I moved closer to where I was raised and included my family with my family. My work and my play and most of my day was those kids and that play. I still feel that way as I work with kids and their needs and hopes and wishes for balance, wellness, energy, and beauty. I KNOW THAT BEING HERE FOR THEM IS A BALANCER FOR ME. Under this moon - the Wolf Moon, you see both sides as the wolf walks in both worlds. Leo is loud and energetic and willing, take a moment to make a choice under the provocation of your own knowing. Be authentic in your choice, it is about YOU! Do not be provoked another's opinion, it is simply none of your business ever. Life is your parade

, get in the front and lead the way, the moon will show you the road. Mine is in the barn, see you there!